Love in the Dreamland of iPartment

"Is first love really...really so unforgettable?" I saw his Adam's apple go up and down, his voice was a little hoarse, and his body smelled of male hormones, which is an excellent drug for a woman.

"Li Mingyu," I suddenly asked seriously, "Have you ever experienced a particularly unforgettable love?"

"I'm waiting."

"Actually, the truly unforgettable love is understood only after the end?" I seemed to mutter to myself.

After I bid farewell to Li Mingyu that night, I went home and lay flat on the bed, looking at the ceiling—I used to have an unforgettable love, but now this feeling is in my hands—but I let it go cruelly, can I let it go cruelly? ?

"Hello?" I called Ji Dong.

"Bao Ling?" Ji Dong's tone seemed much calmer than it was this afternoon.

"I want to see you."

"it is good."

Half an hour later, we met in Jiexin Park. He was wearing a long black trench coat and looked even more tired.There is no one in the park, only a few dim street lights flashing their own language, but they still can't dispel the inextricably thick darkness.

"Bao Ling?" Lin Yi asked tentatively, "What's going on so late?"

"Do you still love me?" I took a deep breath and asked a terrible question - but the one I wanted to ask the most.

"I, I still love you." Lin Yi seemed to be frightened by the serious atmosphere, and he began to speak hesitantly.

"Are you going to get a divorce?" I thought I was asking a silly question.

"If you don't break up, I will." He said calmly.

"Then what about Baby Ling?"

"She will be handed over to her mother to be raised." I saw a gleam in his eyes, "Cheng Baoling, I want to start a new life with you."

"But……"

"For so long, you have been wronged too much by the outside world - I want to live a new life with you." Lin Yi repeated again, "I have realized my dream, I have been admitted to university, I Already able to take care of you - I am no longer a child."

But you don't know, I still miss you as a child.

Is first love really... really so unforgettable?

When I leaned on Li Mingyu's shoulder, I could hear his tone of helplessness and unfamiliarity.

I gently took Ji Dong's hand, and Ji Dong lowered his head and kissed my lips.

It's like a plea, very gentle but irresistible.I raised my head to respond to his kiss, and what Li Mingyu had said to me flashed in my mind—like a revolving lantern.I feel like I don't love Ji Dong that much anymore, but I can't do without him.People are so selfish, obviously they have already said to give up, but they still have to hold on tightly...

I let go of his hand in embarrassment, and I didn't dare to look at his face again.

The previous him never put so much pressure on me, and now every kiss represents a different meaning—it’s just that the meaning is no longer love, but...but what?

"You weren't like this before." I confessed.

"What?" I couldn't see his expression clearly, I could only see the dim yellow streetlights behind him seem to be dancing.

"You've become selfish." I swallowed.

"What?" I don't know if he couldn't hear clearly or he was questioning me.

"It's getting late." I pull back from his arms, wondering if I'm doing the right thing—whether I'm being too selfish.

The next day I looked listless, Teacher Xiaojing asked me what happened last night, I shook my head, and continued to bury my head in correcting the book.Li Mingyu looked at me with a very strange look, and I was pierced severely by that look.

"Excuse me, is the teacher's office here?" When I was fetching water in the corridor, a woman and an old woman stopped me.

I looked at this woman, and I always felt that I had seen it somewhere before. Her expression was very blunt, but the old woman looked at me with a kind face and a smile on her face. Yes, who are you looking for?"

"Cheng Baoling." She said my name abruptly from her lipsticked lips, as if she had a great hatred for me.

"I am, may I ask which student's parent are you?" I suppressed the disgust in my heart and put on an awkward smile.

"I'm Lin Baoling's parent and Lin Yi's wife." She deliberately bit the word "wife" very hard, and my heart skipped a beat. Could it be that she already knew about me and Lin Yi?

"I think we might as well talk over there. It's too loud here, disturbing other teachers' work..." I don't want this woman to expose my shortcomings in such a sacred place of school—ah, as a teacher, She actually became the mistress of her own student's family!I feel creepy just thinking about it.

The old man did not follow, but stood where he was.

Ji Dong and I's wife, by the way, her name is Xie Zhenzhen.As soon as we walked not far away, she raised her hand and slapped me—slap!Before I could react, I felt a burning pain in my face. I covered my reddened side face, tears were streaming down my face, and I yelled loudly: "What are you doing!"

"Jin Yi is going to divorce me for a bitch like you!" Her face was flushed with anger, which was incompatible with the tranquility in the photo.Divorce, yes, Lin Yi promised me that he would divorce Xie Zhenzhen!Now this woman actually, actually came to the school to find me in person!I feel both wronged and embarrassed.

"What's the relationship between you and Ji Dong?"

I became angry from embarrassment and looked at her without saying a word.Xie Zhenzhen was furious even more, her ten fingers grabbed my shoulders, as if they were going to be embedded in my bones, the pain was raw. "Say it, say it!" Xie Zhenzhen shook my thin body desperately, as if something could be shaken out of it, "You——you say it...you say it!" I gritted my teeth and burst into tears Spilling from the eye sockets, I was about to look up and stare at her fiercely, when I found that her eyes had already been covered with a layer of mist, and the tears were flowing presumptuously on her face, she looked more miserable than me asphyxia.

Xie Zhenzhen's voice suddenly became sharp: "You - Ji Dong saw you when he went out that night? When did you guys start? How did you know each other? You - you, are too selfish , Lin Yi, he already has a family, why are you still unwilling to let go? Do you really want to see other people's homes fall apart to make you happy?"

I'm selfish, and I've been judged that way more than once.

"I feel very painful when I see you together—have you experienced it?" Xie Zhenzhen growled at me hoarsely, but it was more like a pleading than a growl—her eyes revealed What is pitiful and weak.

"I feel very painful when I see you together - have you ever experienced it?" I couldn't help yelling loudly, "I don't want to be afraid of destroying Ji Dong's family, and I don't want Baobaoling to live in quarrels. I don’t want to—I don’t want to!” I burst out suddenly, frightening Xie Zhenzhen who was on the verge of collapse, and I felt the emotions in my body constantly tumbling, like boiling water.

"Every minute I spend with Ji Dong, I feel hesitant, but do you know? But you know that my pain is ten times that of yours! It is ten times that of yours!" I felt my whole nerve They were all broken, and the two women cried at each other, with different sorrows in their hearts—but they were all for the same person.

Silence, I saw Xie Zhenzhen biting her lip, not making a sound.