and the days of Apollo herding cattle

There was mud on my face and body, some were wet and sticky, some were dried and turned gray, but no matter whether it was wet or dry, it was uncomfortable.

There was mud on his body, and Apollo was very uncomfortable. The two stepped on the river with one foot deep and one shallow foot. When passing by the stone, Enoch also brought the dead snake with him. .

"What are you doing with this?"

Enoch tilted his head and smiled: "How about venting your anger?"

Apollo is indeed very irritable and angry now, but it is not towards the snake or Enoch, or it is simply irritability and depression in his chest.

He doesn't like the work that makes himself dirty and the rhythm of life that makes a mess.

But he couldn't beat Enoch.

Enoch looks like a person who has no temper, no principles, and blindly retreats, but in fact, people like him are the most difficult to deal with.It seems that there is no principle, but in fact it draws a line between him and everyone. I am my own country here, and you can jump around at will. As long as you don’t cross the line, I will control you to death What are you doing.

Enoch is very stubborn, and the things he is sure of will never change, and his stubbornness almost drives Apollo crazy.

But Apollo also lost his temper, and the cold war between the two of them is over, Enoch is still like that, what can Apollo do?

Apollo snorted angrily: "Vent me up? Then why are you tossing it? Why don't you know why I'm angry?"

Enoch laughed, and pulled Apollo with wet hands: "Don't go so fast, I'm so tired~Apollo~ you go slower~"

Apollo didn't care about him, instead of slowing down, he sped up his pace.Apollo's steps are very high, with long legs that are against the sky, and Enoch is holding Apollo's hand and pretending to be tired and staggering to keep up with his speed. It is really hard to act.

"Okay, stop pretending." Apollo sighed, and shook off Enoch's hand, his face darkened even more.Enoch's hands had dried mud, but after being soaked in water, the dry mud turned into sticky black mud. Enoch, the playwright, was tripped, brought down, and... …Anyway, it’s all kinds of entanglements and pretending to be weak, all relying on Apollo to use one arm as his "life-saving straw".

Enoch lived up to expectations and muddled most of the wet mud on Apollo's arm and clothes.

Apollo's skin is very white, not pale and thin white, but full of healthy vitality, and the dry, semi-dry, wet and sticky plaster is winding and intertwining layers upon layers on his arms Together, on the contrary, his arms have a kind of...

"What are you thinking, huh?" Apollo clamped Enoch's chin with his slender and powerful fingers, extremely oppressive.

In the previous novels, if there was any conflict between the male and female protagonists or the attack and the subject, the best solution was to have a fight, not a "fight" of fighting, but a "fight" of goblin fighting.

Enoch used to sneer at this, but after he was really with Apollo, he realized that dealing with Apollo in this way is the best.

Apollo seems to be a person with a pretty good temper among the gods, but his "good temper" is only on the surface. This person is more arrogant than anyone else, and he is more stubborn than anyone else. It is impossible to suppress him normally. possible.

Unless it is to smash all his pride and make him truly surrender.

Not to mention that it might be impossible, Apollo without pride and "light" is really the Apollo he likes?

Apollo is a person who is loyal to pleasure. He needs to be appeased when his hair blows up, just like raising a cat. Only by following him can he have fluffy fur, soft belly and pink paws. suck the same.

It's just that the process of smoothing the hair is unavoidable to be scratched and pulled by the sharp claws a few times.

The stream is very clear, because there are trees planted on both sides, so it is very cool here, and the sweltering heat seems to be isolated from the outside by the woods.

The heat is gone, and the hair has been smoothed out. Apollo is now lazy, leaning on the mossy river bed, watching the water waves twist and twist his body and Enoch's body under the water. .

Comfortable and quiet.

Enoch was also very comfortable, too lazy to move, so he leaned against Apollo and handed over all the weight to him, so that he could be a little more lazy.

"Not angry anymore?" Enoch flicked away Apollo's wet long hair, and lightly bit his cheek.

Apollo slightly opened one eye and squinted at him: "Then what do you think of me? Will you change as I say?"

Enoch smiled and leaned on his shoulders, his pale arms wrapped around his neck after not seeing the sun for a long time, the friction between the skins was slight but intimate and comfortable: "Apollo, what do you think?" , is there love between the two of us now?"

Apollo opened his eyes and looked at him, a little puzzled: "Quickly shake your head, did you accidentally pour water into your head after staying in the river for a long time?"

"No!" Enoch laughed.

"Then what are you talking about?" Apollo reached out and tapped Enoch's forehead, "You have to trust me."

Enoch leaned on Apollo and smiled lowly: "I believe in you." It's just that he doesn't believe in love.

He doesn't specialize in the psychology or biology of love, but he has heard that "love is produced by the secretion of dopamine in the brain".

People who are passionately in love always feel that their love is beyond the mundane, detached from the world and will exist forever, unforgettable and deep into the soul.

But after the love faded away, the once unforgettable thing became a worthless thing engraved on the tasteless ribs, which was both dull and meaningless.

Enoch and Apollo are two completely different people.

Apollo is proud, brave, and determined, going forward without retreating.

That was the trait that Enoch envied. He was cowardly, looked forward and backward, and he knew in his heart that he and Apollo were completely different people.

Apollo is a person who is loyal to his emotions and his heart. Love is love, without concealment, sincerity and passion.

But Enoch is not that kind of person.He thinks more, and thinks more pessimistically.

Why does he like me?Where do you like me?Will we be forever?

Is it because you haven't touched it before, so you feel new?Do you like it because of your face?Has the novelty worn off?Tired of looking crooked?Will the two still be together?

I like you, I like you, because you are Enoch, so I like you, of course we will be forever.

Apollo's answer is also without thinking or concealing, so frank that people don't know how to answer it.

Enoch has no sense of security, he wants to confirm with Apollo over and over again, and Apollo also patiently accompany him over and over again to appease him and express his love to him.

But it won't work like this.

Just blindly doubting, just blindly asking, just blindly repeating, there will come a day when both of them will get bored.

Tired, irritable, tired, argued, and separated.

Just thinking of this possibility, Enoch would be so troubled that he couldn't sleep.

Cherish the moment, grasp the present, this is the best.

But for the most part, knowing, being clear, and doing that are two completely different things.

This will not work.

Enoch wanted a change.

Wanting to change his thoughts of worrying about gain and loss, change his life state, and change his previous muddled attitude, he wants to try to make more choices.

Make yourself into a better self, don't think about losing, but start to prolong the present beauty. In that case, even if one day, the two really separate, then he won't be so desperate that God It's about to collapse.

Most of the hard work and attempts are actually torturing yourself, but if you don't try to torture yourself, then you probably can't do anything, right?

"Enoch, didn't you say you trust me? Then just leave it to me, and that's all right." Apollo held Enoch's hand, and the two fingertips touched, almost to pass through the fingers. Jian conveyed his temperature and heart to the other party.

"I know."

"Then why are you hesitating? What are you worrying about? Didn't I say that? I love you and will always love you. Do you not believe me or do I believe in my love for you?"

"Apollo, I believe in you, I believe in you." Enoch brushed away Apollo's long blond hair sticking to his temples, and put the wet blond hair in his palm, dazzling and soft, It seems that for a moment, Enoch really felt that we can go on like this forever until death, until the world is destroyed.

But this is not possible.

"Apollo, what do you think of love? Do you own it alone, or can everyone share it?" Enoch asked Apollo softly and softly, "If one day, A person who is more beautiful than me, who suits you better than me, and who makes you fall into the swamp of love at the first sight appears, so, what should you do about your love?"

Apollo froze for a moment, Enoch's soft lips pressed against the corners of his lips, warm but seemed a little cold, his mind went blank for a moment, Apollo suddenly felt a sense of crisis, as if... If this question is answered wrong If not, it would be the end of him and Enoch.

Apollo believed in his intuition very much, and he could hear Enoch's persistence and seriousness from Enoch's attitude, so Apollo answered him very seriously.

"If there is such a person, I will definitely fall in love with him. But even if I fall in love with someone else, my love for you will not change?" Apollo's eyes are so clear that he can see you at a glance. in the end.

Apollo never spoke, he said so, he thought so, and even more so.The whole of Olympus thinks so.

He loves Enoch, there is no doubt about it, his love for Enoch is fierce and sincere, and he wants to be with Enoch forever.But in the same way, his love is not the only one. When he fell in love with Enoch, he followed his own heart, and then he would follow his own heart before falling in love with others.

He is only with Enoch now, not because he has identified Enoch, but because...he only meets Enoch now.

The love with Daphne annoyed him, but not because of "betrayal" Enoch, more the anger of being teased by Eros, if in another situation, at another time, in another way of falling in love Daphne, Apollo would gladly take it.

It really was like this... Enoch didn't know whether to be sad or happy.

The author has something to say:

Not to mention Apollo, the world view of ancient Greek mythology is like this, and the view of love is like this. He can have no reservations about the person he loves, but he loves not only one person. The love between Apollo and Enoch Views are different, in love, they have to run in to last longer.In the end, it must be he. If not, I will eat the keyboard live.

In addition, there is another update at nine o'clock