[Net King] Take away my heart

by the power of a word

i start life again

i was born to know you

to call your name

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— Paule Luard

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It has been raining for many days in a row.

With this seemingly endless rain, Jiayin may not have appeared in the hospital for a long time.After a farewell by the sea, Jiayin and I decided to leave this place.It is more appropriate to say to leave, but to escape.For two teenagers, running away from home is not something that can be solved by taking the subway with a backpack on their backs. We must consider the travel expenses and living expenses after escape, as well as many legal issues involved. The problem.

That's right, it wasn't an impulsive run away from home, but a decision to flee this place forever and never come back.

We imagined early in the morning that our parents would definitely call the police and would use all means to find us. In order to have absolutely no chance of being found, we had to walk cleanly and as far as possible.

The reason why I had to make up my mind so hard, even ignoring the kindness of my parents' upbringing, was not because running away would save me.I know that the ending of death cannot be changed, but no matter what, I don't want to meet death in this way.

Must get out of here.

You must leave here with Jiayin before I die.

The escape plan is whimsical no matter how you look at it. We, who have no money and are underage, how can we escape our parents and escape to a distant place, how can we live there to make a living, how can we hide from being found, it is almost like Arabian Nights.

"As for the money, I have saved some." Jiayin said, "I don't know where to escape, but it can be of some use..."

The good news, which has not appeared for several days, is trying to prepare funds for escape.In order to subsidize her family, she has been using the method of ghostwriting to earn some pocket money. What I didn't know was that Jiayin worked very hard to do these things and saved a considerable amount.

"If only the money could come in handy when it matters..."

Jiayin said that he will work hard to prepare more in the next time, so that we can use them when we escape.

"Jingshi...do we have to escape?" she asked me.

"Well, there is only one way."

Leaving here, leaving parents is not the first choice, but the only choice.

Mom and Dad don't know anything, they are innocent, and they can be said to be victims.But it's not that Jiayin and I intend to hurt them, we don't say anything, precisely because we don't want to hurt anyone.

"If you tell your parents about this... it will scare them."

Not forgiven, not understood, not accepted, never.So we keep it a secret and tell no one.

"But apart from our parents...who in this world is willing to accept us like this?"

nobody.not even one.So we have to escape, to a place where no one knows us, as long as no one knows the secret, we can live like ordinary people and die like ordinary people.

Just be there for each other like normal people.Not as family, not as friends, not as twins.

"There is no law against us if we stay here...no law against us...we will not be forgiven..."

So we can only choose to escape.

I'm about to die, and maybe there's no point in running away.But for me, being able to leave this place with Jiayin and get rid of the shackles of identity is the last salvation in my life.

"Yagyu should be able to help me raise more money...I'll ask him to help me...there will always be a way...maybe we can ask a lawyer..."

I watched the rain outside the window quietly in the ward, waiting for the good news.

"Yusheng's father is very nice... I was shocked when I saw the photo... I heard that Liusheng's father was a lawyer before, but I didn't expect that the person I found happened to be him."

On the other end of the phone, Jiayin described the lawyer she found to me in a somewhat excited voice.

"There are a lot of photos of Liu Sheng in his office, all of which are of him playing golf. It seems that Liu Sheng's father taught him to play golf since he was a child...He pointed to the photo and said, this is my son, isn't he handsome? ? Then I immediately recognized that it was Yagyu..."

Jiayin said that she didn't want to tell our secret, but Liu Sheng's father listened to her story very seriously.Finally, she couldn't bear to tell the lawyer the truth.

"Most people will definitely think that I am joking...or that there is something wrong with me, but Lawyer Yagyu did not laugh at me at all. After listening to him, he asked me if I was serious? He also said very seriously that this matter cannot be regarded as Children's play, this kind of case is very difficult and rare... But he said he was willing to help me, because I was his son's classmate, and he felt that God seemed destined to entrust this matter to him, because I happened to be I just found him... He is really a very kind person, right? Whenever he mentioned Liu Sheng, he would put on a very proud expression. This Mr. Lawyer should be a very good father... "

"So, does Yagyu know about this?" I couldn't help asking worriedly.

"He doesn't know, I haven't told him yet... Liu Sheng has also helped me a lot, he has been helping me contact customers, thanks to him I can raise so much money... I don't know if it's too late to thank him... ..."

"I didn't expect to get so much help from their father and son one day." I sighed, "So, did Lawyer Yagyu come up with any good solutions?"

"He hasn't said in detail yet, but we may have to leave here...Because without reasonable reasons, the law here will not allow us to dissolve the parent-child relationship...If we don't separate from our parents first, we can't proceed." The next step...Lawyer Yagyu has acquaintances abroad who can help take care of us, legal and identity matters, going abroad will be easier to solve than domestically..."

"That would be great..."

"Also, Lawyer Liu Sheng said that he doesn't need to charge our lawyer's fees, as long as we bring enough travel expenses, we can go abroad first... I really didn't expect to meet such a kind person..."

Without further doubts, Jiayin and I trusted the lawyer without hesitation.Maybe because he was Yagyu's father, maybe because we had no other way out, maybe because he chose to believe our story too.

"Good news... are you afraid?" I asked.

Once we get the help of a lawyer, it means that we must go to the point of no return.Regardless of whether the result is successful or not, there is no possibility of regret.

"Jingshi... don't you think it's strange that when faced with things that parents can't say no matter what, yet they easily tell the strangers they just met." Jiayin said in an unusually thin voice, "Why is it like this... "

I was silent for a while.

"Because... because that's Dad, and Mom."

Because the same blood flows in our bodies, we know each other's thoughts clearly.

After returning from the beach, my father asked me if I was content with this.

"You don't need to think too much about the financial situation...my mother and I have savings...we just want to fulfill your wishes..."

It hurts my heart to see Dad.

"My wish is not where to play." I said to him, "Dad, I know you don't want to say it, but... I can't be with you for a long time, even if you don't tell me, I know... From a very young age, I have been aware of this day."

Dad looked at me blankly.

"I'm not afraid, because I've been prepared for a long time." I said in a calm tone as much as possible, "It's just that there are still many things I haven't been able to do for Mom and Dad, and I feel very guilty. I'm really sorry... Go first."

As if the words were unbearable, Dad squeezed his dry lips together.

"Dad... there is one thing that I have never told anyone." Suppressing great sadness, I mustered up the courage to say, "But I have always wanted to tell you that you have always... you have paid a lot for me , you, mother, good news, grandma, all sacrificed for me, but dad, I am not happy... I am grateful for everything you have done, but what you have done, in order to save me, you choose to hurt me Good news. The harm she caused, and the harm she caused to me...you will never be able to make up for it."

"You said... what...?" Dad's lips moved with difficulty.

"Dad." I called out, "Dad...I've always wanted to know...Is it possible that Jiayin and I are not biological twins...?"

I gazed into my father's eyes and spent my life trying to find the courage to face his answer.Then, all the most complicated things I can imagine flashed in his eyes, shock, surprise, fear, fear, puzzlement, sadness, pain... Then at the last moment, all emotions burst out suddenly.

He reached out and slapped me in a surprisingly angry way, and stared at me fiercely while trembling.

"Beast!" he roared.

I am not surprised by this result.Just at that moment, I felt so lonely that I could disappear into this world immediately, and this is indeed the ending that will happen to me in the near future.

Because the same blood was flowing, I knew there was nowhere to escape.

A week later, Jiayin and I made an appointment to meet at the airport.

In order to prevent the two people fleeing at the same time, which would quickly arouse suspicion, Jiayin and I split into two groups. Jiayin and lawyer Yagyu went to the airport first, and then I found an opportunity to leave the hospital and meet them at the airport.

Jiayin said that she has already brought enough travel expenses, at least in the first period of time, we don't need to worry too much about life problems.Lawyer Yagyu has already arranged everything for us, and even took the initiative to take out some money, saying that it will be lent to us to tide over the difficulties.

"Then... well, see you at the airport. I'll call you as soon as I get to the airport. "

"Well, it's done, see you at the airport."

The moment I hung up the phone, I could almost see a picture of a beautiful future life in front of my eyes.Although there are too many uncertain factors, at least someone gave us a glimmer of hope.

However, I never could wait for the phone call from Jiayin.

It rained non-stop.

I stood in front of the window, and the sound of the rain was beating on the window. It seemed to me like a world soaked in endless tears.

Looking out from here, you can never see the sea.

Good news, what is freedom?What are we who are trying to escape from all this?

Love is so hard, love is so painful, but even so, they still desperately long for love.

... Love is, forever and unsolvable mystery.

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