[Net King] Take away my heart

There is no present or future, only the past happening again and again in the present moment. —Eugene O'Neill

X month 11

Hello, diary.

This kind of beginning seems a bit weird...but it doesn't matter.Anyway, it's something I wrote for myself.

Do you know "The Diary of Anne"?The protagonist in it gave his diary a name, and writes a diary every day like writing a letter to a friend.

I also want to try to choose a name... what should I choose? ...how is Diary-kun?

Sorry, I don't have the talent for names.forget it.

Let me introduce myself, my name is Qiushan Jiayin, I am 12 years old.Originally, I lived in the country with my grandma, but this year my parents brought me to live in the city.

Unlike my hometown, Kanagawa is really big and beautiful.When my father drove past a piece of sea, I almost stared blankly.

"If Jiayin likes the sea, Dad will take you to the beach next time."

Dad is very gentle with me.But I still miss my grandma in the country.

It would be great if mom and dad were willing to bring grandma to Kanagawa. Wouldn’t it be more lively for five people to live together?

Ah, Mr. Diary doesn’t know my grandma yet.

My grandma is the best grandma in the world.I have already made an appointment with my grandma. When I grow up and earn money, I must buy her a lot of things, and then bring her to the city and let her live in a beautiful big house.

For this I have to work hard.

You must not embarrass grandma.

X month 14

School will start in a few days, and I'm a little nervous... no, quite nervous.

My mother said that Jingshi will go to the same school as me. Although they are not in the same class, if there is anything you don't understand, you can ask him.

Is Jingshi all right?I'm more worried about his health than I am.Although my parents brought me back from the countryside because Jingshi's health improved, I still feel a little uneasy.

Seiichi himself didn't seem nervous at all.Also... After all, he grew up in the city, so he should have gotten used to it.

Diary-kun, I'm about to become a middle school student.

The uniform of the new school is dark blue, and it is designed in the style of a suspender skirt, which I think looks good.When I was in the country, there were no uniforms in school. I always wore the clothes my grandma bought for me. Uniforms seemed to be a very new thing for us, but everyone was like this back then.

Speaking of which, how are you doing now?They have all become high school students.

Although I agreed to write a letter after we parted, I don't even know where the post office is.

New classmates, new teachers, new school, everything is new, even the home is new.

can i do well

All in all, go for it.

X month 20

so tired.

It's not good to say such depressing words on the first day of school, but it's really tiring.

The new school is much bigger than I imagined, and there are many more first-year students than I imagined... This is a school in a big city, I can't help but sigh.

Jingshi seemed to have been here before, and he asked me if he wanted to send me to my class first, because it would save face to be brave, so I told him no, I can find it myself.

As a result, I got lost smoothly.

Because I went to the wrong class, I was laughed at by classmates I didn't know, and I felt very ashamed.

There was a red-haired boy who helped me. After asking about my class, he said he was in the same class as me.

"Hello, my name is Marui Bunta, please give me your advice."

When introducing himself, he said "Please advise me" very strangely.Do people in the city like to talk backwards?I am not very sure.

A boy named Bunta Marui led me to the right class.

Because of my height, I was assigned to the last row of seats.Like me, there was a girl named Reika Miyake who was sent to the back row because of her height.

Miyake is also a very strange person.

When the teacher called her name, she jumped up from the chair with a "boom", everyone turned their heads to look at her and laughed, and everyone whispered that such a cute name like Lianhua is not suitable at all. She's such a big guy.

In the first class, everyone has to go to the podium to introduce themselves.When it was my turn, I found everyone talking about my accent down there.

"Akiyama-san, are you from Kansai?"

A classmate asked this question, I shook my head and said no, but the whole room roared with laughter.

Am I saying something wrong?I couldn't help but look at Bunta Marui. Could it be that people in the city speak backwards like him?

Marui Bunta laughed for a long time like everyone else, but then he said that our class actually has an even weirder accent.

It was only then that I noticed that there was a boy in the class with a dark complexion who didn't look like a Japanese at first glance.

When the boy introduced himself, he said his name was Jack Kuwahara and he was from Brazil.

Does Kuwahara speak Japanese strangely?I can't hear it, but anyway, as soon as Kuwahara and I talk, the students in the class will laugh non-stop.

"Oh, you are from the country, right?"

Miyake, who was sitting next to me, spoke to me, and I replied yes.

Miyake snorted through his nose, and looked at the noisy classmates in front of him with disdain.

"Don't pay attention to those guys. They think they are from the city and look down on those from the country. They are the out-and-out country bumpkins."

Miyake didn't lower her voice when she said this, and it seemed to me that she wasn't afraid of being heard.

However, I am very grateful to Miyake who said this.

It would be great if I could become friends with her... Looking around, it seems that there are only me and her among the tall girls in the class.

X month 26

At dinner today, Jingshi said that he applied to join the school's tennis club.

Mom and Dad looked very happy. They asked me, "Is there any club activity that Jiayin wants to participate in?" But I didn't answer.

The classmates in the class seem to be applying to participate in club activities one after another, and even Marui and Kuwahara have joined the tennis club.

"The trouble of club activities is dead, I'd rather go to the otaku." After speaking, Miyake threw the club introduction into the trash can.

"Anyway, no one will accept girls as humble as Miyake and Akiyama even if they apply for membership?"

That's what a couple of boys who liked to tease me about my accent said.

"Go away, bedbug." Miyake glared at them, and the boys dispersed chattering away.

This is not the first time I have been called dirt by others. What does the so-called "soil" feel like?Even though everyone is wearing the same uniform, why do some people look dazzling while others look inconspicuous?

"Earth is also a style, I am willing to be earthy, and those bugs have nothing to do with it."

Saying this, Miyake secretly glanced at Marui and Kuwahara.

Marui and Kuwahara are the first popular characters in our class. Marui is very cute, cheerful and helpful, and soon became the object that boys and girls like to get close to.

Although Kuwahara's accent is not as standard as mine, he is honest and diligent. As long as it is an errand ordered by the teacher, he will take the initiative to do it if others are unwilling to do it.

Like Seiichi, Marui and Kuwahara joined the tennis club. I heard that our school's tennis team is a well-known national team.Anyone who enters the tennis club will be treated differently, because this team has helped the school get back many trophies, and it is the school's face and glory.

No wonder Mom and Dad were so happy when they heard that Jingshi joined the club.

So what about me?I also hope to be able to enter a decent society, so that my parents can show that kind of happy smile.

But just like what those boys said, I have nothing to boast about. I have a rustic accent and a substandard accent. Probably no one would want to recruit such a member wherever I go.

But because of Miyake's height, a teacher from the basketball team once came to her and asked her if she wanted to join the club.

"No, exercise is the most troublesome thing."

Miyake refused without even thinking about it.

I think she is always talking about troubles, this is troublesome and that is troublesome, as if everything is troublesome to her.

"I have something I want to do, but it's definitely not the kind of thing that can only be achieved after two or three years of being bullied by the seniors. What I want to do is something much greater than this."

Once, Miyake said so.

I thought she was joking, because Miyake always said something crazy and rambling, but her eyes were very serious.

"Hey, don't you have anything big to do?"

After being asked by Miyake, I thought about it carefully.

"I... don't want to be laughed at by everyone."

"Huh? That's all you pursue!"

In the eyes of Miyake, it may be just a trivial matter, but I sincerely hope that I can speak a standard Kanto accent like everyone else.

Maybe I can't shine like Seiichi and Marui, but at least I don't want to be called dirt anymore.

"What you said makes sense." Miyake thought for a while and said, "The easiest way to shut up those bedbugs is to scare them?"

It only took Miyake a second to set a great goal.