[Net King] Take away my heart

We cannot despair of humanity, because we are human beings ourselves. ——Albert Einstein

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I am a con artist, not a magician.

I can't conjure the magic that makes everything go back to the beginning, I can't conjure the magic that makes everything better and happy.

So what is the point of my existence?

On December 12, Ah Tu died.

His death erased all my nostalgia for the world and the meaning of my existence. On that day, without anyone realizing it, I also died.

The body does not perish, but the heart turns to ashes.

I thought nothing could make me feel more hopeless, because there is no hope without hope...and I could have done that in the morning.

But the car accident changed everything.

I have no heart, I'm just a shell.She has a heart, but her passion is gradually dying.

Why?Why do the gods always treat us in the cruelest way, even unwilling to give us the slightest room to breathe.

No, there are no gods at all.If there were gods in the world, Miyake would not have died, she would not have been lying alone in that tomb, and Akiyama would not have been in this car accident and could only wait for death.

The whole world is nothing but hell whitewashed into heaven.

"Hey, hey... Well, Yagyu, it's me. I found him."

I was always helping Liu Sheng find his father's whereabouts, but that day, as usual, I found him with a woman.

woman?girl?The latter should be more accurate, because the distance was too far, and I couldn't see that person's face very clearly.But what is certain is that this is a new face that has never appeared beside Liu Sheng's father before.

Ha, no surprise there, because Yagyu's father was such a horrible person.Even if the woman around him changes every day, it's normal. The whole semester's follow-up has made me fully understand this bastard man who abandons his family and cares nothing, and knows to fool around outside all day long.

What lawyers, what elites, what partners of justice, it makes people laugh out loud.

But these have nothing to do with me, I have no need to condemn him, nor to punish him, because that is Yagyu's father, not mine.

As Yagyu said, I was just doing him a favor—from a "friend" standpoint.

After I told Yagyu about the whereabouts of Yagyu's father, my most important task was almost completed.How to clean up the remaining mess is usually a matter for Yagyu himself to worry about.

Well, what's the point of doing these things?

I once thought about asking Yagyu.

Would driving away all those women bring his heart back to this home?What if those women never finish?What if his heart didn't want to be in this family from the beginning?

Even if you pretend nothing happened and come back to you, can everyone really forget the past and start over?Forgive him completely?Turn a blind eye to everything he's done?

That was simply impossible, and I think Yagyu himself knew this.

But he still kept following his father to clean up the third parties who emitted the stench. You can say that he was forced to do nothing, because his mother screamed like crazy every day for him to find his father. But in my opinion—Yagyu must do this.If he didn't do this, if he didn't give up his life to protect this broken family, if he didn't protect his mother and sister, they would be victims of all the ugly realities.

Liu Sheng had to do this.

If he doesn't do these things, then he will lose the meaning of life just like me.

"Understood, you remember to take pictures first, I'll rush over right away...Who is he with?"

A new face that I can't see clearly, I originally wanted to answer like this.

But as I held up my binoculars in the corner of the parking lot, my breath stopped for a split second.

--how can that be?

I can't explain what the picture in front of me means. I really see a face I know, pale, transparent, and always quiet and silent.

The person walking beside him is Qiushan Jiayin.

My brain resumed operation in a very short few seconds, and the sound of Liu Yu's heavy closing door came from the other end of the phone.

"You don't need to come here." I said, "I read it wrong, it's just ordinary colleagues, they are talking about work."

They are not talking about work.Akiyama Jiayin got into Yagyu's father's car with a backpack on his back. Yagyu's father kindly opened the rear door for her, watched her enter, and then went back to the front seat.

The same scene also happens to every third person.

Liu Sheng's father was an extremely personable person, exuding the charm of a mature man and an incomparably excellent mind at a glance, which is why he had many romantic encounters and never lacked Yingying Yanyan by his side.He likes to invite every lover to sit in his luxury sports car, and then take them out for a ride, which is a must for him to date.

But the girl in the car is Akiyama Jiayin.

Is Qiushan Jiayin also his lover...?

Before analyzing the answer to this question, I had subconsciously lied to Yagyu.

I'm good at lying because that's what I do best.Even with cold hands in shock and bewilderment, I can still lie to people without changing my face and without letting them know.

"...Really?...Just colleagues?"

Yes, that's right, just colleagues.I said calmly.

Liu Sheng didn't question any more.

After hanging up the phone, the sound of a car's engine starting came from the parking lot.

The car carrying Akiyama Jiayin and Yagyu's father just passed my eyes so far away, heading into an abyss from which I could never return.

The author has something to say: Note: Albert Einstein (Albert Einstein), a world-renowned physicist.

(The following is a little bit of negative energy chatter, you can ignore me~><)

Turned on the news this morning and saw a report that Philip Seymour Hoffman died of an injection drug overdose at home

Because I just watched The HungerGames with him a few days ago, I was shocked by this sudden news for a long time

I've seen a lot of movies with Hoffman, the most impressive ones are Doubt and Capote

Capote has given me important influence and inspiration, and the slightly ambiguous and unique image of Hoffman who plays Capote still lingers in my mind

A person with such delicate acting skills, a person who looks amiable and reveals deep wisdom, it may be difficult to find such a person other than him...

hope he rests in peace

(Negative energy chatting END)

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