[Net King] Take away my heart

You did not choose me, I chose you. ——"New Testament John 15,16"

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I can't define the difference between lucky and unlucky.

Does albinism mean misfortune, does being hated by the sun mean misfortune, not being able to have a normal life, does not being able to marry a wife and have children mean misfortune,

How lucky is that,

Born in a wealthy family, with no worries about food and clothing since childhood, good health, excellent academic performance, decent parents and an obedient and sensible younger sister - can this be called happiness?

I think for Yagyu, this is a question that never has a correct answer.

In the entire Rikkai Tennis Club, apart from me, Yagyu is probably the one who gets along the most with Sanada.The two were in the same class in third grade, with Sanada as the vice-president and Yagyu as a member.Sanada became the chairman of the discipline committee, and Yagyu became the discipline committee member.Yagyu always seems to be following in Sanada's footsteps. Although the two have always maintained a superior-subordinate relationship, you never see Sanada lose his temper with Yagyu, and you never see Yagyu show any disrespect or resentment towards Sanada.

Similar family backgrounds and similar growth environments more or less determine the tone in which these two people can live in harmony.

If one were to compare the educational philosophy of the Sanada family with that of the Yagyu family, I would say that the Yagyu family was the luckier one.Sanada was born in a family of policemen, and Yagyu was born in a family of lawyers. They are both respected legal professions that symbolize justice.

Sanada has an innate majesty, which has benefited from the training and cultivation he has received since childhood.No one in the tennis club dares to doubt Sanada, because he does have the tenacity and unyielding will that ordinary people rarely have. A circle of copper and iron walls has been erected around him, making people have to look up from a distance, but are afraid to climb over that wall and enter his true heart.

I know Sanada didn't mean to build that wall, and his wall isn't impregnable.The person named Miyake proved this very well. Her death easily broke Sanada's seemingly thick and solid heart wall, which was actually extremely fragile.

Sanada waited for someone to dismantle his defenses. I would say that he may have been waiting for this moment for a long time.Sanada is just a clumsier Yagyu, he doesn't know how to hide the heavy walls like Yagyu, he doesn't know how to make good use of the soft and smooth way of life like Yagyu, he doesn't know how to use a wiser, more sophisticated way of life. Facing this complex world with an attitude—he is always dull and upright, which does make him miss some important things, but it does not mean that he is unlucky.

Yagyu is a wiser Sanada.

When to speak, when to be silent, when to laugh, and when to cry, Yagyu knows everything.No one knows how to behave better than Yagyu, because he has seen all kinds of people in this society with his father who is a lawyer since he was a child.Dangerous people, ugly people, righteous people, kind people, Yagyu knows better than anyone else the necessary means to survive in this society.

Feeding a stray cat, handing a handkerchief to a crying girl, helping an old lady cross the road, giving up a seat to a pregnant woman—at first glance, you will think that these are all hypocritical things, that a gentleman or a model student is just a name. The man named Yagyu Hiroshi learned the superb acting skills from his father.

But I know that's not the case.

I wouldn't say that Yagyu was such an honest and honest person, because he really wasn't that kind of person.

But he always likes to run quietly to the backyard with bread in his lunch break to visit the tabby cat whose tail was bitten off because of a fight with other wild cats.

The tabby cat never paid attention to Liu Sheng, and every time it grabbed half of the bread he put there, and then ran away in a hurry.No matter how many times Liu Sheng went to feed it, no matter how many times Liu Sheng showed it well, the tabby cat was always ungrateful and kept vigilant against him, just like a beggar on the side of the road who took alms but refused to even say thank you .

Every time he saw that tabby cat turn its face and deny people as soon as it got the food, Liu Sheng would show a helpless and funny expression.He likes to stay in the backyard for a long time, until the class bell rings, and until the cat has disappeared, and he still calls "Rinlin, Rinlin" softly there tirelessly.

Rin Rin was the name Yagyu had chosen for the cat on his own initiative.

Of course, Linlin himself doesn't recognize this name at all, maybe it's still hiding on the wall, looking at Liu Shenghuo Dadi and thinking: Who allowed you to name me without authorization!

But no matter how uncooperative Rin Rin was, Liu Sheng still insisted on going to the backyard to feed it at noon every day.

Liu Sheng was not the only one who went to the backyard to feed Rin Lin. In fact, several girls had discovered this cat that likes to haunt the backyard long before Liu Sheng.Later, because there were too many wild cats gathered near the school, the school was worried that raising them would cause unnecessary trouble, so it ordered that no teachers and students in the school should go to the backyard to feed the cats.

In this way, the girls who were afraid of violating the school rules did not dare to go to the backyard anymore.In the end, only Liu Sheng stayed behind, and he still insisted on feeding Rin Lin every day.

Yagyu is really a guy full of contradictions.

Even though he was still a discipline committee member, he went to the backyard to feed wild cats regardless of the school rules.He is obviously a calm and self-controlled person anytime, anywhere, but he will show a soft smile when he sees Lin Lin running out to grab food.

To take good care of parents and younger sisters, to show affectionate care to Akaya’s juniors, to give a sincere helping hand to those who are in trouble, and to watch everything around with delicate eyes——Yagyu He is such a gentle and kind gentleman from the heart.

Keep tidy at all times, maintain demeanor at all times, and always reveal the upbringing and connotation of superior birth. Many people think that Yagyu is just one of the inherent models of elite descendants, but in fact Yagyu is far more outstanding than they imagined.

A delicate person like Yagyu shouldn't have to bear so many worldly constraints.

Liu Sheng is always very tired, the more he cares about, the more tired he feels.The most essential difference between him and Sanada is that Sanada is not as meticulous and careful as Yagyu, because he is too gentle and worrying, so Yagyu has much more troubles than ordinary people.

The little girl named Erina is Yagyu's younger sister.Yagyu is the kind of person who will never cause trouble to others unless he has to. Just like when he has to leave for a few days to attend school, it is extremely rare for Yagyu to come and ask me to help feed Rinrin.

"I'll leave Erina to you, Nioh-kun."

One day, Yagyu, who had to leave his younger sister with me temporarily because of a sudden situation, bowed deeply to me.

This guy's etiquette is always so thoughtful that you can't refuse.Of course, despite my inexperience in babysitting, I had no intention of refusing his request.Because once Liu Sheng owed others, he would actively repay it several times.

"Then the drink money for the whole month next month will be on you."

I said the terms of exchange lightly.

"No problem!" Liu Sheng readily agreed.

As expected of a rich young master.

After Liu Sheng left, I had nothing to do and made some magic tricks for his sister to show.Children always like this trick very much, just after doing a few magic tricks, Erina's eyes are already shining with joy.

"Are you often thrown around by your brother?"

After the magic trick, I casually asked Erina.

Yagyu didn't explain the reason for his sudden departure to me. He had always attached great importance to his sister, and he looked like he wanted to take Erina by his side to take care of her at any time.For him to leave his sister and leave, there must be something more important than her, but Liu Sheng just answered a phone call from someone, and suddenly his face changed and he said that he had to rush over.

"My brother is the best to Erina...Erina likes my brother the most. My brother will not abandon Erina."

Yagyu's younger sister answered me seriously.

"Oh? Then why did he throw you here and run away?"

When I asked this question, I suddenly regretted it. Why should I meddle in my own business?If Liu Sheng refused to speak, there must be a reason for his unwillingness to speak.

My intuition told me that I shouldn't ask Erina for this reason, but Erina told me the answer innocently.

"Because my father is always playing with other aunts outside, my mother will cry when my father doesn't come home... My mother will become ill when she cries. My brother will go to find my father and take him home to take care of my mother."

After saying this, Erina's expression darkened for a moment.

Fortunately and unfortunately sometimes there is only a thin line between.

If I am unlucky, then Yagyu is also unlucky.I can't see the so-called luck, all I can see is one helpless and tired person after another.

I am darkness surrounded by white light, and Yagyu is white light surrounded by darkness.

I never tried to understand what kind of person Yagyu was, and I didn't want to dissect what kind of person he was, but after that day I vaguely realized that even if we do nothing, even if we try to prevent things from going It is developing in an uncontrollable direction, and we still cannot stop all doomed forces.

Destiny comes when it should come.

Judgment also comes when it is due.

And we are just powerless.

The author has something to say: This is the end of the daily update ~ take a breath...

Nioh’s perspective is not over yet, because it is the longest chapter, please bear with him and continue to persevere (laughs)

Toru is currently fully committed to the hell of the final exam, and the subsequent updates may be slower~

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