[Net King] Take away my heart

"Ahh... I'm so annoying."

During the lunch break, I lay on the guardrail of the roof and complained about the homework left by the history teacher.Yagyu was sitting on a bench beside him, quietly eating the bento he made himself.I took a bored look at the side dishes in his bento box, omelette, grilled sausage, plum rice bowl... It's really a handmade bento full of Lao Mazi's flavor.

Unfortunately, even so, I still can't even whet my appetite.

"Hey, I don't want to write that tiresome report... Yagyu, lend me your copy."

Liu Sheng chewed and swallowed slowly for a while, and waited until he had completely swallowed the food in his mouth before he said slowly, "King Nioh, please don't treat me as someone who can be manipulated at will, copying homework or something, anyway, I am also a discipline... "

"Yes, Discipline Committee." I interrupted him boringly, "Anyway, if I have nowhere to go, I'll pretend to be Sanada and steal Liu's report."

Halfway through eating, Liu Sheng stopped his chopsticks and looked at me with a frown.

"Can't you be a little more serious? If there are fewer deficiencies in classes, the report won't be so difficult to write."

"I'm not like you, I don't have great ambitions, just get by."

Whether it is history or mandarin, the textbooks are full of boring things, and I don’t know what to use for them.University entrance exam?Not interested, looking for a job?I'm not interested. There are many ways to make money, and at this stage, even if I don't do anything, I won't starve to death on the street. In this case, there is no reason to study hard.

"King Nioh, you are too..."

You are so negative.I knew that guy Yagyu would definitely say that.

Yagyu sighed frequently in front of me, and as expected he began to sigh again.But I don't think I'm the fundamental reason for him to sigh. Yagyu is just too easy to worry about others. I said earlier that he has the old problem of overflowing sympathy.

"Anyway, finish your bread first." Liu Sheng said to me helplessly, "You haven't eaten anything since morning, right? It's a pity that you can survive to this day with this little food intake."

I glanced uninterestedly at the unwrapped lunch bread.

"I don't want to eat. I plan to go on a hunger strike until the report is resolved."

"How do you..."

Yagyu looked at me as if he was looking at a child fooling around, and he put on a sincere expression.

"I will find a way to report. After class, I can review the content for you, or... wait."

After speaking halfway, he suddenly stopped.

"What?" I asked.

Liu Sheng hesitated for a moment, he seemed to have remembered something.

"Maybe..." As if weighing it over and over again in his heart, Yagyu said uncertainly, "Maybe I have someone I know who can write the report for you."

"Oh? Who?"

—Yagyu never told me that person's name.

Although I knew from the beginning that she was Akiyama's good news.

When the history teacher read the report out in class for the first time and praised me greatly, she who was sitting below showed a very surprised expression.

Yagyu's protective measures were very careful. He neither told her the names of the guests nor her name to the guests.The mutual ignorance of who the other is, reduces the danger of leaking the matter.

After the first report was successfully completed, Yagyu came to ask me to collect the money as promised.

"Bring the money."

On the sidelines of the court, when everyone was busy preparing for warm-up, Yagyu came to me and said three crisp words calmly.

What, this way of asking for debts is as cruel as the underworld, and it's too unkind.

"Ah, Liu Sheng, you turned your face and turned your back on you after halfway through the business? It's really cruel for a brother to settle accounts and so on—"

I deliberately raised my voice and said, Liu Sheng's expression immediately sank.

"It's not for me, there are people who need it very much." He lowered his voice as if deliberately reminding me.

I smiled knowingly.Everyone knew that Liu Sheng's father was a well-known barrister in this area, and it was strange that he needed to make money in this way in view of his family background.

"Anyway, even if I don't give it to you, you will put it on your own, right? Yagyu, you...you are really a real young master."

Liu Sheng frowned and looked at me with some doubts.I reached into my pocket and pretended to dig it out, and took out a crumpled bill.

"Here, no one cheats, I'm not someone who cheats on debts."

When Liu Sheng breathed a sigh of relief and was about to accept the banknotes I handed over, I quickly raised my arm, and his hand just fell into the air.

"King Ren..." This time, Liu Sheng's voice was very helpless.

I smiled slyly, and after snapping my fingers, the money had been lying in his jacket pocket in the blink of an eye.

"Take it and save the world, Liu Sheng, the good man."

After completing the transaction, I started to do warm-up exercises as if nothing happened.

Liu Sheng carefully folded the money and put it away.He carried an English dictionary with him, which I had seen on Akiyama's desk.

Yagyu put the money received in this dictionary, and then handed it to Akiyama, and the two of them completed a series of transactions quietly without anyone noticing.

Smart Liu Sheng.

Liu Sheng, who is smart but can't escape my eyes.

Because of the existence of Akiyama, I spent the first half of the third grade like a fish in water.

After that, I have been adding business to Liusheng regularly. It is strange to say that Liusheng, who used to nagging me a few words from time to time, has never asked me to "be serious and avoid missing classes" since he started to develop this business. and so on.

Yagyu didn't make money by doing homework for others, he just voluntarily helped Akiyama introduce customers, so what good did this matter do for him?

Wasn't it just an exciting experience for Yagyu to make no profit and risk being expelled from school after being discovered?Because it’s too boring to be a model student all the time, because it’s annoying to be a gentleman all the time, because I hate this kind of unchanging life, so I want to experience a new feeling... But I know he is neither.

Liu Sheng is very rigorous in his work, and his logic of thinking is clear and orderly, which is completely in line with his father's elite mind.Whether it's formulating business, receiving customers, or using a dictionary to trade, every link has been meticulously considered to become watertight.

Only I can see that gap.

Yagyu is not a saint, he does have a kind and sympathetic side, but it is impossible to think that he would really pay so much for a person who has nothing to do with him for no reason.

He really doesn't care about money, he does have the ability to manipulate everything with ease, he can really treat all of this as a recreational game.

He could even think that he was really helping and saving a poor girl who was short of money out of mercy, but that was all just self-deception after all.

One afternoon when school was dismissed early, I passed Yagyu's class.That day, Liu Sheng was the student on duty who stayed behind to clean the classroom. I looked in through the window from a distance, but I didn't see him sweeping the floor with a broom.

In the empty classroom, Yagyu sat alone on the seat.There was an open dictionary in front of him, and Liu Sheng took out his wallet from his schoolbag, opened it, and slowly pulled out several thousand-yuan banknotes from it.

He clipped the money neatly into the dictionary and closed it quietly.

This should be a scene I had expected, but I still couldn't help but fall silent.

Liu Sheng is very smart, but his wisdom is actually making him fall into the quagmire of weirdness.

I know very well that guy doesn't know many poor students at all. In order to ensure safety and not be seen through, it is impossible for him to go outside and find so many people to introduce to Akiyama.

Akiyama may never know that her guests have always been me and Yagyu himself.

I won't tear him down.

Yagyu is very similar to me.But in a certain essence, he and I are completely different.

A foolish kindness... Or it can be said to be pure love, this kind of "human" nature still remains in Liu Sheng.But for me, love, study, interest, hobbies, everything is meaningless.

Because I have no future.

Even in life, I'm just an empty shell.Just live for the sake of being alive and nothing else.

Akiyama came to the rooftop to find me for an interview, and since then, she will come to the rooftop from time to time to sit in a daze.

We rarely have conversations, and we only speak a few words under extremely rare circumstances, and immediately return to our respective daze states after finishing speaking.

"Can I ask a question?"

Once she suddenly spoke.

"What kind of person do you think Yagyu is?"

I pondered for a while slowly.

"That guy might be unexpectedly hot-blooded in nature."

"yes."

"Ah."

Restore silence.

"There is another question, why do you play tennis?"

"Well?"

"The news agency's report... I don't understand some things. Why play tennis? Because it's fun."

"...Because you can find the feeling of being alive."

"yes."

"Ah."

Silence again.This time no one spoke again.

I lay on the bench and silently stared at the dazed Akiyama through the gap between my fingers.

Her skin was very fair, almost as sickly white as mine.Under the blue sky, she was so small that she was almost transparent, and her thin body seemed to disappear into the invisible at any time.

...like snow.

She does not belong to the dark world of Yagyu and I, but ice and snow that will melt in the sun.Pure, unstained, so beautiful that it is infinitely similar to ice crystals that can break at the touch of a touch.

I can't and can't bear to get close.

If I try to get a little closer, the filth around my body seems to spread into her inviolable sacred world.Goodness will be destroyed, purity will be defiled, and everything will be broken in an instant.

Yagyu must be looking at her in the same way.

Because of this, he could not extricate himself into the quagmire.

I am the same as Yagyu, yet completely different.

Because to her, I was just a lie from the start.

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