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Zhang Xianyu told Kim Hyuna about the incident, and Kim Hyuna notified the company that Cube needs to prepare countermeasures to protect Zhang Xianyu's family and the hospital's situation from being exposed. They contacted reporters to write a press release for backup, and the news spread among the relevant people. Come on, besides, the members of Beast have also been notified. It is not expected that they will be of any help. You must be mentally prepared.

From the perspective of members, it is indeed difficult for them to do anything helpful at this time, but it is not completely impossible.Li Qiguang contacted Jin Junxiu who happened to be on vacation.

"I just happened to have nothing to do at home, so I came to have a look," said Kim Jun-soo, who has played Mozart for the past two years, and since the musical "Mozart" had a Korean version in early 2010, the actors have changed. , but the personnel behind the scenes did not change much. Kim Junxiu looked around and saw familiar faces, so he was not very cautious, "Didn't I ask for a copy of the previous costumes at the time? Contact Senior Park Entai, does he have time?"

"I can't tell," the director said, "he has other things, and he's still trying to coordinate to see if he can end it sooner, Junxiu..." He paused, "Thank you."

"It's fine, I'm not busy," Jin Junxiu said, taking out his phone from his pocket and plugging in the earphone cable, "It's best not to let me go, I haven't sung for a year, and I almost forgot the words, now Still need to review."

This speaks to everyone's heart. Even if Park Eun-tae, who played Mozart at the same time, can arrive, it will still be a very difficult decision to make an on-the-spot replacement. Whether the replacement person can adapt is still the second. How to explain to the audience is the biggest The question is, if you don’t tell Zhang Xianyu’s situation, it will bring dissatisfaction. If you say it, will the audience still have the mood to watch the next musical?

Mozart's new form of performance was a success, and he caroused indistinctly with a large crowd.As for Zhang Xianjiao's interpretation, he is dedicated, but still a bit too forceful.Repeated and forceful self-suggestion "I am Mozart" is different from natural acting after all.

But for everyone present, if Zhang Xianjue can maintain this state until the end, it will be a very good thing.

When Xu Fanshi found Zhang Xianjue, he was standing at the connecting passage between the backstage and the frontstage, listening to the singing and music outside. "Is McAnn okay?" Xu Fanshi asked.

Zhang Xianyu looked down at his chest and nodded.

Xu Fanshi hesitated for a moment: "...Wolfgang."

"Father." Zhang Xianyu replied.

"I don't agree with you," Xu Fanshi said, "but remember, stick to what you should stick to, and don't change because of me."

He was answered by a long silence.

Xu Fanshi closed his eyes in pain. Sure enough, the father and son had a fierce dispute, and finally the father walked away, and the son was in great pain but still refused to change and insisted on his own music. This scene is too difficult for Zhang Xianyu to grasp now. up.

Zhang Xianyu actually understood what Xu Fanshi was thinking. "I'm sorry," he said.

Xu Fanshi knew that the person on the opposite side spoke this sentence in the identity of Zhang Xianyu, he sighed, trying to convey his sincerity to him: "Do what you decide to do, your father will eventually proud of you."

"But", this sentence may be applicable to Wolfgang Mozart, but may not be applicable to Zhang Xianyu, "Is it too late?"

"What's wrong with you?" Zhang Xianyu's body suddenly shook unnaturally, Xu Fanshi grabbed Zhang Xianyu's arm, only to find that the gray denim jacket inside was almost soaked with sweat and exposed outside His hands were wet and cold. At this time, the musical had been going on for more than an hour, and the makeup on Zhang Xianyu’s face had fallen off terribly. He had just touched it up in the background. Xu Fanshi knew that musicals were physically exhausting, so he didn’t After thinking about it, it was only then that I realized that Zhang Xianyu's situation was far worse than expected, "Can you hold on?"

Really, I almost forgot what Zhang Xianjue experienced before he came here.

"I'll try."

Zhang Xianyu said.He had no way of giving guarantees about what might not be done.

The worry in Xu Fanshi's eyes deepened.

The thick orchestral accompaniment sounded, and Mozart's father, Aubert Mozart, stood on the side of the stage, his body straightened, and he walked towards his son with weather-beaten stubbornness.

"I put away my pride and came to Vienna. I am your father and your teacher. You are my pride, but you are still not complete. Take heart and listen to me."

"My dear father, look, these cheers and cheers for me. Although I have no real work, I am very happy. You didn't believe me the day I left to find my freedom. But I am very happy."

Mozart's voice is filled with joy and anticipation.After all, he embarked on a path different from his father's expectations, abandoned the honor and benefits given by the nobility, wrote his favorite music, and was excited that it had been recognized by the public.Mozart was satisfied. If there were any other expectations, he hoped that his father would finally recognize him.

"Don't forget who created you! If you don't listen to me, you will be destroyed sooner or later!"

"Is there anything wrong?"

"Recently your songs are too difficult."

"There is no way to modify it."

"You are no different from a gypsy."

"Longing for freedom."

"My heart is torn in pieces, you lied to your sister and killed your mother."

"Father, everything is a misunderstanding. I am your son."

"You abandoned our home."

Mozart knelt beside his father, hugging his leg and begging.

That's right, you found out the hidden dangers through physical examination two years ago, then what?You have been busy with your own affairs, thinking about how to keep standing on the stage, calling every month to ask about your father's treatment, but do you understand the specific state?You don't even know when he stopped the medicine.

"You forget to be thankful and live as you please."

Yes, musicals are important to you, so you ignore the fact that your father's work intensity has increased, the effect on his body, and... his own carelessness.You say you want to change again and again, but what have you changed?Make father's life shorter than before...

Zhang Xianyu felt something stuck in his throat, and his vision was blurred.

His father's accusations made Mozart speechless, his hand slipped down, and he collapsed on the ground weakly.

"Your face has become unfamiliar. I regret coming here on my own initiative. I will never forgive you."

After Opporte finished his last words, there was originally a plot where Mozart handed the box to his father, but was knocked to the ground by Opporte.But when Xu Fanshi lowered his head, he saw Zhang Xianjue's shoulder trembling.

- It's over.It was his only thought.

Zhang Xianjue has finally reached his limit. In this scene of conflict with his father, all the suppressed emotions in Zhang Xianjue's heart burst out at the same time.

Xu Fanshi didn't wait for Zhang Xianju's action anymore, and walked off the stage directly. After leaving the audience's sight, he immediately ran to the director, "Xianjiao is going to be unbearable, ready to change at any time", and asked Quan Junjian , "How is the hospital? Is there no news yet?"

Quan Junjian nodded painfully: "It's still being rescued."

"So", the speaker was Park Eun-tae, who had just finished the work at hand and rushed over. He glanced at Kim Jun-soo and asked the director, "If you want to go on stage, please ask Jun-soo. Also, give it to me first, Mike."Park Eun-tae is more familiar with the arias of "Mozart", and it is more suitable for him to stand by the side of the stage and take over the task when Zhang Xianyu can't continue singing.As for Kim Joon-soo, he has been here for a while, the makeup and costumes are all ready, and he is ready to go on stage at any time.

At this time, there was a faint choking sound that seemed to come from the heart in the audio in the theater.

"I believe..." Zhang Xianjue's thin nasal voice sounded, and the sound engineer finally played the accompaniment in fear.

"I believe that you came here to share my joy, and I can't do anything without you. If you can't do anything alone, you will lose your courage immediately. I want you to see me proud, but you turn your head away. Why can't you love me? My truest form."

Zhang Xianyu's voice is rarely filled with strong crying, and the sadness is overflowing to the point of suffocation, but the vocal skills used in the musical are almost zero at this time.His singing voice was no longer coherent, with obvious panting in the middle, and the tune was even messed up by him, with many high notes lowered by more than one key.Even if they haven't heard this part, they know that this kind of singing is absolutely abnormal in musicals, but the sadness and pain in Zhang Xianyu's singing are too strong, and they can't just use "" error" to describe.

So although it was strange, they continued to listen.

"Yes, I was weak-willed and failed your expectations. Yes, in order to succeed, just remember to keep running, that stupid boy."

The singing voice with strong vibrato was like a sharp knife, coming out of the throat and entering through the eardrum, stabbing Zhang Xianyu's heart.In front of him was no longer the stage, but the image of his father lying on the ground.Suddenly, the conversation between him and his father sounded in his ears again. "You will be fine", this is the guarantee he made when he took his father to the hospital for an examination two years ago, but now?

But now?

"I'm also asking him, why can't he love me? My truest form."

What is your most authentic look?Know everything, but can't do anything?Oh no, it made things worse.

"The closer you get, the more distant you feel. You absolutely can't hear my voice. What's even more incomprehensible is the reason why you left, Father. I can't be someone else..."

Zhang Xianyu had been kneeling on the stage before, but this part forced him to stand up and sing because of the instinct of the body brought about by repeated practice.But he had already reached his limit. At a small high note that was not difficult, he broke his voice, and his chest heaved violently: "I can't...become...can't be like that..."

The previous major modification of the melody can still make people listen to it, but now Zhang Xianyu broke his voice first, and then he couldn’t continue singing. It can’t be explained by reasons such as improvisation. If there is only a broken voice, it is a mistake. But behind...

The audience began to murmur, but Zhang Xianyu, unaware of it, tried to use his vocal cords, but found that he had lost control of it.

The previous lyrics express Mozart's love and apology for his father. Zhang Xianyu can still instill his own emotions into it, and then persevere.But in the end, what Mozart wanted to express was that even though his father did not understand him, he still insisted on pursuing freedom. Zhang Xianjue’s emotions were unsustainable, and he was incompatible with the lyrics. His voice was completely out of tune.

"Rather than the life my father aspired to, I just want to be my own."

Pu Entai's voice sounded in the theater.

"Don't worry, explain the situation after the performance, and they will understand." Kim Junsu said.

"Thank you." Zhang Xianyu lowered his head and leaned weakly against the wall.

Jin Junxiu didn't say much anymore. Just now when Zhang Xianyu left the stage, some uninformed audience booed. It is certain that Zhang Xianyu felt uncomfortable, but now he is busy replacing Zhang Xianyu to complete the next stage: "I Go up first."

Park Eun-tae, who had just finished singing the latter part for Zhang Xianjuan in the audience, saw him coming in, stepped forward and patted him on the shoulder: "Don't think too much, there is no one who has encountered such a situation, so I have no right to blame you. How is your voice now?"

"It's okay." Zhang Xianju's broken voice was not because the vocal cords couldn't hold on, but because the brain's control over the vocal cords and breath was disordered.

"Then go backstage and rest, don't think too much, you did a good job." Park Eun Tae said.

No one blames him.They are colleagues with Zhang Xianjiao, it would be too much to say that they are intimate, and it is too exaggerated to say that they empathize with each other.However, people with some moral standards would not say anything sarcastic to Zhang Xianjue who has "extended all benevolence" at this time.

If it were you, could you do it?

"The company is ready", Quan Junjian didn't say the following sentence "Issuing a draft depending on the final result", "Xianjiao, there is one thing".

The dressing room is a relatively private environment in the background, and Quan Junjian speaks very quietly. Even though Zhang Xianyu's mental state is extremely bad now, he still has the ability to distinguish things: "Yeah."

"Can you hold on to the last scene?"

Zhang Xianyu thought for a long time: "Is this my destiny?"

"Yes," Quan Junjian said, "The director asked me to ask you a question. Kim Junxiu hasn't acted in this drama for a year, and he forgot a lot of lyrics. Before Xu Fanshixi said that you might not be in good condition, he prepared Mozart and The scene of the conflict between the bishops, but it’s too late to memorize the rest. Park Eun-tae is familiar with that part, but he just came here not long ago, and he has been in the background preparing to pick up when you can’t hold on. Now it’s too late to put on makeup, you Can you survive the last game?"

The lead actor is in such a situation, and the director is also devastated.However, even though he was so nervous that he almost went crazy, the director still thought about Zhang Xianyu.He didn't make this suggestion to Zhang Xianyu in public, but asked Quan Junjian to ask in private, so as not to embarrass Zhang Xianyu - if he said in front of everyone how to deal with the last scene would be a big trouble, and Zhang Xianjian really couldn't hold it Stop it, who can guarantee whether there will be one or two narrow-minded people who will find fault with Zhang Xianqi?

But Zhang Xianju didn't feel this kind of intention - he didn't have time to feel it. "My fate...hehe..." He opened his lips, and a low and hoarse voice came out of his throat, "There are still a few minutes, by the way." He took a deep breath and stood up straight, " Tell Xinxin, I will not interact with him in the last game."

"I see." It's unrealistic for Zhang Xianyu to interact with Li Xinxin on stage in this state.

It is good for Li Xinxin to stand far away.

When Zhang Xianyu came back to the stage, there were still sporadic boos.There are certainly fans who come here, but there are also many who come just for the musical.Some people will feel unusual from Park Eun-tae's voice and Kim Jun-soo's appearance on stage, while some people just feel that Jang Hyun-pao made a serious mistake.

Zhang Xianyu was unmoved by this.

Hold on a little longer, this is the last scene, hold on a little longer, he said to himself.

Don't be Mozart, just be Zhang Xianyu.

Fate, don't you want to ask it?What is the purpose of rebirth? Is there nothing but being able to be on stage again?Obviously tried to change why nothing changed, but made things worse?

"No, I don't need anyone anymore, and I don't need this white wig anymore. I long for the real life, with its plump red lips and the aroma of wine..."

Zhang Xianyu had already ignored the lyrics, and the words that spit out from his lips at this time were just instinctive.His body and spirit were at the limit, and all the nerves in his body were on the verge of breaking.Only the sadness and unwillingness mobilized from his heart supported him to make a sound.

"I want to know how to get rid of the shadow and reject fate. How can I reinvent myself and reshape myself. Who should I ask, if I don't even understand myself. How can I get rid of the shadow and find freedom?"

Without any fine skills, just pure breathing, vocalization and resonance, Zhang Xianyu's solid foundation enables him to use his voice as a way to express his emotions when he has ideas in his heart and is on the verge of emotional collapse, without any blockage or breakage .

"I want to know, how can I get rid of the shadow, how can I throw everything away, how can I drive away my conscience and escape from myself. How can I survive, on my own path. How can I get rid of the shadow and find that freedom?"

Tell me, how can I free myself from this damned fate?After 23 years and back to the original point, is everything I have done useless?

"Suffocating fear, oppressive shoulders. Silent in the question, not giving me any answer. The invisible moment, the suffocating moment, following my shadow, will kill me one day."

Zhang Xianyu raised his head, and the howl of a wild beast overflowed from his throat.There is no audience or stage in front of his eyes, only the scenes of the two worlds intertwined and passing by his side quickly.

His voice at this time was not in harmony with the grand and heavy background music, there was not enough breath, and the pitch sometimes rose and sometimes fell. Only the emotion was overwhelming, but because of the discordant situation Excessive prominence, the sense of presence is actually enhanced.

It is like the blood and tears of common people in feudal society, tearing off the gorgeous coat of an era.

Even the people who had booed Zhang Xianjue before, now put on a solemn expression.

What happened?

"He is singing with his own feelings." Yin Doujun muttered to himself.

"My own feelings?" Jin Junxiu had just finished taking off her make-up and changed into the same dress she had when she came here.

"It's never going to be Mozart's."

"That's right." Jin Junxiu knew this better than Yin Doujun. He thought for a while, "Maybe he was venting." He picked up his bag, "I'm leaving first, I didn't think about the wording, I don't want to be blocked by reporters here ".

"Thank you, senior." Yin Doujun said.

"Don't you call me brother?" Jin Junxiu smiled, Yin Doojun and Li Qiguang are both members of fcman, but he is more familiar with Li Qiguang, "I hope it's okay, speaking of it, it's also good for my image, right? ?”

As soon as Jin Junxiu was sent off, Yin Doujun heard the whispers of the audience at the end, walked over to have a look, and sure enough, Zhang Xianyu had stepped down.Quan Junjian supported him and walked towards the backstage step by step.Yin Doujun hurriedly went up to him, and held Zhang Xianyu's other arm: "Are you okay?"

Zhang Xianyu blinked his eyes before he saw who the person in front of him was: "Aren't you going to film this afternoon?"

"The filming is over, come and take a look," Yin Doojun said, "You go first, and the fans leave it to me."As the captain, Yin Doujun is qualified to represent his teammates, and his persuasive power is even stronger than that of the company. At this time, some words that Zhang Xianyu is not suitable for him, Yin Doujun can replace him.

This is why Yin Doujun came here.

Zhang Xianxuan slumped on the chair, allowing the makeup artist to remove his wig and makeup, revealing a frighteningly haggard face, even the red hair was dull.

"I don't want to run away." Zhang Xianyu said.There is no special passage in the theater of the musical, and the fans are guarding outside. Before he gets in the car, he will definitely appear in their sight, "Dou Jun, hold me up".

He really didn't do what a musical actor should do today, but for the audience, Zhang Xianyu has no guilt, and he will not allow himself to leave like a thief.

We cannot deny the quality of the actors, but it was an extremely weird performance. Worried fans and some curious and dissatisfied audiences were still outside. When the crowd walked into their field of vision and stopped in front of them, everyone was speechless.

Zhang Xianyu took off his sunglasses, and immediately bent down deeply, bowing more than ninety degrees so that no one could see his face, let alone the expression on his face.

"I'm sorry for not letting everyone see a good performance..."

Then he put his sunglasses back on and left.From the beginning to the end, no one was able to judge Zhang Xianyu's emotions from his expression and eyes.Obviously, Zhang Xianyu has no intention of conveying this.

Among the group of people who came out, there was still one who stayed in place. He bowed to everyone in front of him, then straightened his waist and said, "I am Yoon Doo-jun, the captain of beast. My team members and friends have a meeting in today's musical." Serious mistake, but I hope everyone will listen to my explanation and decide whether to understand him or not."