Korean entertainment life reset

After figuring out what happened to him, Zhang Xianyu was in a state of being out of his mind for several days. In fact, he kept thinking about things, just thinking about why he flew back from 2029 to 2006 as soon as he closed and opened his eyes. This question is obviously exhausting. Brain Cells.Fortunately, he was experiencing the first setback in his life at this time. On the surface, he seemed to be devastated by the blow, and even his family members did not find it strange.

Self-regulation has never been Zhang Xianyu's strong point, but for a middle-aged man over 40, a few days is enough to accept this surreal thing.Anyway, Zhang Xianjue is still Zhang Xianjue, and outsiders can't see such things as rebirth, at best, it will only be considered that the sixth sense is accurate.Supernatural phenomena are rare, but not non-existent. If this matter has been so muddled, Zhang Xianyu's past [-] years of life will be in vain.

"So, what am I going to do?" Zhang Xianyu said to himself, with an old-fashioned puzzled expression on his young face, "Ah, this kind of thing still feels like a dream when I think about it now."

He just left the stage with regret and ended his 20-year career as an artist, and returned to the time when he had not made his debut. Zhang Xianyu didn't think he was qualified to be so favored by God, and he got a second life just after retiring. If God cares, it's not surprising that the person involved from time to time regards it as a dream.

But no matter whether this is in a dream or not, Zhang Xianyu's final choice will not change: "Even if this is just a dream... let's go through it well."

The choice of the forehead is not difficult for Zhang Xianyu.He still has to wait for the stage, and he still has to join Cube to debut as a member of Beast. He doesn't want to change these things, and there is no need to change them.What he needs to think about is where he went before entering the cube.

Originally, he joined a dance troupe after losing the big club. In 2007, he also appeared on stage as a backup dancer of the t-max group. During the two years in the dance troupe, he received a lot of attention from the people around him, but this time, Zhang Xianyu did not I want to continue on the previous path.

That period of time was not particularly glorious. Zhang Xianjue’s life had been going smoothly before, but the fact that he tried his best but was eliminated was a big blow to him. He was stuck in a dead end and couldn’t cheer himself up, although he didn’t feel discouraged. Leng joined the dance troupe, but Zhang Xianyu's state can be said to be quite decadent, even dressed like a delinquent boy, which is completely different from his before and after.

Not only that, when he finally managed to adjust his mood and was ready to try something, Big Bang, who had been inactive for a year since his debut, swept the country with his song "Lie". Titles such as "sixth man", "loser", "the one who lost the big stick" have been officially added to his head since then.Even those who have a good relationship with him in the dance troupe have discussed it in private. It is not difficult to imagine how many people regret or gloat Zhang Xianyu will face if he becomes a trainee again.And Zhang Xianyu himself also felt unwilling. He used to be only one step away from the big stick, but now he has fallen into an embarrassing situation because he failed to cross the border. It would have been better if he had worked harder. Second-rate.In addition to being unwilling, there is also fear, fear that from now on I will always be called a "loser", fear of being underestimated, ridiculed, and viewed with colored glasses, fear of not being able to overcome my own problems, and the same result will happen again.

The stubbornness that had held him back many times before and later saved him at that time. Although his mentality was not good, Zhang Xianyu did not give up completely, and stayed in the dance troupe to keep in touch with the entertainment industry.And it was already 2009 when he finally adjusted himself and worked hard to get on the stage again.

The dance troupe is Zhang Xianju's safe haven. It has witnessed Zhang Xianju's weakness, decadence, paranoia and cowardice, and also witnessed Zhang Xianju's slow and irreversible growth.Zhang Xianyu can't blame himself for not being strong enough to get out of failure quickly, but he has grown up and will never make the same choice as he did when he was young.

——If you want to do better, it is obviously more reliable to go to a brokerage company to study and practice systematically.

"Which company do you want to go to..." Quan Zhilong thought about Zhang Xianyu's question seriously, "Sm must be the best in the current agency, whether it is trainee training or artist promotion, they have done a good job, but they have nothing to do with practice. Half of the contract signed by a student is very long. It may not be easy for you to go to other companies to find opportunities. I think it’s good for you to go to JYP. The contract for trainees there is relatively loose, and the company’s resources are also good. And I heard the president and Park Zhenrong again. The senior called, it seems that there is a plan to introduce a newcomer over there."

Zhang Xianyu was also thinking, this is not the era when agency companies are blooming everywhere, even the transition from the solo singer dynasty to the group world has not been completed, so he doesn't have many choices to find a suitable agency company. jyp is indeed good, but...

He still didn't have the courage to face her too early.

Just as he was thinking, he accidentally turned his eyes and found that Quan Zhilong was staring at him. Zhang Xianju was startled: "What's wrong, brother?"

"It's nothing, I just feel that you have grown up a lot..." Quan Zhilong stopped knowingly when he saw Zhang Xianyu's face turning black.

"Is it because I used to look small?"

"Psychological age", Quan Zhilong said. In fact, he was just expressing emotion. Zhang Xianyu's change seemed a bit sudden to him, but it was not unreasonable. Brother Seunghyun?"

Quan Zhilong is very familiar with Zhang Xianyu's sensitive character. His mentality is unlikely to be the same as before when other companions debuted and he was eliminated. This is probably the reason why he only found himself. He is the one who has the closest relationship with Zhang Xianyu among the people who stayed in YG, and the embarrassment is relatively less.Apart from having the best relationship with Jun Zhilong, Jang Hyun-joo has a good relationship with Cui Shengxian and Dong Yongpei. As for Jiang Dacheng and Li Shengxian, the relationship is average.

"It doesn't matter, you all debuted, you should be quite busy."

Quan Zhilong couldn't laugh or cry: "If you have to be busy, I should be the busiest."

"Because... and brother are the closest."

Quan Zhilong looked Zhang Xianju's expressionless face up and down: "If you are not acting like a baby... ah, our Xianjiao speaks much better."

Zhang Xianju has never been the kind of person who is very talkative. He doesn't have the ability to meet people and order dishes, and he doesn't know how to say polite words. The sincerity that sometimes offends people makes Zhang Xianju's friendship situation very extreme. It is a relationship between friends. They will be very close, and if they are not friends, it will be difficult to even talk a few words.

Zhang Xianyu knew his own shortcomings, and if he didn't know, he wouldn't have changed from a lively boy in middle school to a selective and lively silent man later on, so he didn't take Quan Zhilong's complaints to heart, but...

From this point of view, no matter how natural the change is, people close to me will still feel the difference after a long time.

Zhang Xianjuan couldn't help but feel worried. Due to his upset these days, he had very little communication with his family. The family only thought that he was sad and didn't bother him.But life can't go on like this forever. Can the various changes brought to Zhang Xianjue in the past 20 years still be regarded as normal by the family?

After the huge surprise, there are countless troubles. From this perspective, rebirth is quite similar to winning the lottery.

After thinking for a long time and still not making up his mind, Zhang Xianyu simply gave up and went directly to an underground practice room open to the public to practice. He had been a musical actor for a few years before his rebirth. I haven't practiced much dance, and middle-aged people's awareness of action and physical fitness also need to be adjusted. If you don't work hard for a while, with Zhang Xianyu's current dance level, I am afraid that if you want to go to another company as a trainee, you will not be able to pass the selection.The problem in singing is not that big, the voice change period has passed by this time, and he hasn't had any problems with his voice since his debut, and the previous method of vocalization can be used directly now.

The benefits brought by rebirth are not only the extra 23 years, but also a clear path. Zhang Xianyu knows what to do to improve his strength, without having to fumble again.

This makes the already enjoyable practice even more fascinating. Accustomed to the long and slow accumulation, the speed of improvement visible to the naked eye is quite rare for Zhang Xianyu. He also knows that this is because the process he has experienced is just "recovery". But that doesn't stop him from being blissful now and then.

Since it feels good, let's practice for a while, "Practice Room Creature" Zhang Xianyu found a reason for his continued practice.

It wasn't until the mobile phone alarm clock sounded that Zhang Xianjuan, who was sweating profusely, left the practice room.He is not a trainee now, even though he is a boy, his family will inevitably worry if he returns home too late.

Only at this time can I feel that I am already forty, Zhang Xianyu walked down the street with a bag on his back, thinking to himself.His body is still in a state of excitement after high-intensity training, and his heart is beating vigorously because of hope. Zhang Xianyu feels that it is really easy for him to return to this state of life. He does not grow fast, and he does not like things that are too complicated , so he adapts very quickly to going back in time, and sometimes even has the illusion of "I am so old, but I just saw the future".

However, illusions often arise, and they disappear quickly. Zhang Xianyu can have the enthusiasm again, but the recklessness and ignorance at that time, it is impossible to come back.

When Zhang Xianjue returned home, it was past ten o'clock in the evening. He opened the door lightly and entered the house, but happened to meet his younger sister Zhang Gelin who came out to drink water.

"Green, are parents asleep?" Zhang Xianqi asked.

"Mom is in the bedroom, so she probably didn't sleep. Dad works overtime tonight and hasn't come back yet." After Zhang Gelin answered, she looked at her brother strangely, "Brother, didn't you go to see your friends? Why are you sweating so much?" ?”

Zhang Xianju was taken aback for a moment, and then remembered that he didn't rush home directly after the practice a few times before. Now that his sister asked, he confessed happily: "Later, I went to the basement practice room to stay for a while."

"Brother decided to continue?" Zhang Gelin understood what her brother said.

"Well, if I give up at this time, my heart can't be removed from the stage. Instead of doing other things absent-mindedly while thinking about what I lost, I'll try again." Facing his family, Zhang Xianyu explained Very detailed and patient.

"Then, come on, brother." Zhang Gelin clenched her right hand and made a gesture of encouragement. She never expected her brother to become a big star. She would have a lot of face when she went out. It is a good thing for her brother to insist on doing what she likes, " Then when will you tell your parents about this? I don’t think they will object to you, our parents are very open-minded.”

"I know," Zhang Xianyu glanced at his parents' room, "I just want to make a plan first, which company to go to, how to deal with studies, etc. I have an idea, and my parents can rest assured. Isn't it?"

"Perfectionist." Zhang Gelin said with emotion, Zhang Xianyu smiled and acquiesced to his sister's evaluation.

After taking a shower, Zhang Xianzhen returned to his room, locked the door like a thief, then turned on the desk lamp, and drew lightly on the paper with a pencil.

In order to keep his mouth under control and not let anything too irritating come out when facing his parents, he had to make a plan in advance.

Don’t tell your parents about living for 40 years and jumping back to 2006. Even if your parents believe what he said, I’m afraid they will always be embarrassed by the fact that their son actually lived only a few years less than themselves. This is What Zhang Xianyu didn't want to see.If there are some things that must be said, the idea of ​​dreaming about things that will happen a long, long time later is much more acceptable from any angle. Even Zhang Xianyu himself sometimes feels that the experience of debuting, becoming popular and retiring in silence is like a dream.

Stop and stop, the more he thought about it, the more confused he became. Zhang Xianjue's brain cells, which were not enough recently, immediately ran into emergency, and he quickly stopped his meaningless thoughts.

What you need to discuss with your parents is your future plans, including where to practice, how to balance your studies, how to solve college problems, what other places to go if you fail to debut, etc.As Zhang Gelin said, Zhang Xianju's parents may not be so trendy, but they will not stumble on what their son wants to do. Zhang Xianju quickly ticked off this part.

Next, is the hardest part.

Resurrecting his life, although Zhang Xianju was delighted with his extra 20 years, he didn't only think about himself.There are many regrets in Zhang Xianju's life, some are because of himself, some are because of others, it is unnecessary to spend too much time remembering one by one, making up for them one by one, but there are so few things, Zhang Xianju will never let nature take its course when he is a prophet Let them happen again, say - the death of the father.