Korean entertainment life reset

"It's really not the right time for the snow..." The plane finally arrived in South Korea five hours late, and outside the car window was the warm winter day in Seoul instead of the heavy snow in Tokyo, but Xu Shengyu's heart was still shrouded in depression.

At this time, the performance has ended for an hour.

Because the schedule did not catch up with the farewell stage of the senior with whom he had the best relationship in Korea, it is impossible for Ba Shengyu to feel better.

"There is no announcement at night, so you should take a good rest and don't run around..." The car drove into the community where the dormitory is located, and the manager who was about to report to the company tirelessly told the members, Yu Chengyu listened absent-mindedly, Facing the window with distracted eyes.

Suddenly, his pupils suddenly constricted and condensed to a point.

After the car stopped, Yu Shengyu hurriedly told the members that he would return to the dormitory later because he had something to do, and ran off in a hurry.

"This kid", the manager looked in the direction of Zuo Shengyu's running, and smiled clearly, "Tell me, how did Shengyu get to know that senior?"

Before Yu Shengyu had time to speak, Zhang Xianyu handed him a big bag: "You came just in time, help me carry it."

The air-conditioning passed through the bag to Yu Shengyu's hands. The contents inside were definitely Zhang Xianyu's favorite ice cream, and Yu Shengyu was a little bit dumbfounded. God knows that Zhang Xianyu chose to buy real estate in this community, and whether he bought ice cream in winter is also very important. The reason for convenience.

"Is there any reward, senior, for example, treat me to one?"

"Our company is not strict in body management," Zhang Xianyu stared at Yu Shengyu's round face, with no smile on his thin face, "You also have to think about your voice, get a boxed one, let it go Eat again."

"I get it, senior, don't hit me with your body." Zuo Shengyu tried his best to make his expression brighter.

"The only thing I can use to hit you is my body." Zhang Xianzhen finally smiled. The smile was very weak, and Yu Shengyu could only feel a thin warmth from it. "It's useless now. I can only Rely on this," Zhang Xianyu said, pointing his finger on his forehead.

Zhang Xianyu is in a bad mood, which is directly reflected in his expression.Such a forced smile rarely happens to him.Yu Shengyu, who is aware of this, doesn't know how to comfort the other party. What he just missed was Zhang Xianyu's farewell stage as a musical actor, and it was also the curtain call of Zhang Xianyu's career as an artist.

He knows how much Zhang Xianyu likes the stage. After the group disbanded, the company was unwilling to invest in these "old men" in their 30s. Zhang Xianyu just overcame all difficulties and changed his career to become a musical actor. In recent years, he has also played some green leaf-style supporting roles. , but in the face of fierce competition, Zhang Xianyu, who became a monk halfway, was still gradually unable to do what he wanted.

The company's suggestion is to go behind the scenes to participate in the training of trainees. Most of Cube's earliest artists chose to go behind the scenes as a place to retire. For Zhang Xianyu, who is no longer popular, behind the scenes is indeed his best choice.Zhang Xianzhen did not reject the company's good intentions. Some time ago, he gave a self-explaining in front of Yu Shengyu. When he was young, he was interviewed and wanted to talk about his expectations for new fields. His answer was that if he wanted to develop in other fields, he wanted to try to cultivate new people. Now it's a dream come true.

But obviously, that was just self-explaining rather than real thinking. Until now, Zhang Xianyu's attitude towards the stage is still reluctant.

The invincible eloquence in variety shows is completely useless at this time, Yu Shengyu put himself into Zhang Xianyu's situation, and he couldn't think of how he would let himself let go one day.Silently walking behind Zhang Xianyu, countless words surged from his chest to his lips, and they were pressed back by Yu Chengyu.

"You don't need to think about how to comfort me", Zhang Xianyu's sensitivity couldn't detect that thought of Yu Shengyu, after the elevator door closed, he said, "I will adjust myself".

"However, that would take a long time."

Zhang Xianyu, who was poked in the sore spot, choked obviously, and then began to grind his teeth: "Do you want me to beat you up?"

"Now that's the only thing I can do."

Do you have a noble motive for co-authoring my dark history?The elevator stopped at this time, and Zhang Xianyu reached out and reached into the ice cream bag and rummaged wildly as he walked out. He quickly took out a box of smoothies from it, then opened it directly, scooped a large spoonful, and stuffed it into Yu Shengyu. mouth.

"Hmm..." Zuo Shengyu was caught off guard, and he felt his tongue was about to be frozen.

But I have to say that his tragic situation pleased Zhang Xianyu very well. Finally, he opened the door with a genuine smile and turned sideways to let Yu Shengyu go in. After closing the door, he put the opened smoothie on the coffee table, and took it by himself Put the bag of ice cream in the refrigerator, and finally made a cup of warm water for Zuo Shengyu.

"I didn't use my brother to practice art skills today, why did I still receive the treatment of a seal?" Zuo Shengyu, who finally regained his strength, burst into tears.

"You asked me knowingly, you're provoking me on purpose," Zhang Xianyu said, "But the method is good. Seeing you like this makes me feel much better. Don't worry about the flight delay. Shengyu, it's okay if you don't go. Retire It's not interesting to use your popularity to make news again."

In the eyes of Cube's junior artists and trainees, Zhang Xianjiu is not an easy-going senior, he will not make things difficult for anyone, but his cold and taciturn personality makes people feel that he has nowhere to start.There are also many coincidences that contributed to the fact that Yu Shengyu became Zhang Xianyu's only close junior.

Therefore, it is inevitable for him to worry about Zhang Xianju's future. Even though he has received a lot of care from the other party in the past few years, Yu Shengyu must admit that Zhang Xianju has no problems in doing things, but it is really not the stuff of management. The time is below the level, and now it is barely to the normal level.

"I used to think that my seniors would do planning." It's a pity that Yu Shengyu, Zhang Xianyu has tried a lot of concepts when he was a singer, and he has a lot of experience in this, at least it is much better than teaching trainees.

"Those actual battles happened many years ago, and the recent plans are very critical." Zhang Xianyu expressed his understanding of the situation, "Shengyu, if you are really worried, give it a chance during solo."He made a small joke, but it's also the truth. Cube has never interfered much with artists' personal activities, especially since Yu Shengyu is a successful singer-songwriter, and he can handle many things by himself.

The only problem is, nationality. "Of course I am willing, but will the company let me act alone..." Xu Shengyu thought seriously.He is a Chinese-American, and his current popularity is already thriving in the group. The attitude of Korean brokerage companies is basically to use and restrict foreigners. Cube is unlikely to spend resources on Yu Shengyu again.

"Wu Shengyu, enough is enough, don't eat!"

"I am still worried about the communication between me and the younger generation. If you let you eat it, your captain will have to blame me first." Yu Shengyu is a foodie like Zhang Xianyu. The difference is that Zhang Xianyu will not get fat no matter how much he eats. It was a little hard work, so Zhang Xianyu, who felt a little heartbroken for Yu Shengyu's concern, chose to change the subject by complaining, and ruthlessly prevented Yu Shengyu from scooping up another spoonful of smoothie and stuffing it into his mouth, Zhang Xianyu looked up and down again I said to him, "You won't even be able to wear my clothes now, can you?"

Yu Shengyu suddenly felt that he had been greatly insulted: "How is it possible!" Zhang Xianyu is not easy to get fat, but he is 40 years old!

"Walk around, give it a try, you want me to tell you that your taste in private servers is really bad, haven't you thought about reading too many magazines for self-improvement?"

Zhang Xianyu’s skill in changing the subject is not very good. Yu Shengyu noticed that Zhang Xianyu didn’t want to continue the conversation he had started, which made Zhang Xianyu start to reflect on his words just now. After all, no matter how you say it, Zhang Xianyu is too old 20-year-old senior.

"Don't think too much." Zhang Xianyu, who has something on his mind, will inevitably be a little distracted. After matching the clothes for Yu Shengyu's new look, Zhang Xianyu, who has seen his thoughts, said, "My situation is not that bad. New job You have to try it out to know if it works, and besides, I am not short of money, so if it really doesn’t work, I can spend my old age early, it’s fine.”

"You are only 40 years old, senior. According to the current average age, you have not passed half of your life." There is nothing wrong with Zhang Xianyu's words, but his personality that is not good at self-discovery often makes people close to him feel worried, such as Now, he has not come out of the farewell to the stage, even if he is comforting Yu Shengyu, people can hear the feeling of desolation from the words, "There are still many things that can be done, such as cultivating a few more Zuo Shengyu came out, but it is estimated that there are few people like me, oh yes, senior, you are not married yet..." Zuo Shengyu stopped suddenly, he realized that he had said the wrong thing.

"Practice your eloquence well, don't just use it on stage, I easily offend people when I speak, and you specifically offend me when you speak", Zhang Xianyu was silent for a while, and said, he looked up at the clock, and then issued an order to evict guests, "With your Let's have dinner with teammates, I think I need a quiet time."

"Okay, senior."

Different from the previous "black history", this time Yu Shengyu really touched Zhang Xianyu's sore spot. Zhang Xianyu knew that he was unintentional, so he didn't get angry, but his mood, which was originally not high, became even more depressed.

"Don't think too much, it's thankless to come here when I'm in a bad mood."

Zhang Xianzhen closed the door, blocking the frustrated and helpless sigh of Yu Shengyu outside.

The room is very quiet, only the sound of the clock can be heard.Zhang Xianyu walked slowly to the front of the refrigerator, now he didn't even have the mood to touch his favorite ice cream, he dug out a piece of dry bread and chewed it for dinner.As a single to 40-year-old foodie, it is no problem for Zhang Xianyu to cook for dinner by himself, but when he is not in the mood, he will unknowingly enter the life of a bachelor.

Zhang Xianzhen leaned back on the refrigerator, looked around this unpopular room, and looked down at his own shadow on the ground.

No wonder he was sympathized by the younger generation.

Zhang Xianyu finished eating the bread, threw the packaging bag into the trash can, and then fell directly on the sofa.

Obviously knowing that it can't go on like this, but the sense of loss of officially retiring and the sense of loneliness aroused by Zuo Shengyu are not so easy to fade away.

So let me go to sleep first, Zhang Xianyu rested his arms above his eyes, and didn't even want to turn off the lights. Serious life requires energy, and he obviously doesn't have that right now.

Debut, rising popularity, downhill, efforts to stay on stage after the group disbanded, resignation helplessly under fierce competition.Pictures flashed in front of Zhang Xianyu's eyes, the group won the first place, he was so full of emotions that he was stunned, and as a result, he left an expressionless face in his memory, the most prosperous mama of beast in 2011, He has never had much sense of presence in the group, and he has attracted countless people's admiration with his new sexy image. He held the last concert as a group before enlisting in the army. He smiled and comforted the fans with his companions, but cried when he stepped off the stage. Out of breath...

In addition to the career I love, there are also those people I love, the scene of being on variety shows with my father, and the way he closed his eyes and fell asleep forever after a few months, holding his sister's hand and giving it to his current brother-in-law, At that time, the church was full of pink happiness, and he made a lifetime promise to her, but the relationship he thought was extremely firm fell apart in the face of fate...

Zhang Xianyu's eyebrows got together unknowingly, he was about to open his eyes, when some things that should have been stored deep in his memory suddenly began to impact his eyes, pulling him into a deeper dream.

Because of liking, I gradually had the idea of ​​becoming a singer. After participating in YG's selection and failing, I mustered up the courage to recommend myself, and finally became a member of YG.

The foundation is weak, there is no aura, and the innate condition is a huge constraint, which must be redoubled to overcome.It doesn't matter if the teacher criticizes him for being slow in learning dance, his body is like chopsticks. He enjoys spending time in the practice room in order to do better.The expression that was not a problem to others at all, but brought huge troubles to myself.In that way, I practiced for a year.

One year later, the company will launch a new group, and the debut program will include an elimination system, those who pass will make their debut, otherwise they will leave YG.He tried his best because of his attitude, but he was also questioned because of his unresolved problems such as expressions.

Knocked out, then given another chance, old problems he'd tried and failed to fix, and he chose to put his best foot forward in the end.And the man who competed with himself for the last spot chose to show his possibilities in his always weak singing skills.

Finally, the president said:

"Xiansheng, my idea is to eliminate you."

There was severe pain in the heart, the nerves were tensed, and I couldn't control my body, couldn't change my expression, couldn't speak, and couldn't even shed tears.

After working hard for so long, the result is still... eliminated?

Zhang Xianyu finally opened his eyes, sat up with his arms supporting his body, and the state of emptying his mind lasted for several seconds before he felt something was wrong.

Am I not lying on the sofa?Why is it so hard?

Looking down - it's the bed.

Oh, yes, it's not that there is no bed for me at home, why should I sleep on the sofa.

Zhang Xianyu slowly turned his neck to confirm his environment.

No, this is not my home, why did I come here.

This is my home, I have lived in YG's dormitory for a year, why am I so unfamiliar with my home?

in yg?This was all a few years ago, more than 20 years ago.

For more than 20 years, I am not even 20 years old now.

The lower lip had already been bitten deeply, but Zhang Xianyu didn't realize it.

When is this?

When the collision and fusion of the two sets of memories in my mind finally come to an end, the night outside the window has changed from the night when I just opened my eyes to the slightly bright sky in the early morning.Zhang Xianjue stared at himself in the mirror, his face looked haggard because of the dark circles and bloodshot eyes, but it did not conceal the youthful feeling of a teenager at all.

So, this is supposed to be me, seeing myself 23 years into the future?

No, no, the joy and pain in that group of memories impacted Zhang Xianyu's chest unwillingly. Zhang Xianyu pressed his heart with his hands that were almost exhausted, and finally accepted the protest from the bottom of his heart.

These are not imaginary futures, but real experiences of mine.

Therefore, the fact is that the 41-year-old Zhang Xianzhen, on the day he officially retired, returned to 2006, when he was defeated in "Big Stick Debut Record".