The Continuation of Only You

When Xu Yihan finished speaking, he also put away the helpless wry smile on the corner of his lips. He had entangled the emotions of his father's long life in a few words, and he narrated it completely, as calmly and calmly as if he was narrating It's just a story about others that has been around for a long time.

He slowly picked up the hot teacup in front of him, took a sip, then slowly put it down, straightened the cuffs of his shirt, leaned against the sofa, and patiently waited for Lin Ran to recover a little bit Come on.In addition to the astonishment on the face of the person opposite at this time, some emotions touched by those sad stories can also be seen, and the initial bit of unbelievable surprise is still churning in the eyes.

"I've known you for many years, but I've never heard you mention this before. No wonder, no wonder I saw Uncle Yan appear at your house at several fixed times every year in those years. At that time, I was very moved So many years of unchanged friendship, I also thought that the two of us will have such a deep friendship in the future, but I didn't expect that the relationship between them is not as simple as I thought, but it has gone so deep that I can't imagine it. Now Looking back on the scene of the two getting along at that time, I suddenly realized the tacit understanding and intimacy that I didn't understand, and it turned out to be a deep and lingering attachment!"

When Lin Ran said that, he was still searching for the memories of that time in his mind, and the deep affection when the two people met by chance when they looked at each other appeared in his eyes. If you don't understand the truth behind it, it is difficult to understand the deep affection.

Hey, Lin Ran sighed. He used to think that he was very wise and quick-witted. After realizing his elder brother's concern and the relationship between these two elders, he wondered whether he should reassess his poor self. The double quotient index has become more and more unspiritual and dull.Depressed mouth, very discouraged.

But soon, he felt that the matter between the two elders was not considered dull. After all, they all had their own families and children, so even if he racked his brains, he still couldn't guess the unexpected truth. It's also reasonable.

Xu Yihan looked at Lin Ran's frown from tight to unfurled, thinking that the surprise in his heart had completely calmed down, so he slowly opened his mouth again, "Well, so you also remember that Uncle Yan will be there every year. He showed up at my house at a fixed time, in fact, those days were probably the more important anniversaries between them, but he would go to accompany my dad as soon as he had time, after all, the two have been separated for many years."

In fact, when Xu Yihan first learned about the relationship between Xu Li and Yan Yusheng, it was difficult to understand. After knowing the experience of the two, he saw his father who had been depressed all the time stretched his brows because of Yan Yusheng's reappearance. When there was a very happy and satisfied smile on his face from time to time, he no longer had any reason to choose not to accept it. After feeling Yan Yusheng's true feelings for Xu Li and himself, he was even more relieved.

Xu Yihan was a precocious, wise and filial child. Seeing his father's joy and happiness from the bottom of his heart, he was willing to bless them.Gradually, he also regarded Yan Yusheng as his other father, and Yan Yusheng loved him even more and placed high hopes on him.

After Xu Li and Yan Yusheng reunited, Xu Yihan witnessed the details of the two people staying together and being apart all these years. He is also the one who knows the bitterness and sweetness in their hearts best.

Over time, the more he sees, the more he understands.

Any deep love is no match for a heart that has too many ties and is toyed by fate.In his father's miserable life, his father was the first one to compromise with fate and choose to escape.

The regret at the beginning has long been worn down by helplessness.

Originally, he only wanted to talk about the current situation, but he didn't expect to involve a more sad story. Lin Ran felt a little blocked, and his brain turned a little slower. The atmosphere at this time made him feel uncomfortable. After a while, he remembered What do you really want to ask.

"Then, what about you and Ziheng? Between you? To him..."

Xu Yihan's fingertips rubbed back and forth between his forehead a few times, and then tugged at the tie hanging around his neck.

"As for me and Zi Heng, it was when I was 14 years old that Uncle Yan talked about him for the first time. It should be at that time that I saw the innocent smile in the photo for the first time, so sunny When I was a cute boy, I put him in my heart unconsciously."

His voice was unhurried, and there was a soft light in his deep black eyes, which should be the beauty from the depths of his memories.

But when it came to Lin Ran's ears, it didn't have much good taste. Instead, it was more of a burst of surprise. Immediately, he calculated in his mind, 14 years old, the beginning of a long time ago, it must have been more than ten years ago .

Lin Ran looked at Xu Yihan with complicated emotions, he couldn't even figure out the complexity.

It turned out that those seemingly indifferent people around him already had a heart as deep as the sea hidden in their bones.

The pre-dinner story for today's lunch is really delicious and exciting.Wave after wave of shocking thunder made Lin Ran dizzy, unable to figure out what to do, thinking that it should be a relief, but he never expected that Xu Yihan, who is always calm, would also act impulsively out of love.

"Actually, I'm not as unfamiliar with City C as you think, because it's not the first time I've come here," Xu Yihan kept seeing Lin Ran's surprise. To put it bluntly, these things have been suppressed in his heart for many years, and finally there is someone he can confide to let him release, how can he let it go so easily.

"In the year when I entered the university, one month before the start of the semester, I came here alone. At that time, I arranged a trip to Southeast Asia for myself. I had a lot of time. After the trip, I had an extra three days. , when I was about to go back to the UK, I suddenly had the idea of ​​coming to City C, so I immediately changed my ticket and flew directly to City C, in fact, I know it very well, I just want to see the real him in my heart."

Xu Yihan's mellow voice was like a slowly flowing stream. Lin Ran looked at him intently. At this moment, his deep black eyes shone faintly due to memories, distant and peaceful.

"Uncle Yan once told me about the school he was attending at that time. I was standing across the road from that school. On the first day I saw him in the midst of the school crowd. He was a clean and handsome young man but he always looked melancholy. , made me very distressed. I couldn't help but go again the next day, but because I arrived early, I happened to bump into him who was skipping class, and left alone with a sad face The school gate, I couldn't help but followed him from a distance, and followed him all the way to the riverside. It was late autumn, and the river wind was blowing over his face, but he was still motionless Sitting alone like that, looking at the river in a daze, I knew he was sad or something, because Uncle Yan was in England at the time."

Xu Yihan met Lin Ran and stared at his eyes without blinking, and let out an unspeakable chuckle, "Do you know? I was standing ten meters away from him at that time, looking at his lonely and lonely back , How helpless and sad, but I can't help him, that kind of helplessness makes me very worried, I want to protect him, let him smile happily, live a carefree life, care for him, pamper him, but At that time, I couldn't do anything, so when Uncle Yan entrusted him and Ziyu to me before he died, I didn't hesitate, because whether it was Yan or him, I wanted to protect them and make them more and more happy. Well, after all, the bond between us is already too deep to be separated."

After Xu Yihan slowly finished his story, Lin Ran fell into a state of silence, staring at the person opposite without saying a word.

Some seemingly superficial affections have been deeply affectionate and difficult to control as early as many years ago.

The silence in the private room was suddenly broken by a polite knock on the door. When all the dishes were placed on the table, there was no longer the unspeakable silence before.

The door was closed again, and Lin Ran leisurely opened his mouth again: "What's next? What are you going to do? Your heart is clear, but what about his? Although I was moved by watching it, is it true that he is in love with it? Do you really understand?"

Xu Yihan raised his head to meet Lin Ran's probing eyes, slightly raised the corners of his lips, and shook his head, but the hand holding the vegetables did not stop, "Only when you go all out and strive for it without any scruples, will you not back down easily Give up, I don't want my dad and their tragedies to continue between me and him, what should continue between us is their love and persistence, not regret and remorse, if he encounters difficulties, he will shrink back and give up, I would rather never have each other together."

In fact, from Lin Ran's point of view, Yan Ziheng's affection has gradually become clearer, and he nodded immediately: "It's better for you to think through it thoroughly. With his current disposition, it's hard to say that he can stick to such a small relationship. Let him figure it out by himself." After you understand your own heart and talk about it, as long as you are firm in what you want, things between you will come naturally."

Xu Yihan raised his eyebrows, nodded in acquiescence, but didn't say anything else, just quietly drinking the hot soup in the bowl.

The private room suddenly returned to silence, only the sound of bowls and chopsticks crossing each other was heard.

When a lunch with too much content was almost finished, Lin Ran could hardly hold back the things in his heart, after all, there was another matter that was not easy to sort out.He had been organizing his words when he was quiet before, and the meal was coming to an end amidst his preoccupations.

After putting down the soup spoon, he sighed shallowly, and couldn't help but tell the original reason why he was so anxious to find Xu Yihan today.

"Yihan, actually, I came to you today because I wanted to ask you something else." Lin Ran paused timidly, and glanced at Xu Yihan who was about to put down his chopsticks, "If, I mean, if, yes A person treats you like you did to Zi Heng," Lin Ran deliberately paused for a moment, just to highlight the emphasized protagonist in his words, "He has kept you in his heart for many years, what would you suggest him to do? "

Xu Yihan's brows and eyes froze suddenly, and his downcast eyes instantly moved up, but seeing that the person on the opposite side did not show the slightest hint of a joke, and was rare and serious, he couldn't help being surprised, and his eyes were full of probing questions, "What do you mean by that? What do you mean by being weird?"

Lin Ran leaned against the back of the chair, pinched the back of his neck, then folded his hands in front of his chest again, fixedly stared at Xu Yihan who was frowning, and didn't immediately answer his question, he paused for a few seconds before speaking Sometimes it is a straightforward and direct affirmation.

"My brother, Lin Yu,"

Lin Ran didn't move away from staring at Xu Yihan, "I'm talking about him, when he saw you for the first time in England that year, he put you in his heart, and it's been quite a few years , his love for you is absolutely no less than your love for Ziheng. In fact, I don’t know how many people have passed by his side in the past few years, and he has become the most unfeeling person in his circle because of this. I thought so too , but it was only recently that he realized that he was not heartless, but that he was too affectionate towards you, and you were the first person he fell in love with."

Xu Yihan was a little stunned. When he saw Lin Yu again yesterday, he also had an illusion for a moment, but he was immediately denied by himself. He thought it was because he was too sensitive and thought too much, but when the answer was revealed, he was not surprised. His heart trembled unavoidably, his eyes were wide open, and he stared at Lin Ran with incomprehensible emotions. The bomb he just threw was really powerful, disturbing his heart, and all the doubts floating in his heart were solved one by one. The answer to the riddle, the arc of frowning already showed his anxious mood at the moment, and there was a slight complaint when he spoke.

"Why didn't you tell me these things about your brother?"

Lin Ran felt very speechless and innocent, "What do you want me to say? His sexual orientation is his private matter, and his family members have been forced to accept compromises. Otherwise, how could I have lamented with you that the important task of carrying on the Lin family's lineage lies with me? What about him? It is because of his lesson from the past that my marriage is closely watched by the family, and I am afraid that the same mistake will happen to me, and it is impossible for me to publicize my brother's affairs everywhere. "

Lin Ran was so wronged, Lin Yu's problem had already affected him, and the current situation was more difficult than he had ever imagined.

Since I didn't think of the beginning, I certainly wouldn't think of the ending.

He tried his best to calm down, and after regaining his composure, Xu Yihan's mind gradually became clear.

"Okay, I understand it in my heart. Since he has been able to endure for so many years, he must have his own sense of proportion and care. He is also a rational and calm person. Although I haven't had much contact with him, after getting along with him during this period, I know that he will definitely He is not a reckless person, I really respect him like an older brother."

As Xu Yihan said, he got up and rearranged his clothes, "As for other feelings, I can only say sorry, you should know my temper and persistence."

Although he spoke calmly, a strange feeling still flashed in his heart. Not to mention that Lin Yu was impeccable, but in terms of their respective temperaments, the two had a tacit understanding. For him, he had the same emotional path as himself. It is even more sympathetic and sympathetic to each other. The deep love hidden in the heart is the most painful and hopeless, but fate has already drawn a circle for each other.

To him, all he had was a sorry sigh and the distance that he couldn't respond.