The Continuation of Only You

Lin Ran, who was ordering food, caught a glimpse of Xu Yihan glanced at the phone and began to smile uncontrollably on his lips.

Lin Ran immediately understood that there was nothing he knew better than at this moment.Slowly retracting his gaze, while continuing to immerse himself in the menu, he opened his mouth leisurely: "It's rare to see you smiling so brightly, is there something wrong? When it comes to eating, you can't restrain yourself a little bit."

Xu Yihan moved his gaze away from the phone screen, glanced at Lin Ran opposite, the smile on his face had faded, and he returned to his usual indifference, "Tell me, what can you do with me?"

Lin Ran frowned, "Don't we have dinner together every three days? Why do you think I have to find you because of something?"

Xu Yihan glanced at Lin Ran again, and leaned against the back of the sofa, "You, you are so anxious to ask me out, I said you wouldn't change it to the evening, but insisted on noon, it's not something, could it be that you miss me?" With a playful tone, he loosened the tie around his neck, and his whole body felt relaxed and lazy, "Tell me, what's the matter?"

"Okay, I admit that I was a little anxious." Handing the menu back to the waiter beside him, "Close the door."

Xu Yihan looked at the person opposite in surprise, not only did he choose a private room today, but he also made it so cautiously, it seems that he really came to him with some serious matter.Sui didn't ask any more questions, and sipped the tea in his cup, waiting for Lin Ran to open the topic.

"It's not my business, it's your business." Seeing the waiter leave, Lin Ran spoke seriously.

"my business?"

Xu Yihan was very surprised when he heard this, and was taken aback for a moment, but then he reacted and made some mental preparations. After all, he was the person who walked closest to him, so it was only natural that he would see some clues.

Lin Ran nodded affirmatively, put down the teacup in his hand, "Are you still going to pretend to be with me?" Today, there is no need for him to speculate secretly with him anymore, "The one you told me before The right person is referring to Yan Ziheng."

Xu Yihan leaned against the sofa, with a half-smile on his lips, the teacup he picked up had already been emptied, and his eyes fell on the fingertips rubbing the rim of the cup.

Sure enough, he guessed right. Now Lin Ran not only saw it, but also was sure of what he knew in his heart.However, he didn't intend to hide it from him at all, but there were still some unclear relationships and moods, and it was not necessary for him to speak out on his own initiative. It was only these two days before he became more certain.Now that he has made it clear to him, he is calm.

"See it?"

"Well, in fact, for those who know you well, your various behaviors have already clearly explained the problem. I was only skeptical a while ago. Last week, Ziyu invited us to Yan's house. Some of your small actions at the dinner table I saw it, and when we left, I didn't go long before you. I was waiting for you in front of the alley, and I was planning to go back to the apartment with you, so, then, you know, I see What about the two of you? En?" Lin Ran shrugged, raised his eyebrows, and his eyes were full of ambiguity: "I just didn't expect him to be the one you're attracted to, and the key is the same sex. It's different. Besides, I'm more reliable than Zi Heng, and I'm not much worse than him in appearance. I've been around you for these years, and I haven't seen you think so much about me."

Xu Yihan rolled his eyes at Lin Ran's fake smiling face, and then nodded understandingly. It turned out that he saw the hug that surprised even himself, so he asked him so definitely and directly, Xu Yihan Looking at Lin Ran calmly, with a smile on his lips: "I never thought that the person I fell in love with would be of the same sex, it's just that the person I fell in love with happened to be him, a person of the same gender as me It’s just a human being. If I can’t be loyal to my heart, my feelings, and give up the right to pursue my own happiness just because of this, then I’m born in this world and can’t even pass the job of being myself, so why not? Is this life in vain?" The deep black eyes are full of tenderness and firmness, "For me, the important thing is that person, not the necessary and proper appearance conditions in the eyes of the world."

Lin Ran clasped his hands in front of his chest, pursed his lips tightly, and nodded slightly. He knew that once Xu Yihan made a decision, the person who made the decision would have no complaints or regrets, and would never turn back.

"Could it be that you came here just for him?"

Xu Yihan stroked the smooth wall of the teacup, "Yes, not all, but also because of my dad and Uncle Yan."

Lin Ran stared at Xu Yihan fixedly, but didn't fully understand what he meant, so he didn't understand, "You said Uncle Yan, I can understand, but Uncle Xu? What's going on?"

Xu Yihan raised his head and met Lin Ran's puzzled eyes, "Actually, my father and Uncle Yan founded the Yan family together, and my father basically provided the funds for the establishment. They were together at the time," said here , Xu Yihan paused, put the teacup in his hand on the table, then looked up at Lin Ran who was a little surprised, and continued: "The two of them were lovers who loved each other very much at that time, and the Yan family at that time witnessed their best. They also experienced their most painful parting, and it is their common cause."

Such a shocking truth came out of Xu Yihan's mouth in an understatement tone, but his ease and naturalness hurt people who were dumbfounded by shock.

Lin Ran opened his mouth in disbelief, and just stared blankly at the person sitting opposite him.Now he didn't know how to answer the conversation anymore, he wondered if there was something wrong with his ears, so he was so startled in a daze.

"My dad and Uncle Yan used to be alumni of C University, and he was one year older than Uncle Yan." Seeing Lin Ran staring at him blankly with surprise in his eyes, Xu Yihan continued to speak, telling the story in more detail, It also provided him with a buffer time, "When they first met, they hit it off right away. As for the subsequent relationship, a qualitative change occurred in the constant contact and getting along. Both of them were careful not to tell the truth, and they were afraid that their relationship would hurt. The other party. It wasn’t until my dad’s junior year in junior year, when his grandfather, who was the vice principal of C University, passed away that Uncle Yan and my dad had the opportunity to pierce the window paper and reveal each other’s feelings. After all, my dad is the only son in the family. When he was most distressed and helpless, Uncle Yan was always by his side. He not only shared the household chores for him, but also took good care of him. Let’s take good care of my grandma together. If it weren’t for this sudden change in the family, the two of them might have kept this relationship in their hearts, married and had children like other people, and then lived a smooth life. It might be difficult for them I have the opportunity to confess each other's feelings and choose to be together bravely for love." Xu Yihan's voice was calm, but when he said this, he still couldn't help feeling distressed, and sighed softly, "Of course, even if they are very firm and very Brave, but the ending is not satisfactory, as you can see, the reality is actually very imperfect, except for the initial beauty of falling in love, the rest is pain and ups and downs, although they never regretted falling in love with each other, even though The only thing I love in this life is each other, but the love is still not enough to match the fate, what they have experienced is mostly cruel parting."

Speaking of this, he, who is usually calm and indifferent, couldn't help flashing a moment of unspeakable emotion in his eyes, and soon disappeared into the dark deep pool, with a bitter smile on his lips, which contained his father and strict love. Yu Sheng's lifelong compassion.

"However, the love is deep and the relationship is shallow. In that era, such feelings and relationships were difficult to be accepted and understood, let alone blessings. It was too difficult to have room to survive. Even my grandma liked Uncle Yan very much at that time. Treat her like my other son, but her tradition and face absolutely cannot accept the relationship between two lovers. In fact, it was my grandma who became the cause and obstacle of the tragedy in their life. Even if they risked their lives, they had to separate They, in the end, my dad chose to leave the UK under the pressure of his grandmother. When he first arrived there, my dad fell seriously ill because of acclimatization, and his aunt and niece stayed by his side day and night to take care of him. After many times of persuasion and matching by his uncle and aunt, he made another compromise and married my mother, and then gave birth to me. He thought he could just live a normal life in the eyes of others in such a numb manner, but Everything is not according to people's wishes, he can't fall in love with anyone at all, he can't walk into anyone again in his heart, and the only person he misses every night is that one person, so when I just turned one year old, my mother resolutely I resolutely left him, and remarried a local Englishman half a year later, and now I'm doing pretty well, with a complete and happy family and three other well-behaved children."