Two or three things about having a crush on Mr. Dazai

This is the worst possible outcome.

Akira Takeshita left anyway.

Just as he suddenly appeared from nothing, he disappeared suddenly.

This result was not unimaginable to Osamu Dazai.There is no other, just because nothingness is too special a superpower.If it weren't for the fact that there are human disqualifications in the world, Aki Takeshita alone would be a world.

And in the end, he even became the first special case of invalidating Osamu Dazai.

When the void first got out of hand, Osamu Dazai foresaw this outcome.

How greedy he is.

The possibility of successfully saving Aki Takeshita is too small.However, Osamu Dazai greedily still wants Takeshita Aki to see him one last time before leaving, and to prove to everyone how much he loves him.

Takeshita Qiu also proved his love for Osamu Dazai in the most tragic way.

Even in the end, he would rather be crushed alone in nothingness than obey Dazai's wishes and die in love with him.

Osamu Dazai never believed that he and Aki Takeshita could be together for a long time.

Compared with enduring the torture that may be lost at any time, it is obviously more straightforward to obtain a result directly.

Therefore, he would beg Zhuxia Qiu "don't leave, okay?"

The only variable is Aki Takeshita.

This stubborn little guy keeps saying that he loves him, but he insists on going his own way.

Osamu Dazai invited him to die together, and Aki Takeshita said "I want to live with you" and "I can wait", but he left first in the end.

These years too.Dazai stood in the camp of the Armed Detective Agency and beckoned him to come over, but when the two sides clashed, Aki Takeshita kissed his Dazai Mr. Dazai comfortingly, and said "Please remember that I love you" without looking back Walk his way without hesitation, even if it disappears into nothingness in the end.

Because that's the way Dazai had let him go.

This life was born for you and died for you,

I will die for you.

do as promised.

Akira Takeshita disappeared.

He left Osamu Dazai.

Dazai Osamu heard all the tears flowing from his red eyes, and what he didn't say when he opened his mouth.

heard him say:

Mr. Dazai, I love you.

After I leave, please live well in this world.

……

On the day when Akira Takeshita disappeared, the young man leaned on Dazai and watched him shed blood and tears, which is destined to be engraved in Dazai's heart for the rest of his life.

[After Aki Takeshita disappears]

Nakahara Chuya rushed over and grabbed Osamu Dazai's shirt collar, his eyes were open: "Where are the others?!"

Dazai fell silent.

He looked around, extended his hand as far as it could go, and swung it in a circular arc.

Nakahara also saw his movements, shook off his hands, stepped aside, and gave Osamu Dazai more space.

But Dazai's aimless movements were originally a bad omen.Rather than saying that he was looking for Aki Takeshita, it would be better to say that he was telling Nakahara Chuya something through this gesture.

He took a deep breath and said calmly, "He's gone."

"gone?"

Osamu Dazai smiled at Nakahara, and repeated: "He's gone."

"What do you mean leave? Make it clear, you bastard!"

"Qiu's mental power was briefly revived after being stimulated, but in the end she couldn't bear it, and nothingness completely went berserk."

Be violent to the point where even disqualification in the world can't be stopped.

"You guy..."

How can you still laugh!

Zhong Yuanzhong also wanted to kill the guy who proposed to use his brain to hell.

He also thought that Osamu Dazai had some special assurances, so he dared to use this narrow escape method boldly!He actually thought that Osamu Dazai cared about Aki Takeshita and would not joke about such things!

The results of it?

In front of him, Aki Takeshita completely disappeared into this world!

Zhong Yuanzhong also clenched his fists.Just when his anger was about to reach its peak, Osamu Dazai tilted his head, and carefully held the earring that fell to the ground just now in his hand.

Zhong Yuan: "What is that?"

Dazai: "It was given to me by Qiu."

He said indifferently: "You fight."

He was obviously smiling, but that smile was uglier than crying.The corners of the mouth moved, but the smile was not as good as the eyes.

Chuya Nakahara was in a bad mood, and Osamu Dazai was not much better either.

His fatigue was evident at this moment.

But what was displayed in front of Zhongye and others in the Central Plains was only this little bit of fatigue and disappointment, even vaguely sad.

Zhongyuan Zhong also lost the mood to teach him a lesson.Turn around and leave.Before leaving, he said mockingly to his former partner: "Mafia announced the news of Qiu's death in advance, congratulations for making it come true."

"Q, let's go."

Central Plains is also cold and authentic.

"..."

"Qiu...is he really gone?"

"Looks like it is."

The atmosphere among the people in the Butei Club became gloomy.

They looked at each other and saw their pain.

Kunikida Doppo, like everyone else, saw Takeshita Akira stop at the end, trembling all over, using his last consciousness in this life to prevent himself from killing Osamu Dazai.

Kunikida slammed his fist on the desktop where the monitoring screen was placed, his hands clenched into fists, both arms were shaking due to too much force.

The image of Akira Takeshita suddenly disappearing from Dazai's arms kept circulating in his mind, but he couldn't accept it no matter what.

"Qiu... I haven't taught that kid how precious life is! How could he, how could he..."

Everyone was silent.

Only Kunikida Doppo dared to say that he should educate the famous and vicious ghost assassins about the value of life.

If they had no real sense of Takeshita Aki's identity as the assassin before, then in the room just now, the two identities of the ghost assassin and Mr. Dazai's prospective lover Aki Takeshita finally merged into one.

He is indeed an assassin.

But before discussing that terrifying strength, he was the Takeshita Aki who had been with them for two years, the familiar Takeshita Aki who would smile at them while biting a straw of milk tea, the Takeshita Aki who was never willing to hurt Osamu Dazai .

Between the port mafia and the armed detective agency, this young man has the most awkward identity.But in fact, he didn't hurt anyone, but in the end he dissipated into nothingness, and he didn't know his life or death.

Atsushi Nakajima's eyes were red when he saw the Hong Kong black cadre grabbing Dazai's collar and questioning him, and Dazai calmly replied "he's gone".

"Why……"

Why can't Mr. Qiu be kept?

Quan Jinghua thought of the scene when the young man rubbed the top of her hair helplessly when they first met, his palm was so warm.

It was he who said to her, "Live first, make yourself strong first, maybe something good will happen in the future."

Now a member of the Armed Detective Agency, the little girl who used supernatural powers to save people turned her head away and sniffed calmly.

As a "human tiger", Atsushi Nakajima was not chased and killed by Aki Takeshita, a cadre of Mafia, but was reminded and encouraged by the other party.

When Quan Jinghua first entered Mafia, it was Takeshita Qiu who gave her comfort like a guiding light and tried her best to teach her how to fight.

She and Dun are both people who have benefited from Senior Qiu.It's just that this kindness is hard to repay.

Tanizaki appeared from the corner of the room, but didn't know what to say to Dazai.

condolences?

Don't be too sad?

Qiu's body was not left behind, maybe he might come back in the future?

……

Facing Dazai-san, who might be suppressing the pain for Aki's disappearance, Tanizaki couldn't say anything.

In the end, Dazai greeted him: "Let's go, Tanizaki-kun, go and join everyone. Ah, if you feel sad, you can cry, don't hold it back, it will hurt your body."

Tanizaki: "..."

Fukuzawa Yukichi's promise to "give Aki Takeshita a chance to join the detective agency when he wakes up" finally came to nothing.

Osamu Dazai's prophecy came to nothing very rarely. Not only did Aki Takeshita not come to him, but he also disappeared into thin air in front of all the members of the detective agency present.

Most people thought that Takeshita Aki's body was gone, only Dazai knew in his heart that Takeshita Aki had gone back to where he came from.

But Dazai didn't tell anyone.

The disappearance of Akira Takeshita has become an established fact and cannot be changed.No matter how sad you are, life must go on.

The clerks of the Armed Detective Agency heard about the failure of the members to wake up Aki Takeshita, and the emotional girl shed tears on the spot.

A friend who has been together for so long, a living partner.Death is not so easy to accept.

Aside from being sad, they no longer dared to yell loudly that they envy Mr. Dazai and Mr. Aki when they were playing and laughing like before, and that they want a boyfriend like Mr. Aki.

Once, Dazai skipped work again.

Someone inadvertently mentioned: "Mr. Dazai hasn't arrived yet? Oh, Mr. Kunikida will call Mr. Aki after a while, and then go to Mr. Dazai aggressively."

Kunikida walked to the door of the office alone, just in time to hear these words, and stopped while holding the doorknob.

"No, you asked for leave a while ago and didn't come. Mr. Aki is from the port of Mafia. He had a falling out with Mr. Kunikida, and he was seriously injured and passed away. Seriously, you didn't realize that we didn't mention Mr. Aki... ..."

"My God..."

Kunikida opened the door alone.

The clerk girls inside the door fell silent for a moment.

Kunikida Doppo looked, the girl who only worked part-time in the Armed Detective Agency and just learned of Takeshita Aki's death was already red-eyed.

The young girls greeted him timidly, and Kunikida nodded back without saying anything.

He often recalls the last time he and Takeshita Aki met each other soberly.

Why didn't he regret that he didn't speak a few words to him calmly at that time.

So that whenever Aki Takeshita was tortured inhumanely because the detective agency was suspected by the port mafia, his last impression of the detective agency was that he yelled "Get out!" at him, Kunikida Doppo would feel deeply annoyed .

This incident gave him eternal vigilance.

Is justice and ideal identity more important than closeness, or is human affection more important than principle?

If it happened again, Kunikida Doppo thought, he would still be disappointed with the identity that Aki Takeshita concealed and his innocence towards life.

But he will no longer use harsh words to stab the young man who is willing to be kind to everyone.

In the final analysis, except that Takeshita Qiu has a better reputation, his identity as a killer is no different from that of Quan Jinghua.What I demanded of him was nothing more than relying on Zhuxiaqiu's closeness to him and the importance of myself in Zhuxiaqiu's heart.

"Since Qiu is so obedient and pure in front of me, maybe he will change for me."

It's hard for Kunikida Doppo to say that he didn't have such thoughts when he got angry with Aki Takeshita.

This is actually too much.

The consequence of doing this is that he lost the last chance to have a good communication with Akira Takeshita.

For some inexplicable reason, Kunikida felt a little more indebted and guilty towards Dazai.

Osamu Dazai seemed to be aware of this, so he skipped work more confidently.

Kunikida Dobubu: "..."

Not only Kunikida Doppo, but others have also been more tolerant of Dazai's daily skipping work during this period.

However, Dazai skipped work and skipped work, and when he received a commission that needed him, he would pop up from nowhere, and he did it very well.

Seeing this, everyone gave him more laissez-faire.

Isn't it just that there is no one to be seen at ordinary times? Dazai seemed to be like this before Aki came to Buteisha, and Kunikida seemed to be jumping every day.Kunikida is not irritable now, and generally speaking, he is more harmonious than at the beginning.

The only shortcoming is that the young man who used to stick together with Dazai in the detective agency is gone. Everyone always feels that something is missing, and the office is empty.

One day, the clerks of the Armed Detective Agency got together to discuss.

"Do you feel that Mr. Dazai has been unusual recently?"

"Skipping work every day, what's abnormal?"

"Well, let me think about it... It seems that I haven't heard the news of his suicide for a while?"

"Eh, yes."

"I see, no one is scrambling to text and call Mr. Qiu after hearing about his suicide."

It used to be a very popular activity of the Armed Detective Agency.Because every time Dazai was caught committing suicide based on clues, Aki Takeshita would give milk tea to the members who "reported" successfully.

Apart from his gentle character and the enviable relationship with Dazai, the staff's favor for Akira Takeshita comes from this on the other hand.

"Speaking of which, did Mr. Qiu's number block us? Last time I accidentally sent a group message, but was rejected."

"Is the phone number sold out?"

"More like deleted."

"I don't know, isn't Mr. Qiu already... that?"

"..."

"Mr. Qiu..."

"Ugh."