please don't tell him

On the day Xu Wei left, he cleaned up the house. All the books, clothes, and supplies he could take away were taken away, and those that could not be taken away were thrown into the trash can downstairs.

It's the same as the last time when I was determined to completely break off with Wei Sheng, but it's different, but this time the sadness is even better.

The two parrots were entrusted to Xu Chengmin to take care of them, hoping that he would at least not raise them to death. Xu Wei still carried the house key because there was a small whale pendant on it.

Wait until you get a new key over there.

Both Li Xueyan and Uncle Xu were glad that he had finally opened his mind and finally compromised, so they naturally didn't pay attention to his trivial matters.

Before leaving home, Xu Wei remembered that he had promised to draw a portrait for Xu Chenyuan, but he always forgot it later. He originally wanted him to sit in front of him and paint, but unfortunately this wish did not come true.

Xu Wei sat at the desk and thought for a long time with a paintbrush. The face of Xu Chenyuan was deep and clear in his mind. He painted it several times and tore several sheets of drawing paper, but he was still not satisfied.

I always wet the drawing paper with tears, and the handwriting is blurred. How can this work?

In the end, Xu Wei did not draw a portrait of making a wish, but drew two animals.

On the screen is a big bad wolf resting its paws on the little panda lying listlessly on the side.

Put the drawing in an envelope and put it on the table.

I don't know if Xu Chengmin could see what he meant and hand over the painting to Xu Chenyuan.

Xu Chenyuan still did not give up looking for Xu Wei. He went to No.40 three times to ask his head teacher. Teacher Yang was very annoying to him and gave him a message: Xu Wei went abroad.

Where did you go?do not know.

Xu Chenyuan walked home in a daze, but was stopped by a man on the way.

The person looks familiar, but I can't remember who it is.

Xu Chengmin asked, "You are my brother's boyfriend, aren't you?"

Xu Chenyuan's eyes lit up, and he said excitedly, "You are Xu Wei's younger brother, where has he gone? Tell me!"

Xu Chengmin handed him an envelope and said, "This is for you."

Xu Chenyuan quickly opened it, and when he took out the paper inside, he was stunned.

"If you praise me, I'll draw a picture for you."

"Oh? Are our Master Xu's works so cheap? Are two sweet words enough?"

"It's not a master, it's just a clumsy work. Two sweet words from you are enough."

"Then give you another kiss as a tip."

The best memories of the two teenagers are still there at that time, everything seems like yesterday, but now that the painting has finally been received, he can no longer give him another kiss as money for the painting.

Xu Chenyuan touched the rough drawing paper, choked up and said, "Xiaowei..."

Indulging in great sadness, he looked up at Xu Chengmin and asked, "Tell me, where did he go?"

"Italy, Florence. My father and mother found him an art college, a four-year university."

"When does he come back?"

"do not know."

"He... did he ask me to wait for him?"

"I didn't say it."

"understood."

After the brief conversation ended, Xu Chenyuan took the drawing paper and prepared to leave.

"Hello!" Xu Chengmin stopped him again: "Do you have anything to say...I can pass it on for you."

"no need."

What else?Say I love him, say I'm always waiting for him?

Forget it, since he has to leave, it's better to let him live there with peace of mind, and say so many hard-to-break words, which will only increase the sadness in the end.

He loved him so much, even if he had to be sad, he hoped that his sadness would be at least a little bit less, just a little bit.

On the day Xu Wei left, the sky, which had been exposed to the sun for almost a month, finally turned cloudy, with a drizzle of drizzle, which was not enough to delay or cancel the flight.

Xu Wei stretched out his hand, and the cold raindrops fell on his palm, as if he had grasped the sadness of the whole summer.

It was time to pass the boarding gate, Xu Wei turned his head for the last time, and finally took a look at the city where his lover was.

No city he visited in the future could compare to Liucheng, because there was no one who loved him deeply.

Brother wish, I'm leaving.

I apologize to you for not saying goodbye, but I really don't have the courage to face the moment of parting. You love me so much, you must be able to indulge my willfulness this time.

I'm off to Italy, several time zones away from you, don't know when I'll be back, but it must be a long time.I know waiting is too painful, so I don't want you to wait for me, maybe when I come back, you already have your family, your children, your...

A normal life that should belong to you.

But I will still come back, even if it will be very sad, I will definitely come back to see your happiness with my own eyes.

May you always have taels of silver in your hand, may you always have two or three good friends by your side, may all the places you pass by be beautiful, and may you not be troubled by nightmares in the middle of the night.

I also hope that from now on, the current matter will be a big dream, the sea is deep and the clouds are wide, and you will walk and sing long songs, and you will forget me.