please don't tell him

Xu Chenyuan sat on the sofa dejectedly. He was not a hypocritical person, but no matter how powerful he looked, he was not really invulnerable to some injuries.

The phone that was thrown at hand rang suddenly, Xu Chenyuan unlocked the lock screen, and saw the message Xu Wei sent him.

It's a video of Cuihua and Tie Zhu, those two stupid parrots, talking cross talk to the camera.

Then a voice.

"Brother Wish! Do you think the two of them have grown up?"

The voice was so crisp, full of sunshine and hope.

Xu Chenyuan smiled wryly, and only Xu Wei...

Xu Chenyuan tidied up his emotions, cleared his throat, afraid that Xu Wei would hear something wrong with his voice, and replied: "Well, he's grown up a bit, so he can get out of the pot."

"No!" Xu Wei sent an imposing voice: "They are so cute!"

Xu Chenyuan sighed in his heart, thinking that only you would find these two chirping birds cute.

Xu Chenyuan called the phone, and Xu Wei quickly picked it up. He lay on the bed and answered softly.

Xu Chenyuan said: "Stop teasing the birds, go to bed quickly, I'll get up early for school tomorrow."

"Hmph..." A rustling voice came from over there, and Xu Wei tossed pitifully on the bed, saying, "Brother Wish, don't report such bad news to me again..."

Xu Chenyuan said dumbfoundingly: "Even if I shut up, you still have to go to school tomorrow. Be obedient and go to bed quickly."

"Well... okay, I'm going to sleep now." Xu Wei finally calmed down, and Xu Chenyuan heard a slap from over there, as if he had turned off the light.

"I hope you go to bed early too, good night!"

"Well, good night, my darling."

Xu Chenyuan sighed, threw the phone aside, lay on the bed by himself, staring at the ceiling.

Another sleepless night.

Now Xu Chenyuan has practiced the miraculous skill that even if he doesn't sleep all night, as long as he is given an early self-study time to catch up on sleep the next day, he can go to class vigorously and make trouble all day long.

So when he went to pick up Xu Wei, Xu Chenyuan hid his emaciation well and waited at the gate of Xu Wei's community on time.

Xu Wei ran out in his school uniform with a piece of bread in his mouth. When he walked up to him, he froze for a moment, then pinched Xu Chen Yuan's face, and asked him viciously, "Did you not take care of yourself last night?" sleep!"

Xu Chenyuan wondered, does Xu Wei have clairvoyance?He went out today to prevent Xu Wei from seeing his dark circles, and even covered them up with fucking foundation.

But he still kept lying, Xu Chenyuan said: "No, I definitely slept well, otherwise I would have died on the street by now."

But Xu Wei didn't believe it even to death, and snorted, "Don't lie to me! I can see it!" After speaking, he opened his eyes wide again, and asked cautiously, "Brother Wish, are you...unhappy?"

Xu Chenyuan was stunned for a moment, as if the protection in his heart had been shattered by something.

Some people say that what can defeat a strong person is not the wind and snow like a knife, or the falling of Mount Tai, but someone who stretches out his hand to you after you walk through the white sand desert and says: go home.

Xu Chenyuan stretched out his hand, hugged Xu Wei in his arms, and said softly, "It's okay, I'll be fine when I see you."

Xu Wei buried his face in his arms, and said, "Well, with me here, I hope my brother will be happy every day."

In the past few days, Xu Hai has returned home several times for the first time. This is definitely not a good thing for Xu Chenyuan. On the contrary, it is something that makes him wish to imitate Dong Cunrui and use explosives to detonate the 170-square-meter house. Blow up everything that's done.

Xu Chenyuan really wanted to grab Xu Hai by the collar and ask him, is there something wrong with your mind, why are you running back every day for the past two days?

The second thing that has been bothering Xu Chenyuan is that his parents have been unable to say a normal word for so many years. They must be silent when they are together, otherwise as long as the two sides open their mouths, it will be a battlefield in the Middle East. Xu Chenyuan often Being the Chi Yu who got hurt, Chi Yu was very helpless, clutching the wound that was constantly being stabbed, and kept thinking about what they were trying to do.

These two people seem to be competing with each other. The content of the competition is how to successfully arouse the anger of the other party within three periods, and then have a big fight. Seventeen or eighteen generations of ancestors who have passed away for many years and may not even be found anywhere.

For so many years, they have tortured each other, endlessly, and never tired of it.

In addition to the competition, it seems to be a bet. The bet is who is the first to admit that he cannot bear the endless harm from the other party. Tomb, it seems that the person who said to separate first is admitting defeat, that is, he has lost to the aggressiveness of the other party, and also lost to the honeymoon that he had before they were together.

How to decide whether to win or lose in the end, what is the penalty for the loser, and what is the reward for the winner, Xu Chenyuan does not know.

But there is also the same benefit, every time Xu Hai slams the door to leave, he will always call Xu Chenyuan aside, secretly give him a few red banknotes, let him eat and drink well, don't get tired from studying look at yourself.

Xu Chen Yuan's pockets were bulging day by day, but his mood couldn't get better.

Only when I saw Xu Wei's figure did I deeply feel that the world is worth it anyway, at least all living beings are suffering, and his little taste is still a sweet candy placed between his lips and teeth that ooze blood from gnashing his teeth.

And Xu Wei was also very disturbed during this period. He is so sensitive, like a little snail, tremblingly stretching out his two small tentacles with mucus and countless nerves to explore the world, let alone with him. Intimately make a wish.Xu Chenyuan never loses his temper in front of him, let alone share those negative energies with him, but Xu Wei still knows that his wish brother is not happy.

I've never seen Xu Chen Yuan like this before. He is surly but like a lone wolf whose claws have been pulled out. He is so irritable that he wants to destroy the world. Unfortunately, he is the only one who will be destroyed in the end.

He was worried about him, but didn't know what to do.

The cold winter has passed, and the cold spring has passed, and the genius of Liucheng is gradually warming up. Before the sun has traveled so long to warm the city, Qingming is approaching again.

It rains a lot during the Qingming Festival. This is not a nonsense. It began to rain continuously in mid-March. Soaked in such a humid climate, the wicker and the moss on the roadside sprouted together.There were not many people wandering around the campus in No. [-] Middle School on weekdays, and at this time due to the dark sky, there were not many people to be seen.

This afternoon, Xu Chenyuan stood in the corridor leaning on the pillars and waited for Xu Wei to leave school. The physics teacher was drawing a force analysis diagram of an object moving on an absolutely smooth plane in the classroom. The students below were confused. Here, drowsy and drowsy, it feels like a big scene of cultivating immortals.

"Xu Chenyuan." Someone called him behind him, Xu Chenyuan turned his head, and saw Song Xi standing beside him holding the lesson plan and smiling like a spring breeze.

Because of Xu Wei, Xu Chenyuan dealt with Song Xi a few more times, and gradually changed his opinion of him slightly.

This man is very gentle, and he always speaks in a calm manner. His voice is as clear as a stream in Qinghe Town, a small county under Liucheng. Every time he speaks, he always gives people a sense of eloquence. To resent such a person.

No wonder Xu Wei likes him.

"Teacher Song." Xu Chenyuan greeted him. Since he knew the relationship between himself and Xu Wei, he didn't have to be hypocritical, and said proactively, "I'm waiting for Xu Wei to leave school."

Song Xi smiled and said, "I know, that's why I came to you at this time."

Xu Chenyuan wondered, "Looking for me?"

Song Xi nodded, he never beat around the bush when he spoke, so he said straight to the point: "You are not in a good state recently, Xu Wei is very worried about you."

He never thought that Song Xi would tell him this. Xu Chenyuan was taken aback. It is true that he is not very good at controlling his emotions, but he is not the kind who is willing to reveal his pain to others, so in his mind Thinking frantically, how can I think of a reason to fool Song Xi.

Unexpectedly, Song Xi didn't ask him, but just smiled and said: "Most of all emotional unhappiness stems from unsatisfactory life. Since you have unsatisfactory places, then I don't need to expose your scars. It's too boring. It's just that Xu Wei is worried about you, and he is always absent-minded when talking to me. I asked for a long time before he was willing to tell me that you are not very happy recently. He doesn't know how to make you happy .”

Xu Chenyuan was silent, and said, "That brat Xu Wei is used to worrying about nothing."

Song Xi laughed, "He cares about you, and considers you more important than himself."

Xu Chenyuan was naturally sweet in his heart, so he said: "He doesn't have to worry about himself at all, I am very happy when he is by my side."

Song Xi said flatly: "That's true, but seeing your sweetheart is always depressed, but he doesn't know how to prescribe the right medicine, you will definitely feel uneasy. You might as well go and have a good talk with him."

Xu Chenyuan didn't bother to correct his "depressed" vocabulary, because Xu Chenyuan didn't think that he was a desolate gesture of compassion, he should still eat and drink, it didn't make any difference, it was just that Song Xi had been teaching foreign languages ​​for a long time , it is not so appropriate when using Chinese idioms.

"I see, I'll tell him."

Song Xi smiled and said, "You care about him too, that's good. Then, as a teacher, I'm going to tell you the next thing."

"You treat yourself as a lone wolf, and you won't back down even if you fight alone among thousands of horses. I know that it is heroic to fight against life, but it will be too tragic in the end. Even if you win in the end, you will be defeated." Is it a good thing to have scars all over your body?"

Xu Chenyuan was stunned.

"A real warrior learns to reconcile with life, student Xu."

Some people say that when some people talk, they give people a sense of enlightenment. Listening to Jun's words is better than reading ten years of books. Xu Chenyuan does not have such a refined feeling, and he has never felt that he can get advice from the other party when he talks to someone, but Song Xi's words Reconciliation with life seems to be a blow to the head.

Because of his love for Xu Wei, he can reveal his gentle nature, why can't he keep some of that tenderness for himself?

In Xu Chenyuan's script, it is not Xu Wei who should be treated tenderly by him, but himself.