please don't tell him

Xu Wei put on his clothes and was about to go out. Two parrots on the balcony were chirping. He walked to the door, turned back, reached out to touch the parrot's tail feathers, and murmured, "I'm going to find a father for the two of you." gone."

Cuihua and Tie Zhu tilted their heads to look at him.

Xu Wei smiled and asked himself: "What if he doesn't agree?"

"If he doesn't agree, I'll send you two there, quarrel with him every day, and wake him up!"

Xu Wei was full of grand plans and great achievements, but he was discouraged after leaving the house, and sat in the car feeling uneasy.

How timid I am, I am afraid of your rejection, afraid of seeing your indifferent face, but maybe seeing you on this trip will lead to a grand and beautiful future, and I am willing to give it a try.

Xu Chenyuan was sitting on the sofa at home looking out the window in a daze. Ms. Chen Liping was annoyed when she saw that he was so out of control when he came back. Have you finished your homework?"

Xu Chenyuan was in a bad mood and didn't bother to argue with her. He finished the beer in his hand, squeezed the can, raised his hand and threw it into the trash can, and then went into his room with his schoolbag.

Behind him, Ms. Chen was still complaining, cursing and saying how he had developed such an unpleasant temper.

Xu Chenyuan sneered, thinking who is to blame, don't you have any idea?Now his temper is good enough, these days with Xu Wei, he has gradually restrained his previous hostile appearance, loving someone made him pull out the thorns all over his body, so that he can give his lover a soft embrace.

Xu Chenyuan raised his hand and looked at his watch. It was exactly the same watch as the one he gave to Xu Wei. The hands rotated little by little, recording the time he and Xu Wei spent together.

I don't know if he likes his gift or not. The last time he was separated, he was so disturbed that he didn't dare to stay and look at him when he saw him today. If he still blames himself, if he still loves Wei Sheng...Xu Chenyuan didn't know if he could bear that kind of disappointment.

He had never liked someone so much before, so much that he didn't even have the courage to take a second look.

Xu Chenyuan lit a cigarette, but always forgot to smoke. His mind was full of Xu Wei's figure, and he didn't even realize that the ash fell on his feet. He looked out the window, and it was completely dark , it's 08:30, three and a half hours to go, and the year is coming to an end.

What is Xu Wei doing now?Is he waiting for the time to pass like himself, or standing on the balcony to tease those two stupid parrots? I don’t know if he has put on more clothes, what should he do if he is blown by the cold wind while standing on the balcony...

Xu Chenyuan laughed at himself, pressed the cigarette butt on the window sill to extinguish his anger, raised his hand to cover his face, thinking that he was really becoming more and more like an old mother, but that little heartless white-eyed wolf Also fucking ungrateful.

Suddenly, Xu Chenyuan seemed to vaguely see a figure standing under the street lamp downstairs. He probed to see that person was walking around in the cold, and raised his head from time to time to look at the window on his side, as if Thinking about something.

It was too dark, and Xu Chenyuan lived on a high floor, so he couldn't see who that person was at all, but for some reason, his heartbeat suddenly intensified, and even his hands were shaking.

Xu Chenyuan felt that he couldn't even make a sound. The man seemed to be doing something with his head down. The mobile phone that Xu Chenyuan threw aside suddenly rang, knocking him awake completely. Xu Chenyuan rushed over to pick up the mobile phone to watch , A message popped out from the blank WeChat interface, a person whose profile picture was a red panda sent him a photo.Xu Chenyuan clicked on it, and his eyes widened instantly.

It is the entrance of the unit in my own community.

He didn't even know how to put on his coat, he just woke up like a dream, and ran out of the door with bare feet on slippers. Ms. Chen, who was wearing a mask behind her and brushing vibrato, was startled by him. The mask fell off, and she screamed Said: "Why are you going?! What time is it! No clothes! It's minus [-] or [-] degrees outside, do you want to freeze to death?!"

Xu Chenyuan doesn't care about that, just freeze to death, he's going to chase his love, he can't fucking wait a second!

During the tens of seconds of the elevator going down, Xu Chenyuan felt that it was the longest distance he had traveled in his life. In the small space, Xu Chenyuan couldn't breathe, his fingers were trembling, and his ears were full of The sound of his own violent heartbeat.

The elevator door opened, Xu Chenyuan was about to rush out when he bumped into Xu Wei who was staring at Yuanyuan eyes.

The two stood at the elevator door, looking at each other, but couldn't speak a word.

Thousands of words, touching and touching words, can't compare to the same rapid heartbeat of two people who are ringing in my ears at this moment.

At the moment of seeing each other, the voice from the bottom of my heart is conveyed to the other party. It is not necessary to say a few words, it is enough to confirm that two people are in love with each other.

The elevator door closed slowly, and the light that shone on the two of them dimmed. The hall was silent for a while, and the darkness gave them enough courage to step forward and hug each other.

Xu Chenyuan hugged Xu Wei tightly in his arms, heavy panting sounded above Xu Wei's head, he seemed to be trying his best to restrain something, and finally when he felt Xu Wei reaching out to embrace him, he opened his mouth. mouth.

His voice was hoarse and trembling, and the words buried in his heart for so long finally came out.

"Xiaowei, I like you, I really like you."

Xu Wei raised his head and looked at Xu Chenyuan's bright eyes in the dark, tears could not stop falling.

The previous entanglement, apprehension, and fear have all disappeared at this moment, leaving only the thumping heart, which is as sweet as sugar in the mouth, and the sweetness reaches the bottom of the heart. From then on, they will share this love and make a new promise to never again. Promise not to part.

The snow disappearing in the early spring, the swallows passing over the eaves, the goldfish jumping up from the water, there are thousands of beautiful things in this world, I only remember meeting you when I was young, and you planted a sugar in my heart heart field.

Xu Chenyuan looked at him and asked dumbfoundedly, "Why are you crying? Are you happy?"

Xu Wei nodded repeatedly, threw himself into Xu Chenyuan's arms, buried his head on his neck, and burst into tears.

After Xu Wei finished crying, he was too shy to look up at his face. Xu Chenyuan smiled and lifted his chin with his hand, kissed his forehead, and said, "Xiaowei, I may have been a candy seller in my previous life. I have only met such a sweet you in my life."

Xu Wei looked at Xu Chen Yuan with tears in his eyes, sniffed, and said, "Brother Yuan, I'm sorry..."

Xu Chenyuan sat in the stairwell with his arms around Xu Wei, rubbed his hair, and said, "What are you apologizing for? My brother is sorry for you. I made you unhappy that day by saying stupid things."

Xu Wei shook his head again, took the initiative to hold Xu Chen Yuan's hand, and muttered: "I'm not unhappy, I'm just afraid..."

Xu Chenyuan looked at his little face that was flushed from the cold, feeling distressed, and warmed him with his hands: "Little fool..."

Xu Wei smiled and took off Xu Chenyuan's hand, held it in the palm of his hand, stared into Xu Chenyuan's eyes, and said: "You all say I am stupid, and I also feel stupid. I have been injured, and I still have to go Believe in others, but I just want to get happiness, in order to find it, I always have to take some detours."

"Being with Wei Sheng before, I was not happy, and after we separated from him, I was also very painful, but that can't stop me from coming to you."

People always say that love can make people hurt, but they never thought that the feeling that makes people sad is not love.

Love should be two people together, living a sweet life together.

Xu Chenyuan stared at him blankly, the desire/desire surging in his heart could no longer be controlled, he held Xu Wei's hand, hugged him tightly, and kissed his lips.

Xu Wei didn't expect him to do this suddenly, blushing, but obediently nestled in his arms, accepting a loving kiss.

Between the lips and teeth is the temperature of the other party, which burns deeply in the bottom of his heart, as if someone shot a gun in his heart. The imprint there is left for him by Chen Yuan, and it will be engraved on his heart and bones for life after life. They grow up, grow old, die, and reincarnate.

I don't want to live forever, I just want to take your love and find you in the next life.