please don't tell him

That night, Xu Wei didn't know how he got home, and he didn't open the box Xu Chenyuan handed him in the end.

I just remember that when I got home, there was light snow in the sky.

The first snow of this winter fell at the turn of Christmas Eve and Christmas, and it made the city white and flawless. The snowflakes under the light and shadow were crystal clear, and when it fell into the palm, it was icy cold.

At the end of the year, he has nothing left.

At that time he was so hysterical, he felt that making a wish had shattered his dream, but when he calmed down now, he felt that everything was nothing more than that.What he thought was unforgettable was just lying to himself that he was more noble than Wei Gao, valued that part of the past more than him, and used it to hurt Xu Chenyuan. Only now did he realize how stupid he was.

Who said he didn't hate, who said he didn't complain, those tears were at best just a show for himself.

After the weekend passed, Xu Wei went to class and did his homework as if nothing had happened, his heart was bleeding, but he didn't let anyone see it on the surface.

The final exam was about to come, and the teacher asked the students to sort out the knowledge points in the papers they had used in the previous exams. Xu Wei flipped through the papers, sorted out the question types, and rushed into the classroom at the same table, shouting: "Xu Wei Wei Xuwei! Hurry up! Let me copy the notes! The teacher is going to check today!"

"Oh." Xu Wei pushed the Wenzong notebook over to her, and she flipped it over, and a piece of paper fell out of it.

"Ah!" The deskmate looked at the painting in amazement and asked, "Do you still keep it?"

Xu Wei was taken aback, and nodded.

The deskmate stared at the person in the painting with an idiot face, and said: "I saw Senior Xu Chenyuan when I was having breakfast just now! Oh, he is so handsome... Hey, by the way, why are you so handsome these two days? Didn't you see him coming to see you?"

Xu Wei lowered his head sadly and said, "Probably... the exam is coming soon, he must be busy."

From that day on, Xu Chenyuan never contacted him again, never rang his wechat or phone, and he never came to the class to look for him again.

Is it over?He must not want to talk to himself anymore.

The deskmate is usually quite nervous, but this time she was quite sensitive. She was copying notes like crazy, and asked, "Did you two quarrel?"

Xu Wei smiled wryly and said, "Nothing."

"Who are you bluffing?" The deskmate poked Xu Wei's face with the end of his pen, and said, "He looks like he's about to cry, and he hasn't quarreled yet? Tell me, did he bully you?"

"No... really not."

The deskmate thought for a while, and said: "Well... If you quarrel, go and make up. He treats you so well, and you care about him so much. It's a pity that the two missed each other because of a small matter."

Does he... care about him that much?

Xu Wei lay on the table, and said in a muffled voice, "It's not a small matter."

The deskmate smiled and asked: "It's not a small matter, how big a matter can it be? How big a matter can rival your love... Ah no, brotherhood?"

"It's a big, big thing. Probably, he doesn't want to talk to me anymore."

Recently, Xu Wei's mood is even more depressed than before. While sending a live broadcast to the little sister at the same table, saying that this is definitely fucking love, at the same time, he doesn't know how to appease him, so he can only type a line on the screen of the mobile phone Character:

"What kind of shocking sadomasochism is this riding on a horse!!! I'm going to start writing crispy duck literature again! My beautiful deskmate and handsome senior Xipi can last another 500 years!!!"

Xu Wei didn't know the inner drama at the same table, and he didn't expect her to comfort him, so he lay on the table alone, his mind was full of what he said to Xu Chenyuan that day.

Regret, disappointment, and being happy with Xu Chenyuan can make him forget all the unhappy things, such as betrayal, loneliness, and hurt. This person is with him and has experienced all the bad things in this world. , but trying to hold all the good things in front of him.

Xu Wei was depressed, he took out his mobile phone, and flipped through Weibo, Moments, all empty, nothing could fill the void in his heart.

He also thought of the box he threw at home, the gift that has not been opened so far, it seems that if he doesn't touch it, this inexplicable but warm time will never come to an end, and he can still have a sweet dream.

It's time to wake up from the dream, this is a lonely life, how can we expect to be accompanied.

On this day, the study committee member of the class suddenly came to him and said that he was in a hurry, and asked Xu Wei if he could go to the printing room to pick up the homework that was left for the New Year's holiday. Xu Wei agreed, but he realized that the year was finally coming to an end .

He spent a week in a daze, and did not wait for the news of making a wish, but Su Yi.

Su Yi asked him on WeChat, is there anyone to accompany during the New Year's Eve, and do you want to be with my sister?

Xu Wei showed a self-deprecating smile, and replied to the message that he would definitely attend the appointment. At least, he would not be alone in a small room in the villa, waiting for the arrival of the new year.

After returning from the printing room, Xu Wei was walking on the road with a stack of papers in his arms. All he could think about was making a wish, how he would celebrate the new year, whether he would drink all night with his friends, and a group of young people standing in front of each other like on TV. There is a carnival accompanied by flying snow on the roof of a certain building. His life always seems to be much more interesting than his own. Will that senior sister named Lin Wan also be there? Will she take advantage of this time to be with her favorite? He confessed?

The bottom of his heart was sour, and the tip of his nose was also sore. He raised his hand to wipe his foggy eyes, but he didn't pay attention to his feet, and slipped on the hard ice trampled by the snow on the side of the road, and fell hard to the ground.

"what!!!"

The tailbone felt like it was about to crack, and the test paper in his hand was flying around. Xu Wei had burst into tears just now. He sat on the ground in a daze, and suddenly heard a familiar voice from above his head.

"How are you? Does it hurt from the fall?"

Xu Wei's heart trembled. He looked up and saw Xu Chenyuan's face. He quickly wiped away his tears and tried to get up: "I'm fine, I'm fine...!"

Xu Chenyuan's hand that wanted to help him froze in mid-air, sighed, put it down again, knelt down to help him organize the test papers that fell on the ground, and handed him a neat pile.

Xu Wei took it with his head down, and whispered, "Thank you."

"Walking around, I don't know what I'm thinking about every day." After speaking, Xu Chenyuan left without looking back.

He thought... he would smile at himself, put his hands through his hair, and call himself an idiot.

He thought...he would still like himself.

Xu Wei stood where he was, watching his leaving back, feeling so flustered that he was about to go crazy.

It's over, it's over, he really hates me, he really doesn't want me anymore!

What to do? What to do? What to do.

He's angry, he's angry!

Xu Wei waited anxiously until school was over. As soon as he got home, he went around every corner of the house, rummaging through boxes and cabinets to find a bunch of things, including the pillow Wei Sheng gave him, the mobile phone case of his and Wei Sheng’s couple, Pendants, necklaces, rings, the photo of Wei Sheng and him, and the alarm clock he hid under the cabinet were all turned out, and then thrown into a huge garbage bag, which was tightly tied around the mouth.

No more, no more, no more!

He doesn't want any memories of the past, or the self he loved so deeply!

Xu Wei dragged the garbage bag to go out, and saw the unopened gift box on the corner of the table, a foggy blue velvet box, Xu Wei threw down the garbage bag and opened the box.

There was a slight clicking sound, and there was a watch inside, with a dark blue strap and a dial with a starry sky face. He suddenly remembered the watch that Xu Chenyuan was wearing when he caught a glimpse today, and he suddenly realized.

Everything was clear, and he almost, just a little bit, missed it.

Xu Wei dragged the garbage bag stuffed to the brim with two years of old time, stepped on the trash can outside the door, and with a loud bang, the bag was thrown into the trash can .

Bye bye.

"Goodbye."

Xu Wei murmured to the trash can, he sniffed sharply, and ran back on his slippers. Xu Chengmin, who had just come back from school behind him, saw him with a dazed expression, and asked, "Brother, what are you doing?" Tidying up the room?"

He didn't respond to Xu Chengmin, and ran upstairs on his own. After entering the room, he dialed Su Yi's phone number and said, "I'm sorry, Sister Su! I can't go out with you tonight!"

Su Yi on the other end of the phone froze for a moment, and asked, "Why? Are you okay?"

Xu Wei nodded heavily, as if confirming something with himself: "I...I'm going, looking for a very important person!"

Su Yi seemed to understand something, she was silent for a while, and asked, "Aren't you afraid? What if he doesn't like you, what if he hurts you..."

"I'm not afraid!" Xu Wei interrupted Su Yi and said, "I'm more afraid of missing him."

On the other end of the phone, Su Yi smiled and said, "Little fool. Xu Wei, I wish you good luck."