All the hardships in the entertainment industry

In fact, Quan Zhilong had seen Han Xiuyan's text message a long time ago, but he didn't know how to reply, or he couldn't bear to say such cruel words.To be honest, he has always had a good impression of Han Soo-yeon, thinking that she is talented and hard-working, and the two of them get along very well.It was really an impulsive accident to ask Han Soo-yeon to be his girlfriend at the beginning. In fact, Kwon Ji-yong regretted it when Han Soo-yeon agreed to him, but he couldn't tell that it was just a joke when he saw the girl's shy but joyful expression; Now that the mistake has been made, he thought at that time that this girl is actually really nice, let’s try to date her, although it’s really wrong for him to fall in love with a girl with such thoughts, but he must treat her better in the future .Feeling guilty, Quan Zhilong really took care of Han Soo-yeon as considerately and tenderly as his 24-filial boyfriend after confirming his relationship with Han Soo-yeon.Quan Zhilong found out more and more: No matter how good Xiuyan is, she is not the Zhener he liked before. Although they are both confident and cute, they are different just because they are different.With the popularity of "Lie" in the new album "1stMiniAlbum-Always", he also recovered from the blow of loss. The BIG stick group has been completely popular, and he is busy every day, which makes him slowly get rid of the failure of his first love pain.As for going to bed with Han Xiuyan, it was even more unexpected. That day he had a private celebration meeting with the brothers in the dormitory in the dormitory. He was in a good mood, so he called Xiuyan over to share his joy. He was drunk, anyway, when he was sober, he and Xiuyan were already in bed.

In fact, Quan Zhilong was sober when Xiuyan left, but he felt that he didn't have the face to face this girl. He knew very well that he didn't love this girl. Although he had a vague crush on her, if he hadn't been so impulsive to pursue her at the beginning, maybe in the future One day, when I completely forget Jin'er, I may fall in love with this girl, but it's too late to say anything now, he was wrong, and he did it wrong from the beginning; Quan Zhilong regrets that he impulsively used Xiuyan's love for him. Love makes the woman a substitute for Zhen'er, and at this time he regrets even more that he had sex with her before he fell in love with her.

That day, Quan Zhilong looked at the dazzling red on the white bed sheet and smiled wryly. He felt the girl in his arms move and wanted to wake up. He immediately closed his eyes and pretended to sleep. He didn't know what face he should use to go Facing this girl who treats herself wholeheartedly.He waited until the girl got up lightly, and then under the cover of the quilt, he secretly watched the girl with many bruises on her snow-white skin struggle to pick up the clothes from the floor and put them on one by one. Quan Zhilong watched the girl use some After leaving the room with an unnatural walking posture, he covered his eyes and despised his despicable cowardice.

After that incident, Quan Zhilong also thought about caring for the girl as before to make up for each other, but he couldn't press the dial button while holding the mobile phone, and he couldn't type a word when sending text messages. On the one hand, the evil Quan Zhilong was inducing him to say: "She is also willing, she likes you, it's just love, no one can guarantee that love will not break up..." On the one hand, the kind Quan Zhilong spurned him: "Are you worthy of this girl who has always cared about you? You are a scumbag, you use an innocent girl as a substitute for you to transfer your pain..."

Quan Zhilong was busy playing songs on major TV stations to promote, while being accused by his own conscience, if he used Xiuyan to forget the pain of losing Zhener before, then now he can only bear the hurt of Xiuyan alone Afterward self-torture; the first love with Zhener was just my own wishful thinking, and the only person who was hurt was myself, but the love with Han Soo-yeon was my first love in the true sense, the first time he kissed a girl, the first time Going shopping and dating girls like a couple, and even having an adult relationship for the first time... Is this God's fooling?How wonderful it would be if the one I loved was Xiuyan.

Looking at the text message sent by Han Soo-yeon, he fell into a long silence---

In the dormitory, young lady Lee Seung Hyun pointed to the captain curiously and asked Dong Yong Bae beside him, "Brother Sun, what's wrong with the captain? Did you break up in love? I said that it's normal for Xiuyan to get rid of Brother Zhilong because she's so pretty." Lee Seung-hyun, who is jealous that the captain has a beautiful girlfriend, said with a little malicious speculation.

Dong Yong Pei hurriedly covered the maknae's mouth and glared at him to warn him not to talk nonsense. Everyone could see that Zhilong really had a problem these days and it was related to Han Soo-yeon. Among them, Dong Yong Pei knew Zhilong the most clearly. Long's depression is definitely not because of being dumped by Soo Yeon.When he woke up in the living room that morning, he saw Zhilong leaving the living room with the bed cover in his arms. He happened to see some blood on the bed cover. Thinking that everyone was drunk that day, including Han Xiuyan, they probably knew what happened, but Afraid of Quan Zhilong's embarrassment, he kept pretending to be asleep, but when Quan Zhilong packed the quilt cover in a bag and went out and came back empty-handed, he felt something was wrong. Throw it away, after all, the blood stains can still be cleaned, and this is the first time with your girlfriend, which is worth remembering, isn't it something dirty that needs to be thrown away?At that time, Dong Yongpei couldn't figure it out, but after so many days, Quan Zhilong didn't mention his girlfriend's name at all like he was in love. Dong Yongpei has always been the person who knows Quan Zhilong best, and he probably knows too. What happened.

Although he despises Quan Zhilong for doing such hurtful things, he still stands by Quan Zhilong's side as a brother who grew up with him. After all, love is a matter between the two of them. As a brother, we can only watch from the sidelines. It shouldn't be too much.

Quan Zhilong, who has been thinking for a long time, finally made up his mind and sent a text message to Han Soo-yeon, saying: Let's meet!in the old place. ----BY: Quan Zhilong

Han Xiuyan finally smiled when she saw Quan Zhilong's text message, and eagerly found the set of clothes that Quan Zhilong gave her from the closet to change into, and then carefully looked in the mirror and ran out of the dormitory secretly when she felt that she was in good condition Lou, luckily all the elder sisters have returned home at this time, and because she has been in a cold war with her father for several years, she dare not provoke her father with the matter of her debut, so she went out of the dormitory smoothly. Both of them like it very much. place to stay.

When Han Soo-yeon approached, she saw that Quan Zhilong was already sitting on the lawn, staring into the distance in a daze. The moment Han Soo-yeon saw Quan Zhilong, all her sorrows before her were completely gone, and she only had the joy and joy of seeing her beloved sweet.She couldn't help showing a sweet smile and said, "Zhilong, have you been waiting for me for a long time?"

Hearing the voice, Quan Zhilong stood up and turned around to look at the girl standing there with a smile. He suddenly felt that what he did next was really cruel, but he couldn't feel that it was just love like before, he couldn't bear it. Feeling a heavy burden of guilt for hurting this innocent girl by cheating.

When Han Soo-yeon saw the strange look in her lover's eyes, she felt that something had changed. Han Soo-yeon keenly sensed the crisis and felt very uneasy and wanted to step forward and hug him--

Han Soo-yeon, who was about to touch Quan Zhilong, just stood there in a daze, why did he avoid herself?He is his girlfriend, and the two of them had such an intimate relationship, why did he avoid it?Han Xiuyan looked at him very hurt, her eyes were full of puzzlement.

Quan Zhilong also felt bad, he felt that he was a jerk now, and he hurt this girl more deeply than he was hurt by Zhener.I'm sorry, Soo-yeon.I don't ask you to forgive me for my temporary escape, because even I think I'm unforgivable, but I'm sorry, I failed to persist in this farce-like relationship until the end when you took the initiative to break up.

Quan Zhilong looked at the girl and said: "Xiuyan, I'm sorry, let's break up!" He saw the girl looking at him incredulously, and then the red eyes made him unable to bear to look any longer, he avoided the girl's sight and continued to say : "You are about to debut, and you will meet many good boys in the future. Forget about me, it doesn't matter if you hate me. I am sorry for you. It is my fault from the beginning to the end."

Han Soo-yeon realized the meaning of Quan Zhilong's words, is this a breakup?why?

"Did I do something wrong? Is there something I didn't do well enough?" Han Xiuyan looked at Quan Zhilong and asked in a soft voice, her eyes were clouded by tears, she found that she couldn't see clearly the boy she loved so seriously true appearance.

Quan Zhilong felt that he was about to be overwhelmed by guilt, why didn't she beat him up, why didn't she scold him, why did she have to cry so sadly, and looked at him with that desperate look... Quan Zhilong Long felt the pressure that took his breath away again, and he had never wanted to be beaten so hard before.

"You are very good, you are the best girl I have ever seen, pure, kind, beautiful, cute, confident and considerate, really, you are very good. But I'm sorry, we are really not suitable." Quan Zhilong couldn't find any reason to break up, The only reason he can't say it, he really can't say it after that relationship.In the past half a month, he was afraid that the girl would break down and be unbearable if he confessed. Today, the girl's dream is about to come true. Under such circumstances, he said that breaking up should make the girl less hurt.

Han Xiuyan shook her head again and again and said in a hoarse voice: "No, who cares that you sent me a good person card, I don't want to break up, why do we break up? I don't understand, I don't understand, why? Why is it like this?" After finishing speaking Wanting to go forward to catch the boy, Quan Zhilong didn't run away this time, and let the girl cry heart-piercingly in his arms. He also wavered for a moment, but soon became firmer in his determination. Can't forget how can Zhen'er continue to deceive this girl's feelings like this?She is still young, even if she is in pain now, the pain will gradually disappear after her debut, and many boys will treat her sincerely, after all, she is such an excellent girl.

Quan Zhilong felt the mood of the girl in his arms gradually stabilized, so he pulled the girl away and said, "Just treat it as my bastard, I'm sorry for you, it doesn't matter how much you hate me, I'm sorry, I know I can make up for it no matter what I say." I can't hurt you, but I'm really sorry. If you need my help in the future, I will definitely help you. This is what I owe you. I'm really sorry-",

Han Xiuyan stared blankly at the back of the boy who left without hesitation and even forgot to cry. She seemed to hear the sound of her heart breaking. The pain like a knife began to spread from the heart, and the tears flowed uncontrollably. …

Just like this, she watched the boy leave quietly and shed tears until she could no longer see him. She squatted on the ground and bit her little arm with her teeth to prevent herself from crying, biting hard so that she could feel the arm The pain from it seems that only in this way can I forget how much my heart hurts.

The author has something to say: I promise not to hack anyone, especially GD.I'm just writing about the most honest reactions of teenage boys and girls to situations like this.