Cannon fodder partner dressed as a disabled villain

For the past ten years, every morning was a dark beginning for Shen Shuheng.

In his sleep, he sometimes felt short-lived relief, but when he was awake, every second was suffering.

He never felt that life had any "meaning", only hatred and anger supported him to move forward, and later, those angers turned into crazy plundering of wealth and power, and became inertial calculations.

Gradually, he has everything he needs, and he can finally take revenge. Looking back at the past ten years, it seems that only at the moment when the goal is finally achieved, he gets a short-lived pleasure.

But that was just a mechanical pleasure, a sign that he could finally get out of a hellish time, but it had nothing to do with "pleasure" or "happiness".

But, so what if he is freed? The future is still as dark as before.

Just when he was convinced that he would spend his life in this kind of darkness, a ray of light suddenly appeared in his life.

Mischievous and smart, and then gradually became more and more dazzling.

He wanted to hold this light in the palm of his hand.

Later, his light tells him that he loves him.

The scene that he never expected has now become a reality. His light is nestling in his arms safely at this moment, close to him unsuspectingly, relying on him, and accompanying him to welcome the morning sun.

Life is complete, no more extravagant expectations.

If possible, he would like to let Yun Yan sleep in his arms, get up together near noon, and enjoy delicious food at the dining table together.In the afternoon, they might be able to go for a walk or even a run outside the estate.

However, today happened to be a good time, and we should do something more meaningful to Yun Yan.

He pinched Yun Yan's face, watched him open his eyes and act like a baby in a daze: "I still want to sleep..."

"Get up," Shen Shuheng said, "Today happens to be the day when Ms. Yu Jingxiao goes to the orphanage to be a volunteer."

Yun Yan instantly sobered up a lot.

Yu Jingxiao is the mother of "Qiao Siyu".

"I, I, I just came back..." Yun Yan looked at him nervously: "Could it be another day?"

In fact, he wanted to see his mother very much, but... he couldn't make enough mental preparations.

"I usually want to see her, but there are very few suitable opportunities. If I miss it this time, I will have to wait until next month." Shen Shuheng explained - if it wasn't like this, he also wanted Yun Yan to sleep for a while.

Next month is too long, and there is still uncertainty about what will happen, Yun Yan thought about it, and decided to go today, so he hurriedly got up.

Before Shen Shuheng showed Yun Yan the profile of Yu Jingxiao, Yu Jingxiao in the profile was quite different from Yun Yan's impression.

In Yun Yan's memory, Yu Jingxiao was a pampered full-time wife for the first 16 years.

She comes from an ordinary background, but she is very beautiful. She has been a school beauty since junior high school, and Qiao Siyu's good looks are almost inherited from her.At the same time, she was smart and eager to learn, and she was also a leader among her peers when she went to university. Later, she fell in love with Qiao Siyu's father and got married soon after graduation.

Father Qiao had been obsessed with her for several years, but when Qiao Siyu was in junior high school, the Qiao family encountered a crisis, and Yu Jingxiao could only do nothing to help her. Came back to his senses from "Issimism", and began to feel that Yu Jingxiao had a face, but he didn't help him support the strength of the Qiao family.

A rift began to develop between the couple, until when Qiao Siyu was just in high school, Qiao's father fell in love with a female boss, who was his business partner, and confessed to Yu Jingxiao directly during the stage of mental infidelity.

Before that, Yu Jingxiao had already discovered the indelible rift between the two, and the two who were originally happy had been arguing constantly for two years.She had collapsed and despaired, but when Father Qiao confessed to her, she didn't say anything and accepted the fact very calmly.

After that came the divorce, Yu Jingxiao didn't ask for much property, even Qiao Siyu was awarded to the Qiao family.

Ever since she decided to divorce, she has been indifferent.

If she hadn't seen her mother crying secretly in the room, Qiao Siyu might have always thought that her mother didn't care.

However, even crying could not destroy her strength. This divorce completely pulled her out of her dream as a little girl, woke her up, and made her face the cruelty of this world.

She quickly forced herself to accept the cruelty.

After the divorce, she got part of the property, but she didn't squander it. Instead, she rented in an ordinary private house. With her education and a few contacts, she found a job as a clerk and started working from nine to five. Life.

Although Qiao Siyu was sentenced to the Qiao family, he was old enough to have his own ideas - anyway, his father was often away, so he stayed at home at night, but he always ate lunch and dinner with his mother.

At that time, he thought that he could stay with his mother until she walked out of the haze of the past, but he didn't expect that just a few months after his parents divorced, he died because of saving Shen Shuheng.

When Shen Shuheng showed Yun Yan the later materials, there was obvious guilt on his face.

For Yu Jingxiao, she originally thought that divorce was the greatest tribulation in her life, but she never thought that there would be even greater tribulations waiting for her afterwards.

Learning of her son's death was the darkest moment of her life.

The successive blows made her almost unable to support, and in the end, it was her elderly mother who pulled her out of the quagmire.

Qiao Siyu's grandma is a faithful Buddhist. Although she was in unbearable grief and had a serious illness, she survived in the end. After that, she always comforted her daughter, saying that Qiao Siyu died to save others, and there will be good rewards , the next life will definitely be born into a happy family.

Although Yu Jingxiao doesn't believe in past and present lives, she can only comfort herself in this way - in grief, people always have to find a fulcrum, whether true or not, what she wants is to convince herself and save herself from the dark whirlpool come out.

Everyone has the instinct to save themselves.

Although Yu Jingxiao never believed in Buddhism, she was often dragged by her mother to participate in some Buddhist activities. Later, she met another layman, who was a member of the council of a large charity organization, and learned about her experience Afterwards, she was asked if she would like to work for a charity.

Yu Jingxiao agreed.

This time, she found the real fulcrum.

Today, she has become one of the main persons in charge of that charity organization, committed to reforming and optimizing the charity operation model, constantly pursuing her own "meaning", and letting that meaning support her to move forward.

It wasn't until five years ago that she finally reunited with another man, and documents show that she now has a stepdaughter and later gave birth to a daughter of her own.

Shen Shuheng had already contacted the person in charge here before, and the person in charge was very surprised when he heard that it was them, but hesitant at the same time.And when Shen Shuheng said that the two just wanted to do volunteer work for a day, and there was no media to follow, the person in charge readily agreed.

The children's welfare home was a little far away from home. It was almost ten o'clock in the morning when Yun Yan and Shen Shuheng arrived at the welfare home, and they had to report to the person in charge first.

When they were going to the person in charge's office, they passed by an activity room. Through the window, Yun Yan saw the middle-aged woman who was teaching the children how to do handicrafts.

The moment Yun Yan saw her, almost immediately he couldn't move.

From a great distance, he recognized at once that it was his mother, although she was no longer young.

She used to be pampered, and she had Qiao Siyu as soon as she graduated from university. When Qiao Siyu was 16 years old, mother and son went out together, and she was always regarded as Qiao Siyu's older sister.

But now, ten years later, she is much older than before, and there are already traces of time on her face.

Yun Yan felt sad for a while, and his eyes gradually turned red.

The hand was gently held, Yun Yan turned his head, and saw Shen Shuheng looking at him seriously.

He wanted to say something, but he couldn't make a sound, for fear that he would choke up when he opened his mouth.

"Let's go," Shen Shuheng whispered, "I'll see her today."

Yun Yan nodded.

The two reported to the person in charge, and after handing over the diapers, rice noodles and oil they brought to the person in charge and registering, they started a day of volunteer activities.

The work in the morning is to go to the activity room to be an assistant.

Now that the two of them are here, they naturally have to obey the arrangement. The person in charge said that now one of them needs to be Yu Jingxiao's assistant, and the other needs to help with cleaning.

Yun Yan was caught in a dilemma.

Of course he wanted to see his mother, but Yun Yan felt an inexplicable panic when he was asked to see his mother alone.

If Shen Shuheng was by his side, he would feel more comfortable, at least he could divert his attention, but facing his mother alone, he always felt at a loss.

"No, why don't I go clean?" Yun Yan discussed with Shen Shuheng.

Thinking about Shen Shuheng's growth process, Yun Yan felt that he might have never swept the floor since he was a child, and he really couldn't imagine Shen Shuheng helping to sweep the yard.

Shen Shuheng shook his head: "I'll go, you go to accompany the children."

His subtext is - stay with your mother.

The purpose of their trip was not told to the person in charge.

Yun Yan nodded, still a little nervous: "You, do you know how to sweep the floor?"

Shen Shuheng nodded resolutely: "Before you came back, I had the servants at home teach me, and I tried it in the yard, don't worry."

The person in charge: "..." The scientific researcher is different, he is really very focused in life.

However, he suddenly had deep concerns about the service capabilities of these two volunteers.

The morning time passed quickly.

As soon as the lunch bell rang, the children happily went to the cafeteria.

When Shen Shuheng arrived at the cafeteria, Yun Yan and Yu Jingxiao were serving meals for the children together, Yu Jingxiao said something to Yun Yan, Yun Yan nodded stiffly, and handed her another bowl, almost unable to hold it firmly.

Shen Shuheng hadn't seen Yun Yan look so abnormal for a long time. After washing his hands, he walked over and said to him, "Let me do it."

Yun Yan nodded quickly: "I'll help feed those children."

He almost ran away.

This is the first time for Yu Jingxiao to meet Shen Shuheng face to face, and she was stunned when she saw him at first sight. She didn't recover until the child in front of her wrongly called her "Aunt Yu". The child served rice.

"It's you." Yu Jingxiao knew that she had lost her composure, and her tone was apologetic.

Shen Shuheng asked: "Do you know me?"

"I know it's not surprising that Boling Technology's press conference is so popular recently." Yu Jingxiao replied softly, with a forced smile and a hint of dodge in her eyes.

Shen Shuheng nodded.

Later, the two of them did not speak for a long time, but Shen Shuheng observed her quietly, and found that her eyes seemed to be deliberately avoiding him, and there seemed to be an emotion that had no place to vent in her heart.

—she remembered herself.

——She knew that her son died to save herself.

Shen Shuheng thought of this, and almost began to understand Yun Yan's nervousness.

After a while, he finally decided to break the silence.

He asked: "... these years, how have you been?"

Yu Jingxiao's hand holding the spoon trembled almost immediately, took a deep breath, filled another child's meal, adjusted her emotions, finally looked at him, forced a smile, but her eyes were full of surprise : "You remember?"

This time it was Shen Shuheng's turn to be surprised.

"How do you know... I forgot?"

Yu Jingxiao didn't look at him again: "Your mother told me."

Shen Shuheng's eyelids trembled.

He never knew that his mother had contacted Yu Jingxiao before.But these can be confirmed with his mother in the future, and now he just wants to make up for the many years late apology.

After a long time, he finally said, "...I'm sorry."

Yu Jingxiao didn't answer, her hands were still busy, but her eyes gradually turned red.

A child in front of her was holding a bowl and asked her with wide eyes, "Aunt Yu, are you going to cry?"

Yu Jingxiao quickly laughed: "It's okay, I choked on it, let's go eat."

Shen Shuheng stood aside, really couldn't say any more comforting words, he really wanted to tell Yu Jingxiao that her son was back, but he couldn't speak.

Instead, Yu Jingxiao, after sighing deeply, smiled sincerely at him: "It's been so many years, so I won't mention it."

Shen Shuheng became even more stiff.

After a while, Yu Jingxiao glanced at Yun Yan who was patiently feeding a very young child not far away, and then looked at Shen Shuheng: "I didn't expect that your partner is actually him."

Shen Shuheng nodded quickly: "Yes, he is my lover."

Listening to his gentle tone, Yu Jingxiao thought of Yun Yan's protection for him, and smiled sincerely: "It's good."

In order to ease the awkward atmosphere, she added: "I saw him as an assistant in the morning, and I was quite surprised—this is the first time I have seen a celebrity come to volunteer sincerely when there is no media." Appreciative in tone.

Shen Shuheng didn't speak, he was a little guilty.

After all, the two of them came here with a purpose, and this purpose was Yu Jingxiao herself.

"My daughter likes him very much, and she was very fond of him when "Mission" was broadcast some time ago." Yu Jingxiao added.

By "daughter" she means her stepdaughter - who remarried five years ago,

Shen Shuheng nodded stiffly: "Well, he puts his heart into acting."

Yu Jingxiao also nodded.

Shen Shuheng finally felt that he might have social phobia—he used to think that he was disdainful to talk to those people, but only now did he realize how weak his social skills were.

He was thinking about saying something proactively, so he heard Yu Jingxiao say again: "When my daughter told me before, I thought Yun Yan was very lively, but I didn't expect him to talk very little in private. It's very polite."

Shen Shuheng: "..."

When it was over, he didn't know what to say.

In fact, there are very few fully healthy children in the orphanage. Apart from very young children, there are also some sick and disabled children who are also unable to take care of themselves.

Yun Yan was feeding them patiently. After Shen Shuheng finished his work there, he also took over the task of feeding a child and sat beside him.

"What did she tell you?" Yun Yan asked.

Shen Shuheng was silent for a while, and then said: "She said you are very quiet."

Yun Yan: "..." Oh my god.

What a big misunderstanding.

In the afternoon, Shen Shuheng volunteered to go to the activity room for disabled children to help them do some recovery exercises, while Yun Yan and Yu Jingxiao played games in the yard with the children whose mobility was not restricted.

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The day's volunteer activities came to an end soon. Shen Shuheng said goodbye to the children. When he came out of the activity room for disabled children, he found that the children playing in the yard had all gone back, and Yu Jingxiao and Yun Yan actually met each other. We had a great chat.

……Um?

Shen Shuheng approached, and heard Yun Yan say: "...Yes, a friend of mine has done related charity projects before, but found..."

It turned out that the two were talking about charity.

In Yu Jingxiao's current life, what she cares most about is charity, and if she really wants to get closer, she has to do what she likes.

After Shen Shuheng greeted them, he listened silently, and found that Yun Yan also knew a lot about charity. He could tell many problems encountered in specific actions, put forward his own in-depth thinking, and some ideas optimization scheme in .

Some of his ideas coincide with Yu Jingxiao's, the more Yu Jingxiao looks at him, the more she likes him, her eyes can't help showing her appreciation.

As Shen Shuheng listened, he realized that the "one friend" Yun Yan mentioned was probably himself.Those projects are probably all done in his previous life, and now he has blurred the specific information and told Yu Jingxiao.

Yu Jingxiao also realized this, and praised him: "There are not many young people who care about charity as much as you do now, and what you do is not obvious, and there is really a lot to do in the future."

Yun Yan blushed - he had never done it in his life.

Of course, it will continue in the future.

When they left the orphanage, the two were still chatting, and Shen Shuheng walked quietly beside them.

He could see Yun Yan's excitement, so he consciously didn't bother him.

Coming out of the orphanage is a quite long alley, which is quite spacious, with a few cars parked against the wall.

As I was walking, suddenly the door of a car opened in front of me, and a little girl carved in pink and jade ran out of the car. Without looking at Yun Yan and Yu Jingxiao, she ran straight to Shen Shuheng, stretched out her With her white and tender little hands, she raised a bunch of wilted pansies over her head: "Here for you! Big brother, what's your name? You look so good-looking!"

Shen Shuheng: "..."

Yun Yan:? ? ?

Yu Jingxiao:! ! !

"Little fish!" Yu Jingxiao quickly squatted down and hugged the little girl's waist to prevent her from jumping on her, and explained with some embarrassment: "I'm sorry, this is my daughter."

Yun Yan almost laughed out loud, looking at the little girl who was staring at Shen Shuheng with burning eyes, he felt a strange feeling in his heart.

The little girl was still hugged by her mother, holding up the pansy in her hand: "Brother, flower~"

A smile flashed in Shen Shuheng's eyes, he glanced at Yun Yan, and took the flowers from the little girl's hand.

Yun Yan: "..." I'm a little jealous, what's going on.

And I don't know whose vinegar to eat? !

……And me!Am I ugly? !

Seeing that Shen Shuheng took her flowers, the little girl still didn't give up, and asked again: "Brother, you haven't told me your name yet!"

"My name is Shen Shuheng." Shen Shuheng smiled.

The little girl blinked her bright eyes, and said surprisingly: "Then brother, can I marry you?"

Yu Jingxiao immediately vomited, and hurriedly said to her daughter: "Xiao Yu, don't talk nonsense, brother Shen already has a lover."

"... Oh." The little girl was very disappointed.

Yun Yan laughed to death, pulled the scarf, and realized that his scarf was wrapped too thickly, almost covering half of his face, and he was wearing a hat, no wonder the little girl rushed at Shen Shuheng without wearing a hesitantly!

Raising his eyebrows, Yun Yan half squatted down, pulled down the big scarf, and asked, "Little girl, do I look better or does he look better?"

"..." The little girl stared at his exposed face, and fell into a daze.

Yun Yan pursed his lips: "I want Huahua too."

The little girl turned her head to look at the flowers in Shen Shuheng's hand, and pursed her lips.

She looked at Yun Yan's face, then at Shen Shuheng's face, her carefree expression suddenly became awkward, and her two small hands rubbed together in a tangled relationship: "Then, then I'll give you another Pick one! Don't be sad, you look good too!"

Yun Yan laughed out loud.

Yu Jingxiao also smiled: "Xiaoyu, I told you not to pick flowers from other people's flower beds."

"But I didn't pick it from the flower bed, I picked it from the wall!"

Following her fingers, they saw that by the wall of the alley, in the narrow green belt originally planted with ivy, scattered pansies were still blooming tenaciously. Like a seed sown casually.

Although it is not very good-looking, it is also a bright color in winter.

Yun Yan laughed, tapped the tip of her nose, and said, "Brother doesn't want flowers, I just want to know your name."

At this moment, the little girl seemed to realize that she was blushing, and shrank into her mother's arms: "My name is Yu Xiaoyu."

It's good to follow my mother's surname.

Seeing that Yun Yan was about to stand up, Yu Xiaoyu plucked up her courage again: "Brother, do you have a lover?"

"Yes." Yun Yan squeezed Yu Xiaoyu's face with regret, and pointed at Shen Shuheng: "It's him."

Yu Xiaoyu: ...QAQ!

Yu Xiaoyu's face was puffed up with sadness, and Yu Jingxiao was overjoyed, she stood up and took Yu Xiaoyu's hand, and said to the two of them, "I'm sorry, my daughter is a little out of character."

Shen Shuheng hooked the corner of her mouth: "It's pretty good."

Then he handed the flowers in his hand to Yun Yan.

Yun Yan smiled meanly, lay on Shen Shuheng's shoulder, and shook the flower in his hand at Yu Xiaoyu.

Yu Xiaoyu immediately pouted, and threw herself into her mother's arms aggrieved: "Mom, I'm broken in love!"

The three couldn't help laughing.

At this moment, the sound of closing the car door sounded, and a man got out of the car and walked over.

Yu Jingxiao reproached in a low voice: "I told you, if you bring Xiaoyu in the future, don't park your car too close to the entrance of the orphanage. The children in the yard won't be able to see it."

The man seemed to have just remembered, and quickly admitted his mistake with a very sincere attitude.

He wasn't too handsome, he looked only in his early forties, he seemed to be younger than Yu Jingxiao, but he had a gentle and generous temperament, and the two seemed to be a good match.

"This is my husband." Yu Jingxiao introduced with a smile.

Yun Yan shook hands with him, seeing the three of them standing together with mixed feelings.

The time for farewell finally came. Seeing that Yu Xiaoyu was still staring at the flower in his hand, Yun Yan returned the flower to her, along with a piece of nougat made by Brother Shen himself, and the little girl finally became happy.

Watching their family of three leave, the smile on the corner of Yun Yan's mouth gradually disappeared.

Shen Shuheng shook his hand and pressed a kiss on his forehead.

He knew that Yun Yan felt a little uncomfortable.

Yun Yan hugged him quietly and was silent for a while.

He felt a little uncomfortable, but seeing his mother living happily now made him even happier for her.

You must always be happy like this.

Shen Shuheng stroked his hair and comforted him: "I will see you again in the future."

Yun Yan nodded, and after a while, he burst into laughter again.

"What are you laughing at?" Shen Shuheng asked him.

"Xiaoyu Xiaoyu," Yun Yan raised his head to look at him, the smile in his eyes couldn't be suppressed: "I will send you flowers as soon as I see you, it really is my own sister."