Cannon fodder partner dressed as a disabled villain

According to the address on the room card, Yun Yan asked his assistant to send him to the front of the hotel.

After entering the hotel, Yun Yan almost ran all the way. He wanted to calm down, but he couldn't control his steps.

Standing at the door corresponding to the room number, Yun Yan knocked on the door panting, only then did he realize that he was the one with the room card, and was about to be laughed stupidly by himself.

However, it would be nice to wait for him to open the door.

Obviously not long ago they were still sleeping in each other's arms, but now standing at the door, Yun Yan felt as if a lifetime had passed, as if reunited after a long absence.

The door of the room opened, as if returning to see an old friend.

Shen Shuheng stood straight inside the door and looked at him, his eyes trembling slightly, as if he wanted to touch him, but he shrank his fingers timidly like nostalgia.

What are you hesitating about?

Doubt just flashed by in an instant, Yun Yan couldn't bear the restlessness in his patience anymore, he rushed up, closed the door with his feet, pushed Shen Shuheng against the wall of the entrance, hugged his neck, and kissed him hard past……

Lips and tongue twisted together, as if the thoughts accumulated in the heart for two lifetimes finally poured out, the surging emotions made the two of them tremble violently, Shen Shuheng was clearly passive at first, but later his arms tightened around his waist, as if to Kneading him into his flesh and blood, but trying his best to restrain himself.

After a long time, the kiss ended, Yun Yan's breathing was unsteady, he pressed Shen Shuheng's forehead, and said in a hoarse voice: "I'm back."

Hearing these four words, Shen Shuheng's eyelids trembled violently.

Yun Yan found that Shen Shuheng just looked at him deeply, with astonishing affection hidden in his dark eyes, but he didn't say a word.

"...What's wrong?" Yun Yan frowned slightly, and gently stroked his cheek with his hand, "What are you thinking?"

Shen Shuheng closed his eyes and clenched his fingertips.

After knowing that Yun Yan does not belong to this world, the panic of losing has been shrouded in Shen Shuheng's heart.

The previous time, when Mo Lin came to tell their fortunes at home, he hinted that Yun Yan was not from this world. At that time, Shen Shuheng thought it was nonsense, but later he had to believe it.

At the same time, he also thought that Mo Lin, who could predict this matter, might be able to solve the doubts and anxiety in his heart, so he had already contacted Mo Lin before Yun Yan knew about it.

He wanted to know more information, but Mo Lin's attitude was still vague, and he said some nonsense like "Yun Yan is the chosen one, and the follow-up is unpredictable", packaging himself more like a magic stick up.

Shen Shuheng always felt that there was something hidden behind Mo Lin's vague words, but no matter how much he asked, he couldn't find out.

Until he had a dream.

It has been a long time since he first looked for Molin when he was dreaming.

After the night of drunkenness, Yun Yan happily moved to his room, and the two always hug each other and sleep at night.In the first period of time, Shen Shuheng couldn't fall asleep, but when Yun Yan was asleep, he used the moonlight to look at his sleeping face for a long time.

He has not been able to sleep well these years, and insomnia is normal, and having Yun Yan in his arms has instead become his comfort in the long dark night.

Gradually, he found that after the initial cautiousness, holding Yun Yan always made him feel relaxed and peaceful.

So one night, maybe it was because of too much physical exertion before going to bed, or maybe it was because the dependent posture of the person in his arms made him feel at ease... For the first time, he fell into a long deep sleep.

It's been a long time since he slept soundly for such a long time, and when he woke up again, it was already dawn, and what accompanied him was that short but clear dream——

He dreamed that someone came up to him, wrapped his hands behind his neck, and put a jade pendant on him.

He lowered his eyes, felt the warm and intimate breath of that person, and heard his heart pounding.

In his dream, he still remembered that he knew the jade pendant—it was Yun Yan's jade pendant, but when he looked up, he saw a face that did not belong to Yun Yan!

That face was extremely handsome, even after waking up, he still remembered it very clearly.

But that face does not belong to Yun Yan after all.

He woke up with a start.

The face in the dream made him feel familiar and could easily arouse some subtle emotions in him. What was even more frightening was that at the end of the dream, the man tied up the jade pendant and raised his eyes to smile at him.

That smile made him feel dazed, and for a moment, he thought it was Yun Yan.

But he didn't dare to think about it.

If it is wrong, it is an insult to Yun Yan.

Fortunately, Yun Yan hadn't woken up yet, and he was even more disturbed, but he hid his emotions and pretended to be the same in front of Yun Yan as usual.

Then one day, when Yun Yan was not around, he went to see his psychiatrist.

After a series of analyzes and hypnosis that was not smooth, the psychologist told him that the jade pendant might be an anchor for him. When he saw the jade pendant, his subconscious mind would have a tendency to He made the decision to marry "Yun Yan".

——No wonder he couldn't understand why he made such a decision at the beginning.

After marriage, the current Yun Yan never wore the jade pendant again, and was even a little dazed when he asked him for the first time, obviously not knowing about the jade pendant.

Now, the jade pendant appeared in the dream again, making the truth even more confusing.

Shen Shuheng finally decided to go to Mo Lin.

When contacting Mo Lin again, he got straight to the point and asked him if he knew what was going on with that jade pendant and who it belonged to.

This time, Mo Lin didn't say a word of nonsense, and asked him directly: "Did you dream?"

——Since then, the door to the truth has slowly opened in front of him.

Mo Lin told him that the person in his dream was Yun Yan, but after all, all the truth was still hidden behind the mist, and he didn't know what he would see if he continued to explore, so he decided to go alone and asked Mo Lin not to tell Yun Yan Yan.

At this time, there were not a few days left before Yun Yan was about to go out to film a movie.

The day after Yun Yan left, Shen Shuheng received a memory trigger from Mo Lin.

After using it according to the instructions, the memory did not appear smoothly—because he was always suffering from insomnia, and the more he wanted to fall asleep, the worse the insomnia would be.

Later, in order to restore his memory, he could only continue to work crazily, and did not fall asleep until he was extremely tired, and only when he was able to fall into a deep sleep did his memory finally begin to appear.

He didn't trust Mo Lin before, so he didn't return the exciter to him. Instead, he put it in the laboratory for a period of research. It wasn't until the first memory appeared that he finally confirmed the effect, and then returned the thing. to Maureen.

Therefore, when Yun Yan asked for this memory trigger from Mo Lin, Mo Lin would delay again and again.

Due to severe sleep problems, he remembered all that only one day earlier than Yun Yan. When he finally knew what the content of the exchange Mo Lin was talking about, he immediately ordered a plane to fly to the city where Yun Yan was.

At that time, he thought that Yun Yan didn't know anything, and he was even hesitating whether to let Yun Yan know.

After all, everything in the past was too heavy——Yun Yan, the former Qiao Siyu, saw his most unbearable past, all of which he tried to hide from the person he loved.

What's more, in order to save him, Qiao Siyu died in his most brilliant years.

He didn't want Yunyan to experience the pain of death again in his memory, and he didn't want Yunyan to see his miserable past. At the same time, he still had a kind of fear. He was afraid that after Yunyan learned about all this, he would find out all the price he had paid. , is not worth it.

Yun Yan paid too much for him.Yun Yan gave his life in exchange for his own life, and gave his life's health, but only hoped that he could be happy.

And what about himself?

But she was unwilling to let Yun Yan live his brilliant life, instead she wanted to imprison him by her side, and she didn't even pay enough for the final price.

He knows that Yun Yan's life is rich, no matter what kind of people he meets, he will be able to live happily ever after, but he is different, he is dark, boring, lacking and selfish, Yun Yan says he loves him, but he I don't know why I can be loved.

Why should he enjoy Yun Yan's light?How can he be the love of Yun Yan's life?

He knew that Yun Yan had the right to know the truth, but in his heart, he almost hoped that Yun Yan would know nothing.

It was already good as it was before, he only hoped to protect Yun Yan, despicably enjoy the warmth he stole from him, and live his life.

But Shen Shuheng didn't expect that he came by plane overnight, and before landing, Mo Lin told him that Yun Yan already knew everything.

He knew that Yun Yan would definitely explore, and he also knew that he couldn't blame Mo Lin, but he clearly felt the uneasiness and cowardice in his heart.

He longed to see Yun Yan so much, but was afraid to see even the slightest bit of dissatisfaction in his eyes.

But now, Yun Yan was in his arms right in front of his eyes, at the first moment they met, Yun Yan kissed him without hesitation, but he still had doubts.

He wondered, is he really worth it?

"...Is it worth it?" After a long time, Shen Shuheng finally asked, with a trembling and hoarse voice.

"What?" Yun Yan was taken aback.

Shen Shuheng didn't speak any more, and forced herself to relax the arm that was holding Yun Yan, but finally found that she was still reluctant to let go.

Yun Yan moved his forehead away a little, looked into his eyes, but saw a strong sense of self-loathing in his avoiding eyes.

...It turns out that they were just digging into a dead end?

"Look at me." Yun Yan said suddenly.

Shen Shuheng's eyelashes trembled slightly, and after a while, he turned his eyes and met Yun Yan's gaze.

"I love you." Yun Yan said.

Shen Shuheng's eyes were immediately confused, and his eyes were a little red: "Why...you have to pay so much? I'm not worth it at all..."

"I love you." Yun Yan interrupted him with a firm voice.

Shen Shuheng's voice was choked in his throat.

"Do you know why I have to change someone to love you?" Yun Yan said: "Because I was dead at that time, and my only wish is that you can be happy, I hope you can get out of the haze, and I hope fate can treat you better."

Shen Shuheng looked at him with red eyes, unable to speak a word.

Yun Yan continued: "But do you know? If I hadn't died at that time, I would never hand you over to others. If anyone wants to take you away from me, I can fight him desperately ——I will definitely treat you to death, and let you belong to me alone."

Unbelievable flashed in Shen Shuheng's eyes.

"Do you think you are the only one who has possessiveness?" Yun Yan stroked his cheek: "Do you know how many people liked you, and how many people were secretly looking at you at that time? You Do you know how much they yearn for you but dare not approach? But only I can stand by your side, only I dare to stand by your side—they just dare not say it.”

"It just so happens that none of them dare, you are mine alone."

Yun Yan took a deep breath, and said again: "You never know how many people love you. I read the information, and the love you may get in your life is an extremely impressive value, but at that time, in order to get me back, You gave up all your love without hesitation, just to come back for a me who may not love you... Have you ever asked yourself, is it worth it?"

"If it wasn't for that exchange, many, many people would have been fascinated by you long ago, but it's different now, you're only left with me, do you think it's worth it?"

Shen Shuheng took a deep breath, did not answer, but gradually tightened his arms, and embraced him in an extremely attached posture.

"Do you think I give more?" Yun Yan felt his body temperature, put his chin on his shoulder, his voice trembling: "But being able to love you is what I want most."

"Do you think it's worth it?"

After a long time, Yun Yan felt that Shen Shuheng nodded heavily, and said in a hoarse voice: "I love you."