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At the back of the document, the content of that conversation is completely recorded.

After some explanations, Shen Shuheng understood the purpose of the researcher.

At that time, he was still in the grief of loss. When the researcher said that he could have a wish, he only said: I want him to come back to me.

Researcher: "Are you sure you want to change him back? You have to think clearly, it is actually good to let him start a new life in another world, and your life also has a bright future waiting for you. The price of changing him back, But very heavy."

Shen Shuheng: "I want him back, and I am willing to pay any price."

Researcher: "Why?"

Shen Shuheng did not answer.

Researcher: "His body is already dead, and it is impossible to resurrect him. He can only come back with another identity. Do you want to do that?"

Shen Shuheng: "As long as it's him. I just ask him to come back."

Researcher: "Well, what would you be willing to trade for?"

Shen Shuheng: "What can I exchange for?"

Researcher: "It takes a lot of energy to replace him, and your options are limited."

"First, health...forget it, you don't have much health."

"Second, future career luck."

Shen Shuheng: "What career luck do I have?"

Researcher: "You have, and... a lot."

Shen Shuheng thought for a long time before denying this option.

Researcher: "Third, other people's love for you."

"This love is love in a broad sense, such as family affection, friendship, love; also such as worship, admiration, affection... and other emotions."

"Without this, your relationships will be very thin."

Shen Shuheng: "Are there any other options?"

Investigator: "Other programs are not enough to support the energy to bring him back."

Shen Shuheng: "Just the third one."

Researcher: "Are you sure? In this way, when he comes back, he won't love you, and he won't treat you like he used to."

Shen Shuheng was silent for a long time.

Shen Shuheng: "Confirm."

……

Yun Yan's eyes lingered on the last word "confirm" for a long time.

The information only made a brief record of the conversation at that time, but when Yun Yan saw these two words, he could imagine Shen Shuheng's expression at that time.

Sad, desolate, with a desperate stubbornness.

"Why are you so stupid..."

In the quiet room, Yun Yan breathed rapidly, trying to calm down the pain in his heart, but everything in front of him was blurred by tears.

He went back to the researcher's explanation of "love", and finally confirmed that this option removed all the foundations of "love" in Shen Shuheng's life.

So, his mother and grandfather have always been indifferent to him

Therefore, Chen Rong said that he did not have a good relationship with him before, and was even a little afraid of him.

Therefore, no one has ever pursued him, and no one has approached him proactively.

Therefore, even if he is outstanding, no one will notice him, and even if he knows that he is handsome the moment he sees him, he will not feel "admiration" or "love" because he does not have the support of "love". mood.

No one loves him, no one respects him, no one admires him... so he can only maintain all relationships through interests and calculations, so all his relationships are cold and hard.

The most cruel thing is that he himself can clearly feel the emotion of love, but no one responds.

What he lives in is a desert of human feelings.He is in the middle of the desert, no matter which direction he shouts for help, there is no harbor and no end.

Looking at those explanations, Yun Yan felt as if his heart was being cut slowly with a knife, and the pain was so painful that he could hardly breathe.

But fortunately, on the last page, he saw an actual time limit for "drawing love" - ​​ten years.

Shen Shuheng exchanged the love of others for him in his life, but in the end, they only took ten years.

Therefore, Chen Yun said that Shen Shuheng has been liked since last year, and that his relationship with Shen Shuheng is only a recent thing.

That's why Shen's mother regretted her indifference to Shen Shuheng, so Shen Shuheng's love for her mother and grandfather is so precious, but she doesn't seem to know how to deal with it, so the relationship between their mother and son seems so strange...

Although he didn't know the reason yet, Yun Yan only felt grateful and fortunate at the moment.

Fortunately, this kind of torture will eventually come to an end, fortunately, I returned to him, fortunately, they still have the possibility of falling in love, and they still have a future.

It was dawn, Yun Yan estimated the time when Shen Shuheng would wake up, and made a call to him.

"Yanyan?" Shen Shuheng's voice was gentle and deep: "Why did you call so early?"

Obviously it took a long, long time to clear up his emotions, but when he heard Shen Shuheng's voice, Yun Yan's eyes were still red all of a sudden.

Yun Yan yawned, and used feigned sleepiness to cover up his hoarse voice: "I just woke up, I miss you."

There was no answer on the phone, but Yun Yan heard his chuckle.

The heart seemed to be gently rubbed by someone.

"Good morning." Yun Yan subconsciously hooked the corners of his lips.

"Well," Shen Shuheng's voice vibrated in his ears: "Good morning."

The two chatted a few more casually, without any real content, but it made Yun Yan's trembling body gradually calm down and relax.

Shen Shuheng's voice was so reassuring, after hanging up the phone, Yun Yan realized that he had already burst into tears.

This day was the first time that Yun Yan's emotions affected his filming, and even the director saw that he was not in a good state.

Fortunately, the progress was quite fast before, and today his part of the scene is not heavy. After barely filming the part of the morning part, the director simply let him take a good rest in the afternoon.

After lunch, Yun Yan took off his makeup, but he didn't leave, and called Mo Lin away while Ye Luo was filming in the afternoon.

The two ran to an unused area, sat on the steps of an empty palace, and looked at the sky together.

"Now, do you know who you are?" Mo Lin spoke first.

Yun Yan nodded: "But I still have a lot of questions."

"You said."

"You know the exchange Shen Shuheng made, right?" Seeing Mo Lin nodding, Yun Yan asked again: "The original time was a lifetime, why did it become ten years?"

Mo Lin sighed, and said, "Because of the wishes of the two of you, the person who was in charge of the experiment—oh, he is my senior, and you have caused him a lot of trouble."

"trouble?"

"Yes, didn't you find it? He exchanged others' love for him in exchange for you, and you only want others to love him-this is a paradox, and it is impossible for your wishes to be fulfilled at the same time."

Of course Yun Yan found out, and he also faintly felt that the key to the matter probably lies here.

but……

"If our two wishes are contrary, why did your senior agree?"

"Because he's too soft-hearted." Mo Lin glanced at him and said angrily, "If it were me, I wouldn't bother myself so much."

Yun Yan: "..."

"Did you see the data number?" Mo Lin said again: "Shen Shuheng is number 43, you are number 44—tsk, these numbers are really unlucky, but you still got the best results, so let's say , Superstition is not acceptable."

"You had just died at the time, and your soul was not in a stable state yet, but Shen Shuheng's love value and regret value directly exploded, so the senior first looked for him, and after agreeing to him, he found you."

"The time flow rate of the soul dialogue state is different from that of this world, so you probably don't feel the time difference, but for the senior, after all, there is a priority. He promised Shen Shuheng, and he can't go back and let him change it. And , Shen Shuheng probably has nothing to change—for him, there is no alternative for his wish and his dedication."

"So, when you made your wish, the senior would deny it at first, but probably... because he was moved, he agreed."

Yun Yan recalled the conversation with that voice at that time, when he said that he hoped that someone would love Shen Shuheng, that voice really tried to ask him to change, but later agreed for some reason.

It was about what Mo Lin said, he was too soft-hearted.

Yun Yan was extremely grateful for his soft heart at this moment.

"Since he agreed to you, he has to find a way. This is where the trouble lies." Mo Lin continued to explain: "He thought for a long time after he came back, and finally came to discuss with me, and we came up with a final plan together."

"Since your wish is for someone to love Shen Shuheng, after much deliberation, we think that you are probably still the most suitable candidate. Because Shen Shuheng is very special, people like him accompany him when he is most vulnerable, The chances to get inside him are so rare, so fleeting, and as he grows and gets stronger, the chances get rarer."

"We want to choose someone to fall in love with him, approach him, and get his love. It is simply too difficult. In addition to using the energy you put in, the seniors need to put in a lot of energy—it's a loss-making business."

"So we chose to play tricks and let you come back by yourself, and your husband will love you."

"So, the energy you pay is saved."

"...Wait," Yun Yan interrupted him: "Doesn't that mean that I used the energy I gave to return myself?"

The corner of Mo Lin's mouth twitched: "How can it be that simple?"

He continued: "To realize this requires an energy conversion machine. Once the energy extraction project and energy direction are confirmed, they cannot be changed. That is to say, what you are sure to pay must be paid, and your energy can only be used In Shen Shuheng's body, Shen Shuheng's energy can only be used on you—the senior's research is on giving for love, not self-salvation."

Yun Yan was startled, then nodded: "Then what's next?"

"Although we can't replace you with your own energy, we can achieve a similar effect through replacement."

"Use the energy that Shen Shuheng gave in exchange for you, and then add the energy you gave to 'others' love for him' to offset the price that Shen Shuheng needs to pay, and shorten the time to draw "others' love"."

"But I have to say..." Mo Lin glanced at him: "Your later life was not long enough, and the total energy value was not enough to offset all of it, so he had to go through a period of about five years without love. At the same time, You have another little wish, which is to make him forget you, we thought about it, and decided to implement it."

"Because during the time you left, Shen Shuheng's mental state was very bad. Before you appeared, he was still strong even after going through such a big change, but after you left, he almost collapsed. "

"He loves his parents very much, but the relationship between them has never been close enough. He has been used to loneliness since he was a child, and you, let him no longer be alone."

"If you haven't tasted intimacy and love, you don't know what loneliness is. But once you have tasted it, it will be a fatal blow to deprive your life of that intimate warmth. Not to mention, his I always know that what I will face is the endless loneliness in the future."

"The senior has been paying attention to him silently, and he is always frightened by the fluctuation of his mental state, so later, we decided to erase his memory according to your wishes, and it might be better to go back to the past without you."

"Erasing his memory used part of the energy, and later we used part of it to heal his body - he had a bad stomach at first, as you know, but after taking medicine, he always felt nauseated, and his mental state was not good It’s even more painful to death. The problem is not too big, but it’s always miserable, tsk tsk, the senior couldn’t stand it anymore, so I treated him.”

"Originally, the age limit should be shortened to five years, but some of these were used, so it was finally increased to ten years. It just so happens that you were about 28 years old when you died in your later life. People of the same age are more topical!"

Yun Yan: "..." You are right.

"Huh..." Mo Lin breathed a sigh of relief: "The arithmetic problem is considered finished, and you have seen it. In fact, you paid more than him in the end. Does it feel unbalanced?"

Yun Yan lowered his head and laughed out loud, shaking his head.

From the perspective of energy income and expenditure, Shen Shuheng gave less, but he got more——Yun Yan came back, and he also got love.

But Yun Yan still gave so much, and the wish of letting others love Shen Shuheng for him was not fulfilled, but he was asked to love Shen Shuheng himself.

But... Energy balance is not something Yun Yan needs to consider.

That's the researcher's job.

For Yun Yan, he has a bigger wish that he never imagined could be fulfilled, which is to be able to live, to fall in love with Shen Shuheng, and to be with him for the rest of his life.

pay?return?

He is too lazy to calculate.

It is enough to be grateful to God for such a result.

"Thank you," Yun Yan said again: "Thank you senior for me, I take back my previous doubts - he is a god, he is our god."

Mo Lin rolled his eyes: "What kind of God is it? It's just an unsaved Virgin Mary."

Having said that, Yun Yan saw a trace of longing and warmth on his face.

The two were silent for a moment, Yun Yan suddenly thought of something again, and asked Mo Lin: "I... the day Qiao Siyu passed away, did Shen Shuheng have a high fever?"

"Yes," Mo Lin said: "The senior told me that it rained heavily that day, and the fever reached over 40 degrees after returning home. Fortunately, the fever subsided after a few days. What's wrong?"

Yun Yan's eyes flickered slightly, he lowered his head and did not speak.

It turns out... Shen Shuheng's nameless high fever is because of this.

It turns out...that jade pendant was what Shen Shuheng clenched tightly in his hand when he had a high fever.

On the No. 43 experiment document, there is a date written on it.

That date was the day when Shen Shuheng's father died, and it was also the day when Qiao Siyu died.

Fate is so paradoxical, and this day never wants to make it easy for him.

But not in the future.

Yun Yan let out a long sigh of relief and stood up: "I'm going to ask for leave."

"Ah?" Mo Lin also stood up immediately: "You want to go back?"

Yun Yan nodded and hooked the corners of his mouth: "I want to see him."

"..." Mo Lin's expression was a little subtle, and he took out a card from his pocket and handed it to him.

"What is this?" Yun Yan was puzzled, looked at it, and found that it was a room card of a local five-star hotel.

Mo Lin stroked his hair uncomfortably: "That...Shen Shuheng asked me to give it to you, he is waiting for you here."

"...What?" Yun Yan opened his eyes wide: "Why..."

"He arrived early this morning," Mo Lin said, "I didn't give you the memory trigger before because he detained it..."

"How could he—" Yun Yan realized before he finished speaking that he could think of looking for Mo Lin, but how could Shen Shuheng not think of it?

"Go and meet him. I'll ask for leave for you. After all, I'm also one of the investors. The director will agree."

Yun Yan stared at the room card, and said in a daze: "...Thank you."

Mo Lin shook his head and smiled again, as if he thought it was funny.

"The two of you, husband and wife, really look alike."

Yun Yan wanted to laugh, but felt his nose sour, and finally thanked him again, grabbed the card, and ran off to the sidelines.