[Comprehensive] Doudou, you don't understand love

Tang Xiaodou was woken up by the sound of birds chirping.

Although it is an old city, the community where this old house is located has responded to the call of the regional government in recent years, and the greening has been getting better and better. This year, there is a bird disaster in the spring. Every morning, the birds chirping will overwhelm the sky. Spicy ears.

She was still stuck in her sleep and didn't want to wake up, so she waved her arm in a daze to drive away the noise.A light movement made her conscious again, and she opened her eyes with shortness of breath!

No - she clearly remembered when she fell asleep when she was sitting in front of the computer just now -! ?

Due to the feeling that this kind of psychosis-like fragments happened every day in "that period of the past", she was extremely sensitive. She was afraid that she would be transported to another dimension when she fell asleep and opened her eyes. The sore muscles frantically tried to get up.

It was still dark outside the window, and Dou was sensitive to light while sleeping, and the curtains in the old house were replaced with heavy blackout curtains, so the room was very dark without even a slit of light.

When Xiaodou sat up, she realized that she was still in her hometown, her own dimension, and barely calmed down in a cold sweat.

There was a crisp jingle, and something rolled down her elbow and touched the wrist bone.

The cold touch made her subconsciously look down at her elbow.

There is a string of light blue dolphin beads on the wrist, faintly blue in the dark.

Her breath, which had just been stabilized, became chaotic again, and her body froze there.

After a long while, an involuntary curse overflowed from his mouth.

It's impossible to say that I don't remember being stabbed in the heart by this thing twice or three times.Not to mention that she has only been home for a few months, even if it is decades later, she will never forget it.

The turbulent scene flashed back in her mind—this string of beads that had been handed over to her twice by the cunning nibble originally only existed in the memories she classified as a big dream—

...now in her hands.

The noisy bird chirping seemed to fade away, and the room fell into a strange silence.

From it, she could distinguish a breath that didn't belong to her.

She turned her head in a daze to look at the other side of the bed, looking for the source of the breathing.

As a result, the scene that came into view next was truly unforgettable.

There was a person lying next to him, his silhouette was invisible in the darkness, and he seemed to want to sit up while propping up the bed with one hand.

"Decades" of battle memory allows Xiaodou to respond with extraordinary agility with his ordinary body now.She finally erupted, bouncing up in a jerk, casually picked up the lava lamp on the bedside table and turned it on, and swung at the figure in the darkness with a murderous aura.

The moment the table lamp was turned on, the other party's face was also illuminated.Of course she didn't want to kill someone, the moment she saw the other person's face, her movements were frozen, the lamp head tremblingly stopped beside the other person's cheek, and the murder was only a few centimeters away.

This is a face that is not unfamiliar at all, and the owner of this face has only been "separated" from her for three months.

Narrow and sharp eyebrows, black hair in a mess like a thorn, still wearing the equipment they had when they "separated", and the wound on the arm was wrapped with a bandage - Xiaodou stared at the person in front of him, and noticed it in a high tension. The faint smell of blood in the air because of him is so real, I feel almost crazy.

The owner of this very familiar face moved his lips, and the room echoed a sentence in Japanese with a slightly hoarse voice, "You..." The tone of surprise seemed to be difficult to identify her face under the light of the desk at the same time. , and then spoke another name that made her collapse even more: "Rin?"

……

Tang Xiaodou's first reaction was to throw away the lamp in his hand, jump out of bed and pull open the curtains.The familiar scenery of the neighborhood appeared outside the window. Grandma Wang, who sells tofu nao, happened to be concentrating on tinkering with her vat of seasoning under a small lamp at the bottom of the wall. She was going to set up her own breakfast stall in a while——Xiaodou confirmed for the second time She didn't really go back to another dimension, so she tapped the headlight switch in the room with her trembling lips, and watched the person on the bed.

All languages ​​are fragmented in the high-speed crazy brain.In a moment, dozens of words that he wanted to say came to his lips and were rejected again. Tang Xiaodou, who had experienced countless battles, had calmed down, looked at the other party with straight eyes, and finally called his name first.

"Shinya...!?"

Cunning and careful.

In that memory about the other world, he is probably the most profound stroke and also the link with the strongest bond.

Or it can be said that the answer to the mystery was finally solved, and the key that allowed her to return here——

——It just appeared here.

……

……

In the end, n' only left a "gift email" that was still vague, as an explanation of everything she had experienced.For Xiaodou, the answer to this kind of child's play with unclear meaning can only be discarded after hearing it. For the time being, she can only be regarded as a weird existence like n'. The human experiment of that silver-haired philosophical head.As for the presents left by n'—

Xiaodou stared at Qiao Nian, the stormy waves in his head exploded into a pot of boiling water.

So this is a gift?

In order to make up for the trauma of the experimental product, break the dimensional wall and give her the supporting experimental tools used in the experiment as a souvenir?

Xiaodou's mind is in a mess.

This is not the utopian sci-fi Japan after World War III, nor the surreal end of the dead, with no wars and no heroes. This is a normal society in a peaceful age, and it belongs to her ordinary world.

The reality is not a fairy tale, and the cunning is not a small stone that can be used casually to smash the dimensional glass, but a living person.

How would she explain it to him?I'm sorry, you were really tied with a ribbon this time, and sent to me again without any human rights and choices?

...And there is no special effect of colorful auspicious clouds, fire trees, silver flowers, just using an extremely irresponsible fragment to transition, so that after reading the email, she opened and closed her eyes and saw a living person inexplicably.

However, at this moment, all kinds of doubts, scruples and even panic are gradually separated by another emotion in the eyes of Qiao Nie.

Three months is not long or short, but it is definitely not enough to lock up the person in front of me as a memory.There was soreness and warmth in her chest, and Xiaodou found herself feeling a little lost and found, which made her even more depressed and guilty.

The current Tang Xiaodou is a flat girl in her teens, with short hair, which is a different concept from the original Tsururu Rin. The only common attribute in the hairstyle is the dull hair on the head, and the similarity in appearance also makes up for it. Not to mention the poor temperament caused by age difference and poor hairstyle.At the beginning, Qiao Yao looked at the essence through the phenomenon, and recognized the person in front of him with some difficulty, and because of Xiaodou's emotionally complicated "Shen Ye", he was sure that he had not admitted his mistake.Having already experienced the anti-scientific "Santuchuan Shenyin", Gu Yayinyin guessed the situation, and looked up and down Xiaodou with a slightly startled expression. Seeing the corners of her mouth curled up, he couldn't help but smile wryly when he spoke again: " What's going on, maybe I fell into the fork in Santuchuan again..."

Xiaodou finally recalled it from the cunning expression, movement and this sentence, and the male god once again had a keen sense of smell to "see the essence through the phenomenon".Her feeling of being lost and found was so strong that she couldn't control it, her heart was trembling strangely, with a bag of unshed tears in her throat, she muttered long and short words: "It's not a fork in Santuchuan... here……"

"It's my home after all..."

……

In the short time he walked from the bedroom to the kitchen and dug out the tea leaves and cups, Xiaodou made a decision.

She already understood what her experience in the video store meant.

If it is said that she was originally an illusion that existed in the low-dimensional world, then now, he will never know what kind of existence he is.

She will remain silent forever.

She even thought in a flash that maybe she is also a thing created out of thin air, and she is a Truman-style character of each other just like the cunning, and there is no distinction between high and low dimensions.Since she left her own world, her world view has been disintegrated and reconstructed long ago, and this kind of idea didn’t start at this time—it’s just the real feeling of walking in the shade of the neighborhood’s avenues and basking in the sun every time, spending time with friends and relatives, These are far more meaningful than self-doubt.

Full of confusion about the future, Xiaodou returned to the living room with the brewed tea.Sly is sitting at the table, seeming to be concentrating on something.

Xiaodou sat across from him, looked at the big living person in front of him quite uncomfortable, and was a little stuck.

She really hasn't been able to properly digest the picture of Shenya sitting in front of her.

Qiao Nian also seemed to know that she was making up her mind to die, so she didn't ask a question first, but kept silent patiently.

Xiaodou looked at Qiao Nian, and felt in her heart that every time she saw the other party, she felt a little overjoyed and sad.She spoke for a long time, and finally said hesitantly based on intuition: "Although I don't know why you came to 'here', but since you are here...let's stay here for the time being."

Even if the cunning refused to agree, it was impossible to wave the magic wand to break through the dimensional wall and run away again, but this question obviously had a solemn pleading flavor.

Cunning breathed a sigh of relief, and calmly replied: "That's true."

As he spoke, he put a wounded and bandaged arm on the table, and removed the bandage in front of her.

Xiaodou was completely shocked by the strength of his answer as always, and he didn't react until he took off the bandage.When he rolled up his sleeve to reveal where the wound was supposed to be, and what turned out to be a intact upper arm, she realized that it was the place where the zombie had bitten her before, "... Are the wounds all healed?"

"It should be said to be 'disappeared'." Snake moved his arm, "It's really amazing, it's like reloading the file."

Fragments of sunlight fell on the open palm of the cunning nibble, swaying slightly with the shadow of the trees outside the window.

Xiaodou let go of the hand holding the teacup, and put it on the palm of this hand.

Snake gathered her fingers together without any surprise, and gently took her hand back.

He raised the corner of his mouth. "haven't seen you for a long time."