Desperate

Zhou Pu hugged the person in his arms deeply and fell asleep again.

When he woke up again, Cen Lu still didn't wake up, he was half asleep and half unconscious, snuggling up in the other's arms, Zhou Pu reached out and touched his forehead deeply, he was relieved that the fever was gone.

He carefully loosened Cen Lu's arm from his waist, put it back under the quilt, washed up and went to make breakfast for Cen Lu.

My brother said that he wanted to have a family with himself.

The last time Zhou Pushen made noodles for Cen Lu, Zhou Pushen had already felt the kitchen very clearly. Zhou Pushen knew that Cen Lu would not take care of himself at all, and he did not expect any ingredients in this empty kitchen, so when he pulled away I was surprised to see the refrigerator full of food.

The freezer was full of meat, including steak and mutton, and the freezer was full of vegetables that were about to overflow. Zhou Pushen took out two bundles of vegetables on the outside and found that the leaves had rotted a lot.

The man took a closer look and found that although the quantity was astonishing, the owner had obviously neglected to take care of it, as if these ingredients were waiting for someone to arrive.

Zhou Pu raised the corner of his mouth silently, and neatly took out the lamb chops and soaked them to remove the blood. My brother is too thin, so he should eat some meat.Thinking so, the man cut the onion with his hands and feet, and it was as clean as an unused blade, and it hit the cutting board with a rattling sound.

Suddenly there was a muffled sound in the room, like the sound of something heavy falling to the ground, Zhou Pu shook his hand deeply, almost cut off his finger with a knife.

He hastily slapped down the knife, washed the goat blood off his hands, and ran into the house.When he arrived in the room, he saw the people who were sleeping on the bed rolled to the ground together with the quilt and pillows. His two delicate eyes were bright red. He looked around in a daze, as if he hadn't figured out the situation yet.

The moment Zhou Pushen and his eyes met, Cen Lu's eyes suddenly lit up, like new buds breaking through the ground in a gray field.

This made Zhou Pu deeply nervous. He was able to handle the fragile and chaotic Cen Lu yesterday, but today this is a real little fox, so it's not easy to be fooled.

If Cen Lu asked, how would he explain the two months in Qindao.

Who knows that someone decided to play dumb, Cen Lu flopped twice under the white quilt cover, and after breaking free, he flung himself into his arms shirtless. Zhou Pu was a little flattered, he hugged Cen Lu's bare back, and let Cen Lu Rubbing her own neck affectionately: "Have you cooked something delicious?"

He didn't remember yesterday's brazen talk about cooking for Zhou Pushen.

As if nothing had happened, Zhou Pushen never left, and he never left Zhou Pushen.

Zhou Pushen was in a state of disquiet in his heart, afraid that Cen Lu's good words would accumulate to settle accounts with him like last time, so he smoothed the person down and asked him cautiously: "Do you remember what happened yesterday?" Is something wrong?"

"I don't remember." Cen Lu said firmly, even if he remembered, he would not admit it.The man hugged Zhou Pushen without letting go: "If you come, stay here."

The tone was soft, but Zhou Pushen understood that this was an order to himself.

Zhou Pu coaxed him for a long time, but to no avail, the other party was still pestering him like a koala, so he had no choice but to follow Cen Lu to wash up.Cen Lu pressed him in front of the dressing table, and even when brushing his teeth, he stared at him with his mouth full of foam, as if Zhou Pushen was a piece of fat around his mouth, and someone snatched it away without paying attention.

Zhou Pu felt that his possessive appearance was pitiful and cute, but he felt a dull pain in his heart.

How many things did he keep in his heart, and how much did he distrust him.

After finally washing up, Cen Lu sniffed and asked him innocently: "It smells so good, Xiao Shen, I'm hungry." He licked his lips.

When Zhou Pushen was away, he couldn't remember to eat at all. Cen Lu thought that he had already transcended these trivial matters of life, but when his lover returned and made this cold house full of smoke again, he still felt the joy of life. In existence, no one has ever made him willing to do these things with him like Zhou Pushen.

When the greedy man followed Zhou Pushen to the kitchen and saw that all the work had been done, his two slender eyes drooped again: "Actually, you can ask me to do it together."

Zhou Pu pulled his wrist, which was as white as a lotus root, and kissed it on his lips: "You'd better rest, if you cut your hand, it's not me who will be busy at the end."

If he had never dared to talk to Cen Lu like this in the past, but now the other party's eyes and brows are full of love, and he even has the illusion that Cen Lu cannot do without himself, so his words become bolder. Seeing Cen Lu His white lips were pursed, Zhou Pu felt a little regretful, just wanted to make amends, when he saw the person circled behind him and hung it on his waist again: "Then I won't do it, watch you do it, I won't do it." Disturb you."

Zhou Pu smiled wryly and looked at the tightly tied hands on the apron. He could only stagger and lead him around in the kitchen, taking care not to let him rub against dirty things.The person on the back was restless, not talking about his hands and feet, watching him wash the vegetables, but also pecking his ear from time to time, and then smiling secretly into Zhou Pushen's ear.

This is called do not disturb?But Zhou Pu couldn't bear to push away his warm body, so he just let him hang on.

The two had their own concerns, meat to meat in the kitchen boredly waiting for the soup to boil.

The smell of mutton soup soon filled the whole room.

Zhou Pu wanted to lift the lid of the casserole to have a look at the heat, but the person lying on his back leaned closer to his ear and whispered, "It's ready?"

"Not yet." Zhou Pu spoke softly, afraid of alarming him a bit: "I still have to stew for a while, are you hungry?"

"Not hungry." Cen Lu blinked, hesitant to speak, he looked at Zhou Pu's deep black eyes, wearing an apron, standing in his kitchen, washing his hands and making soup for him. An urge to kiss him.

But Cen Lu was afraid of making him angry, and when he got angry, he didn't know where to go again.

But Zhou Pushen didn't know his charming little thoughts, and now he only regarded him as a patient: "Is that still uncomfortable? Go back and lie down and sleep again, okay? You wake up and the sheep soup will be fine."

"I won't sleep, and you won't be with me." The other party was wayward enough to cause headaches, and after refusing, he looked at Zhou Pushen earnestly, as if he wanted him to give another option.

The more he clings to him, the tighter he is, the white collarbone is faintly visible in the collar of the unbuttoned shirt, and the slender fingertips have already climbed the apron belt around Zhou Ou's deep waist.

Zhou Pu looked at him calmly, turned around and turned off the stove, and the continuous heat stopped all of a sudden.

"I know what you want to do." He took off his apron, and together with his jacket, exposed his entire left shoulder wrapped in white gauze. Cen Lu was held in his arms lightly like a leaf, and walked towards the bedroom.

Because he was worried about Cen Lu's health, Zhou Pushen didn't treat him too much.Even so, Cen Lu fell asleep as soon as it was over, as if he was extremely tired and needed to seize all the time to catch up on sleep.

The mutton soup was not served until after the sun had set.

Cen Lu hadn't had a good meal for a long time, and the mutton soup made by Zhou Pushen seemed to suit him very well. He served it on Zhou Pushen's handsome face, and it was the second bowl in a blink of an eye.

Zhou Pu looked deeply at his flushed face from the hot soup, so nervous that he took a sip of the soup first, and then dared to speak when the other party was in a good mood: "Brother...I'm going to Qindao...."

But Cen Lu didn't let him continue, and gave him the soup bowl that had bottomed out: "One more bowl."

Zhou Pushen quickly took it over: "Eat more." He finally realized that Cen Lu was playing stupid on purpose.

As if he didn't want to pay attention to the commotion outside this room if he didn't take the initiative to mention him, this person was acting as if he wanted to confine him at home.

Seeing that the other party stopped talking, Cen Lu immediately began to smile again, lowered his head and sipped the soup: "Do you have any plans recently?"

Zhou Pushen looked at his forced smile, and felt uncomfortable again: "No."

Cen Lu put down the bowl, calmly as if chatting with him: "Then...tomorrow...no...it's the weekend, you accompany me to visit someone."

He subconsciously pushed back the deadline by three days, even if it was only three days, he could see Zhou Pushen and him in this home raising eyebrows.

Zhou Pu nodded deeply, he felt that Cen Lu still had something to say: "Brother..."

"Xiao Shen." Cen Lu's tone suddenly lightened up, even though there was no genuine excitement in his eyes: "Later...you can take me to the southern country to have fun, just the two of us."

"Where do you want to go?"

Cen Lu didn't expect Zhou Pushen to ask seriously, and added in a moment of embarrassment: "The place you lived in the past is fine... that small fishing village... the seaside..."

"Brother," Zhou Pu looked at him intently, "in the future... I mean, one day, I will take you to live in the southern country, okay?"

Cen Lu didn't answer.

"As for me, I will inherit my father's old profession." Zhou Pushen held Cen Lu's hand calmly, "You still go to teach and teach mathematics, okay? We will have a house by the sea, Every day when the sun rises above the sea level, you can see it from the window, I cook for you every day, and there will be hot meals waiting for you when you come back, okay?" He stared closely at Cen Lu's eyes , for fear of missing a trace of flaws.

Cen Lu still couldn't beat him, even though he tried his best to control his emotions, he still showed uncontrollable sadness when he heard the words "go home every day".

Cen Lu's short-term sadness could not escape Zhou Pushen's eyes, he sighed, got up and walked in front of him, pulled Cen Lu's chin, pressed his forehead against his, and said softly: "Brother, do you have something to hide? I."

He asked seriously.

"No." Cen Lu smiled at him, and answered firmly.

Zhou Pu looked deeply at his unlit pupils, and his heart ached beyond measure.

He didn't mean to force him to speak out, and he also had something to hide from Cen Lu.

The two of them will be evened one day.

Zhou Pu's deep lips were imprinted in a second, and he sucked the other's lips fiercely, as if punishing him.Cen Lu happily responded to him, wrapping his arms around the man's neck, intoxicated by the deep kiss.

They were close to each other, with the gap between their lips, Cen Lu asked him anxiously: "Xiaoshen... let's..."

The way he said this was so cute, Zhou Pushen couldn't help kissing him again and again, until he was limp in his arms, Zhou Pushen hugged him tightly, thinking to himself:

Maybe it's okay to go on like this.

He looked at the man on his lap who was obviously emotional, Zhou Pushen slowly unbuttoned him with his hands, watching him gradually sinking into his own teasing.

The responsibilities and ideals he once insisted on, and the noble and beautiful integrity he learned from the man he loved, were all used by others in the end and turned into tools to torture Cen Lu.

After all, he succeeded, and he finally selfishly turned his brother into his own property, turning him into a glass doll who couldn't live without himself.

He treated him tenderly, making him lost in the trap he wove. Beads of sweat trickled down Zhou Pu's back and fell on the man with his eyes closed. When Cen Lu closed his eyes, it seemed that he was still the man who called himself Admired, unattainable man.

If he had never been such a man.

Zhou Pu bowed his head deeply and gently kissed away his tears.