Floating a dream

"It was you who said at the beginning that he had to cut off the mortal relationship before we could be together."

That day, that fairy-like person said to him with bewilderment: "He is a stranger, and you are a lonely soul. You are people from two worlds. Your hands cannot touch, your eyes cannot meet... But if he can Cut off the mortal relationship and give up everything he has in the world, then I can save this chance for you."

So he has been thinking, how can Cheng Qingliu cut off the fate?

He thought for a long time, but still couldn't think of it.

Later, he figured it out, he had nothing but this sincerity, and he could only hope for the other party's sincerity.Let's gamble with the sincerity of both parties in this life-and-death love.

"But you shouldn't persuade him to come back. Once he comes back, he won't belong to you anymore." The young man smiled, full of schadenfreude, but the more he smiled, the more sympathy and sadness in his eyes.

Ling Sheng didn't speak for a long time, and the young man thought he was so sad that he lost his voice. After all, all of this now was created by Ling Sheng himself.

It's pathetic and deplorable.

"Actually, I've thought about all of this, and I expected the possibility of today." Ling Sheng's expression was numb, his eyes were dull, and it was the first time he had the characteristics of a puppet.He spoke unhurriedly, obviously stabbing himself in the heart, but the tone of his voice was so calm.

"I always knew that he was a family man. He was so worried about my death, he refused to let go of the past and start a new life, and even angered those close to him. It was me that made him unable to return home. Not being able to fulfill my filial piety at the knees of the elders, and living a hard life alone in other places, obviously he did nothing wrong... It was all me, if I was not so impulsive at the beginning, even if I was just a little more mature, I wouldn't let him become what it is now..."

The young man only listened to the bloody words halfway, then walked away quietly.It's not very interesting to listen to a frustrated man tell how failed he is.

"How can a dead person compare with a living person? How can a person compare with four or five blood relatives?"

This exclamation sounded like crying.

The closer the New Year is, the busier the city will be.Cheng Qingliu is also getting busier.

He didn't know why he was so busy, and he didn't dare to let himself be idle, so that he wouldn't see Ling Sheng's injury, and he wouldn't see the expectant eyes of his family.

"I'm not me anymore."

At night, he muttered to himself lonely.

During the day, Ling Sheng came to look for him. He wanted to have a good talk and ease the relationship between the two of them, but Ling Sheng was still angered by him and left.

"Cheng Qingliu, you already tend to bow your head to the reality, so in the future, are you going to start persuading me to compromise and accept?"

What Ling Sheng said was actually not wrong, he had gradually lost himself, and could no longer think about Ling Sheng wholeheartedly.

He couldn't leave his family behind. His father was old, and years of traveling around made him age faster than others. When he was young, he didn't care about his body and worked hard. At this time, ailments of all sizes came to him.He is the only male in the family who can inherit the family business, so his father can't wait to let him do things and get to know the people under him, so that he can complete the handover of the family business as soon as possible when his health can no longer support him.

Even if he doesn't come back this year, they will try to get him back soon, the father said.

The few years they gave him were not giving up, but compromises, and they gave him time to forget his sorrows, but when the time came, he had to come back and inherit the family business.He is not alone, he is the Cheng family first, and Cheng Qingliu at the end.

After being self-willed for more than [-] years, I still have to shoulder the responsibilities and obligations to the family after all.

"Ling Sheng, I used to think that you were in the underworld, and I temporarily sent you to the human world. It would be a painful thing, but it turned out that there are many desperate and inescapable things in this world... I knew it, I knew it a long time ago..."

It would be better to simply make a pair of fateful couples back then, with mountains of swords and seas of fire, yellow springs and green clouds, and there is no turning back.

On New Year's Eve, Ling Sheng got out of the puppet and turned into a lonely soul wandering around.

He has the imprint of youth on his body, and he is not afraid of those ubiquitous talisman papers.Like a long time ago, he returned home from the main entrance carelessly, but no one came back to greet him, and no one could see him.

He is a person of nothingness, shuttles among the crowd, and is in the excitement that has nothing to do with him. Whether it is the joy or sorrow of the people present, he can only be reflected in his eyes, not in his heart.

He has been away from the world for too long, except for the love for Cheng Qingliu, he can understand other feelings, but he has long been unable to empathize with him.

Then walk through the streets lit up by red lanterns, and come to Cheng Qingliu's house.

At this moment, the emotional barrier seemed to have been attacked and a hole was broken. Sadness, lamentation, helplessness, despair... Painful emotions poured in like a tide.

Qingliu, I can't wait for your Chinese New Year to be over.

Cheng Qingliu didn't sleep all night, but he never waited for Ling Sheng to appear, only the cold wind blowing in from the purposely set up window.

He knew that Ling Sheng had made a decision and would not look back.

With the third crowing of the cock, the white light of the sky quietly spread.

Cheng Qingliu got up and dressed in a dull manner. After tidying up, she realized that it was still too early, so she turned around and sat on the bedside to wait.

There was nothing and everything in his mind at this time.

Yesterday, his father talked to him and said, "Qingliu, I'm getting old, and this family will be handed over to you from now on."

He still remembered that many years ago, he and Ling Sheng had a tryst in the back garden at night, and Ling Sheng said: "Qing Liu, tomorrow I will find you an excuse to go up the mountain for an outing, and then you can simply clean up and come with me, don't worry about money, I am ready."

I thought that no one knew about the plan, but something went wrong. After that day, Ling Sheng never left the house again.

See you later, it's just a phantom through the screen, I can't see it clearly, I only know that he is going to die, but I don't forget to say him:

"Qingliu, you have to be good."

Ling Sheng...

Cheng Qingliu grabbed the hand that wiped away his tears, wanted to say something, wanted to redeem something, but the hand avoided, and all the thousands of words hidden in his heart were shattered.

"I can't wait until the Chinese New Year." Ling Sheng said.

"You go your way in the world, and I'll go back to my way of the underworld. This life... cherish each other." After finishing speaking, Ling Sheng turned around and left without any regrets.

Cheng Qingliu didn't hold him back, and he didn't take steps to chase after him. He sat on the spot, both awake and at a loss.

"Ling Sheng!"

He is calling his name, which is more distressing and desperate than in the dark past.

However, Ling Sheng won't turn his head back, even if his limbs are already frozen due to the pain, he will only be warmed up again when he returns to that person, even if he is calling him, hoping that he will turn back again, even...he is also longing for it in his heart , clinging to his embrace...

But Ling Sheng felt that it was not calling him, but just a nostalgia, with the meaning of farewell, all the love and hatred in the past life were cut off at this sound, as clean as a newborn.

Floating life is just a dream with an unknown destination, I struggle here, you shout at the other end, on a certain day, in an inadvertent moment, I saw each other, so I fell in love with each other, swords faced each other, all joy, pain, hatred, Weaving a stretching net, the more you escape, the more cramped, the more suffocating, it seems that only by letting go of the clouds and smoke of yesterday, can you accept all the clouds of today, forget the past, and go to this endless dream without complaint or regret.

"Qingliu, it's a big dream, and I am very happy to have you."

Only hate, love has an end, but you and I are separated forever, and after the ups and downs, I thought I could spend my whole life with you in another way, but in the end, I was no match for the closest relatives in the world.

"The word love is really harmful." The young man leaned against the half-withered peach tree, half sighing, half mocking.

The breeze blows, he closes his eyes, a peach blossom on the top of his head shakes lightly, shakes off a petal, falls on his hair, and then slides to his shoulders, chest, shoe toe with the next breeze, and finally Stepped into the mud by him.

"You know, what I hate the most in my life is the youth and madness. You can coax your true feelings away with a few words. Even if you lie to me and hurt me, I'm as humble as dust...I'm dying, determined to search for your three souls Qipo, to help you reincarnate, is just an answer——Have you ever had... even a little bit of sincerity towards me?"