Floating a dream

If Ling Sheng was asked to comment on his benefactor in one sentence, besides "I am not doing well, I am also a bastard who thinks others are too comfortable", he can't think of anything else to praise him.

This gentleman is not a good person in a simple sense, although he can't be said to be a bad person, but he really doesn't like him.

"So you came all the way here just to tell me this sentence?" Mr. Benefactor was not moved by this, and seemed to find it a little interesting?

This made Ling Sheng extremely annoyed, and said loudly: "I'm not telling you, I'm scolding you! I'm scolding you, you're a little self-conscious!"

Mr. Benefactor first laughed, and then said slowly: "My intuition tells me that you have been stimulated by your little lover."

Mr. Benefactor's intuition has always been very accurate, or in other words, this is the result he had foreseen a long time ago.

Cheng Qingliu is very busy, and he can't share his worries with this kind of busyness, because he can't appear by his side, even if he can, as an outsider, it will be strange in the eyes of others, and he will not be allowed to help.

At the beginning, he was very considerate, he didn't want to cause trouble for Cheng Qingliu, and he took the initiative to give in to everything, but after a few days, he found that the situation became complicated.

Cheng Qingliu is getting more and more used to the life after returning home. Although he complains occasionally, he really does it without any reluctance.

Ling Sheng was once a human being, so he could understand his feelings, but when he knew that Cheng Qingliu's parents planned to drag Cheng Qingliu until the New Year, he knew that he couldn't bear it anymore.

It was also at this time that he suddenly realized that this was the meaning of Cheng Qingliu's hesitant to speak and concealment at that time.But has he changed his mind now?

"Didn't you persuade me to stay for a few more days before, why are you in such a hurry to leave now?" Cheng Qingliu was joking, but seeing Ling Sheng's uncharacteristically ignorant expression, he couldn't help feeling anxious Uneasy, he gritted his teeth and said, "At least, at least the end of the new year."

"But can't it?" He originally wanted to ask "Will you leave immediately after the New Year", but everything changed as soon as he said it.

Cheng Qingliu had a surprised expression of "what's wrong with you", but he would never quarrel with Ling Sheng over such a trivial matter, instead he tried to explain, hoping that he would understand what he did.

"After all, this is the first time I've been home for a long time. It's fine for other times, but this pass is just in time for the Chinese New Year. Is it plausible that I won't stay for the New Year?" Cheng Qingliu held Ling Sheng's hands, almost It's pleading, "My parents are getting old, and my grandfather, he loves me the most. I haven't been with them for so many years. They can't all come back, but they don't even give them a New Year's reunion dinner. You Can you bear it any longer? Your parents also miss you very much, and I will mention you every time I see you, don't you want to spend more time with them and see them? Even if you can't recognize each other. "

Ling Sheng couldn't deny that at this moment, when Cheng Qingliu said the last sentence, an emotion called "resentment" arose in his heart, even though he said nothing wrong.

Everything I have done, I have suffered so much, is for you, why do you want to hurt me so much?

But he can't say anything, can't do anything, because Cheng Qingliu is right.His love for his family and determination to fulfill his filial piety are all commendable.

He is not like him, he still has family, friends, and everything in the noisy world, he will never be as selfish as he is.

At this time, the servant next to Cheng Qingliu came to find him, saying that his family had something to ask him to go back, Cheng Qingliu dealt with it a few words, sent the servant to go back to answer first, and then turned to look for Ling Sheng again.

Because of this episode, Ling Sheng had slowly regained his composure.

"You just came out, why are you looking for you again?"

"I don't know, it's probably some trivial matter. They haven't seen me for a long time. I'm busy. They always like to talk to me when they have some free time. The juniors in the family usually play games and slapstick. If they want to pull me to talk, they just gossip. Pull me too." Cheng Qingliu smiled apologetically, making Ling Sheng feel aggrieved again.

Is it because I made a promise that I can be put aside and ignored?

With a secret sigh in his heart, Ling Sheng said with a strong spirit: "Then you go back first, don't make them wait."

Cheng Qingliu nodded, and was about to turn around to leave, but suddenly found that Ling Sheng was pulling on her sleeve, and did not let go.

This action made Cheng Qingliu stunned, and finally realized that he was too busy today and neglected his lover, which caused him to feel uneasy, and even everything that happened just now had an explanation, he was really dissatisfied with himself, and also acted like a baby.

This realization made his heart soften, and he forgot all his scruples in an instant. He reached out and hugged Ling Sheng, and kissed his lips directly without giving him any reaction.No matter how many words, it is better to use practical actions to comfort his tender and sensitive lover.

To Ling Sheng, Cheng Qingliu's kiss is like sweet rain, although it doesn't quench his thirst, it also makes him happy.

They haven't been close for a long time, both of them are a little excited, some time wasted, but Cheng Qingliu kept things in his mind, and pushed his lover away before things got worse, blushing: "Someday... another day when I have time Then..."

The words were not finished, but Ling Sheng understood the meaning, for the first time he smiled sincerely, hugged Cheng Qingliu and kissed his ear, and said: "It's all up to you." Then he let go of him .

"I really have to go, otherwise they'll ask around again." The flush on Ling Sheng's face faded by half, and he pretended to be serious, shaking his hands, signaling that Ling Sheng should let go.

But Ling Sheng actually said: "Kiss me one more time, and I'll let you go."

Cheng Qingliu smiled helplessly: "Don't make trouble. Didn't you kiss me just now..."

"Just now was just now, now is now." Ling Sheng looked serious.

Cheng Qingliu looked at Ling Sheng and said the truth, there was nothing she could do, she gave him a look, then leaned her head over and quickly kissed him on the lips.

"Okay. You should let me go now."

"Ah."

Ling Sheng answered crisply, but his fingers were lingering and refused to let go.Cheng Qingliu glared at him again, and he reluctantly let go.

Before leaving, Cheng Qingliu scolded with a smile: "Children have a temper."

Seeing Cheng Qingliu's back getting smaller and smaller, the little joy brought by him in Ling Sheng's heart gradually died down.

When Cheng Qingliu was out of sight, he began to look down at his hands again in a daze.

What did I want to say when I held his hand just now?

Say... I only have you...

don't leave me?

When Cheng Qingliu returned home, he was led to the back garden by his servants, and when he saw two flowery and jade-like strange women standing out of the group of female relatives, his head suddenly became dizzy.

You can figure it out with your toes, his mother is really interested in it, and she insists on finding him a wife.

This was the most torturous day for Cheng Qingliu after returning home.

When the two girls were sent out, the mother's expression became tense, and she looked at Cheng Qingliu as if she was interrogating a prisoner.

"Why, don't you like any of them?"

"Mother, isn't this obvious." The mother is not happy, and Cheng Qingliu may not be able to calm down.If Ling Sheng finds out about this, he still doesn't know how to torment him.

Mother was silent for a while, and asked, "You still can't let him go?"

"Yes." Cheng Qingliu answered honestly.Now that Ling Sheng was by her side, even if she wanted to empathize with someone else, it was too difficult.

Although what Cheng Qingliu said is the truth, this fact will not make anyone happy, except Cheng Qingliu himself.At the moment, the mother couldn't help being angry, and said: "How long has he been gone, why can't you let him go? You are still alive, and you shouldn't let a person who has been dead for many years be a reason to trap you. You are still young , should have a new life. Starting a family is what you should do."

From the day he came home, Cheng Qingliu had guessed that such a day would come, so he behaved very calmly.Facing his mother's questioning, he said unhurriedly: "I can't let him go because I like him, and I can't bear that my partner is not someone I like, that's all."

After hearing this, the mother sneered and said, "Naive!"

"Do you think that all the couples in this world become husband and wife because of your love and my willingness? It's your sister who just chose a suitable partner. What kind of love is talked about, and life and death will never change."

"My sister didn't meet someone I like before getting married, so I chose to accept your marriage proposal. I met someone I like a long time ago, and he is willing to be with me. Of course I am not happy. Why should I be with someone I don't like?" married?"

This rhetorical question left the mother speechless.In all fairness, it is human nature to find it difficult to accept second-rate goods imposed by others when you have your favorite.

After much deliberation, the mother could only kill one fact: "But he is already dead."

"..." I'm so angry, I can't say that although Ling Sheng died, but now he returned to him in another way, Cheng Qingliu thought bitterly.

Seeing that her son didn't answer, the mother thought she had the upper hand, and hurriedly said: "I know you like him, and it's hard for him to leave you, but you are still alive, and you have to look forward when you are alive, and you can't always remember the past. You said you want to marry the person you like, you always know that you will fall in love with each other after a long time, get in touch with more people, maybe one day you will fall in love with someone."

Cheng Qingliu couldn't help thinking, if the person who encountered this matter today was Ling Sheng, how would he answer?Cheng Qingliu couldn't think of anything else, so he had to say: "Right now I only have him in my heart, why do I still have time to cultivate relationships with others?"

"You!" Mother took a few quick breaths, and finally cursed, "You are so stubborn!"