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...I've known it since a long time ago - Akemi Miyano is a very gentle person.

From the birth of the institute, the only ones I faced were machine-like researchers who treated me as an experimental animal.

I am the only successful product born in the experiment, which means that countless failed products born before me were treated as pure experimental animals by the research institute because they failed to detect the quality of Lv.5. erasure.

There are not only doctors in white coats, but also enthusiastic researchers.

For them, artificial humans are no different from mice. At best, they are just high-consumption experimental animals with human form but no soul, and the cost is a bit high.

There are only two people who are good to me and do not have false elements or other purposes——

Accelerator and Akemi Miyano.

I am Dr. Yagizawa's experimental animal; Supernatural Secret Service Division, Ozhu Tower, Scepter4, these organizations value me because of my superpowers; Bourbon treats me well, but not necessarily, he has held me in mind from the very beginning Doubtful; not to mention the Mafia at the port.

From the beginning to the end, no matter who I am, it's just because of "Yakizawa Yayoi"—just because it's me, and only Akemi and Accelerator are the only ones who treat me well.

Miyano Akemi is different from Accelerator, Accelerator is the meaning of my birth, and Miyano Akemi——she is the brightest ray of sunshine in my life.

When Bourbon left me to fend for myself, it was Miyano Akemi who read me the beautiful fairy tales of princes and princesses at night to lull me to sleep. Her voice was soft like the track of clouds floating, humming softly in my ear Sometimes it's like a ballad sung by a poet from afar... It's the aftertaste that falls after the strings of the shamisen fluctuate.

She would wake up several times during the night, not because of restless sleep - but because of me.

I don't sleep well, and she always wakes up several times at night, quietly tucking up the quilt for me, smoothing the unevenness between my brows with her soft fingertips.

Miyano Akemi gently wanted me to cry.

And only Miyano Akemi, like a real mother, tolerates my stubbornness and willfulness unconditionally, gently resolves all my pickiness, and gives me the best smile when I win.

With her, everything is good.Even if it's just a nap in the afternoon when the sun is shining, it won't feel like a boring thing to waste time.

There is a wicker chair specially prepared for me in Mingmei’s apartment. I lay on the wicker chair and wobbled, while Mingmei wiped the sweat from my temples with a folding fan and whispered to me to sleep peacefully.

Even if they don't do anything, the two of them sit together on the rooftop and watch the magnificent sunset without saying a word, even if it's just her gentle breathing...that's fine.

At least I know that this person is alive, a beautiful life that is strong and powerful.She has a smile and a flesh, can cry and laugh, she is an ordinary person.

Miyano Akemi once said that she would protect me, but I never thought that such a day would come—I just wanted to protect her.

Protect my most precious sapphire.

The night before I left for the Port Mafia, she said she would wait for me to come back—that night she sat by the bed and made an agreement with my hooker that those who broke their promise would swallow a thousand needles.

……fraud.

Miyano Akemi is a big liar.

She clearly agreed, but she broke her promise—according to the agreement, she had to swallow a thousand needles!

The setting sun turned red, rotating and falling from the gap of the ventilating fan onto the concrete poured ground, the crimson twilight dyed filthy color blended with the blooming blood flowers.

The warm beige windbreaker was dizzy into a horrible color with blood, and the blood flowed out from under her body, along the unevenness of the concrete floor, and formed a puddle, and then slowly forced to my feet.

I stared blankly at the blood-stained upper, and then backed away in panic after a moment.

Too much blood.

When I realized whose body the blood came from, I trembled and dripped into the spreading blood, hugged Miyano Akemi's shoulders, and hugged her body into my arms.

Her long, smooth black hair was also knotted and tangled due to the sticky blood, and her bright blue eyes like a sea of ​​tranquility lost their brilliance.

Due to excessive blood loss, Miyano Akemi's skin revealed a fragile paleness, and the bluish-purple blood vessels clearly appeared on the fair skin.Her eyes began to turn gray, and the hazy color began to erode Miyano Akemi's life.

"Don't...don't die..." I trembled in panic and dazedly, "Mingmei...I don't want you to die."

My fingers can feel the weak beating of the pulse on the side of her neck, but the pulse that symbolizes the fresh life begins to become slow and slight, as if it will stop mobilizing at any time.

I panicked.

I pressed my fingers on her wound, trying to stop the bleeding.But it didn't work, I couldn't control the viscous liquid.The bright red blood still flowed out slowly and unquestionably from the wound on her abdomen.

All I can see is red.

Xiaguang is red, the blood flowing out is red, Mingmei is red... My hands are also red.I spread my palms and stared blankly at the sticky and brightly colored blood in my palms.

Like petals that have been ruthlessly ravaged into pieces after blooming, they appear in the sinking west in an ugly posture.

"Mingmei..." I couldn't hold back my crying, choked up and whispered, "I'll take you away, I can take you to the hospital right away...don't die please."

If I used superpowers, I could send her to the hospital right away, maybe... maybe there is still a chance.

Maybe she won't die.

Akemi Miyano struggled to open her eyes, and under the thin eyelids revealed the dusty pupils gradually eroded by decadent gray, and I could easily see my own crying face, cowardly and weak appearance .

That day made me realize that Miyano Akemi—the moment when she is the brightest sunshine in my life, she showed a gentle smile that was even more dazzling than the sun under the best bright sunlight.

Miyano Akemi opened her mouth slightly, she wanted to say something, but in the end she only made a slight trembling sound from her throat.

Her voice was hoarse and panting, as if an old and dilapidated bellows had been forcibly pulled from a dusty warehouse in order to make a pleasant sound.

——but still lost the original beautiful and poetic timbre, and finally became hoarse and dim.

"Akemi……"

I whispered her name softly.

The unprecedented sense of panic and loss made me feel helpless. The physiological saline accumulated from the eye sockets, and then gathered into salty water droplets and fell on Mingmei's eyelids, slowly sliding down the contours of her beautiful cheeks.

Miyano Akemi seemed to be a little clearer, she seemed to notice the uncontrollable tears accumulated in my eyes, she blinked slowly, and slowly raised her hand, as if she wanted to wipe away the tears falling from my cheeks.

But she was too weak, so weak that she couldn't even lift her fingers, she could only struggle and tremble slightly.

As if she had realized something, she slowly opened the corners of her lips as if she had exhausted all her strength, and showed me a last shallow smile.

At this time, she could only tug at the corner of her mouth, and her body couldn't allow more movements.

And my brain also told me this fact - Akemi Miyano, she was going to die.

She is about to fall into eternal sleep, and spend the rest of her splendid years in a beautiful paradise of illusory existence.

She opened her lips and tried hard to speak, but no sound came out, she just made a mouth shape with all her strength.

With blurry teary eyes, I tried my best to recognize the last two words she uttered - "Yayoi".

Miyano Akemi slowly closed her eyes, and I could no longer feel that faint pulse beating under my fingertips.She fell asleep peacefully amidst the blood blooming, her blood-sucking face was so pale and beautiful that it was shocking.

I know she is dead.

I was silent, and quietly wiped the blood stained on her cheek with my thumb, making it look like nothing happened to her—as if she was just too tired and fell asleep.

And I won't bother her.

I slowly bent over and pressed my forehead against hers.

I have always liked being so close to Miyano Akemi, but I can't feel her warm skin, only a palpitating coldness, that kind of coldness invades from all directions in my bone marrow, entangled me for it trembling.

I pressed against her forehead and whispered.

"I know...you wouldn't want me to do that."

After all, you have always been such a kind and good person, how could you be willing to hurt others.

It's okay, there are some things, I'll do it for you.It's okay if Mingmei doesn't want to, I don't mind a little more blood on my hands.

"Those who hurt you...I will make them pay."

I gritted my teeth and said word for word.

"good evening."

There was the sound of leather shoes stepping on the concrete floor behind me, and I knew without turning my head that this person must be Osamu Dazai.

"Mr. Dazai." I lowered my eyes and straightened Minmei's long black hair, "You really know everything."

"Are you here to deal with me, a traitor of the Port Mafia?"

I have been suspicious of Osamu Dazai for a long time, he really... knows everything.Those overt hints and threats are not my illusions, but his blatant demonstration and self-satisfaction.

Osamu Dazai can't kill me.

"Of course not." I heard Osamu Dazai say slowly with a smile, "I... like you very much."

"Yayoi."

"Thanks to Mr. Dazai's appreciation." My attitude was very cold, and I raised my eyelids to look at him, "So, what do you want to do? You let me go on purpose, just so that I can witness Minmei's death with my own eyes?"

"No, I thought you could save her life." Osamu Dazai said regretfully, "But it's a pity, Yayoi."

He bent his lips.

"—you didn't catch up."

I jumped up in an instant, squeezed Osamu Dazai's neck and pressed him hard to the ground. Osamu Dazai's neck was under the control of my hand. I slowly tightened my fingers, but there was no sign of any pain on Dazai Osamu's face. An uncomfortable look came.

I can kill him anytime I want.

I said sarcastically, "Are you thinking of committing suicide again today? Enrage me, and then let me take the opportunity to kill you?"

"They are a ruthless organization that kills your important people for their own selfish desires." Dazai Osamu's face turned red due to the loss of oxygen, and bright colors smudged from his face, his beauty is here It swelled to the extreme in an instant.

"You are not suitable to stay in such an organization—and you will not stay."

"They did such a thing, don't you want to take revenge?" He tried to persuade, "Or...you dare not?"

I clearly knew that Osamu Dazai was trying to trick me, using deceptive language to make me stumble and get dizzy, and in the end I was completely controlled by him.

"The Port Mafia needs you, Yayoi." He finally said with a smile, with a dark light floating in his iris eyes, "...I want to have you too."

He stretched out his hand, caressed my cheek affectionately, and pinned my drooping temple hair back with a lover-like gesture.

Dazai's fingers were warm.

I lowered my eyes indifferently, Dazai Osamu's blood vessels were throbbing vigorously under my fingers, showing the vibrancy and vitality of this life.How disgusting Dazai Osamu's face looks to me at this moment—that beautiful face is as ugly and disgusting as a rotten leaf root.

All I could do was gag at the smile on his face, and my stomach started churning uncomfortably.

"But you... are also an accomplice." I gritted my teeth and trembled, and said each word, "You obviously know everything... You obviously know everything, but you still watched all this happen. You It's important to me to know her, but it's not about you, is it?"

"You only get what you want."

I unconsciously uttered the disconcerting words, and the tears that had ceased rolling down again, dripped on the concrete floor, and fainted together with the dust and blood.

"What face do you have to say such things to me now? With a bloody knife in your hand, you come and say some self-righteous and hypocritical words to me, and use a complacent and superior posture to persuade me... But in the end, Mingmei His death was also because of you."

"If you tell me everything, she can obviously survive."

I'm almost speechless, if... If Osamu Dazai told me everything he knew instead of keeping me in the dark, I could have saved Minmei.She is so kind and gentle, she obviously doesn't have to die.

You don’t need to carry everything on your weak shoulders, obviously I also want to be your strength...Obviously I have prepared a surprise, I want to sit with you on the balcony, listen to you tell stories in the sunset, and sleep with you I fell asleep with the breath, turning over on purpose, waiting for you to tuck me in the quilt.

If I were stronger, more sensitive, and more sensible, would you still be able to come back?Can you open your eyes again... look at me again?

I know I can't.

No matter how many tears I shed, no matter how loudly I cried, no one came back to hug me tenderly after hearing it, and put me to sleep.

"It was you who broke all this... Dazai Osamu. You broke the mirror, but you still pretended to be a good person with fake compassion in front of me."

I looked into Osamu Dazai's eyes and said.

"...you really disgust me."