Rao Lin Yan also felt that the current scene was a bit awkward, he coughed lightly, his gaze passed Chi Zong who was still petrified, and met Lin Xiyue's shocked gaze: "...Why did you come up here?"

"I...I'm just worried about you...fighting..." Lin Xiyue struggled to find an excuse, and now he fully understood why his brother hated that person so much, and that child who only existed in conversation , plus... why Lin Yan was so weak during the period after graduation, and the inexplicable entanglement after the reunion...

It was like a thread, threading through things he hadn't seen in the past years. Lin Xiyue felt a strong sense of unwillingness at the same time when he suddenly realized... He quickly lowered his eyelashes to cover the surging hatred in his eyes, and clenched his fists into fists Quietly put his hands behind his back, only the trembling in his voice was real, but not because of sadness, but hatred: "You, you really..."

Lin Yan didn't know anything about it, he just pressed his temple with some headache, "It's already said that it's in the past tense... Tsk, eavesdropping should at least be heard clearly."

This light sentence was undoubtedly another violent blow to Chi Zong. Alpha froze on the spot as if his computer had crashed, until Lin Yan patted him on the shoulder when he brushed against him, telling him He: "Let it go."

What Chi Zong thought at that time was—how could it be possible?

After he finally worked up the courage to face his mistakes.

After he finally solved the doubts in his heart.

After he finally met Lin Yan again...

He still has...the things he owed that he couldn't make up for, and the feelings he missed that he didn't have time to talk about. He wanted to ask you when you started to like me, but was frozen into an ice sculpture by the "regret" added by that person ...as if the whole body, only the shoulders that were patted by that person were still slightly warm, supporting him to turn his head stiffly...I saw Lin Xiyue buried her head in Lin Yan's arms.

It was a normal scene at first, but now it was blinding for some reason, Chi Zong opened his mouth, and his hard-working brain remembered what the old housekeeper had said... Lin Yan was not the illegitimate son of the Lin family at all, he was just an illegitimate child of the Lin family because of his similar appearance. The child he bought has no blood relationship with Lin Xiyue at all, they are not blood brothers——

But when the words came to his lips, he didn't know where to start. Just when Chi Zong was trying to organize his words, Lin Yan took the lead to push away the young man who was rubbing his arms endlessly: "How old are you, still acting like a baby?"

Lin Xiyue pursed her mouth, stretched out her hand to wrap her brother's neck, and rested her chin on his shoulder: "My brother actually liked someone else... I didn't even know..." When he spoke, he raised his eyes vaguely , glanced at Chi Zong with a warning in his eyes, and saw the latter startled, Alpha's instinct made him feel threatened—but in the next second, it turned into a harmless grievance, as if everything before illusion.

"What do I need to report to you?" Lin Yan was getting impatient when she said this, Lin Xiyue accepted it as soon as she saw it, and let go of it very simply... just gently tugged on the other party's sleeve: "Then, the thing about going out to play in two days...does it still count?"

"..."

The two figures walked away gradually while talking, Chi Zong finally came back to his senses, he stumbled and followed, and the moment he opened his mouth, the heavy door of the roof closed in front of him, making a loud noise...

He was left in the cold moonlight.

After the conversation just now, Lin Yan felt as if he was relieved. When he went downstairs, his footsteps were a little fluttering... This feeling of dust settled, it seemed that all the bones buried deep in his heart had been turned out. Turned to ashes in the sun.

Everything is over... Even with the confession that has faded after several years, it was put to an indifferent end by "regret".

Maybe it was because he was lost in thought, he almost stepped on the ground, and quickly grabbed the railing beside him... Lin Xiyue followed behind him, startled, she reached out to help, but Lin Yan calmly avoided it :"Need not."

"Brother..." The young man's voice sounded in the quiet corridor. For a moment, it seemed to come from far away, with a somewhat dull hoarseness... It was a tone that Lin Yan had never heard before. .

"Why do you keep pushing me away?" he asked.

As if being stared at by a wild beast in the dark, Lin Yan subconsciously took two steps before turning back at the end of the steps: "...what did you say?"

Lin Xiyue stood there, only wearing simple home clothes, her coat was loosely draped over her shoulders, her previously messy hair fell down, covering the young man's beautiful eyebrows and eyes.

Perhaps because of the light, Lin Xiyue looks a bit sickly and gloomy at this time, which does not match the painting style of the elegant and docile piano prince... Lin Yan's gaze fell on the bandage exposed by the collar, and he thought: He also I can't play the piano anymore.

In this way, it is inevitable that he felt a little guilty, he exhaled, and adjusted his fluctuating mentality: "I promised you earlier, I keep my word..."

"You clearly know that this is not what I want to ask." Lin Xiyue interrupted him hastily, and Alpha's chest heaved heavily, as if he was suppressing something that was about to break through. "Forget it," he finally said, and slowly walked down the steps, stood beside his elder brother, raised his head and showed a beautiful smile: "Brother, can you have some wine with me?"

"...What?" Lin Yan frowned at the other party's sudden uncertainty, "Your hand..."

"It's okay... just have a few drinks," Lin Xiyue's voice was soft and soft, with a hint of pleading: "Please..."

"..."

Maybe it was because of the sadness in the young man's eyes, or maybe it was a good time to drink, Lin Yan finally agreed and came to Lin Xiyue's room together.

On the small tea table outside the bed, there were half-drunk red wine and wine glasses. Lin Xiyue found another glass out of nowhere and handed it to Lin Yan: "I bought this bottle of wine secretly before, it's cheap. It's my own little coffer..." At this point, he seemed to smile apologetically: "It's not an expensive wine."

Lin Yan nodded casually, poured himself half a glass, then took out a cigarette case from his pocket and put it on the table: "...Do you mind?"

"No, no, no...cough, actually..." Lin Xiyue looked at the other party's skillful movement of lighting a cigarette, and there was a flash of fire in her deep black eyes: "When I was not differentiated, because I couldn't smell Because of the relationship between pheromones, sometimes I feel that I am a different kind...but only my brother can smell it."

"...Secondhand smoke is harmful to health." When Lin Yan spoke, white smoke spewed out from his mouth and nose, making his facial features a bit hazy: "I smoke... not for anything else, but because the pheromone of Beta is too weak , there’s no way to use human-shaped self-propelled aromatherapy like you Alpha...” At this point, he seemed to smile, but he didn’t seem to: “The group of brats always use the intensity of pheromone to classify their classes. If I don’t Get yourself a taste, get eliminated early in the first round."

The youngsters who have just split up are still immature, and the bears have all the five poisons-it is not without reason that Lin Yanneng beat the pack in high school, but no one can stand a few packs of cigarettes a day, so that his throat was ruined at that time. Until now, there is an indelible hoarseness in his voice.

As if trying to cover up something, Lin Xiyue lowered her head and took a sip of the wine... The taste of the inferior red wine was sour and harsh, and she rubbed her nose unaccustomed, before speaking again: "...but, this is the brother who gave me I feel safe."

Lin Xiyue's differentiation period was five years later than the average - during the five years, he was defaulted to be an Omega because of his beautiful appearance, and was harassed by various suitors; Pheromone, you never know whether the person standing in front of you or a beast dominated by desire will show its fangs in the next second...

"I know that my brother's smell is not real...but I can take it as real, so that I will feel that I am differentiated, no matter what gender it is...whether it is Alpha, Beta, or Omega...I can be with Everyone distinguishes emotions from pheromones, instead of being like a different species living in a vacuum." Lin Xiyue raised her glass, and lightly touched the one Lin Yan put on the table: "Thank you."

But Lin Yan didn't take it seriously: "There's nothing to thank...you're thinking too much." At that time, he was as busy as a spinning top, so he didn't have the time to care about the delicate feelings in the young master's heart until now. , he also felt hypocritical.

Because in Lin Yan's impression, this young master is too far away from him. How can there be any real contact between the moon hanging high in the sky and the mud trampled on the ground?At most, when the moonlight shines on the earth, just take him along for a while.

It's not that Lin Yan complains and belittles himself, but that it is indeed the case.

But Lin Xiyue didn't think so.

Back then, when he didn't know all the truth, he thought that Lin Yan was an Alpha and would definitely inherit the family in the future... his elder brother was the morning star embedded in the sky, guiding his direction.

But that star was too lonely, and he tried his best to keep up with it, and before he even had time to touch it... the star had already fallen, into a place he couldn't see.

He was very sad, flustered... and regretted, regretting why he didn't resist the family's wishes and get closer to him, why didn't he comfort the man when he was bruised and bruised for himself... So he was willful once, after knowing two After there was no blood relationship between them, they stubbornly wanted to write Lin Yan on the Lin family's genealogy—just to try to maintain the little connection they had left, and to leave a trace of unrealistic fantasy for themselves...

He was reluctant to put the wolf that was finally freed back into the cage, so he never took the initiative to look for it for so many years... until the Lin family collapsed, but Lin Yan was pulled by this invisible rope, and the wolves went wrong. Back to his side.

This time, he had no reason to let go.

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