His sweetheart ABO

When Lin Yan came out of the bathroom, his wet arms were still dripping with water. He didn't even look at the person on the bed, turned around and left the room... After standing in the corridor for a while, he opened a guest room and walked in.

The cigarette was left in the original room, so he naturally wouldn't go to get it. Now he was sitting on the bed, holding his forehead and panting... Leaving the room full of pheromones, the fresh air made him almost The burning brain calmed down a lot, and he wiped his face. Lin Yan raised his head, and cursed into the air, and he didn't know who he was scolding...it might be himself.

... That little bastard Lin Xiyue is poisonous.

If it were any Alpha, they would not be as fragile and coquettish as him... Most of them would follow their instincts, and even lose their minds, turning into mad dogs whose eyes were reddened by pheromones.That way, Lin Yan would be able to resist desperately, and he could use whatever he could get at hand without hesitation and no burden—knocking out a few teeth of the opponent, or blowing the back of his head off.

Even if this process will become extremely bloody and intense, it is still better than what it is now... Such embarrassment and subtlety, like a fire burning his nerves, made him restless and irritated to death, but the instinctive forbearance made him unable to He vented his willfulness, and the scattered flames lingered on every corner of his body, even the arm that was rubbed red trembled slightly.

He wished he could cut it off and throw it to Lin Xiyue—to completely repay the favor he owed.

Lin Yan closed his eyes, he inhaled and exhaled again, very slowly, trying to lower his heart rate... Unfortunately, it didn't work.

In the end, he just raised his other hand and wiped his face fiercely.

Be it Alpha... or Omega, they are all beasts enslaved by pheromones. At most, they are just different between carnivorous and herbivorous.

Since they can't be provoked, the best way is to hide as far away as possible, and keep out of sight.

So in the early morning of the next day, with two dark circles under his eyes, Lin Yan got up as soon as it was light, and locked himself in the newly furnished studio.

Lin Xiyue opened her eyes from the bed after a dreamy night, hugged the quilt and rolled around happily - there was still some faint smell of smoke on it, which was different from pheromones, but left by Lin Yan when he smoked .

He buried his face in it, and after being intoxicated for a while, he raised his head and let out a breath of satisfaction.

Went downstairs for breakfast, unexpectedly did not find her brother, Lin Xiyue was holding a freshly made sandwich in one hand, grilled crispy toast sandwiched salty ham and vegetables, and there was a fried candy heart in the middle Poached Egg - As soon as he took a bite, the fragrant egg yolk flowed out from the middle and dripped down his hand.

So Lin Yan, who had been writing drafts all morning, wanted to open the door to pour a glass of water, and immediately saw Lin Xiyue sitting at the dining table.The kid was lowering his head and licking the egg liquid between his fingers. His slender fingers were wrapped around the tip of his pink tongue. I don't know if he deliberately slowed down, so that this scene even looked a little... sexy.

The corner of Lin Yan's mouth twitched, and the image of being thrown away with great difficulty appeared in his mind again... He cursed a curse word, and before the man looked up, he slammed the door hard.

Looking at the re-closed door, the corners of Lin Xiyue's mouth curled into a small arc. He picked up the half-eaten sandwich again, put it in his mouth, and took a bite.

Lin Yan sat down in front of the drawing board again, stared at the completed draft in front of him for a while, and then picked up the pen again.

What he painted was a pair of watercolors. He didn't think about what to paint at first, so he squandered a few times based on his feeling... Now the outline of the small bridge and flowing water can be vaguely seen.This is a vague scene in memory, which Lin Yan put together casually. The dyed pen tip touched the drawing paper, and the smudged paint looked like irregular little flowers, lighting up the world of gray and white. .

...Slowly, his restless heart gradually calmed down, the blue of the sky, the green of the flowing water, the green of the grass... those bright colors that did not belong to his life, were revealed little by little under his hands.After a few months, Lin Yan found that his mentality had changed. No matter what he used to be, he subconsciously added gray tones to the color palette, but looking at the painting now, the tone is bright and bright, as if there is no room for shadows.

In fact, none of the things that happened recently touched his heart, but maybe he was used to the teasing of fate——Lin Yan was a little bit broken, and he almost challenged God with his back straight, and the result was that manpower was no match for the sky. Force - the opponent gave him such an exciting attack.

Lin Yan admits that he is a little mentally weak now, like the sequelae of brain stimulation and high-level work... and the colorful changes in front of him have aroused his rebellious psychology. Taking a deep breath, Lin Yan re-adjusted the color and blurred it at the edge.

It was like pouring a basin of cold water on the burning charcoal forcibly, and when Lin Yan stopped writing, the scene in front of him became familiar to him again when he heard a cry of hunger from his stomach. melancholy.

As if this is what he should be like... no fresh life, no bright sunshine, no colorful flowers and plants... no desire and no passion.Some are just the world shrouded in shallow shadows, as if covered with a layer of alienated mist, and the cold gray water flows thinly, from under the lonely bridge that no one passes, to the unknown distance.

He is a born wanderer, he has traveled through countless cities, big and small, and has nowhere to come from, and he will never have a place to return to, not to mention ties and concerns. Apart from "freedom", all he has left is "alive".

Stimulation and impulsiveness are just the fleeting fireworks in his long and aimless life. At the moment of the explosion, the sky-shaking and gorgeous eyes are dazzled, but the past is the past, and it will eventually turn into cold ashes , scattered in the wind.

On the second day, Lin Xiyue went downstairs as usual, and caught sight of her elder brother at the dining table... He planned to give him three or five days to calm down, and then he would act like a baby in order to make further progress...

But Lin Yan looked up and saw the young man staring blankly at him, and said something early without emotion.

He was slowly peeling steamed sweet potatoes, while looking down at the morning news on his mobile phone - the cuffs of his home clothes fell down because of his straight elbows, revealing his bony and thin wrists, and Blood vessels were faintly visible from beneath the pale skin.

Lin Xiyue's heart beat out of control, he licked his dry and cracked lips, and opened his mouth gently: "Good morning, brother."

Lin Yan didn't look at him again.

Whether it was intentionally getting the porridge on the clothes, or the spoon in his hand was clanging against the edge of the bowl—maybe the noise disturbed someone watching the video, and he casually pushed a peeled corn to Linxi Before the month.

Lin Xiyue: "..." No matter how you pick it up and chew it, it doesn't seem very graceful.

But Lin Yan didn't care about this, he figured it out, he was kind to this kid a little too much - there was no reason to make himself anxious just to accommodate him, Lin Xiyue saved him with one arm, he treated him as a Brother, allow the young master to have a temper and dependence from time to time...but not condone it.

Otherwise, it will really be endless.

Stuffing a piece of sweet potato into his mouth, Lin Yan took another sip of coffee, feeling a lot more relaxed—then he heard sobbing and sobbing from beside him.

Lin Xiyue was really panicked, her well-developed lacrimal glands were filled with tears within a few minutes, he sniffed at his elder brother's helpless gaze, "I, I... I'm sorry... I don't want to..."

"Yeah." Lin Yan put the tissue box in front of him, got up with unfinished coffee, and said before leaving: "After crying, remember that there is a medical examination in the afternoon, don't forget."

After speaking, she entered the studio without looking back, Lin Xiyue watched his figure completely disappear behind the door, and silently took out two pieces of paper.

...What to do, I seem to be a little impatient.

Omega's pheromones made him anxious, afraid that the prey that had half stepped into the trap would be snatched away by a little goblin who didn't know where it came from, and hurriedly thought about smashing this simple "family relationship"... But Lin was disgusted. He is not a guy who desires emotions. The biggest loss he has suffered in his life comes from here. The so-called being bitten by a snake once and being afraid of well ropes for ten years, all things related to sensibility are all rejected by him mercilessly. Outside the door, even if it is just a little intimate contact.

As a "brother", Lin Xiyue can hug him and act like a baby to him, but when he reveals his Alpha side - being dominated by pheromones and losing his mind, even if he is tolerant of misery, even if he is weak and embarrassed, Lin Yan may There was a moment of soft-heartedness—but after that, he would subconsciously sweep this out-of-bounds behavior together with other "privileges" without leaving any room for it.

Just because the greatest tragedy in his life originated here, it turned into a nameless monument and remained forever among the rocks by the seaside of Xueyuan Island.

It’s just that Lin Xiyue didn’t know anything about all of this, because she didn’t want to admit that she hadn’t been able to participate in the other person’s life, and Alpha’s pride made him subconsciously think that she knew Lin Yan enough, but deliberately forgot about the existence of the other person... That, The real owner of this villa.

And the kid they had mentioned in their argument that "never existed in the first place".

Thinking about it now, her palms were covered in cold sweat, Lin Xiyue suddenly raised her head, looked at the gorgeous crystal lamp above her head, and for the first time had the urge to kill.

late...

What happened between him and his brother?

Was it a former lover?Or... there are more secrets that he doesn't know, how did that child... come from?Who made the first move?

Lin Xiyue half-closed her eyes, trying to recall the images of her college days. He remembered Chi Zong's hesitant expression and red face on the rooftop of the birthday party... and the expression of heaven and earth shattered after being rejected by him first.

The person that kid liked at the time...wasn't he himself?