His sweetheart ABO
Chapter 32
In the dark room, Chi Zong was leaning against the bed, shaking his hands to open the next bottle of wine.
Empty beer cans are piled up at his feet, and they make a crisp sound when they are touched slightly. Chi Zong is tired of hearing this, and he lifts his foot to kick the soda cans that are in the way. The wounded beast was panting heavily, he shook his hand and took another sip of wine.
Because it has been kept at room temperature for a long time, the beer is no longer as cold as when it was taken out of the refrigerator, and the melted drops of water wet the palms, Chi Zong rubbed his hot cheeks with this, his broken hair was messy like weeds, The whole person looked extremely decadent.
The previous state was after he had failed to confess his confession...just that time, someone was willing to walk in, hug him...to comfort him.
But now, that person is gone... Chi Zong couldn't adapt to this huge sense of gap.As long as he closes his eyes, the other party will be crying silently... He has never seen such a fragile Lin Yan. In the impression of the young master, his brother Lin is so strong and calm, no matter when Anywhere, you can handle everything with a smile...
But it was such a person who lied to himself.
Lin Yan is Beta——If you only talk about this news, Chi Zong may have reasons to believe the other party's words. Although he has no qualifications and position to manage the Lin family's family affairs, this is undoubtedly a kind of deception... He may be entangled, will Hesitant, angry, and angry, but definitely not as sad as now... so sad.
I thought that the cloud and rain in the past were just an accidental misunderstanding, but now it seems that it has become an ironclad evidence that the other party has planned for a long time...Beta, who will not be overwhelmed by pheromones, has absolute sobriety, and he may have a day Tens of thousands of ways to stop him in advance, call someone to help or send him to the infirmary... instead of taking him back to his dormitory.
Chi Zong believed that Lin Yan, who was so shrewd, could not have thought of the above methods, but in the end, he put him on that bed.
As for what happened later... It can also be said that I can't help myself.
But is it really only involuntary?Or is it because of other ulterior motives?Chi Zong's brain hurts from thinking about it, but he can't... can't persuade himself to believe it, because everything is too strange, including the sudden child.
……child.
Thinking of this question, the young Alpha clenched the wine bottle helplessly, the can twisted in his palm, and spilled the spilled wine.
He never thought he would have children.
After all, it is just the first step of adulthood. Today's Chi Zong doesn't have the courage to take on another new life. He is too young, so young that he doesn't know the hardships of society and the heights of heaven and earth.
That's why he was so angry at the moment when he knew that Lin Yan was pregnant, angry at the other party's deceit, trying to use anger to cover up the panic in his heart... because it was too heavy for him, so heavy that he could just watch the Mount Tai mountain crush him, But I don't know what to do.
What should I do... The confused young man took a sip of wine. This time, no one descended from the sky to help him solve his problems. He had to face everything by himself.
...Why is it you, Chi Zong thought.
If it's just anyone...anyone is fine, he can ruthlessly ask the other party to kill the child with money, but that person is Lin Yan——
He is his most valued and most admired friend.
It turns out that even Alpha...will really fall into a disadvantage because of feelings.
Even if Lin Yan lied to him, or even used him... But Chi Zong couldn't bear it no matter what. Maybe it was because the man looked at him too sadly, or maybe they did have a good and real memory.
What should I do...
Could it be... let the other party give birth to the child?Wouldn't that make him the illegitimate child he hated the most... Besides, how would he explain to his family?
If you take advantage of the trend... to get married, wouldn't it be in line with the other party's expectations, and how is he different from the young master of the Zhao family who has been threatened?
... From this point of view, it seems that no matter what the choice is, it is wrong. When the young man was struggling, the mobile phone that was close to the battery suddenly rang, and the ringtone was Lin Yan's exclusive tone.
Like a thunderbolt exploding above his head, Chi Zong hurriedly got up and grabbed the vibrating phone... He hesitated for a long time, and when he was about to hang up, he finally mustered up the courage and pressed the call button.
"……Hey?"
"...I have already aborted the child." On the other side of the phone, Lin Yan was lying on the hospital bed with a pale face. He had just rested from the operation and had just eaten some hot porridge, otherwise he would not even have the strength to speak.But even so, his tone was still weak and calm, without any trace of emotion: "... I hope you will abide by the agreement."
After saying this, he didn't give the other party time to react, so he cut it off directly.
It's finally over, Lin Yan thought, this should be an easy thing, but at this moment, the emptiness in his heart can't be described in words... Lowering his eyes, his slightly bulging belly was flat, even because he was too thin His breathing was slightly sunken. Just a few days ago, there was a little life conceived here... a child connected with his true blood.
Cold fingertips caressed his forehead, Lin Yan closed his eyes fiercely, the sense of guilt swept over him like a tide, overwhelming him... Miscarriage caused huge damage to the body, and the stimulation of Alpha hormone made him even more unsuitable than ordinary Betas Fertility, in order not to make such a mistake in the future, he asked the doctor to remove his gestational sac, even if it would put a greater burden on his body... But his momentary greed created everything in front of him, and he was willing to do this be punished.
He is the lone star of Tiansha, unworthy of having relatives, and destined to be alone all his life.
So I'm sorry... for letting you fall into hell before you were born, wipe the water stains from the corners of your eyes vigorously, and when you open your eyes again, the youth's eyes are clear.
From now on, he only lives for himself.
On the other end of the phone, Chi Zong stood there with a blank mind. After a while, he suddenly trembled violently, and the mobile phone he couldn't hold firmly hit his foot hard, and there was a sharp pain, but he didn't care about it. He limped out the door.
In the taxi, Chi Zong clenched his fists, feeling as if a fire was burning under the seat, he was so anxious and urgent... wishing he could spread his wings and fly to that person's side——
He dared not think of anything but this thought.
But when he went all the way to find out about Lin Yan's ward and stumbled in regardless of dissuasion, he looked at the man who had lost too much weight on the bed, and all his words seemed to be stuck in his throat... The unsober alcohol stimulated the brain, and Chi Zong pressed his throbbing temples, faltering and unable to utter a complete sentence, "My child...you...I..."
Going crazy.
The heart seemed to break through the body and jump out, the elevated blood pressure made his eyes dizzy for a while, Chi Zong swayed and took a step, the swollen ankle was moved, and the pain made him break out in a cold sweat... As a last resort , the boy leaned against the cold wall of the ward, he squinted his somewhat misty eyes, and looked at Lin Yan in a daze.
"Where is the child...?"
The latter was using the computer to deal with the things that had fallen before, but he didn't even lift his head when he heard the words, and he was right to think that the other party was nothing.
Chi Zong stood by the wall and calmed down for a while, then dragged his injured foot forward a few steps, he didn't dare to get too close, but even so, the smell of alcohol was continuously coming from his body, a bit choking.
Flirting eyes swept over the other person's already flattened belly, the young Alpha only felt bitterness in his mouth, he was going crazy, if he didn't say something - if he didn't get any response.
Almost losing his mind, Chi Zong said tremblingly: "For you...is that position so important?"
Lin Yan's fingers fluttering on the keyboard paused slightly, he raised his eyes, and glanced at the young man's face emotionlessly, without saying a word.
In fact, there is nothing to say.
After seeing through the other party's true thoughts, Lin Yan has been too lazy to explain anything... He never wastes meaningless words.
And his silence was naturally regarded by Chi Zong as the default answer. At that moment, it seemed that the world was broken into pieces, and the sharp edges and corners scratched him. The young man's fingers twitched and slowly clenched into fists.
"Okay...very good..." He raised his head, trying to back up the gushing liquid, "I never realized...you are such a cruel person...I misunderstood you..." At the end of the words, he was almost choked up, He staggered for a moment, and suddenly he didn't know the meaning of rushing over here... Now that things had happened, he just wanted to leave this sad place as soon as possible.
But Lin Yan didn't seem to want to make him feel better, so he turned his back, and the other party's cold words pierced him like a knife, without any trace of the tenderness of the past.
"What kind of person am I?" Lin Yan seemed to sneer, he hid his trembling fingers under the quilt, his slowly straightened back was like an unsheathed sword, through the thin hospital gown, even Thin bones can be vaguely glimpsed. "I just did as you wished, young master."
As if he had seen through something, Chi Zong trembled all over and almost lost his footing; he hastily held the door panel, and the cold touch spread all the way from the palm of his hand to the bottom of his heart: "I never said that... I..."
"You just ran away." Lin closed his eyes wearily: "You just...don't dare to face and bear it. Now that things have happened, you feel very relaxed, right? You don't have to speak against your conscience, and you don't have to be afraid of being threatened by disgusting people. ..." At the end, he laughed at himself: "You are still so naive, I really...forget it."
He reached for the hot water beside him and took a sip.
As a result, Chi Zong hadn't left yet.
After being punctured sharply by the other party, at the moment when panic and anxiety filled every cell, the alcohol-flavored pheromone burst out together with the smell of alcohol, and under the reluctance of the owner, it did not affect the person sitting on the hospital bed. The man... Chi Zong's eyes were completely empty, he looked at Lin Yan, his glassy eyes were unfocused, his chapped lips squirmed a few times, and he asked the last question intermittently like a mosquito.
"If you...not for...inheritance, why would I...do that...to you?"
Lin Yan was silent for a long time, until the boiled water in his hand became completely cold, and he drank it in one gulp.
"...Want to know?"
Chi Zong blinked numbly, bit his lips: "...Think."
"How should I put it..." The man put the empty water glass aside, his lowered eyes fell on his quietly clenched fingers, "I never planned to tell you, but until now..."
He raised his head, his eyes were clean and clear, only the corners of his lips curled up in a sarcastic arc.
Lin Yan said, "You are no longer worthy of knowing about the matter."
Empty beer cans are piled up at his feet, and they make a crisp sound when they are touched slightly. Chi Zong is tired of hearing this, and he lifts his foot to kick the soda cans that are in the way. The wounded beast was panting heavily, he shook his hand and took another sip of wine.
Because it has been kept at room temperature for a long time, the beer is no longer as cold as when it was taken out of the refrigerator, and the melted drops of water wet the palms, Chi Zong rubbed his hot cheeks with this, his broken hair was messy like weeds, The whole person looked extremely decadent.
The previous state was after he had failed to confess his confession...just that time, someone was willing to walk in, hug him...to comfort him.
But now, that person is gone... Chi Zong couldn't adapt to this huge sense of gap.As long as he closes his eyes, the other party will be crying silently... He has never seen such a fragile Lin Yan. In the impression of the young master, his brother Lin is so strong and calm, no matter when Anywhere, you can handle everything with a smile...
But it was such a person who lied to himself.
Lin Yan is Beta——If you only talk about this news, Chi Zong may have reasons to believe the other party's words. Although he has no qualifications and position to manage the Lin family's family affairs, this is undoubtedly a kind of deception... He may be entangled, will Hesitant, angry, and angry, but definitely not as sad as now... so sad.
I thought that the cloud and rain in the past were just an accidental misunderstanding, but now it seems that it has become an ironclad evidence that the other party has planned for a long time...Beta, who will not be overwhelmed by pheromones, has absolute sobriety, and he may have a day Tens of thousands of ways to stop him in advance, call someone to help or send him to the infirmary... instead of taking him back to his dormitory.
Chi Zong believed that Lin Yan, who was so shrewd, could not have thought of the above methods, but in the end, he put him on that bed.
As for what happened later... It can also be said that I can't help myself.
But is it really only involuntary?Or is it because of other ulterior motives?Chi Zong's brain hurts from thinking about it, but he can't... can't persuade himself to believe it, because everything is too strange, including the sudden child.
……child.
Thinking of this question, the young Alpha clenched the wine bottle helplessly, the can twisted in his palm, and spilled the spilled wine.
He never thought he would have children.
After all, it is just the first step of adulthood. Today's Chi Zong doesn't have the courage to take on another new life. He is too young, so young that he doesn't know the hardships of society and the heights of heaven and earth.
That's why he was so angry at the moment when he knew that Lin Yan was pregnant, angry at the other party's deceit, trying to use anger to cover up the panic in his heart... because it was too heavy for him, so heavy that he could just watch the Mount Tai mountain crush him, But I don't know what to do.
What should I do... The confused young man took a sip of wine. This time, no one descended from the sky to help him solve his problems. He had to face everything by himself.
...Why is it you, Chi Zong thought.
If it's just anyone...anyone is fine, he can ruthlessly ask the other party to kill the child with money, but that person is Lin Yan——
He is his most valued and most admired friend.
It turns out that even Alpha...will really fall into a disadvantage because of feelings.
Even if Lin Yan lied to him, or even used him... But Chi Zong couldn't bear it no matter what. Maybe it was because the man looked at him too sadly, or maybe they did have a good and real memory.
What should I do...
Could it be... let the other party give birth to the child?Wouldn't that make him the illegitimate child he hated the most... Besides, how would he explain to his family?
If you take advantage of the trend... to get married, wouldn't it be in line with the other party's expectations, and how is he different from the young master of the Zhao family who has been threatened?
... From this point of view, it seems that no matter what the choice is, it is wrong. When the young man was struggling, the mobile phone that was close to the battery suddenly rang, and the ringtone was Lin Yan's exclusive tone.
Like a thunderbolt exploding above his head, Chi Zong hurriedly got up and grabbed the vibrating phone... He hesitated for a long time, and when he was about to hang up, he finally mustered up the courage and pressed the call button.
"……Hey?"
"...I have already aborted the child." On the other side of the phone, Lin Yan was lying on the hospital bed with a pale face. He had just rested from the operation and had just eaten some hot porridge, otherwise he would not even have the strength to speak.But even so, his tone was still weak and calm, without any trace of emotion: "... I hope you will abide by the agreement."
After saying this, he didn't give the other party time to react, so he cut it off directly.
It's finally over, Lin Yan thought, this should be an easy thing, but at this moment, the emptiness in his heart can't be described in words... Lowering his eyes, his slightly bulging belly was flat, even because he was too thin His breathing was slightly sunken. Just a few days ago, there was a little life conceived here... a child connected with his true blood.
Cold fingertips caressed his forehead, Lin Yan closed his eyes fiercely, the sense of guilt swept over him like a tide, overwhelming him... Miscarriage caused huge damage to the body, and the stimulation of Alpha hormone made him even more unsuitable than ordinary Betas Fertility, in order not to make such a mistake in the future, he asked the doctor to remove his gestational sac, even if it would put a greater burden on his body... But his momentary greed created everything in front of him, and he was willing to do this be punished.
He is the lone star of Tiansha, unworthy of having relatives, and destined to be alone all his life.
So I'm sorry... for letting you fall into hell before you were born, wipe the water stains from the corners of your eyes vigorously, and when you open your eyes again, the youth's eyes are clear.
From now on, he only lives for himself.
On the other end of the phone, Chi Zong stood there with a blank mind. After a while, he suddenly trembled violently, and the mobile phone he couldn't hold firmly hit his foot hard, and there was a sharp pain, but he didn't care about it. He limped out the door.
In the taxi, Chi Zong clenched his fists, feeling as if a fire was burning under the seat, he was so anxious and urgent... wishing he could spread his wings and fly to that person's side——
He dared not think of anything but this thought.
But when he went all the way to find out about Lin Yan's ward and stumbled in regardless of dissuasion, he looked at the man who had lost too much weight on the bed, and all his words seemed to be stuck in his throat... The unsober alcohol stimulated the brain, and Chi Zong pressed his throbbing temples, faltering and unable to utter a complete sentence, "My child...you...I..."
Going crazy.
The heart seemed to break through the body and jump out, the elevated blood pressure made his eyes dizzy for a while, Chi Zong swayed and took a step, the swollen ankle was moved, and the pain made him break out in a cold sweat... As a last resort , the boy leaned against the cold wall of the ward, he squinted his somewhat misty eyes, and looked at Lin Yan in a daze.
"Where is the child...?"
The latter was using the computer to deal with the things that had fallen before, but he didn't even lift his head when he heard the words, and he was right to think that the other party was nothing.
Chi Zong stood by the wall and calmed down for a while, then dragged his injured foot forward a few steps, he didn't dare to get too close, but even so, the smell of alcohol was continuously coming from his body, a bit choking.
Flirting eyes swept over the other person's already flattened belly, the young Alpha only felt bitterness in his mouth, he was going crazy, if he didn't say something - if he didn't get any response.
Almost losing his mind, Chi Zong said tremblingly: "For you...is that position so important?"
Lin Yan's fingers fluttering on the keyboard paused slightly, he raised his eyes, and glanced at the young man's face emotionlessly, without saying a word.
In fact, there is nothing to say.
After seeing through the other party's true thoughts, Lin Yan has been too lazy to explain anything... He never wastes meaningless words.
And his silence was naturally regarded by Chi Zong as the default answer. At that moment, it seemed that the world was broken into pieces, and the sharp edges and corners scratched him. The young man's fingers twitched and slowly clenched into fists.
"Okay...very good..." He raised his head, trying to back up the gushing liquid, "I never realized...you are such a cruel person...I misunderstood you..." At the end of the words, he was almost choked up, He staggered for a moment, and suddenly he didn't know the meaning of rushing over here... Now that things had happened, he just wanted to leave this sad place as soon as possible.
But Lin Yan didn't seem to want to make him feel better, so he turned his back, and the other party's cold words pierced him like a knife, without any trace of the tenderness of the past.
"What kind of person am I?" Lin Yan seemed to sneer, he hid his trembling fingers under the quilt, his slowly straightened back was like an unsheathed sword, through the thin hospital gown, even Thin bones can be vaguely glimpsed. "I just did as you wished, young master."
As if he had seen through something, Chi Zong trembled all over and almost lost his footing; he hastily held the door panel, and the cold touch spread all the way from the palm of his hand to the bottom of his heart: "I never said that... I..."
"You just ran away." Lin closed his eyes wearily: "You just...don't dare to face and bear it. Now that things have happened, you feel very relaxed, right? You don't have to speak against your conscience, and you don't have to be afraid of being threatened by disgusting people. ..." At the end, he laughed at himself: "You are still so naive, I really...forget it."
He reached for the hot water beside him and took a sip.
As a result, Chi Zong hadn't left yet.
After being punctured sharply by the other party, at the moment when panic and anxiety filled every cell, the alcohol-flavored pheromone burst out together with the smell of alcohol, and under the reluctance of the owner, it did not affect the person sitting on the hospital bed. The man... Chi Zong's eyes were completely empty, he looked at Lin Yan, his glassy eyes were unfocused, his chapped lips squirmed a few times, and he asked the last question intermittently like a mosquito.
"If you...not for...inheritance, why would I...do that...to you?"
Lin Yan was silent for a long time, until the boiled water in his hand became completely cold, and he drank it in one gulp.
"...Want to know?"
Chi Zong blinked numbly, bit his lips: "...Think."
"How should I put it..." The man put the empty water glass aside, his lowered eyes fell on his quietly clenched fingers, "I never planned to tell you, but until now..."
He raised his head, his eyes were clean and clear, only the corners of his lips curled up in a sarcastic arc.
Lin Yan said, "You are no longer worthy of knowing about the matter."
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