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Huo Zhi froze in place, what he wanted to say in his mind was instantly scattered, this confession came too unexpectedly, so that he woke up from the wine but his mind was even more drunk, and he even forgot to say goodbye when he left.

I can't remember how I got home, and before going to bed, Yin Li's words "I'm gay" when I left are all in my mind.

The next day, when I came back to my senses and thought about it a little, Yin Li's expression at that time was different from usual, with a bit of slyness at the end of his eyes, which didn't seem real, probably just to scare him.

But the coincidence is such a coincidence, Huo Zhi thought, if you are gay, that would be great.

As soon as he got off work at noon the next day, Huo Zhi couldn't wait to wait at the door of his company, poking his head around, causing the security guards to be even more nervous than him, touching the baton pinned to his waist from time to time.

This is the company of the Xing family. He came in with the second son of the Xing family yesterday.Huo Zhi didn't know if the security guard had changed or the security guard didn't remember his face.It's quite annoying, how could he be reduced to the point where he still has to worry about whether he will be remembered by the security guards.But what was even more annoying was that Yin Li didn't show up during this period. He was completely sober, and he didn't have the urge to break into someone's studio to question him again.

In the evening, when Yin Li came out of the company building, he was really surprised to see Huo Zhi waiting there.Don't you feel sick?I said yesterday that I like men.

For Huo Zhi's persistent spirit, Yin Li was really helpless.Anyway, he was scared before, if he didn't scare Huo Zhi away, he can't blame his excuse for not shocking the world, and it's not an excuse, it's a fact that Yin Li likes men.

And aside from the overwhelming worries in his heart, he doesn't hate Huo Zhi.

Seeing Yin Li coming out, Huo Zhi followed beside him, only looking at him without speaking.Seeing that Yin Li was about to get in the car, he said a little aggrieved: "I also came over at noon, and I haven't seen you after waiting for almost two hours."

Yin Li stopped and looked back at him: "Why bother you, alas. Have you eaten yet?"

In fact, Huo Zhi brought a rice bowl with him when he returned to work at noon, but if he said he didn't eat it now, Yin Li would probably take care of him a little bit. It's worth lying about this concern, maybe God listened Also thought he was smart.

The clever Huo Zhi's acting skills were not bad either, he wrinkled his nose, pressed his throat and opened his mouth: "I didn't eat, and I didn't drink any water."

Yin Li is so simple that he has no doubts, and the main one seems to have no heart to say something more serious: "Wait for me first."

Yin Li opened the car door, took out a bottle of mineral water and handed it to him: "There don't seem to be any places to eat around here, but there are a few dessert shops."

"I can do anything." Huo Zhi looked like a good baby who was not picky about food.

The two walked towards the nearest coffee shop in a tacit understanding. Yin Li said he didn't want to eat, but Huo Zhi ordered a cake and coffee on his own initiative.

When the two pieces of cake and two cups of coffee ordered were served, Huo Zhi drank a few sips before carefully asking, "Do you really like men?"

Yin Li stared at the strawberry on the cake without denying it.

In the next sentence, Huo Zhi originally wanted to say, what do you think of me?

But holding back, he told himself, it's okay, take your time.

Yin Li hesitated for a long time, picked up a fork and fed the strawberries on top of the cake into his mouth, took a sip of the sweetness and then looked at Huo Zhi: "Don't you think it's disgusting or alien? Don't people say that about homosexuality? "

"I know it's hard to identify with this group."

"I know what to do now."

"I'm gay too."

Now it was Yin Li's turn to be speechless.

In an instant, both of them knew each other's remarkable sexuality, and each had some unspeakable feelings. The two of them looked away, bowed their heads in silence, and drank coffee like a cow.

When the coffee was running low, Huo Zhi opened his mouth to find a topic: "How about I explain in detail about my father's identity."

"Just say what you want."

"When I was young, I went to school outside. I was really flamboyant. I never concealed my family background. I thought I liked boys and was different from others. It was very cool."

"Don't people say it? Flies don't bite seamless eggs, and I don't restrain myself. Naturally, many people take the initiative to stick to me, but I immediately feel annoyed by such people. Later, I dated one, in fact, now It's not an ex-boyfriend, he hasn't done anything, just hugged his shoulders, and he hasn't even held hands."

"I remember when I just finished the college entrance examination, the study committee member of our class, who used to be so low-key, suddenly came to me with a box of love letters, saying that he has always had a crush on me, and everyone else is in love. He is the only one who has a crush on me." , This shows that he is different, I was so relieved, and then agreed to be with him."

Huo Zhi's lung capacity is particularly strong, and he talked a lot in one breath.

"I've talked too much, there's no need to tell me these things." Yin Li felt that the topic shouldn't be going this way.

"Listen to me. He's a good student and has a very understanding personality. After being together for more than a month, he told me that there was something wrong with the small company at home and he wanted to get a loan from my dad. Where is my dad? I can agree. Later I asked a friend for help, but his family was dishonest and ran away with money. Before leaving, he threw the box of love letters to me, saying that they were all written by a little girl. He didn’t like it at all. Man. I was cheated of money and feelings just like that, but fortunately, I didn’t get much money and I didn’t have time to save much relationship.”

"I've known since I was 12 that I like guys, guys with fair skin, and guys who don't talk too much. Sometimes I wonder if I didn't have the identity of the mayor's only son before, would I still be able to find my true heart? Really like me."

"I don't understand. Power is so good. When I went to school outside and was very high-profile, some boys even tried to climb into my bed when they obviously didn't like men. Why bother?"

While saying this, Yin Li could feel that Huo Zhi's gaze was always on his face.

"Huo Zhi, that's enough."

Huo Zhi didn't stop, he used a fork to cut open the cake, revealing the strawberries inside, and put them on Yin Li's plate one by one.

"To talk about that person is to talk about my dad. My dad is so upright that he can't be more upright. It's absolutely impossible for him to be a little bit selfish. It's useless for his own son to ask for help."

"I want to tell you today that I will not put any pressure on you because of this identity, and my dad will not allow me to use his name to show off. No matter my family or background, I will treat me as I want, But don't hide from me just because of that, okay?"

"I didn't hide." Yin Li insisted.

"It's been three years since my parents divorced. I just thought about being responsible to myself and others. I went to college to find a job. I didn't ask my family to help me." Yin Li actually understood a little bit what Huo Zhi said to him. What was the purpose of listening, but he didn't dare to think about it, at this moment he suddenly realized that what he and Huo Zhi had said was enough.

No more.

No matter how much, you will really become friends.

"Huo Zhi."

"Ah."

"Don't spend your time on me, not as a fan, not to mention anything else."

Without saying goodbye, the strawberries that Huo Zhi had given him were lying on the plate, and Yin Li walked away in a hurry and scared.

On the night when Huo Zhi appeared in front of the company, Yin Li suffered from severe insomnia again.For his own sexuality, Yin Li has always felt lucky. For him, this avoids getting married, avoiding having children, and avoiding some pain from his original family.

But he didn't dare to try to have a homosexual again.

Even though I only slept for three hours, I woke up as early as ever at dawn.Yin Li turned on the TV, and the morning news was not over yet, he listened to the whole room's words in a proper way and sat on the sofa.Compared with those sufferings worthy of being on the news, his worries seem to be nothing.

After the news was over, he made a cup of coffee and waited for the replay of last night's TV series.It was a recently aired TV series. I heard it was very long, and it took two months to finish.I don't know when, he got used to prolonging his lifeline by chasing dramas, it seems that every time he thinks that the drama he watched has not ended yet, he can wait any longer.

This episode is just when the male protagonist can't stand the female protagonist following him through hardships and wants to force the girl to leave.Yin Li changed his posture and squatted on the sofa with his knees hugged. Hearing the girl crying and looking at the man opposite, she said in tears. "I am not afraid of poverty or suffering. I believe in you, and I also believe that love is the cure for everything."

Is there really such a cure?

Yin Li couldn't help thinking.