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From the road to the bed to the next morning, Yin Li has been reflecting on himself. He is not a bad person by nature, but since he met Huo Zhi, he seems to hurt Huo Zhi from time to time.

Even if it wasn't intended.

Yin Li has always been slow in emotional cognition. When he was a minor, it took him nearly five years to accept that he liked boys. "Misunderstanding.

Regarding the acquaintance with Zhou Zhiyang, he couldn't deny how lucky he felt at that time. It was the first time he gained a sense of identity from that person. He had no experience of intimacy since childhood, so he ignorantly trusted Zhou Zhiyang and put Everything about myself was told to that person.

Of course, the harm and shadow that person brought to him later are also long-lasting afterwords.

Then, he learned to leave a way for himself, about growth and maturity, that is, the process of him gradually living with a mask, and he will never show anyone an image of a useless weak person.

Yin Li has changed from a person who knows nothing to a person who can solve problems by himself. Although he is lonely, he feels that this is a state he is very satisfied with.

Until Huo Zhi appeared, this life changed.Originally, his heart and brain were completely adapted to living alone, but Huo Zhi tried every means to say that he wanted to be with him and be with him, and he himself, shamefully, tacitly accepted it.

Yin Li was tossed with self-blame and guilt and thought about it all night.

In this Internet age where you can hear each other's voice and see each other's expressions with the flick of a finger, Huo Zhi and Yin Li, who have gone through a bad breakup, just lost contact in each other's world for a whole night and a whole morning.

For Huo Zhi, what was even more difficult was that after his identity was exposed, he had to deal with the sudden increase in pleasantries and conversations all morning from the moment he stepped into the office area.

When it was time to rest at noon, it finally calmed down a bit.I haven't been to any social occasions yet, and Huo Zhi was exhausted from all these office entertainments. He took out his mobile phone to order takeaway, and vaguely remembered that he hadn't eaten in the office for a long time.

When the meal arrived, Huo Zhi didn't have much appetite, this was a rare moment in his life.

Fang Qi stared at him for a long time, and saw that something was wrong: "Did you quarrel with Singer Yin?"

Huo Zhi sighed, and poked his chopsticks into a solid bowl of rice.

Seeing that his brother was unhappy and didn't know how to comfort him, Fang Qi ate alone with relish: "It's rare that you are willing to quarrel with him."

"What's the matter, why am I reluctant, I dumped him, I'm so mad." Now I can't take it anymore.

"Hey, do people know the plot of you falling in love and breaking up with a shaved head and hot head?"

"Why doesn't he know, I haven't talked to him for more than ten hours."

"... Oh." Fang Qi really couldn't understand this kind of tortuous plot.

Huo Zhi looked at the box of meals that had barely moved, couldn't hold back, picked up his phone and took a picture without a soul on the desk, after taking a photo without applying any filters, he was full of loss of appetite It was sent to Yin Li, with words, "I only ate this today."

Originally, there was an aggrieved expression at the end of the sentence, but after thinking about it, I felt that the initiative to strike up a conversation with such a cute picture didn't look like being angry at all.

On the other hand, Yin Li was really at a loss because of Huo Zhi's previous departure. He had been waiting for news every moment since last night, and he entered the chat interface the first second the phone screen was turned on.

Staring at the colorless and tasteless photo of the meal for 5 minutes, he didn't know if Huo Zhi was still angry, so he thought for another 5 minutes before replying: "Can you send me the takeaway link of your previous lobster rice ?"

During the first 5 minutes of waiting, Huo Zhi could still maintain a certain level of composure and reserve, but in the next 5 minutes he began to feel anxious. After feeding the rice into his mouth with a few mouthfuls of air, he had no sense of taste perception other than bitterness. up.

Seeing Yin Li's reply, Huo Zhi was angry and helpless, he and Yin Li were not suitable for the hazy love game between you and me.

Speechless.

After a long time, he finally put down his chopsticks, got up and went to the corridor, and dialed Yin Li's phone.

"Do you know I'm angry?"

"knew."

"That's why you didn't coax me on purpose?"

"I'm not very good at."

Huo Zhi was silent for a moment, yes, Yin Li is an emotional fool.

Before he could think of something to say to Yin Li, the idiot on the phone said, "Is your meal delicious?"

"It's not tasty." Huo Zhi didn't know why he suddenly asked if the food was delicious.

"Well, I just bought lobster rice. At the gate of the municipal committee building, the security staff said I can't go up. See if you can go downstairs to get it yourself."

Huo Zhi was immediately coaxed into losing his temper by this quiet concern, he's not that stupid, he knew that he was talking about the bad food.After hanging up the phone, he went to the bathroom to get a haircut, and when he came out, he tried to put on a serious face.

As soon as he went down the stairs, he saw Yin Li pacing nervously, holding a big kraft paper bag in his hand, with his hat slightly covering his face, it didn't look like he was here to deliver food to his lover, but rather like a spy coming to meet him.

"Is this the one I like to eat? Is it made according to my taste?" Huo Zhi's tone was deliberately casual and coquettish, as if he was a delicate princess who would die if he ate too much onion and garlic.

"Yes, there is no onion or garlic, and it's still hot." Yin Li tried his best to sell it, like a simple and honest brother who would drink northwest wind if he couldn't deliver takeout.

Huo Zhi stretched out his hand to take it, and didn't continue to speak and didn't return to the office. Seeing that his face was still displeased, Yin Li didn't know what to do, so he wanted to leave after giving it.

Huo Zhi grabbed his arm: "Why are you going, have you understood what you said, you have to go."

"I'm just here to deliver food to you, so there's nothing to say." Yin Li said incredulously.

"I'm an idiot, can I eat two servings alone?" Huo Zhi deliberately weighed the weight in his hand, waiting to see Yin Li's answer.

Yin Li looked around, lowered his head again, and said in a low voice, "I thought you didn't want to eat with me anymore."

After finishing speaking, her face also turned red. This appearance seemed to be much more aggrieved than Huo Zhi's.

Huo Zhi carried the rice in one hand, and took Yin Li's hand with the other to walk into the building. Yin Li was about to take out his cigarette immediately, Huo Zhi looked back at him: "Why, I'll stand at the door and coax you for a while longer?"

"No, it's not suitable for this occasion." Yin Li pointed to the stroked words "serve the people" in the middle of the hall in the building.

They quarreled at night, and the next day they brought lobsters and fished rice to ask for peace. Huo Zhi thought of the saying "fight at the head of the bed and make peace at the end of the bed" very uneducatedly.

The last time I came to Huo Zhi, I took Yin Li to the staff cafeteria. This was the first time Yin Li entered Huo Zhi's work place. As soon as I entered, I saw a few familiar people, who had eaten together before.

Yin Li smiled a little embarrassedly, and did not dare to look at everyone's expressions, so he followed Huo Zhi's guidance and hid in front of his desk.

Huo Zhi pulled an empty chair next to him and sat down by himself, motioning Yin Li to sit on his own seat.Yin Li wiped his hands, set out the rice, and muttered softly without sitting down: "I don't feel so good."

Huo Zhi didn't understand Yin Li's shyness, and thought that Yin Li didn't want to accompany him, so he immediately acted like a hypocritical ghost who puts his face on people and doesn't care.

Yin Li sat down while looking at him, pretending to rub his arm on his wrist inadvertently, Huo Zhi ignored him if he didn't push him.Yin Li is most afraid of this, the occasion where he needs to speak first.

"Is this delicious?"

"Good."

After being silent for a while, Yin Li spoke again: "I...I didn't blame you yesterday, you...don't be angry with me."

"I'm not angry, Yin Li, I just feel like I'm moving myself."

"No, it's not." Yin Li explained anxiously.

"Then the caring and closeness I feel is not my self-righteousness?"

Yin Li nodded, frantically muttering his head, thinking, don't ask, just walking towards you at such a speed is already very difficult.

"Did you feel uncomfortable when you went back yesterday?" Huo Zhi didn't ask any further, there were so many people in the office, and he didn't want Yin Li to explain to him at such a difficult moment.

"No, I went to sleep when I got back, it was very late."

Huo Zhi smiled, he didn't believe him, it's just that when he spoke hard, Huo Zhi felt distressed, what has he experienced all these years that made him subconsciously pretend to be fierce and indifferent as his own protective color.

Back at the studio, Yin Li had a restless heart after insomnia all night.

The speed at which Huo Zhi squeezed into his world caught him off guard, and Yin Li himself didn't realize when he started to respond.Huo Zhi's patience is like a trap set by a cunning hunter, quietly surrounding him, just waiting for him to fall into the trap one day.

Before the cup of hot water was ready to dry, the phone rang, and it was Huo Zhi calling.

"gone back already?"

"Ah."

"Tired?"

"Not tired."

"What are you doing?"

"Waiting for water."

"Okay, drink more."

"You also."

"Well, then, hang up first?"

"Hang it."

After saying goodbye and putting down the phone, Huo Zhi couldn't help but smile, he couldn't help but want to contact the other party when he obviously had nothing to say, this was the first time Huo Zhi tasted this feeling.At this moment, I also felt that I was bored, but when I heard Yin Li's voice, I missed him even more. I felt that hearing the sound was not enough, and I wanted to see his face.

The things that had been on his mind for a long time stopped because of a meal at noon, and passed away in the afternoon, and when he was about to get off work, Huo Zhi opened the chat interface to send a message to Yin Li.

"Don't leave after get off work, I'll find you in the past."

"it is good."

"Yin Li, your reply is too short, I can't understand the thoughts and feelings you expected."

After about a minute, the phone rang. Huo Zhi picked it up and looked at it, amused.

On the screen was Yin Lixin's reply, "Okay~~I'll wait for you~~"

After graduating from university and working for so long, Huo Zhi felt that he had returned to the time when he was in school and was always looking forward to the end of get out of class. He kept looking at the time and thinking about the outside of the house. It was just that he wanted to eat at that time, which would make him miss people. .

When the lovers quarreled and just reconciled, they were shy and sweet. Although the relationship between him and Yin Li has not yet reached that level, this kind of sour heartbeat is still uncontrollable.

Huo Zhiyi got up and knocked down the plants beside the desk.

Fang Qi glanced at him and asked, "Old Huo, why are you so anxious."

"What else can I do? Find Yin Libai and do some psychological work."

Just got off work, the office was a bit noisy, Fang Qi couldn't hear the second half of the sentence clearly, but when he contacted Huo Zhi with a rippling expression, he was very straight and overthinking, and he lay down in front of his computer to express his concern: "No, old Huo, you Why don't you live up to it, and still rush to let people sleep with you all day long?"

Huo Zhi could hear something wrong in these words: "No, who fell asleep, besides, I slept with him if he wanted to sleep, I can't even tell."

Fang Qi hurriedly blurted out what was in his heart: "I see what's the use, I always thought you were on top."

"I'm fucking from above." Huo Zhi only knew that he was, but he wasn't sure if Yin Li was. After all, people are not judged by appearances, and Fang Qi was a little worried when asked.

"Really, that's good, I've been worried for several days that you will be bullied and bullied."

"That's enough, get up, I'm going to get off work."

Before that, Huo Zhi didn't have time to think about that, usually he only dared to indulge in his mouth, but now he decided to go to see Yin Li later to be a little shameless.