left hand

The person who appeared on my bed was obviously just a dismembered corpse a few days ago.But now he is alive in front of me, breathing the same as me, beating the same heart as me, laughing the same as me.

I suddenly couldn't tell the time, and I couldn't tell the space, and I couldn't tell whether what I saw was a dream or not reality, and whether the person in front of me was a human or a ghost.Everything became blurred, and the sweet feeling of drowning wrapped me up again.I just felt that I was laughing, and the people in front of me were also laughing, and we talked, but couldn't make out what we were saying.Everything is so chaotic, yet real and palpable.

I couldn't tell the difference between day and night, and I couldn't tell cause and effect from cause and effect. Something confused my mind and dragged my heavy body.

At the last moment of the dream, he said that he needed a medium, an ancient object that could possess him.In this way, you can be with me forever.

Together forever... I opened my eyes with a happy smile.When I got out of bed, I almost fell down, but at this time, I didn't notice any abnormality in my body, and walked towards the small street for antiques with that enthusiasm.

What kind of antiquities are better?It is best to be very old and able to carry on the body.

When passing by a temple that I didn't even look at before, I walked in and begged for a red rope for marriage with a smirk.The fat fake monk in the temple said the same congratulatory speech to me, and I laughed at him from the bottom of my heart, haha, there is a "ghost" beside me, but you don't notice it, pretending to be a ghost, you are just an ordinary person.

Walking past the door of the antique shop again, it was a simple and humble shop, without the antique atmosphere of other stores at all.But I don't know why I linger here, it must be driven by fate, I will find what I want here.

There was always a sense of emptiness surrounding my body, and I sat down against the pillar only to realize that I was hungry, but I had no desire to eat.I was just thinking about what I was looking for, what I could do... When I thought of his appearance, it was only a blurred face in my memory, but I seemed to see his smile clearly, and see him talking to me with his mouth. A spoken promise.

I couldn't help being immersed in the illusion of reality again, until a crisp metal landing woke me up.A copper coin rolled in front of me. It was dropped by a person who came to sell his ancestral property.

Before they found out, I picked up the ancient coin and ran out of the small street with a crazy smile.I carefully and piously threaded the ancient coin on the red thread, and hung it solemnly around my neck.

I took a deep breath and seemed to see him touch my face with a smile and say to me, "You did a great job."

I couldn't help laughing out loud, even if it was the same street before, I seemed to be walking on a brand new road.Unknown flowers have already bloomed, and the bright red has taken away the colors in my sight. After passing the flowers, I have reached the bridge deck that I have walked on countless times.The sun had already set in the west, and the sunlight scattered on the river surface like gold flakes, sparkling waves.

"Where have you been these past few days? You didn't come to work, and you didn't answer your phone calls!" Suddenly someone spoke next to me, and I gave him a disgusted look, turned around and walked away.But he stopped in front of me again, talking to me again, suddenly he seemed to have discovered something incredible, and suddenly grabbed my collar.

I was caught out of breath by him, my body was limp and I couldn't exert any strength, but I cursed forcefully: "Crazy!"

"Yeah, I'm just crazy." The man in front of me laughed so hard that he mumbled to himself, and then he showed a smile that terrified me.

very scary!very scary!you go away!

Some kind of dangerous and terrible memory seems to emerge, but everything that emerges is dim.

I struggled to get up, but the man grabbed me tighter and pushed me against the guardrail beside the bridge.

"Didn't you say I'm disgusting? So you've been flirting with others these days, and you just enjoy your disgusting like this? Hahaha! Even without him, wouldn't you choose me?" I couldn't understand what he was saying What, but his face clearly terrified me.Some terrible picture flashed back and forth in my mind, but I had no memory of it.

"Let your little lover come and save you, you bitch!" He suddenly let go, and before I could breathe out, my body fell rapidly.

pain!cold!

I collided with the surface of the water and was wrapped in it. There is no warmth and sweetness in the true feeling of drowning.Struggling with hands in vain, the figures on the bridge, the afterglow of the setting sun, the coldness of the river, and the restrained breathing made me feel that the real world is extremely illusory.

The exhausted body is so dull that it can only be allowed to sink slowly.I saw that ancient coin out of the corner of my eye, I reached out and held it tightly in my hand, and shouted at the man: "Help me..."

The warm sunshine was still the same as every day I used to, and I opened my eyes as usual, but the person next to my pillow was very unusual.

"you're awake."

I shifted my gaze following the sound, and collided with his gaze, and what I responded to was mutual sweet smiles.You really came to save me!Or was that just a nightmare?I will definitely forget all the nightmares and keep everything now deep in my heart.

I don't know how long time has passed, I almost completely forgot about the world, but I heard someone's footsteps stepping on my heart one by one.

"What's wrong?" he asked.

I replied blankly, "I'll go out and have a look."

"Don't go." He said restraining words, but I walked towards the door as if I was bewitched.

The doorbell rang, and I raised my hand reflexively, but suddenly a large section of bloody words "Don't open it! Don't open it! Don't open it!" burst into my mind.

I couldn't help moving my hand to the doorknob, and turned it down gently. Following my actions, the words in my mind even turned into crying pleadings, and as the movements turned into crazy shouts, the words were dripping with blood. It seemed to fall on my eyes, blurring the things in front of me, turning everything into a bloody red color.

I struggled and shouted loudly: "No!" The door opened in response.

Who is the person outside the door?

After the door opened, the blood in my head disappeared completely, and I stared blankly at the person in front of me, waiting for him to say the first sentence.

"You are still alive." The smiling man said cruel words in the most gentle tone: "But today will also be your death day."

He stretched out his hand to grab me, but I couldn't struggle no matter what, I followed his drag to reach the roof, and the roof was still as messy as the last time I came.He suddenly threw me on the ground, the pain of the impact made me look back at his figure, the familiarity and fear of the smile suddenly appeared in my mind.

"You...you..." I pointed at him and wanted to say something, but I kept getting stuck on the first word and twirling back and forth.

"That's where I ended him. I didn't expect you to live downstairs. It's fate, isn't it?" He raised the ax in his hand, and it was only then that I realized that he was carrying such a dangerous weapon with him.

"Don't...kill me..." I begged weakly, the consciousness of survival made me run away, but my heavy body kept me in place.

Pain, what is it like?

Maybe pain also has a certain threshold. As long as the pain exceeds the range that people can bear, then you must not feel pain, right?

I want to raise my left hand, but my left side is empty.I want to call someone's name, but my vocal cords are hoarse.

There was a warm breath falling on my ears, and I heard someone whispering to me while panting: "I really like you, you finally belong to me..."

Chaos, endless chaos, everything seems to be in the chaos of no light and no darkness.I heard someone calling me, it was the gentle voice that I had been nostalgic for a long time.I followed the sound to find it, and entered into the warm light.

Embrace, warm embrace.I opened my eyes and saw an ancient coin with a red string hanging on the man's chest.His chest was rising and falling, and I was breathing like him, wrapping my beating heart.

The memory in my mind is cloudy, but I know that the person in front of me is my lover.

"Don't be afraid, we will always be together." His gentle voice remembered, dispelling the paranoid words that had been echoing in my head.

"You saved me before, now it's my turn to save you."

The two of us smiled happily, holding each other tightly, left hand.

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The author has something to say:

Congratulations, congratulations, the protagonist finally got fake happiness.