After waiting all night, I finally waited for the sound of Yi Shan to open the door.Jing Hua got excited and sat up with a "teng".
Yi Shan rushed over to hold Jing Hua down, and said anxiously, "Don't move around, what if you hurt yourself!"
Jing Hua smiled, took Yi Shan's hand and said, "Yi Shan, I have something to tell you."
Yi Shan was startled, and hesitantly said: "Okay." Then he set up the pillow and let Jing Hua lean on it.
Jing Hua leaned back, feeling very comfortable, and said involuntarily, "Yi Shan, you are so kind, you are really very careful."
"No way," Yi Shan scratched his head embarrassingly, and said clumsily, "This is what I should do, Miss Jing, don't be so clumsy."
"Since I came here, everyone has said that I am the Golden Flower Lady. Only you and Sai Huatuo believe that I am not. In fact, I have the memory and martial arts of the Golden Flower Lady, as well as my own thoughts. Now even I don’t even know who I am anymore.”
"Miss Jing, don't think so much. Yi Shan doesn't know any Lady Jinhua. From the beginning to the end, I only know the girl."
"Since I came here, I have caused you a lot of trouble. I already owe you several lives, especially you. You take care of me with all your heart every time. Otherwise, I wouldn't get better so quickly."
"Don't be so polite... If you have anything to say, girl, please speak up!"
Jing Hua nodded and said, "Yi Shan, you are so kind to me, even if I don't repay you, I can't harm you. In fact, I have always wanted to marry someone who is as careful, considerate and kind to me as you are." However, my feelings for you... are indeed not that kind of feelings. Maybe I need to be taken care of everywhere in my current state, but I will get better one day. To enjoy and occupy your kindness to me, so that I will look down on myself. Yi Shan, I know how good you are, so I especially hope that you can get real happiness, and hope that your future wife can also love you You, I love you very much, how wonderful it is for the two of you to live in love! Maybe, I say this is cruel, and it will make you sad, but if I just marry you like this, it will really hurt you It's especially unfair. If in the future, you meet someone who can treat you sincerely and who can give you happiness for each other, but you are fettered because of me, I will definitely hate myself to death. "
"Ah."
"Besides, in fact, my eyes are not very convenient. I have hands and feet, and I can support myself. I can live well by myself. You really don't have to worry about me too much."
"okay."
"I'm sorry, Yishan."
"No, what you said is very reasonable," Yi Shan said, "Thank you for telling me so much. You are such a good girl, and you will be happy. Let's not talk about these things. The best way is to heal your injuries first. Important. Come, eat something."
After talking with Yi Shan, a stone in Jing Hua's heart fell to the ground.Sure enough, Abu treated her well, and the decision she made after serious consideration went smoothly.This made her full of confidence in life. While being optimistic, she also realized the importance of staying sober.
This is her own life, and she can't push it any further.She can't push it away, she can only bear it.So, why not face it positively?
She should make a good plan and think about how to make the second half of her incomplete life have as few regrets as possible.
At noon, Ouyang Mingming came to visit, saying that he wanted to perform trauma recovery surgery on Jing Hua and needed to seek Jing Hua's opinion.
The general meaning of trauma recovery surgery is to heal Jing Hua's trauma through an operation.The specific method is to remove good skin and flesh tissue from other parts of the body and transplant it to the wound, and then slowly let the skin and flesh grow together. If the technique is good enough, there will be almost no scars, and the skin will look like new life.
For Jing Hua, this is naturally quite exciting.
"It takes about four or five days for the new skin and flesh to heal. During these four or five days, the wounds all over the body will be unbearably itchy. After applying the new medicine that promotes the rapid healing of the wounds, the sores will feel spicy and even cause repeated high fevers. These The situation will not harm your life, but it will make your life worse than death." Ouyang said tomorrow, "So, you have to think carefully before making a decision."
"I am willing." Jing Hua blurted out.
"you sure?"
"If I get better sooner, I won't have to trouble you all the time. You...you still have a lot to do, don't you?"
"We do have a lot of things to do. However, even if we are away temporarily, we will hire someone else to take care of the girl. It doesn't cost much and there is no trouble. So the girl doesn't need to think about whether it is troublesome or not. Although this matter sounds good, The pain is very unbearable, and it is better for the girl to think clearly."
"Then... I'd better think about it." Jing Hua said.
In fact, Jing Hua is here, what she looks like really doesn't make any difference to her, because she has already left everything in her previous life.
She was regarded as Lady Jinhua before, but now everyone knows that Lady Jinhua is dead, so she is a passerby.As long as she can lead an ordinary life in this treacherous arena, in Jing Hua's view, her appearance doesn't matter much.
Even, it might be safer to be ugly, so that no one will recognize her golden flower face at all, right?
However, Yi Shan came to persuade her to receive treatment.
Yi Shan said: "You have been injured and poisoned this time, and your vitality has already been seriously injured. Even if you recover, your body will not be as good as before. If you... If I am by your side to take care of you, you don't have to worry about anything. But, If you're going to live alone, you're probably going to have a really hard time supporting yourself.
"Also, if you have scars all over your body, even if you don't provoke others, others may bully you. Some people are like this. On the contrary, if you heal the injury, it may hurt for a few days, but wait After you recover, you can live like a normal person, and you can find someone you like to marry and let him take care of you. Isn't it much better than carrying it yourself? "
"You're right. But...is there still good skin and flesh on my body?"
"You don't have to worry about this, I will definitely find a solution, you have to trust me." Yi Shan said.
"Ah."
"Miss Jing, have you made up your mind? If you make up your mind, I'll tell you."
Jing Hua thought about it for a while, and said, "Yi Shan, what you said is very reasonable. However, I still want to think it over a little bit more. I will make a decision at the latest in the evening."
Yi Shan was silent for a few seconds and said, "Okay."
Jing Hua really needs to think carefully about this matter.
If Gao Yishan hadn't come to her to say these things, maybe she hadn't been so cautious, and the cure or death was at most a matter of thought.But Yi Shan tried his best to persuade her, and his earnest tone made her hesitate instead.
Because she found that wherever her hands can touch, there is hardly much good skin and flesh, and even if there is, the area is far smaller than the wound.
Then, to heal her wounds, another person must sacrifice his flesh and blood to heal her wounds.If even the appearance is adjusted together, that person will even be disfigured.
But Yi Shan's words were sincere, and he was afraid that the unlucky ghost who wanted to sacrifice himself to fulfill her would be him.
If she really accepts Yi Shan's great favor, heals her injuries, and stays away from the rivers and lakes and lives alone——OhmyGod!Just don't be too ungrateful, okay! ! !
If Yi Shan really sacrificed so much for her, she would still live in seclusion!I can't repay the kindness of being a cow or a horse all my life, okay?
Therefore, she was sure and certain that this operation must never be done! ! !
In the evening, Jing Hua told Ouyang Mingri about this decision.
Ouyang Mingri was silent for a long time, and sighed softly: "Young lady is smart."
"Thank you, Sai Huatuo. I have really troubled you during this time. Excuse me, how long will it take for my current injury to heal?"
"You can move freely in less than half a month, don't worry."
"Thank you very much then."
"No thanks," Ouyang said tomorrow, "Farewell."
Jing Hua originally thought that this was the end of the matter.
That night, she slept very soundly.She even dreamed about her life after leaving Sifang City.
Jing Hua dreamed that she was wearing cool black clothes, a veil on her head, and gloves on her hands, just like a heroine in a game.She opened a painting studio in a strange town, and there is an endless stream of people seeking paintings. Everyone wants to know the true face of this mysterious painter.She even opened a painting training class to teach children to paint, and the business is very good.
However, she was giving a lesson to the children when suddenly the house caught fire, and the children scattered and ran out, only she was trapped in the sea of fire.The flames landed on her body, scalding her skin and hurting her heart.She couldn't help crying out in pain.
"Help... help... ah... ah..."
Jing Hua panted heavily and opened her eyes. Although her eyes were blindfolded and she couldn't see anything, she was sure she was awake.But why is the burning pain still so clear and strong?
Jing Hua struggled, but found that she was tied up with thick cloth strips, and her whole body, including her face, was wrapped up like a mummy, only her mouth and nose could breathe.
——She was operated on! ! !
"Miss Jing." It was Ouyang Mingri's voice.
"Ouyang tomorrow, are you crazy?! How can you..."
"He is my brother, and my heart hurts even more!" Ouyang Mingri's voice was full of tears, "But, what right do I not have to fulfill? Miss Jing, I hope you will get better soon, and I hope that you will always be happy." Don't forget Yi Shan's affection for you."
"No………………"
This bondage lasted for four or five days.Jing Hua suffers from sleepless pains every day, and has not had any water or rice for several days, and even has no strength to breathe.
But she thought through one thing, that is how much Gao Yishan loves her.
She remembered the first time she had dinner with tomorrow and Yi Shan, when she was drunk it was Yi Shan who took her back to the room.Although she was in a trance from drunk, she still remembered the warmth of that embrace.
She was hit in the head by Shi Dongsheng's servant, and when her eyes turned black and she was about to faint, the big hand that held her was also Yi Shan.Although she didn't see it, she felt that Ouyang Mingri's hands should be slender and weak, not as strong as Yi Shan.
When she fell into the water in the Spring Breeze Palace, it was Yi Shan who immediately jumped down and rescued her.
When her Dragon Soul wound needed the Purple Spirit Pill, it was Yi Shan who sent her to Jinhuaju immediately.
When she was trapped on the streets of Luoyang and was about to lose consciousness, it was Yi Shan who held her up so that she didn't fall into his vomit.
During this time, since she was burned, it was also Yi Shan who took care of her every day.Because of the skin-to-skin relationship, he said that he would be responsible for her, although this was nothing to Jing Hua.
Now, she had clearly rejected his kindness, but he still insisted on sacrificing everything for her.
No wonder Ouyang said tomorrow: "What qualifications do I have not to fulfill?"
This feeling, this meaning, is moving.Jing Hua is not hard-hearted, so how can she remain calm?
Although moving is not the same as love, Jing Hua has the responsibility and obligation to take good care of him. She doesn't want to make him sad anymore, and she doesn't want his affection to go to waste.
What's more, don't people often say that feelings can be cultivated?
If feelings can really be cultivated, then she must cultivate true love with Gao Yishan in order to live up to his deep affection.
Promise yourself.Jing Hua thought to herself.
This burly man has a more delicate and gentle heart than a woman.In the days of blindness, he walked with her.During the days when he was injured, he accompanied her through it.Even if she had the most ferocious face, he would stay by her side and never leave her.
Isn't this kind of relationship what she yearns for?
They are all insignificant little people.Let the protagonist do what saves the world!
It might be a good idea to pair women with men.
Yi Shan rushed over to hold Jing Hua down, and said anxiously, "Don't move around, what if you hurt yourself!"
Jing Hua smiled, took Yi Shan's hand and said, "Yi Shan, I have something to tell you."
Yi Shan was startled, and hesitantly said: "Okay." Then he set up the pillow and let Jing Hua lean on it.
Jing Hua leaned back, feeling very comfortable, and said involuntarily, "Yi Shan, you are so kind, you are really very careful."
"No way," Yi Shan scratched his head embarrassingly, and said clumsily, "This is what I should do, Miss Jing, don't be so clumsy."
"Since I came here, everyone has said that I am the Golden Flower Lady. Only you and Sai Huatuo believe that I am not. In fact, I have the memory and martial arts of the Golden Flower Lady, as well as my own thoughts. Now even I don’t even know who I am anymore.”
"Miss Jing, don't think so much. Yi Shan doesn't know any Lady Jinhua. From the beginning to the end, I only know the girl."
"Since I came here, I have caused you a lot of trouble. I already owe you several lives, especially you. You take care of me with all your heart every time. Otherwise, I wouldn't get better so quickly."
"Don't be so polite... If you have anything to say, girl, please speak up!"
Jing Hua nodded and said, "Yi Shan, you are so kind to me, even if I don't repay you, I can't harm you. In fact, I have always wanted to marry someone who is as careful, considerate and kind to me as you are." However, my feelings for you... are indeed not that kind of feelings. Maybe I need to be taken care of everywhere in my current state, but I will get better one day. To enjoy and occupy your kindness to me, so that I will look down on myself. Yi Shan, I know how good you are, so I especially hope that you can get real happiness, and hope that your future wife can also love you You, I love you very much, how wonderful it is for the two of you to live in love! Maybe, I say this is cruel, and it will make you sad, but if I just marry you like this, it will really hurt you It's especially unfair. If in the future, you meet someone who can treat you sincerely and who can give you happiness for each other, but you are fettered because of me, I will definitely hate myself to death. "
"Ah."
"Besides, in fact, my eyes are not very convenient. I have hands and feet, and I can support myself. I can live well by myself. You really don't have to worry about me too much."
"okay."
"I'm sorry, Yishan."
"No, what you said is very reasonable," Yi Shan said, "Thank you for telling me so much. You are such a good girl, and you will be happy. Let's not talk about these things. The best way is to heal your injuries first. Important. Come, eat something."
After talking with Yi Shan, a stone in Jing Hua's heart fell to the ground.Sure enough, Abu treated her well, and the decision she made after serious consideration went smoothly.This made her full of confidence in life. While being optimistic, she also realized the importance of staying sober.
This is her own life, and she can't push it any further.She can't push it away, she can only bear it.So, why not face it positively?
She should make a good plan and think about how to make the second half of her incomplete life have as few regrets as possible.
At noon, Ouyang Mingming came to visit, saying that he wanted to perform trauma recovery surgery on Jing Hua and needed to seek Jing Hua's opinion.
The general meaning of trauma recovery surgery is to heal Jing Hua's trauma through an operation.The specific method is to remove good skin and flesh tissue from other parts of the body and transplant it to the wound, and then slowly let the skin and flesh grow together. If the technique is good enough, there will be almost no scars, and the skin will look like new life.
For Jing Hua, this is naturally quite exciting.
"It takes about four or five days for the new skin and flesh to heal. During these four or five days, the wounds all over the body will be unbearably itchy. After applying the new medicine that promotes the rapid healing of the wounds, the sores will feel spicy and even cause repeated high fevers. These The situation will not harm your life, but it will make your life worse than death." Ouyang said tomorrow, "So, you have to think carefully before making a decision."
"I am willing." Jing Hua blurted out.
"you sure?"
"If I get better sooner, I won't have to trouble you all the time. You...you still have a lot to do, don't you?"
"We do have a lot of things to do. However, even if we are away temporarily, we will hire someone else to take care of the girl. It doesn't cost much and there is no trouble. So the girl doesn't need to think about whether it is troublesome or not. Although this matter sounds good, The pain is very unbearable, and it is better for the girl to think clearly."
"Then... I'd better think about it." Jing Hua said.
In fact, Jing Hua is here, what she looks like really doesn't make any difference to her, because she has already left everything in her previous life.
She was regarded as Lady Jinhua before, but now everyone knows that Lady Jinhua is dead, so she is a passerby.As long as she can lead an ordinary life in this treacherous arena, in Jing Hua's view, her appearance doesn't matter much.
Even, it might be safer to be ugly, so that no one will recognize her golden flower face at all, right?
However, Yi Shan came to persuade her to receive treatment.
Yi Shan said: "You have been injured and poisoned this time, and your vitality has already been seriously injured. Even if you recover, your body will not be as good as before. If you... If I am by your side to take care of you, you don't have to worry about anything. But, If you're going to live alone, you're probably going to have a really hard time supporting yourself.
"Also, if you have scars all over your body, even if you don't provoke others, others may bully you. Some people are like this. On the contrary, if you heal the injury, it may hurt for a few days, but wait After you recover, you can live like a normal person, and you can find someone you like to marry and let him take care of you. Isn't it much better than carrying it yourself? "
"You're right. But...is there still good skin and flesh on my body?"
"You don't have to worry about this, I will definitely find a solution, you have to trust me." Yi Shan said.
"Ah."
"Miss Jing, have you made up your mind? If you make up your mind, I'll tell you."
Jing Hua thought about it for a while, and said, "Yi Shan, what you said is very reasonable. However, I still want to think it over a little bit more. I will make a decision at the latest in the evening."
Yi Shan was silent for a few seconds and said, "Okay."
Jing Hua really needs to think carefully about this matter.
If Gao Yishan hadn't come to her to say these things, maybe she hadn't been so cautious, and the cure or death was at most a matter of thought.But Yi Shan tried his best to persuade her, and his earnest tone made her hesitate instead.
Because she found that wherever her hands can touch, there is hardly much good skin and flesh, and even if there is, the area is far smaller than the wound.
Then, to heal her wounds, another person must sacrifice his flesh and blood to heal her wounds.If even the appearance is adjusted together, that person will even be disfigured.
But Yi Shan's words were sincere, and he was afraid that the unlucky ghost who wanted to sacrifice himself to fulfill her would be him.
If she really accepts Yi Shan's great favor, heals her injuries, and stays away from the rivers and lakes and lives alone——OhmyGod!Just don't be too ungrateful, okay! ! !
If Yi Shan really sacrificed so much for her, she would still live in seclusion!I can't repay the kindness of being a cow or a horse all my life, okay?
Therefore, she was sure and certain that this operation must never be done! ! !
In the evening, Jing Hua told Ouyang Mingri about this decision.
Ouyang Mingri was silent for a long time, and sighed softly: "Young lady is smart."
"Thank you, Sai Huatuo. I have really troubled you during this time. Excuse me, how long will it take for my current injury to heal?"
"You can move freely in less than half a month, don't worry."
"Thank you very much then."
"No thanks," Ouyang said tomorrow, "Farewell."
Jing Hua originally thought that this was the end of the matter.
That night, she slept very soundly.She even dreamed about her life after leaving Sifang City.
Jing Hua dreamed that she was wearing cool black clothes, a veil on her head, and gloves on her hands, just like a heroine in a game.She opened a painting studio in a strange town, and there is an endless stream of people seeking paintings. Everyone wants to know the true face of this mysterious painter.She even opened a painting training class to teach children to paint, and the business is very good.
However, she was giving a lesson to the children when suddenly the house caught fire, and the children scattered and ran out, only she was trapped in the sea of fire.The flames landed on her body, scalding her skin and hurting her heart.She couldn't help crying out in pain.
"Help... help... ah... ah..."
Jing Hua panted heavily and opened her eyes. Although her eyes were blindfolded and she couldn't see anything, she was sure she was awake.But why is the burning pain still so clear and strong?
Jing Hua struggled, but found that she was tied up with thick cloth strips, and her whole body, including her face, was wrapped up like a mummy, only her mouth and nose could breathe.
——She was operated on! ! !
"Miss Jing." It was Ouyang Mingri's voice.
"Ouyang tomorrow, are you crazy?! How can you..."
"He is my brother, and my heart hurts even more!" Ouyang Mingri's voice was full of tears, "But, what right do I not have to fulfill? Miss Jing, I hope you will get better soon, and I hope that you will always be happy." Don't forget Yi Shan's affection for you."
"No………………"
This bondage lasted for four or five days.Jing Hua suffers from sleepless pains every day, and has not had any water or rice for several days, and even has no strength to breathe.
But she thought through one thing, that is how much Gao Yishan loves her.
She remembered the first time she had dinner with tomorrow and Yi Shan, when she was drunk it was Yi Shan who took her back to the room.Although she was in a trance from drunk, she still remembered the warmth of that embrace.
She was hit in the head by Shi Dongsheng's servant, and when her eyes turned black and she was about to faint, the big hand that held her was also Yi Shan.Although she didn't see it, she felt that Ouyang Mingri's hands should be slender and weak, not as strong as Yi Shan.
When she fell into the water in the Spring Breeze Palace, it was Yi Shan who immediately jumped down and rescued her.
When her Dragon Soul wound needed the Purple Spirit Pill, it was Yi Shan who sent her to Jinhuaju immediately.
When she was trapped on the streets of Luoyang and was about to lose consciousness, it was Yi Shan who held her up so that she didn't fall into his vomit.
During this time, since she was burned, it was also Yi Shan who took care of her every day.Because of the skin-to-skin relationship, he said that he would be responsible for her, although this was nothing to Jing Hua.
Now, she had clearly rejected his kindness, but he still insisted on sacrificing everything for her.
No wonder Ouyang said tomorrow: "What qualifications do I have not to fulfill?"
This feeling, this meaning, is moving.Jing Hua is not hard-hearted, so how can she remain calm?
Although moving is not the same as love, Jing Hua has the responsibility and obligation to take good care of him. She doesn't want to make him sad anymore, and she doesn't want his affection to go to waste.
What's more, don't people often say that feelings can be cultivated?
If feelings can really be cultivated, then she must cultivate true love with Gao Yishan in order to live up to his deep affection.
Promise yourself.Jing Hua thought to herself.
This burly man has a more delicate and gentle heart than a woman.In the days of blindness, he walked with her.During the days when he was injured, he accompanied her through it.Even if she had the most ferocious face, he would stay by her side and never leave her.
Isn't this kind of relationship what she yearns for?
They are all insignificant little people.Let the protagonist do what saves the world!
It might be a good idea to pair women with men.
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