Honeysuckle and silver flowers are blooming everywhere [Snowflake Goddess Dragon Doujin]

Jing Hua eats three meals a day and changes her dressing three times, now it's time to change her dressing again.Gao Yishan walked into the room without making a sound, changed his dressing and wiped it, with skillful and gentle movements.

However, he still has to tell me every time: "Just tell me if it hurts."

How careful.

Jing Hua held back in her heart for a long time, and finally said timidly: "Yi Shan, I...I can't be with you..."

"I know." Yi Shan's tone could not hide his disappointment.

"Because...I am your sister-in-law...so...I...so..." Jing Hua became more and more confident as she spoke.

Yi Shan was silent for a long time, and said, "Yes. Got it."

"Sorry……"

Not long after Yi Shan left, Ouyang pushed the door open tomorrow and said with a sigh: "It's too hurtful for a girl to reject Yi Shan with such a reason."

"But I am indeed Gao Yishan's sister-in-law..."

"You are not, but Lady Jinhua is." Ouyang Mingri said, "You and her are two people."

"You really...do you think so?" Now even Jing Hua herself began to doubt herself.

"It's absolutely true," Ouyang Mingri paused, and his voice slowed down, "If the identities of the girl and the Jinhua lady were completely separated, how would you choose?"

"..."

"...?"

"..."

Ouyang Mingri looked at Jing Hua's dull expression, wishing to penetrate all the thoughts in her heart.The most worrying thing, however, is not that she has ideas that differ from his, but that she has no ideas.

Unfortunately, he saw a despairing Jing Hua—almost giving up on life, and began to doubt who she was.

Ouyang Mingri sighed and left silently.

At this moment, Jing Hua really didn't have any thoughts anymore.

If it was the past, she would definitely try her best to separate herself from Miss Jinhua, and find every opportunity, seize every possibility, and leave Sifang City, a place of right and wrong.

But now he escaped and escaped, not only failed to escape from Shenyue Sect, but also cost the lives of Ling Yunyan and his family.

She also once wanted to be a shit-stirring stick, using her spoiler advantage to change the plot.With her intervention, the plot did undergo some changes. For example, the Lord of the Palace of Worriless was rescued, and Sima Changfeng was hinted at the identity of Nongyue.However, Su Xiong and Qiu's father are still dead, and the birth uncle is also dead. Although Nongyue will not go to Sima Changfeng to avenge his mother's death, who knows if Sima Changfeng will go to Nongyue to avenge his birth uncle? What about revenge?

It turns out that not everyone will hang up after time travel.That was just someone else's life, but her, Jing Hua's life, had never been hung up on.She shouldn't take chances.

She is not the golden flower lady, but what she holds in her hands now is the life of the golden flower lady.Even if the heart is not Lady Jinhua herself, what kind of identity should she be in at this moment and here?

Now, what is the difference between whether she is the golden flower lady or not?

She wanted to ask Abu what she should do, whether to agree to Gao Yishan's marriage proposal.She also wanted to ask Abu why her life was written so badly.What is her life supposed to be like, and how will she be abused by her so that she will be happy.

While Jing Hua silently recited Abu's name, she blinked her eyes impatiently.When a large desert appeared in front of her eyes, she knew that the dream had succeeded.Abu is here.

At night, the wind blows the yellow sand, circling a variety of postures, and twinkling with the stars in the sky in the faint light. It is mysterious and beautiful, but it has a sense of calmness that does not compete with others.

Jing Hua was waiting for Abu to speak, but the guy didn't say a word.

"Abu..."

"Ok?"

"What should I do?"

Abu turned to look at her with a faint smile in his eyes.After a long time, he said: "If you agree to Gao Yishan's marriage proposal, maybe it will be easier for me to write. But, you have no reason to agree to him, right?"

Jing Hua nodded, "I don't like Gao Yishan."

"If your injury heals, what will you do?" Abu asked.

"Killed Ban Tianyue to avenge Sister Ling and Lady Jinhua!" Jing Hua thought for a while, then added, "Perhaps... it can also be regarded as killing harm for the people."

"Destroying harm for the people? It sounds pretty good."

"Abu, I have a question I've been wanting to ask you for a long time," Jing Hua said, "We have no enmity, why do you write me so hard?"

"One and a half years," Abu said quietly, "from the time Ling Yunyan's family was killed to the present, it has been a year and a half in my world. From Gao Yishan's proposal to you to our meeting at this moment, to you, it is just two years. It took days, but I wrote it for a year and two months."

"So...you are also in trouble?"

Abu smiled wryly: "You are always pushed into a corner by life, right? Always sacrifice your own life for others? It is always difficult to control the initiative of your own life, right? Even if I cheat you in the novel, so what, you Sooner or later, you have to return to the original world. When all the skills are invincible, if you lose those magical skills, you are still a hard-working novice who is bullied. Then what is the point of you suffering so much. Although I don’t want to admit it, But growing up is indeed painful. True strength never depends on external objects.”

"Abu..." Jing Hua looked at Abu carefully, and found that she was much darker and thinner than when they met last time, her hair was cut short, and she was not as cheerful as before. "Over the past year... What happened? You can tell me anything that is not happy, so you can be happy... Ah, no! Uh..."

Abu was taken aback, then burst out laughing.The two girls held hands and sat down on the soft sand dune.

"The desert is so beautiful," Abu said.

"The reason why the desert is beautiful is because there is a well hidden deep in the desert." Jing Hua continued.

Abu nodded, and continued, "The night in the desert is so beautiful."

"You like "The Little Prince" too?"

"As I said, we are destined." Abu said, "I don't want to embarrass you, but writing is not something I like. When you are in trouble, I am also in trouble, even more difficult than you. However, Whatever choice you make, I will respect it."

"But I don't know what else I can do..."

Abu smiled, patted Jing Hua's shoulder earnestly and said, "Girl, although I wrote the pen, this is your own life after all! Since you have walked barefoot to this day, are you still afraid of those Do you wear shoes?"

Jing Hua was startled.

Yes, every time she is cornered by life, she hopes that someone can show her the way.But no one can make decisions for her, and she doesn't really want someone to make decisions for her, because this is her own life.

She has read many inspirational books, and people with a strong heart should take 100% responsibility for what happens to them.Only when you regard yourself as the only life-saving straw, will you have the courage and strength to face everything, isn't it?

Thinking of this, Jing Hua nodded solemnly.

"Actually, you don't have to worry too much. At least, no matter what decision you make, no one will stop you," Abramovich smiled self-deprecatingly, and added, "Better than me."

"Abu..."

"Jing Hua, in fact, you and I are the same person. As I said, this is our fate. I don't want to embarrass you, I just hope that you can go forward with me."

"Then... what should I do?"

"Be true to your heart, choose the life you want, no matter what you will face, don't regret it. Stick to everything you choose without complaint or regret, and live strong even if you have nowhere to go."

"You once told me to insist on being a good person. Then should I continue to insist?"

"A good man?" Abu blinked and asked with a smile, "What is a good man, have you ever thought about it?"

Jing Hua thought for a while, then said: "I used to think that doing good deeds and being praised by others is a good person. Now I suddenly realize that being able to be true to one's heart, being able to see right from wrong, and being considerate of others in the process of insisting on oneself One point, try not to stab others, you are a good person."

"Very well, you and I agree." Abu said approvingly, "Do whatever you want, and I will guarantee it for you."

"Really?" Jing Hua asked, "Then... will Ban Tianyue die?"

"Don't worry, I still have this authority."

"Then play the moon, Ouyang Mingri and Shangguanyan..."

"Don't be too greedy when you're a heroine," Abu patted Jing Hua on the shoulder, and said earnestly, "There are too many characters, I can't take care of them, I can only protect you."

Jing Hua wanted to say something else, but the sky was full of yellow sand, and there was no sign of Abu.This girl must have been scared away by her excessive demands...

Jing Hua patted her buttocks and stood up, looking at the desolate desert under the starry sky, she remembered a line from "The Little Prince" that she read in high school——

"The reason why the desert is so beautiful is because in the depths of the desert, there is a well hidden."

Even in the barren desert, there are surprises.So, what about Jing Hua's barren life?Will there be a chance of a comeback?

Her life is like a desert with no wells in sight.Could she be any worse?

Jing Hua thought hard.Can't help but gritted his teeth and woke up.

Jing Hua vigorously moved her hands and feet, and was pleasantly surprised to find that her hands and feet were not scrapped.In other words, even if she has no eyes and is covered with scars, as long as the injuries on her body are healed, she can still take care of herself.

The conclusion made her ecstatic.She suddenly had a sense of security from the bottom of her heart and the courage to reject Yi Shan.

Late at night, Sima Changfeng was drinking in his room.He carved a wooden sign in his hand, recalling the scene of the conversation with Ouyang Mingri in his mind.

"How long has Brother Sima known Miss Jinhua?"

"Ten years."

Ouyang took out a portrait of a woman tomorrow and asked, "Brother Sima, do you recognize the woman in this portrait?"

Sima Changfeng looked at the portrait carefully, and replied, "I don't recognize it."

"Brother Sima...can you take a closer look?" Ouyang asked tomorrow.

"I see it very clearly," Sima Changfeng said, "this person is absolutely impossible to be Lady Jinhua."

"There is such a thing!" Ouyang Mingri sighed in a low voice.

"Who is this woman? What is the relationship with Lady Jinhua?"

Ouyang Mingri sighed: "The real Jinhua lady is probably already dead."

"Who did it."

"Maybe... it's half a moon? I'm just guessing."

"Is it this woman?"

"No, she's just an innocent person."

Sima Changfeng's fingertips trembled, and tears welled up in his eyes.He brushed off the debris on the wooden sign with his hand, only to see that it said - the position of Sister Jing, the lady of Tianyin.

Apart from the uncle, only Lady Jinhua is his best friend.Since childhood, she has treated him like a sister and a mother.When you are injured, you ask her for wound medicine, if you are greedy, you ask her for wine, and if you don't want to marry a wife, let her be a shield.Everyone said that Lady Jinhua was flirtatious, but in front of him, she was never frivolous.Everyone knows that Miss Jinhua has superb painting skills, but he knows that she is even better at singing.

Now that Uncle Sheng is dead, Sister Jing is also dead.He didn't even know who the murderer was, and he couldn't even take revenge.

Shangguan Yan, where are you now?You are the only one left in Changfeng, do you know?

Sima Changfeng raised his wine glass and drank it up.After drinking, he put away the small wooden plaque of Mrs. Jinhua and the uncle's plaque together, and rushed towards Wufeng Valley overnight.