Every day in the Shura field, I'm doing fancy whitewashing

If a person has been subjected to continuous online violence for nearly a month, if countless people make him die every day, if his black and white photos are hung up as his profile picture, if countless people are laughing and cursing on his Weibo.

what will happen to him

Song Xiu didn't know what would happen to others, but he was really tired. He was so tired that he could barely open his eyes. He felt flustered every day. Even if he was sitting somewhere, he would still feel fear and panic. It choked his throat so he couldn't breathe.

He occasionally wrote on paper with pen, "I want to die."

But he quickly stroked away, closed his eyes, and tried his best to control his desire to end his life. It seemed that there was only a thin line between him and death. If one day, this line broke, he would also die. lost the ability to save himself.

【666: Good acting. 】

【Song Xiu: Shut up. 】

【666: Lu Chao's hatred value has dropped to 40.00%, do you want to work harder? 】

[Song Xiu: Of course, he still lacks an unforgettable memory, which is enough to make him unable to recover from the shadow in his life. 】

[666: Host, do you want to stay on the line?See you later? 】

[Song Xiu: I won't see him again, there is no need to stay on the line...you and the main system had better stop playing word games with me, my patience is limited. 】

After staying in the hospital for a long time, he was barely able to walk by himself. Doctor Qi discharged him from the hospital and asked for leave to send him back. The house was cleaned up, and the tiles on the floor were also cleaned up before he left. I can't see any trace of blood.

Doctor Qi was a little worried about Song Xiu, and he said, "Call me if you have anything to do. My phone is turned on 24 hours a day, and so are Wang Yu and the others. As for Lu Chao's thing, just put him aside, don't think him."

"It's okay, I don't want him anymore." Song Xiu smiled, looked up at Doctor Qi, and said, "I'm done with him."

Doctor Qi looked at Song Xiu in surprise. After a while, he suddenly clapped his hands and said, "It's over! This kind of person should end sooner! Three years of hard work have fed the dog!"

"Stop talking about him," Song Xiu smiled, and said, "I'll show you something."

He took out a document from the bag beside him, handed it to Dr. Qi, and said, "I still think...it's better to listen to what the doctor has to say."

Dr. Qi was smiling, but when he saw the results of the test report, the corners of his lips pressed down slightly. After reading line by line, he said, "The thing I was most worried about happened."

"Sertraline hydrochloride." Dr. Qi looked at the name of the drug, paused, and said, "Is it painful?"

"I don't know if it hurts or not, but at least I can't cry." Song Xiu lowered his eyes, looked at his wrist that had healed, but left a hideous scar, and said, "But... occasionally, there is still something that I can't bear. While staying."

"It will be fine. The psychiatrist in our hospital is well-known all over the country. The psychological problem is that you have a mental cold. If you treat it properly, I believe you will be fine. After you recover, buddies will organize a drinking party again, and you will still be happy for the rest of your life. "Doctor Qi feels sorry for this person in front of him. Among them, Song Xiu is relatively young. Although he used to play well, he has a bottom line and keeps himself clean. But he is such a person who values ​​the person he likes more than his life. Suffering from his most unlikely disease.

"I'm fine." With a smile in his eyes, Song Xiu looked at Doctor Qi and said, "Don't worry."

After Song Xiu left the hospital, Lu Chao went there by himself. He went directly to Gu Xiao and asked, "Are you free? I want to ask you something."

Gu Xiao had just finished an operation, and he was extremely tired. After seeing Lu Chao, he couldn't help sighing, "You are a big star who runs around all day, why do you still come to the hospital on a regular basis? Is it because there are fewer notices? Or are you out of breath?"

"I'm not joking with you." Lu Chao frowned, and said, "You know about Song Xiu cutting his wrists before?"

"I know, didn't you send this person to the hospital?" Gu Xiao looked at Lu Chao in confusion, and asked, "What's wrong? Does it hurt?"

"Why did he cut his wrists?" Lu Chao was silent for a moment before asking.

"Either I can't think about it, or I just want to get your attention." Gu Xiao patted Lu Chao on the shoulder and said, "Are you still continuing with that bet? Let me tell you, let it go, this person will Get into the hospital, don't turn around and really lose people, the Song family is not easy to mess with."

Hengtian Real Estate is a bigwig in the real estate industry, and no one dares to mess with it.

What's more, Song Xiu is loved by the Song family. Although they are usually busy with their own affairs, no one will allow anyone to bully Song Xiu.

"Depression..." Lu Chao thought for a while, and said, "I talked to Dr. Qi before, and he said that Song Xiu might be suffering from depression."

"Do you think depression is so good? Qi Yang's personality is like that. You don't have a good relationship with Song Xiu, and he is Song Xiu's friend. Of course, he can't wait to mess with you... Don't think so much, where are you going to play at night? " Gu Xiao said with a smile.

Lu Chao acquiesced to Gu Xiao's words, and he said, "Wudaokou, it's mine."

Song Xiu lived alone in the house, and someone cleaned the house, but the cleaning lady only cleaned it once, and left after cooking the food. He looked at the food on the table, swallowed a mouthful, and couldn't help feeling nauseous. Spit it all out.

I don’t know if it’s the effect of the medicine, or his stomach problem has recurred. Recently, he can’t eat anything. use.

It's not that he doesn't want to eat.

He really couldn't swallow it.

He didn't like anything, he didn't want anything, he couldn't get interested, he couldn't smile sincerely, he couldn't feel happy, but he couldn't cry either, the silence was like a pool of stagnant water, without any ripples.

Some extreme fans of Lu Chao found this place, and the black and white posthumous photos were delivered to his door. There were a lot of chrysanthemum wreaths piled up outside, but he was indifferent.

"Young master, I just received the courier today, and I put it outside for you." Auntie Cleaning told me when she left, "Even if you can't eat it, you should drink some soup anyway. You can't eat nothing, or you will have big problems." of."

Song Xiu smiled and nodded.

Taking medicine on an empty stomach is not good for the stomach. His stomach pain has become more and more frequent in the past few days. He just finished a mouthful of food yesterday afternoon, and he managed to resist vomiting. Then his stomach suddenly started to hurt. Unable to get up, curled up on the floor, gasping for breath.

The sense of desperation that surged from time to time made him unable to help but cast his eyes on the knife in the kitchen. In the end, he took out sertraline hydrochloride with great difficulty. Because his hands could not use force, the cup almost fell to the ground. Finally, he used The cold water swallowed it.

He has been resisting death, constantly saying to himself, "You don't want to die, you want to live."

Song Xiu thought of this, his eyes fell on the pills on the sofa, his downcast eyes fell silent, he took a few sips of the soup, his stomach felt nauseated again, and after vomiting it out, he felt better.

He didn't force it any more, walked to the door with a walking stick, squatted down and opened the courier, and touched an extremely sticky mass with his bare hands. His face changed suddenly, and a bloody smell spread—— —inside was the carcass of a dead rabbit.

His belly was ripped open, and the white fluff was covered with blood.

He clutched his stomach and retched, the stomach was violently stimulated, and suddenly had colic pain, he gritted his teeth tightly, not letting himself snort, the painful forehead was bulging, and the cold sweat was dripping down .

"Go to hell!"

"Go to hell!"

"It's all your fault! It's you who pestered my brother! Go to hell!"

These words, black and white photos, and wreaths surrounded him. The dead rabbit looked like a nightmare, dragging him into the most terrifying abyss.

The doorbell rang suddenly, and Song Xiu couldn't stand up in pain. He even looked out the door with some fear.

In the end, the man opened the door and came in. His eyes fell on Song Xiu. Seeing that his hands were covered with blood, his expression changed, and he immediately walked over and said, "What are you doing?"

Song Xiu closed his eyes, and at this moment, he didn't want to say anything.

It was only then that Lu Chao noticed the delivery box. He opened it and saw that the corpse of a dead rabbit that had been disembowelled fell out of it. Lu Chao's face was as dark as water. He hugged Song Xiu to the sofa and brought hot water , Gently wiped his fingers for him, without saying a word.

Song Xiu also just leaned on the sofa, expressionless, watching silently, not knowing what he was looking at, his eyes were slightly distracted.

"I'll ask someone to investigate." Lu Chao looked at him and suddenly felt a little scared. He gently held Song Xiu's hand, and found that he didn't have much strength in his hand, so he just let it hang loosely on the armrest of the sofa. .

When he came, he saw a lot of black and white photos and wreaths piled up outside the house, and he was almost furious at that moment.

"Song Xiu? Can you hear me?" Lu Chao asked, "Do you feel scared?"

Song Xiu didn't say a word, he didn't even move his eyes, he completely enclosed himself in a space, he didn't seem to hear anything from the outside world, maybe... just didn't understand.

"The ones who can enter this community must be the residents inside. I'll ask the security to adjust the monitoring. I'll see who made the wreaths and who made the black and white photos." Lu Chao took a deep breath, "It doesn't matter who sent the things , I will make him pay the price."

No matter what he said, he held Song Xiu's hand tightly, but Song Xiu didn't intend to reply at all.

"Answer me, okay? Just snort?" Lu Chao said cautiously, "Song Xiu?"

There were only him and Song Xiu in the whole room, but only his voice could be heard.

[666: The hatred value has dropped, 30.00%, congratulations to the host. 】

【Song Xiu: It's almost over. 】

As long as the last knife falls, this world can end.

He was one step closer to what he wanted.

作者有话要说：攻没有最渣，只有更渣，下一个渣攻预备走起，双渣可以比拼一下，看谁最后哭成狗？！感谢在2019-11-2015:21:21~2019-11-2016:56:18期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: SYH2 bottle;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!