Every day in the Shura field, I'm doing fancy whitewashing

Song Xiu's words made Lu Chao's face completely gloomy. He stepped on the accelerator to the bottom and drove towards the hospital quickly, saying repeatedly, "Don't sleep, do you hear me? I don't care if you believe it or not. I didn't expect to Kill you."

When the car arrived at the hospital, he immediately got out of the car with Song Xiu in his arms and ran to the emergency room. The doctors and nurses immediately pushed the hospital bed over. Song Xiu was placed on the hospital bed, blood was spilled all the way along his wrist, he tilted his head slightly, His face was pale.

After sending the person into the emergency room, Lu Chao was stopped outside, and the nurse said, "Family members cannot go in, please wait outside."

He panted heavily, and it took a long time for him to let go of the breath he was supporting himself, and he leaned against the wall slumped. He never thought that Song Xiu would cut his wrists, he thought that this person might be angry, might be furious, They might even join forces with Wang Yu to deal with him...but he never expected that Song Xiu would cut his wrists.

If he comes a little late, is that representative, and he loses the person.

Lu Chao's whole body was stiff. He was sitting on the bench in the hospital with Song Xiu's blood on his hands. He lowered his eyes and felt more and more cold.

When Jiang Yu rushed to the hospital, he saw him sitting on the bench alone with blood on his hands. Jiang Yu's face froze, and he walked over and asked tentatively, "Brother Lu? Brother Lu, what are you doing?" Is this... what happened?"

"Am I going to force him to death?" Lu Chao paused, looked at his hands, and said in a daze, "I... never thought that I really wanted to force him to death. How could I want to force him to death?"

Jiang Yu didn't know what to say, she sighed and said, "Maybe it's just that I can't think about it for a while."

Lu Chao stopped talking until Song Xiu came out of the emergency room. He was wearing an oxygen mask, which looked very much like the time he was in the hospital. The doctor took off the mask and said, "The patient was severely injured before. His The body has not been well maintained, and now he has lost a lot of blood, and his life is saved, but... I am afraid that the physical condition will be worrying in the future, and the family members themselves should pay more attention. Also, the patient's mental state should be checked .”

Lu Chao looked at the doctor in surprise, and asked, "What do you mean?"

"When a patient cuts his wrist, generally speaking, when a person cuts his wrist, he will hesitate, unless... he really doesn't want to live. The patient cuts the blood vessel very hard. If you delay If it arrives at one o'clock, I'm afraid there is nothing we can do." The doctor sighed.

When Song Xiu woke up, he saw Lu Chao sitting on the side, staring at him in a daze, and seeing that he woke up, he said, "Why cut your wrist?"

Song Xiuben had lost a lot of blood, he smiled weakly, and said in a hoarse voice with difficulty, "I don't want to live anymore."

He is not a fragile person, nor is he a depressed person. On the contrary, he used to like to play around, so he has a lot of friends, but at some point, he will also give up his life because of what other people say. hope.

Lu Chao really didn't understand Song Xiu. He didn't understand why he insisted on doing such an extreme thing. He frowned, fell silent for a while, and said, "Is it because of me?"

"No, I want to give up." Song Xiu closed his eyes wearily, and he said, "I don't want to continue anymore, I'm tired, thank you for letting me understand one thing."

"What is it?" Lu Chao had a bad premonition in his heart, but he still asked, "What do you want to say?"

"Love can be staged, you deserve the Best Actor Award." Song Xiu's lips curled up, he couldn't tell whether he was laughing at Lu Chao or himself.

"Aren't you the same?" These words made Lu Chao's eyes turn cold. He looked down at Song Xiu who was lying on the hospital bed, leaned closer to his ear, and said word by word, "You told me, Everything is a play on the occasion, you are for going back."

"Playing on the spot?" Song Xiu pulled the corners of his lips, smiled subconsciously, and murmured in a low voice, "You said... I said all of this was just playing on the spot? It turns out that my sincerity is just playing on the spot... Ridiculous, too Interesting."

When Lu Chao got up, he took a deep look at Song Xiu, and said, "It's fine since you're awake, I still have things to do, so I'll go first."

When he was about to go out, he heard Song Xiu asking behind him, "Since we met, have you ever really liked me? Just once."

Lu Chao was silent for a while, then he sneered, and said, "How could I like a person who plays on the occasion? I sent you here just out of humanitarianism. Don't think too much. If you don't believe me, you can try cutting your wrist again. You See if I can save you."

Song Xiu didn't speak any more, just watched Lu Chao go out, then turned his head silently and looked out the window.

The little nurse in the hospital also read the gossip about Song Xiu, but after helping him change his dressing, the little nurse wiped the oozing blood and said, "I think you look no worse than a star, you are really good-looking."

Song Xiu laughed.

The little nurse asked, "I read things on the Internet, and they all said that you are not good, but I don't think you are such a person, really^...After contacting you, I don't think you are the kind of person uploaded on the Internet. "

"Thank you." Song Xiu didn't say much these days, and looked out the window whenever he was free, extremely silent.

This kind of silence made his attending physician feel uneasy, but if he wanted to chat with him, he would occasionally say a few words, and even look at them with a smile.

After the operation, Dr. Qi came up with a plate of cut fruits and knocked on the door. He heard the inside say, "Please come in." He opened the door and went in. He saw Song Xiu wearing blue and white striped clothes, doing surgery. In the wheelchair, leaning against the window, seems to be looking downstairs all the time.

"Have you gotten better recently?" Dr. Qi closed the door, put the fruit plate aside, walked to Song Xiu's side and stopped, and asked, "I asked you to have a stomach examination before, and when you rest for a few days, you will have your stomach checked." Let's do the check together."

Song Xiu nodded.

Doctor Qi looked at him for a while, squatted down, and looked at Song Xiu at the same level. The young man in front of him used to play with them in the wine game, and he was well-known among the rich second generation. Such an end.

"Have you been tired recently? I think you look bad and unhappy?" Dr. Qi asked with a smile, his eyes fell on Song Xiu's calmly, as if he was aware of his subtle emotional changes.

"No, I'm a little tired." Song Xiu said with downcast eyes.

"I know a very good psychiatrist. If you feel particularly tired, go talk to him. Maybe it will make you feel better." Dr. Qi said.

"Okay, I'll go." Song Xiu laughed. He's lost a lot of weight in the past few days, and his whole body is a little out of shape, which makes people feel distressed.

The more Song Xiu was like this, the more disturbed Dr. Qi felt. He could sense that something was wrong with Song Xiu, but Song Xiu hid his thoughts too deeply and put on a mask so that no one could pull him up. Doctor Qi felt that there was something wrong with Song Xiu. Behind this young man is like an abyss, and as long as he takes one more step... just one step, he will fall down and be swallowed by the abyss.

Song Xiu didn't say anything, he seemed to lock himself in a closed prison, even if he sent a distress signal to the outside world, he cut off all the sources at the last moment.

Lu Chao has visited him a few times, and he can see that Lu Chao is also a little tired. He looked at Song Xiu incomprehensibly, and said, "You have changed a lot, why? Can't you be the same as before?"

"Do you have a time machine?" Song Xiu looked at Lu Chao and smiled.

"What?" Lu Chao frowned.

"You don't have a time machine, you can't go back, how can you still be like before, if I tell you, go back to when we just met, and do it all over again, will you forget everything?" Song Xiu was exhausted, There was no light in his eyes, and he said, "I know what you want to ask. Ask me why I say this is a joke, ask me if I have been sincere, and ask me why I tricked you into blinding you...but you didn't even ask."

Lu Chao was silent for a while, and did not deny Song Xiu's words.

"I may have played tricks on other people, but only you, I never... I would even give you my life." Song Xiu laughed at himself, "But if you don't believe it, you don't want it. Blindness is real... Recovery is also true, but before I told you, I was on the hot search, I called you, wanted to tell you, I can see, but your phone can't get through, no one can be found, so I can only On Weibo, I saw your clarification at the press conference, and I knew... there was no need to make this call."

"Start again, okay? Do it again, look into my eyes, Song Xiu...don't call me, don't ignore me, can you look at me?" Lu Chao discovered for the first time that this person's In the eyes, there is no light.

Song Xiu smiled, turned to look at Lu Chao, and said, "Didn't I look at you?"

"It's not like that, you didn't look at me like this before." Lu Chao took a deep breath and said.

"I'm sorry, my acting skills are clumsy, and I can't compare to the actor's profound acting skills..." Song Xiu sighed, and he said helplessly, "I'm really tired. I'm sorry for delaying you for so long. If you have any resources in the future, just contact me directly. Wang Yu, I will tell him."

"What do you mean? Why did you ask me to find him?" Lu Chao looked at Song Xiu in disbelief, and frowned.

"I'm relieved. People who can't get it shouldn't force it. I already understand this truth." Song Xiudao.

"Do you still love me?" Lu Chao gritted his teeth tightly, his eyes locked on Song Xiu, and asked again, "Tell me. Do you still love me?"

"I love you, do you believe it?" Song Xiu asked.

Lu Chao got up suddenly, he looked at Song Xiu with a cold face, gritted his teeth, and said, "Okay, just like this... Remember what you said today, we will never communicate with each other in the future, don't say you cut your wrists, even if it's your funeral, I will I will never intervene once."

He was so angry that he slammed the door away, Song Xiu just glanced casually, he held the hand on the armrest and exerted a little force, obviously telling himself not to care about these things, but he was still so uncomfortable that he couldn't breathe.

The knock on the door sounded again, and Song Xiu turned his head to look, only to see a little nurse popped up and asked, "Can I come in?"

Song Xiu nodded and said, "Come in."

The little nurse stood at the door and bowed to him. Song Xiu was very puzzled. Before he could ask, he heard the little nurse say, "I'm sorry, I misbelieved the rumors on the Internet and sent you a bad message. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry, sorry."

The little nurse kept saying sorry, Song Xiu sighed and said, "It's okay, I forgive you."

The little nurse looked at Song Xiu in surprise and asked, "Don't you hate me?"

Song Xiu smiled and shook his head, just like his usual gentle appearance.

Seeing the happy look of the little nurse, he watched the door being closed again, but his eyes were wet unconsciously, he lowered his head slightly, and choked up softly uncontrollably, the painful collapse overturned all his defenses at this moment.

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