[Red Lotus] It is impossible for a lemon essence teenager to soak in Miss Bai Yueguang

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"Hey, Yazi, why are you so excited, even a dog leash can't hold you, so be careful when you go home and call your senior sister—"

"...butt." When Wu Liuqi came down, he saw a person on the ground who had passed out, his forehead was covered with blood, and his red teeth were pressing the person's head with a knee on his chin Gu, the crackling sound shocked Wu Liuqi into a cold sweat, "Hey hey, Yazi, a real person plays Gu ○boy?"

"Huh?" Chi Ya threw the person aside, "Didn't you see, I'm teaching you a lesson about char siu."

"Oh......"

The man lying on the ground moved his fingers, "You...wait," the tumor struggled to support his upper body, "I'll ask my elder brother to lead someone..."

"Yo?" Chiya walked to Tuozi, "Are you still not convinced?"

"If you have the ability, three days later, give me the stilted building by the sea... ah!" Chi Ya unceremoniously lifted his leg and kicked him twice in the stomach, causing the tumor to curl up , the last bit of dignity was completely wiped out by the sudden pain, "Not bad, you can still talk so much in one breath, it seems that I am too gentle."

"Cough...remember, my elder brother is Qing..." Chiya showed a bored expression, and stepped on his neck with his foot.

"Qing, what are you doing Qing? My grandson who only knows how to dominate others, you have the ability to bark at me here, why don't you worry about how you will get out alive first."

"Of course, if you want to fight this fight, I'll still," he said, with a smile on his face that couldn't be compared to the most naughty demons, and blood gleamed in his scarlet eyes, "I'm so happy."

"Yazi, your phone has an alarm."

"Huh? Oh, are you going to surf the Internet this afternoon?"

"Why, I'll go if you pay for it."

"I'm going to pick up my senior sister home tonight, so I might as well skip it in the afternoon."

"Isn't that something to do at night? Why do you have to go now? Are you paying the internet fee?"

"Who makes Master happy today, I will pay the internet fee."

Wu Liuqi looked at the red teeth in front of him, who seemed to have a tail growing on the tailbone, and swayed up and down as his mood improved, and only lamented how quickly the mood of young people changed.But the big brother that tumor is talking about... Forget it, it should not be his father-in-law. These days, there are so many people in society who start their titles with green characters. This kind of tumor in schools may not even get into gangs. worry about what.

"I have to go back early today, or Miss Mei will get angry again."

"Crap."

The time on the dial pointed to nine o'clock, which happened to be the time for the senior sister to get off work from her part-time job. He parked the car at the gate of the hospital and waited for the figure he was thinking about to appear under the dim street lights. He lay on the head of the motorcycle a little bored, This time the stop was a bit off, but the senior should be able to see him.

If you can't see it, escort it all the way back, it's not a problem.Do you want to apologize when you go back?The quarrel last night was simply an unreasonable anger, but there is no point in ending the broken glass, just pretending that nothing happened. If words can hurt people, then the engraved traces can no longer be erased.But how can this teach him not to be angry?The love of senior sister, which was originally only possessed by him, even if it was only out of family affection, is now easily snatched away by unknown people, and he has no knowledge of it, and has been kept in the dark until that day. in the drum.People are greedy, he thought, the person who got the senior sister may still have the love of his parents and other people, but he only has the senior sister, and he has nothing if he is taken away.Even if Valentine’s Day gifts filled his desk every year, the pink stationery bored him, the girls’ love for him was just empty talk, and the elaborately baked cakes were whitewashed demands, The real purpose of a gracious invitation that seems to be filled with love is to get his body or mind.The senior sister didn't ask him for anything, but led him into the house at night when his mother died and was kicked out of the house to wander alone, and gave him a cup of hot tea and a warm bed for the distraught man.At that time, a ray of dawn finally appeared in his life. When he thought he was about to die in the darkness that could not be seen, the senior sister rescued him and brought him back to the world. He finally survived until dawn.

He only has one senior sister.

I hope that bastard will not come to pick up my senior, if he comes, he is finished, if he doesn't come, he is also finished.Chiya gritted his teeth angrily, buried his head in his arms, and sighed.

It is impossible to say that there is nothing to worry about, and it is impossible to say that there is nothing to fear.He could even feel the sharp blade of fate hanging around his neck, as long as his senior sister and that imaginary figure appeared in front of him, the knife would fall down and mercilessly cut his throat, There was no room for him to breathe.He is a burning ashes, he is a shadow in the corner, no matter how you chase after him, it is impossible to stand side by side with that falling light, even if that beam of light falls on his shoulder, even if that beam of light was once so close to him, But it is still like the bright moon hanging high on the branches, so far away.

"Ah Quan?" Chi Ya raised his head abruptly, and saw the senior sister with the upside-down eyebrows, ready to reprimand him at any time, then turned around and said "you go first" to the distance, and then stood up. A face began to question him.

"Why are you here?"

"I'm here on my own."

Stop making that expression, Chiya thought.

If you don't want to see him, and want to go back with that bastard, just say it, because you are born like this, you don't know how to say things like "the kid should go back to study quickly".His heart, which had been slightly better because of seeing her, became sore and swollen again at this moment. The unspeakable jealousy and painful love turned into a numbness that pierced deeply into his heart, and he continued to pretend that he hadn't noticed the loss in his heart.He opened his mouth, not knowing what to say, the apology that had been organized was stuck on his mouth, as for the milk tea hanging on the handlebar of the motorcycle, let it cool down like this.

Let it be.

"You must have missed the evening self-study again. You have said that high school is very important, especially now that you are in the third year of high school, and you are only six or seven months away from the college entrance examination. Don't be distracted by things other than study—"

"Don't talk so much, you still don't want to go back." Chiya rolled his eyes, and in order not to be anxious because of this, he lowered his eyes and threw the helmet in his hand into the arms of the senior.

Stop chattering, he's tired of these words, can you talk about something else?

There was a long silence after that, until the senior finally compromised and got into the car.

"Where did you get this motorcycle? I don't remember your father ever giving you so much pocket money."

He didn't say anything.The temperature covering his waist and back only made him feel hypocritical and cold at the moment.

"I asked you something!"

The flying black hair was reflected in the rearview mirror, intertwined and intertwined, which made him feel uneasy.The dim yellow street lamps that kept flashing were so fragile that they would disappear into the dark night after being touched. In such lights, there was the back view that he had always kept on the tip of his heart.The warm yellow in the circle of light is very similar to the color of the vase on the dining table at home. It often reflects a nearly transparent color under the illumination of the incandescent lamp, which is as fragile as a thin cicada's wing. Every time he cleans up after dinner, You have to be extra careful at the dining table. When the bottle falls down, you are afraid that it will break. When you are upset, you can’t help complaining, or you can just smash it. If you break it, you won’t have this worry anymore, but senior sister will be sad.Just like he is now in a dilemma, like walking on thin ice, if this layer of window paper is not pierced, it will only be his own pain. If it is pierced, it will not only deepen this pain, but the senior sister will probably also feel distressed because of it, so he Choose to maintain the fragile status quo.

He was really selfish, Chiya taunted himself, he was reluctant to share this pain, even swallowed the bitter fruit from this dead tree.

"Aquan!"

Ah Quan, Ah Quan, Ah Quan again, stop calling him that.

How disgusting, the tone is almost as sad as pity.

Sure enough, compared to him, I still want to see that person more, the person who has taken her love away before he has met, must be much better than a person like him who is fooling around every day, right?The fire of jealousy burned in Chiya's heart, almost burning everything with the force of a prairie fire, and the scorching pain lingered on his nerves.Why, I am still not satisfied with having so much, even taking away his only thing is so easy, it's like teasing him.Why, the senior who he has always regarded as a treasure, gave love to others like this——

"If you don't want to see me, just say so!"

His voice was full of despair and anger that almost overflowed, no matter how he called out from the bottom of his heart, he would not get a response, no matter what he would not reach out to touch.Constrained by a sense of powerlessness, watching the piled sand castles being overturned by the waves, the beautiful utopia ushered in irreparable disillusionment, is this his coming-of-age ceremony?If you are an adult, do you have to learn to endure this kind of heart-piercing pain, and pretend that nothing happened to usher in the same every day?

It hurts.

It hurts.

The heart tormented by fruitless love affairs.

"Don't you think you're being hypocritical for meddling like this every day! You're hypocritical, who's disgusting! If you want to go with that person, go, damn it, I'd better go away and don't let me see you again! If you don't want to If you see me, let me go, 'children should obediently go back to study', come on! Tell me that!"

"What man, A Quan, what are you talking about?!"

Ha, you are still pretending now, what are you pretending, do you take his feelings into consideration?

"Don't you understand? I don't want you to be pitiful!"

He stepped on the brake heavily, and the motorcycle had already reached the door, but the people sitting behind were still refusing to leave.

"What are you still dawdling about, go down!"

Rather, he is the stupidest and most pitiful person who wanted to maintain this kind of relationship at the beginning. He can't restrain his crazy love affair and possessive desire at all. The pain of chopping a wound deep enough to show the bone was even more unbearable.

The moment he felt the excess weight on the motorcycle disappear and he was about to run away again, those hands pinched the corners of his clothes.

"Ah Quan," the senior sister's eyes flickered with trembling starlight, "You were not like this before."

It's not like this, what do you mean it's not like this?What does she know about him, what does she understand about him?She obviously pretended to ignore the call.

"Then did you know—"

I have liked you since I was eight years old.He suddenly lost his voice again, and he swallowed the remaining half of the sentence back into his throat.He stared at the face of his senior sister who hesitated to speak, his rosy lips were blown pale by the oncoming night wind all the way, just watching, his heart was tortured in every possible way.

So be it.So be it.Let this foolish mutual deception continue.

Don't say it, no matter what you say, it's meaningless, let him bury his soulless body in a corner together with his noisy secret and depressing love, and no one will notice it after he dies.

He slapped her hand away, drove his motorcycle away on the road without lights, disappeared into the darkness that engulfed him, and the broken moonlight no longer gave him any light.

"So you quarreled with your senior sister and hid here." Wu Liuqi lay on the sofa, looking at Chiya who was slumped on another sofa.

"Yeah, it's not like that."

"It's wrong to leave home to become a monk. Don't worry about your senior sister. It's hard for your senior sister to be alone at home. Go back quickly."

"No, I've already looked at the rented house, and I'll move out after staying with you for a while."

"That's it," Wu Liuqi scratched his leg hair, "That's up to you, but it's 3000 yuan for a two-day stay."

"You fucking learned how to cheat money like that old woman selling black roses next to the school?"

"Acceptance, apology, don't you hope that you and Senior Sister Jiang will reconcile quickly?"

"Damn it," Chiya took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it, "I can't go back with her."

"It's never possible."

The continuation of this relationship is just a day-by-day increase in regret, and one of him and his senior sister must choose to leave.

Chi Ya finally made up her mind, blocked her senior's phone number, and deleted her accounts on all social software.I thought I could get at least a while of cleanliness, but I always took out my phone from time to time and fiddled with it aimlessly. As long as it was a message reminder that appeared on the software, even if he knew it was just spam messages and advertisements sent by the software, he would read one by one. Clicking on it as if obsessive-compulsive, staring at the screen in a daze for a while, and then retreated belatedly.

Don't think about it, don't think about it.

She is the lightest hummingbird and will never stop for you.

Just as he was about to cover his phone and take a nap, there was a hasty knock on the door, urging him to be restless. He shook his head impatiently and asked Wu Liuqi to open the door, only to find Wu Liuqi standing at the door , did not press the doorknob for a long time.

"Who?"

Wu Liuqi turned around and mouthed to him:

"Senior Jiang."