silent in the black lake

"Don't leave me!" I opened my eyes suddenly, tears instantly blurred my vision, but the burning on my face made me stop the tears immediately

I hurriedly got up, and saw that more than half of him had been swallowed by the burning smoke, his pale face with closed eyes was so white that it was transparent, and everything under his heart had been swallowed by the burning smoke, not even ashes were left. Under the complicated handle, a dazzling bright red

"Linton!" I heard my broken cry, and at the same time I pulled out the silver dagger from his heart with trembling hands

The blood-stained dagger spurted out a string of blood beads, which fell on the back of my hand, cold and heart-burning

But the burning smoke on his body continued to devour him mercilessly, swallowing his bloody heart in the blink of an eye

"Linton! Don't leave me! You promised me!" I slapped his face vigorously, hoping that the closed eyes would open the next moment, revealing the bottomless black eyes

But his face became more and more transparent, and the burning smoke gradually eroded towards his remaining body.

"Linton!" I heard myself screaming almost crazily, his transparent face became more and more blurred in my vision, and the coldness of my fingers became hotter and hotter, all of which told me that he was about to disappear

The one who has accompanied me for so many years, the one who has saved me so many times, the one who took me to embrace the moon, the one who caught me when I fell off the horse, the one who hugged me tightly when I was saddest and most helpless, Is about to disappear with the wind and smoke, completely disappear in this world

Killed by my own hands, disappeared in this world

I heard my heart-piercing cry, and I felt my heart disappear into my chest as he was swallowed up by the burning smoke

"Linton! I beg you! Don't leave me!" I held his face and begged him for the first time, for myself and for him

"You saved me so many times, but I didn't repay you. How could you die! Linton!" I desperately patted the burning smoke on his body, the burning smoke was so hot that it burned my hand off instantly. The skin is so hot that my hands are bloody

"Didn't you say that my blood belongs only to you!" I kept stroking his pale face, and blushed his face with the blood in my palm, "Get up and bite me! My blood is yours!" ! Get up!"

But the burning smoke on his body still swallowed up his neck

"Linton, open your eyes and look at me, then look at me again"

This pair of eyes used to stare at me full of emotion, once this pair of eyes stared at me with affection, but now they are tightly closed, so that I can't see my own eyes, can't see the bottomless depths. The black lake that made me fall into it

How much I want these black eyes to look at me again, even if he is looking at Honor through me, how much I want to feel the coldness of the black lake water again, even if it carries heavy sadness and endless longing, how much I want to see clearly again The bottom of the lake, even if there are mountains of silt

"Linton! I will definitely save you!" I suddenly remembered the angel heart that I threw aside, and there was a drop of blood on it that brought the dead back to life

I lay on the ground, rummaged around, and finally found the angel heart under the legs of the cabinet

I have never been so delighted with the traits of the Night Race, I have never been so looking forward to the ability of this drop of blood to bring the dead back to life, and I have never been so grateful for the Night Race that existed in Linton's mouth

I pulled off the lid of the diamond, poured this drop of bright red blood into his mouth, which was about to be swallowed by the burning smoke, and watched him with bated breath

The burning smoke on his body suddenly stopped swallowing, and then it all disappeared, and his body began to re-grow visible to the naked eye. In the blink of an eye, his body returned to its intact state, and even his heart returned to its original state, without a trace of scars.

I breathed a sigh of relief and leaned on him and hugged him tightly. Although I have hugged him for three years, only this hug at this moment reminds me of the feeling of hugging him for the first time.

"Don't leave again. When Linton wakes up, you can't leave again, little prince." Suddenly Eler Bella's silvery laughter rang in my ears, "Maybe you think Linton will forgive you. Or are you willing to give up humanity and give up your mission"

"What the hell do you want! Why change my memory!" I yelled, and I knew she could hear, "Why did you make me kill Linton!"

"I didn't change your memory, I just let it recover in your mind later." She said with a smile, "As for what I want, it has never changed from the beginning to the end."

Will Linton forgive me, I don't know

I just know that I really should leave, I should go back to the human kingdom, the kingdom that requires me to shoulder the responsibility and complete the mission

There are too many people who sacrificed for me, where my father gave his life for it, where too much blood was buried, where countless children were waiting for their father to come home, but their father did it for me. Useless men perish on the battlefield

I can't repay this debt, I can only make up for it with my own body

"I'm sorry" I hugged him tightly, maybe I owe him the most in my life, but in the end I couldn't do anything except say sorry to him, I don't even know if I have the qualifications to love him, "Linton, Someone will love you"

I let go of him, stood up, without looking back, and rushed downstairs along the stairs. There was only a carriage parked in front of the empty castle. I quickly climbed into the carriage, and the carriage immediately sped away to the outside of the castle.

I curled up in the corner of the carriage, tears couldn't stop flowing, I don't know how long I cried, until I was exhausted from crying, I fell asleep

"Jeremy" I seem to hear Raymond's voice in the blur, "I'm sorry, Jeremy" he said tremblingly

In my drowsiness, I found that I seemed to have come to a door. Outside the door was a trembling child hugging his knees and sitting against the wall. Tears welled up in his dark eyes. Inside the door was a tall man hugging him tightly. Looking at a woman with dull eyes, the man buried his head in the woman's neck, and the woman's snow-white neck continuously dripped with bright red

The picture suddenly shattered, and a serious-faced young figure emerged from the bottom. He shuttled through the crowd laughing and laughing, but his serious appearance was incompatible with the crowd. He stopped to look back when the crowd passed by, until the laughing crowd disappeared. , he turned his head and continued on.

The scene was also suddenly dark, and when the brilliance appeared again, a group of people followed behind the young man. The group of people were big and small, but all of them were pale and thin, as if they had been hungry for a long time. The young man took them wandering around, always looking for Living in a deserted place, when it rains or snows, they can only hide under the leaky eaves and hug each other

From time to time, there will be a few bloodthirsty people with red eyes and bloodthirsty faces in this group of people. At this time, the young man will suppress the bloodthirsty people, and at the same time cut his wrists and feed them with his own blood. They, over time, this group of people began to smoke each other, but some people would feel sick and vomit when they smoked, and many people became thinner and fell ill as they smoked, and the young people would always take care of these people all night long a sick man until a sick man smiles at him

"Boss, he has already set off." Suddenly I heard a strange man's voice, and the scene in front of me disappeared, followed by the young man's back

The young man was silent for a long time, then turned around, still with an unsmiling and serious expression, but he frowned deeply, and said: "Let the 45th generation out to chase, and you follow in the dark, don't let the 45th generation bite you." He, try not to let him get too seriously injured, others follow me to the front to prepare for rescue"

"Yes!" I heard the unanimous answer

"This little prince rarely travels alone late at night. This is a rare opportunity. We must be careful. This is our only chance to form an alliance with the human kingdom. The king attaches great importance to his brother. As long as we can be the little prince's lifesaver Benefactor, the king will consider the united front between us half-vampires and humans, and this little prince is also a person who repays his kindness. As long as he is not suspected, he will be a great help in persuading the king. , so we must ensure that he will not have an accident. Only with the help of the Stuart family can we unite with humans, obtain food, survive under the rule of the night clan, and even have a chance to resist the night clan." The young man enjoined: "If we fail, if the human king finds out that we have hurt his younger brother, and if humans find that we have hurt their prince, they will not only not accept us, but even expel us, then all previous efforts will be for naught."

"So this plan can only succeed and not fail." A stern look flashed in the young man's dark eyes

Soon the picture disappeared, and after an unknown amount of time, the strange male voice sounded again, this time his tone was full of panic, and he said: "The leader is not good! The 45th and [-]th generation smelled blood and lost control! The little prince was seriously injured. It's heavy and almost bitten, maybe, maybe, or it won't work"

"Don't let you control it!" The youth's furious voice sounded: "Go and save people! If he dies, he will fail completely!"

Suddenly there was another scene in front of my eyes, but there were dense leaves blocking my sight. Through the gaps in the leaves, I saw Linton standing not far away. He was holding "I" covered in blood and standing in a group of demons dancing wildly, crying ghosts and howling wolves. In the encirclement circle of ten and forty-five generations, those fourteen and fifteen generations slowly retreated while roaring.

"Boss" I heard a strange man call out in an unusually low voice

"Restrain your breath, you are a night clan," said the young man

While they were talking, Linton's eyes suddenly shone red, and his cold voice resounded through the mountains and pierced into his heart: "Death", as soon as the words fell, all those shrill screams disappeared, together with those who disappeared into ashes. And the 45th generation with black eyes and red eyes

Looking at the ground suddenly, a pale hand propped up on the ground, and at the same time, there was a mouthful of blood gushing on the ground. The pale hand tremblingly grabbed the soil on the side to cover the blood, and then the young man's weak voice sounded: "Stay away, the aura of the night clan is too strong, it's Gao Dai, far above me"

Slowly, his eyes wobbled up again, and he looked through the gaps in the leaves. Linton took out a very delicately packaged small box from his arms. He seemed to be in a hurry, and tore the package a few times. Open, take out a golden four-leaf clover ring from the box, pinch 'my' chin, point the ring to 'my' mouth, pour a drop of bright red liquid

Suddenly the scene in front of him disappeared again, and the young man's voice sounded: "Go and distract this Night Clan, just attract his attention and run away, don't fight him, keep a distance from him, remember not to fight, he has It may be the third generation of the Senate, don't sacrifice, brothers, our plan will be successful, and half-vampires will survive, I promise."

Again neat and consistent responses around "yes"

The vision appeared again, and I saw Linton walking back with 'me' in his arms. Suddenly he stopped, turned around, frowned, and then he walked towards the nearby stone wall, penetrating five fingers into the stone wall, and pulled off a complete piece. I put the 'I' into the sunken place, and then covered it with a stone, and then I walked towards the direction of my field of vision.

The field of vision suddenly lowered a little. When Linton walked not far in front of my field of vision, he suddenly narrowed his eyes, and a red light flashed faintly in his black eyes. His field of vision suddenly felt a little dizzy, but Linton suddenly looked at me again. In the other direction, the dizziness of my vision disappeared, and then Linton disappeared in a flash in the other direction

After Linton left for a long time, my vision began to move, and my vision came to the stone cave where 'I' was hiding, and the pale hand tremblingly pulled away the stone covered outside, pulling 'I' from Hugged out of the cave, and then covered the forehead of 'me' with a pale hand, and a light yellow light shone on the hand

"You actually..." I heard the young man's surprised voice, "like a night clan"

Then his voice calmed down again, "If it wasn't for the fact that the half-vampire couldn't survive anymore, I wouldn't have made such a move to hurt you innocently, I'm sorry", the hand on 'my' forehead instantly lit up with blue light, "But I still have to take advantage of your liking for him once. There will be no result between you and him. Maybe forgetting is also a relief."

My vision suddenly went completely dark, and I felt mixed feelings in my heart.

"I'm sorry, Jeremy" Raymond's voice suddenly sounded in the darkness: "Please allow me to call you again, Jeremy, I don't know if you can hear me say this, but I still put my The last thought in your heart is injected into your mind with spiritual power."

"What I did to you, I know no matter how much I say sorry, but I still want to apologize to you. I'm sorry, Jeremy, I replaced your memory for five years, making you think that you always like It's all about me."

"Half-vampire, a non-human and non-ghost creature, was abandoned by the night race and was hostile by humans. It has been too long to live in the cracks of this world. It has been so long that we have to give up ourselves, so for the half-vampires, finally survival, I had to use you to help us assimilate into humanity."

"Every time I see you smiling at me, I feel very despicable. Your care and warmth always make me feel guilty. I think I may be deceiving myself. I know that your care and concern are not for me. But I have been deceiving you, pretending to understand your concern for you, and in the end I even deceived myself."

"Seeing you stabbing the night clan's heart for me, and seeing you standing in front of my heart, I realized how lucky it is to be able to replace him and become the person you like. I laughed at my despicable actions countless times , but I’ve been thankful countless times to be loved by you once, even if it was stolen.”

"You are really the warmest and most sincere human being I have ever met. Your concern for human beings, your sincere treatment of half-vampires, your commitment to missions, and your commitment to responsibilities all make me feel ashamed when I think about it. I actually planned such a despicable plan for you, I feel so guilty that I want to tell you the truth immediately, and I want to beg your forgiveness"

"But when I think of those half-vampires behind me, I can't say it. I understand that I am so inferior that I don't have the right to stand by your side, and I don't dare to ask for half of your love. But when that night clan came to snatch you , I still try my best not to want you to be snatched away by him, when you told me that you are about to marry the princess, I still want to hold your hand and tell you loudly that I like you"

"But I still didn't say it in the end, and I still couldn't keep you. I think I was too cowardly, I had too many scruples, and I was shrinking from the responsibility you shouldered, but seeing you being taken away by that night clan At that time, I actually envied him and agreed with him, and I really wanted to take you away like him, taking you away from your heavy responsibility and mission."

"But I can't do it. I'm selfish and weak. After you were taken away by him, I realized that without you, the stable life I had so hard to achieve lost its color. Meaning, I inquired about that night tribe everywhere, I understand that I am seeking my own death, but I just want to see you again, I just want to stand in front of you again, tell you the truth of everything, and say something to you, I'm sorry "

"I'm sorry, Jeremy, if you can, can you give me a qualification to love you?"

I slowly opened my eyes, the tears on my face hadn't dried yet, and new tears overflowed from the corners of my eyes

I suddenly can't figure out who I should blame, or whose fault it is from the beginning to the end

I killed the person I loved the most, and almost made him disappear before my eyes. I promised him that I would only love him, but I pierced his heart twice for others. I once kept him from leaving me. Promised and done, but now he begged me not to leave and I tricked him into leaving him

His three years of imprisonment for me made me full of hatred, but now I find that I have given him so much disappointment and pain that caused him to hate me so much

I wanted to hate him, he killed so many innocent humans, as the little prince of the human kingdom, I should hate him, but in the end I found that he should hate me even more

I'm not O'Noel, I'm not O'Noor's replacement, I'm Jeremy, but in the end Jeremy always likes him

I thought I liked Raymond, but it turned out to be a false love

When I learned the truth, I wanted to hate Raymond for a moment. Hating him replaced my memory, made me love the wrong person, and made me hurt the person I love the most.

But in the end I found that I couldn't blame him at all, he had his responsibilities, he had the race he was responsible for, and everything he did was for half-vampires to survive

I spread my palms, the angel heart lay there quietly, without three drops of bright red blood, it was more like a delicate ring

I put it on my ring finger and stick it to my heart