? Husband, Xianggong, is that what you call it here?Fortunately, I just need to write, otherwise I really can't speak.Well, let's drink the hangover medicine on the table first, I'm afraid you will feel a little dizzy if I take too much medicine.Have you drank?Drink it before continuing to watch.

Well, although I put you to sleep the night before leaving without saying goodbye, don't be too angry, take medicine and live a good life.As compensation, I will tell you all about me, before you forget me.

My name is Cui Min, and I come from a world more than 1000 years later.Where I live, what you see and experience is only a period of history called the Northern Song Dynasty, and you are all just people in a story.So I know everything you are about to encounter, and I know that in a few years, the country you love will perish, and the Northern Song Dynasty will become the Southern Song Dynasty.

This is an inevitable and already happened history. It used to be an insignificant passage in the history book for me, but I never thought that one day I would come to your world inexplicably.Here, I have three parents from Ji'er Lane, become an apprentice of Uncle Shi, make good friends like Tie Shou and Leng Xue, and like the dishes cooked by Aunt Xue.And, I met you.

Did you know that your character is annoying?With a poisonous tongue and facial paralysis, you always stand on the sidelines and look down at others, insulting me with your IQ.At the beginning, I refused this way of getting along, until I gradually discovered that under your appearance of not being close to others, there is a passionate and persistent heart hidden. Although I never talk to others, if I feel it carefully, I will Be attracted by it slowly.

I know that in order to save me who was buried in the ancient castle, you worked day and night to develop explosives, and you ignored the onset of cold and illness; in order to prevent me from taking risks, you were willing to give up your principles and let the villagers of Tianshou Village go; I, who became a zombie, did not hesitate to be bitten by me, and infected with corpse poison together with me; in order to save me who was knocked out by the waves, I jumped into the sea without hesitation, and stayed with me on a deserted island...

Because of my stupidity, my selfishness, and my cowardice, you have done so many things for me silently, but you always let me know from other people's mouths that you have been in danger again and again, but you have never complained.At the most critical moment in my life, when I opened my eyes, I always saw you quietly standing by.

I didn't realize until now that it's not because you're too smart, it's just because of love.Although you were awkward and unwilling to tell me directly, and never said those three words to me, you used your actions to engrave love into my heart bit by bit.

It's really your misfortune, falling in love with such a timid and selfish me, you will always be able to see through my thoughts at a glance, knowing that my previous avoidance was only because of the responsibility behind you, knowing that I can't firmly uphold the so-called righteousness, Know that I actually just want to grow old safely with you two.

That's why you tried your best to maintain such a selfish me, betrayed the uncle who raised you for more than 20 years, left the cause and justice you love, and pretended that you were happy with it.

But how could I not see it?You often look at the direction of the sea in a daze, so I always open the south window; you crumpled up the drawn weapon map and threw it on the woodpile, and I will help you pick it up and store it at the bottom of the medicine cabinet; in your dream Occasionally murmuring sorry, but I can't heal the guilt between your brows...

I know your love and persistence, but I don't want to be bound by this, and I don't want to see the world you love in your life turn into a battlefield where your teachers and brothers are bathed in blood. Fighting hard, and you can only sit on an unknown desert island, watching all this happening, but can't do anything.

I'm afraid I'll make you as cowardly as I am, though that's not your intention.I'm even more afraid that you will be tormented by guilt all your life, yet still smile at me.I don't want to be your cage, because you taught me that the true meaning of love is protection.

Thank you for giving up all the thirteen days of pure happiness with me, thank you for giving me the courage to protect you and everything here.If given the chance, I really want to fight side by side with you and give each other's backs to each other.

But now, forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye.Maybe I can find a better way by discussing with you, but forgive me for trying to protect you with my meager ability in the end, and I would rather use my stupid plan to do something I don't know right or wrong.

On the side of the Qing emperor, it is the only way to solve all the problems fundamentally, despite the dissatisfaction of the world.None of you can help me. Things that seem absolutely wrong now can only be truly understood after the test of history.Only I know where Cai Jing's arsenal is and how it can be used by King Su; and only I know that no matter what Uncle Shi plans, they can't change their own destiny, because as long as there is a faint king in power, a traitor will naturally rule, and the country will be ruined and the family will perish.

If my plan with King Su fails unfortunately, and you ask Uncle Shi to cut ties with me, the crime of treason will be widely implicated.And you just have to promise me one thing, buy a basket of Songji Sweet Cake every Qingming and Chongyang Festival, you don’t need to burn it for me, just eat it yourself.Be sure to buy it every year. If I know you didn't buy it for whatever reason, I will definitely climb up and scare you.

If I fail, history will change, for the better or for the worse, and I will cease to exist in this world.All things and memories about me will disappear, and I don't know where I will go, back to my world?Or disappear in this long time and space.

Perhaps this letter will become a blank sheet of paper.

Maybe you will forget me.

But I still hope to try to leave some traces of us.So I sent the Big Dipper and family heirlooms you gave me back to Shenhunsi, and I tried my best to carve my name everywhere I can see in your room.If they can continue to exist, will you feel the slightest feeling when you see them?

Because I heard people say that even if the memory does not exist, but the things that have been deeply retained in the heart, goodbye, will still have the feeling at that time.

I don't know if this person lied to me...

Finally, before you forget me, I want you to know that I love you.Regardless of whether you remember that I was by your side or not, I am very glad that I have come to this world, met you, and fell in love with you.If there is any regret, it is that I can't stay by your side, life and death go hand in hand, never leave.

Ps: Brush calligraphy is really difficult to write.

☆, finale

?On the fifth day of September in the first year of Xuanhe, Su Wang Zhao Shu seized Cai Jing's arsenal located on the Tea Horse Road, and joined forces with the Shenhunsi and Yulin Army to strangle him in the suburbs of Beijing and confiscate his property.

On the eighth day of September, Su Wang sent his confidantes to Youzhou with the imperial decree of Huizong, killed Tong Guan and seized the tiger talisman.Zhang Shuye and Liu Fa were appointed to guard the sixteen prefectures of Yanyun.

On September [-]th, Song Huizong Zen was located in the fifth son Zhao Shu, who was named Minzong and changed his reign name to Jingkang. He controlled all major state affairs.

September [-]th, Bianjing, the capital city is still prosperous after undergoing a drastic political change.

In the hall of the God Detective Division, a feast was held in order to welcome Wu Qing who had just returned to Bianjing after recuperating from illness.

"Uncle Shi, how did you find Cai Jing's arsenal and strangle him?" During the dinner, Wu Qing, the only one who did not participate in the capital change, asked Zhuge Zhengwo curiously.

"It's Prince Su, oh, no, I should be honored as the Holy One now. The Holy One has the help of an expert who can see through the world, and everything can go so smoothly. The name of that expert is..." Zhuge Zheng I paused, frowning After thinking for a long time, he finally smiled awkwardly, "I don't know if I am too old to forget the name of that expert."

"Oh? There is really an expert in the world who can see through the world? I don't know where that expert is now?"

Zhuge Zheng nodded and said, "I didn't believe it at first, but everything she said has been fulfilled is correct. But that expert has disappeared. The Holy One said, send her to lead a team of cavalry to Youzhou to intercept and kill After Tong Guan, the whereabouts of the tall man was unknown. The cavalry came back with the tiger talisman, but she did not come back. The Holy Majesty wanted to send someone to look for it, but it was strange to say that no one remembered her appearance, so the matter was over. It's over."

Wuqing frowned lightly, "For a person who has made such great achievements, no one remembers her..."

"Let's not talk about her. The new emperor is extremely intelligent, appoints people on their merits, and works hard to govern. This is the blessing of my Great Song Dynasty and the blessing of my god catcher. Let's have a drink together."

Zhuge was toasting me, and everyone was in harmony, but Leng Xue suddenly put down the wine glass, hesitantly asked: "Is everyone here?"

Cheng Xiaoli hurriedly stood up and counted, "Uncle Shi, Aunt Xue, Uncle Wuqing, Second Uncle Iron Hand, Master, Uncle Jian, there are seven in total, all of them are here!"

"Then why is there an extra chair in the banquet?" Tie Zhi pointed to the vacant seat next to Wu Qing and asked why no one sat there, as if it was reserved for someone.

Liu Piaoxue thought for a while, got up and took the chair away, "I'm used to it, and I don't know why I put an extra chair. It's okay, let's continue to eat."

"Oh." No one said anything more, but the lively banquet that should have been full of interest suddenly fell silent for some reason, and I always felt that eating was not so boring before.

"Jin Jian, why is my room so full of potholes?"

"I don't know, son, should I call a carpenter to fix it?"

"No, you go out first, I want to stay by myself for a while."

"Ah."

Ruthless slowly looked around the room, as long as he could see, bedposts, windows, tables, chairs, wardrobes, every rafter, every frame, two small holes were carved out by someone.

His eyes were inexplicably sore, and he stretched out his hand to caress the bumpy edge of the table.It was a two-character name, but he couldn't remember the two characters that the engraver most wanted him to remember.

He slowly touched every place in the room, trying to recall something, but his hands were cold and his mind was fuzzy.It was the first time he had this kind of experience, he couldn't think about anything, and finally gave up.

Let's sleep for a while, maybe it's because I'm too tired, so I feel like I've forgotten something very important.

He took off his coat, and then a letter fell down. He was stunned, and bent over to pick it up, but the letter was blank, with only traces of being wet by water.

A vague face suddenly appeared in his mind, and the heartache was like a flood without warning, hitting his head and face and knocking him down.

"Minmin, Minmin..." He remembered these two words, and excitedly turned around like a child to find a pen and ink. He was afraid that he would forget again, so he had to write down the name quickly.

However, the wheelchair got stuck suddenly, and he couldn't move it. The familiar words in his mind began to fade away slowly, just like how many times before, when he finally tried to remember, he was ruthlessly washed away by the tide in his mind and disappeared. There was no trace.

"No, I don't want to forget you again."

He fell heavily to the ground, bit his finger, and couldn't wait to write the name down, but his finger poked the floor, and only blood gushed out, so shockingly red.But he has forgotten again, how to write the first stroke.

"Sorry, I seem to have forgotten you again."

A tear fell from those clear and sad eyes, crystal clear.

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☆, finale

?one year later.

On the day when the new martial arts examination results were announced, in Bianjing City, crowds of people crowded in front of the bulletin board, and from time to time there were excited shouts and voices of crying father and mother.

"Wow, so many people? Are there any beauties selling themselves to bury their fathers?" Outside the crowd, a handsome woman with a basket on her back ran up and down, chewing on a sweet cake and asking curiously.

The big brother next to him kindly explained, "Isn't the girl a citizen of the Great Song Dynasty? Now the whole country knows that the Holy Majesty attaches great importance to martial arts. Just as General Zhang and General Liu's iron cavalry returned from a victorious battle in Jinjing, the Holy Majesty is going to make this session of martial arts All of them were sent to serve in the Cavalry Army. You said that my Song Dynasty is now strong and strong, and I have the gunpowder weapons of the God Detective Division to help me. Fight with that golden dog on the battlefield, so that they will know what it means to offend our Great Song Dynasty, even if they are far away, they will be punished."

"Wow, it seems that Zhao Shu really listens to me." The woman nodded in satisfaction, licked her cake-stained fingers and said thoughtfully, "Drinking milk in Persia for a year made me sick to death. It’s gone. Hurry up and go to Song Kee to eat two plates of sweet cakes to disinfect.”

The kind-hearted elder brother shook his head and sighed as he watched the woman walking away. It turned out that she was from abroad, no wonder she looked like she was not full.If there is an opportunity in the future, I must go abroad to do good deeds.

"The three famous arresters are here!" an unknown girl screamed, and suddenly a group of beautiful women with heavy makeup poured out from all directions in the market, and flew towards the gate of the city. The speed and strength were simply breathtaking.

Following the screams, three horses came galloping from the outskirts of Beijing, and amidst the billowing dust, the tall, heroic and vigorous figures on the horses appeared even more majestic and mighty.

The crowd who were blocking the road cheered and hurriedly dispersed, the half-closed city gate opened in response to the sound, and what was presented in front of them was a broad avenue that everyone supported, but one of the horses suddenly stopped in front of the bulletin board.

The man on the horse was dressed handsomely in white, pulling the reins to let the horse pace slowly, and habitually walked towards Songji Sweet Cake Shop.Every time he goes out to do missions and comes back, he will buy a box of sweet cakes there and bring them back to Shenzhusi, although he doesn't like sweets, although everyone in Shenzhusi is afraid of eating sweet cakes and avoiding them. Although only Cheng Xiaoli, the king of big stomachs, will help him destroy that tray of sweet cakes.

But it's like a promise, a wait, even if I can't remember who I'm waiting for, I don't know if she will come back and happily eat the sweet cakes, and then lick them finger by finger Clean, but as soon as he sees the sweet cake, he seems to be able to see every memory that really happened, vague and so specific.

"Master Wuqing, I'm here to buy sweet cakes again." Songji's boss greeted with a smile, and skillfully wrapped up a drawer of sweet cakes and sent them to Wuqing, "Chenghui, forty coins."

"Well, the price has increased?" Wuqing frowned, the day before yesterday was still ten pennies.

"Oh, the girl inside said she charged you for everything she ate. Why, don't you know that girl?"

Wuqing followed Songji's boss' gaze.The beautiful figure that walked out slowly was folded into thousands of fragments of light by the afternoon sun, gradually overlapping with his vague memory.

Her eyebrows turned out to be as handsome as Yuandai; her eyes turned out to be as clear as moonlight; her lips turned out to be as sweet as peach petals; she turned the corners of her mouth mischievously, so there were lovely dimples.

The heart palpitations that made him dream back countless times in the middle of the night happened for the first time for no reason in this noisy market. Every piece of intermittent memory gradually became coherent and clear because of her smile. He seemed to have found the lost name. Find the one he's been waiting for.

"Minmin..." The hoarse and trembling voice was like broken pearls, landing crisply, "You are back."

"You still remember me..." She smiled with relief, licked the sweet cake froth on her fingers, and then yelled, "Bastard, remember why I didn't come to look for me, it caused me to travel to Persia and get lost for a long time!" It took a year to find it!!"

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