The accident in my life is only you

The summer vacation is coming soon, and this year, I still have no plans to return to my hometown for leisure.

At Xiaoya's invitation, I quickly decided to stay in Jiangcheng and take refuge with the two of them.

If they can find a part-time job smoothly, they will stay in Jiangcheng. If they still can't find it, then they will accompany them for a while before returning to their hometown.

During this year, Xiaoqiu and Xiaoya resigned from Jiangcheng and went back and forth many times, and finally returned to Jiangcheng to engage in similar jobs before.

I plan to follow them to see the colorful world in Xiaoya's mouth first, which is better than staying at home and fantasizing about the past for no reason.In Xiaoya's original words: It's nothing to be broken in love, first look at the beautiful men and women outside, and don't hang yourself on a tree with a crooked neck.

The first night I went to Xiaoya's place, Xiaoya took me to work in the nightclub.

I sat on the bar next to the dance floor like a little follower, sitting bored for five or six hours.

Listening to the deafening music, knocking sunflower seeds in your mouth, or playing with your mobile phone from time to time, watching a group of men and women on the stage writhing wildly with the music, time slips away silently.

And those music rhythms that can make them crazy, but did not bring me a little shock, it sounds as boring as usual music to me.

I sat and watched the crowds coming and going on the dance floor calmly, changing waves after waves, and calmly played with my mobile phone amidst the deafening sound.

However, the time flies, and it will soon be time for Xiaoya to get off work. Xiaoya removes the makeup on her face, puts back on her regular clothes, and pulls me to say goodbye to the men and women in the nightclub and go to Xiaoqiu's bar.

Xiaoqiu's off-duty time at the bar is similar to Xiaoya's, but because they are so close, they always make appointments to go back together.

We picked up Xiaoqiu and went back to the residence together, buying supper on the way back.

At two o'clock in the morning, the air was slightly cool, no pedestrians were seen on the street, and the shops on the street were already half closed.

The three of us held the freshly packed food in our hands, walked and ate, hummed our favorite songs loudly, played and laughed with each other, as if the whole world belonged to us, very comfortable.

The next night after get off work, we didn't pack and eat and went home. Instead, under Xiaoqiu's suggestion, we prepared to drink with the three of us, neither drunk nor sleepy.

We arrived near our residence, bought some beer in a non-closing supermarket, and then went to the barbecue stand to pack and eat.

The three of us sat on the stool of the barbecue booth and waited for the boss to pack. Xiaoya played with the bottle opener on the table and asked me casually: "Yingying, do you have anything you want to eat? Let's order some more."

Before this, I had hardly eaten barbecue, and I didn't know what was delicious.

But in fact, it is because of my personal physical problems that I cannot eat excessively hot food, which can easily cause inflammation, so my mother specifically told me to eat less fried and barbecued food.

"No, that's all. I don't know what's delicious."

Xiaoqiu looked surprised, "Comrade Yingying, I found that you are really a treasure, haven't you even eaten barbecue? Then you can't even drink wine?"

I was a little embarrassed, but I was still afraid of disturbing their interest, so I explained a few words, "Well, I actually eat simple food, and I rarely buy barbecue, but it looks delicious."

Xiaoya covered her mouth and said with a smile, "Qiuqiu, don't you drink Yingying later, let me tell you, she can drink a little."

I smiled and did not deny that my drinking capacity was inherited from my father, and his drinking capacity was inherited from my grandma.Therefore, I was born without exercise. From the first sip of wine, I knew that I was not in a constitution that could easily get drunk.

I remembered that when Liu Shu was in Jiangcheng at the end of last year, she liked to buy barbecues, but once I met her, I just had a sore throat and couldn't share the food with her.

But under her earnest eyes, I finally ate some of her favorite saury.

She looked a little disappointed. She once said that saury is her favorite barbecue variety. Maybe Ah Ning has eaten with her many times, but I, the person she once liked, can't share it with her. Maybe it's a little disappointing .

I looked at the food that the barbecue boss was about to pack, and said to Xiaoya: "I heard that the grilled saury is delicious, do you have any?"

Xiaoya was slightly stunned, a little surprised, surprised that I, who seldom eat barbecue, took the initiative to ask about saury.

"I ordered one, but we are all on the seashore, and the people there don't like to eat saury, why do you like it?"

I smiled and didn't answer. I just suddenly remembered Liu Shu and blurted out unconsciously.

Maybe my smile was not too natural, or maybe Xiaoya understood the emotion in my eyes, and quickly turned to the boss and shouted: "Boss, add two more saury."

I looked at the saury on the shelf that was squeaking in the fire, but I felt a lot of joy in my heart.

It feels refreshing as if the rebellion in adolescence is successful, or I can finally eat her favorite saury like her, as if I can get closer to her and have some contact with her, and let me I am happy.

We returned to the residence with those beers and barbecues, drank in the room until the sky was dark, and we gradually fell asleep until the sky turned white.

Xiaoya and Xiaoqiu had already fallen asleep, and my eyes could not be opened due to alcohol and sleepiness, but my mind was extremely clear, just like the drunkenness years ago.

I lay next to them, in this silent early morning, the thoughts in my heart became more and more serious, like a group of ants gnawing at the tip of my heart, itching unbearably.

I closed my eyes, and in the faint morning light, I endured the endless thoughts pouring out of my heart, and forced myself to fall asleep.

The three of us slept until about two o'clock in the afternoon, and the two of them were quickly awakened by hungry stomachs.

After Xiaoya cooked the noodles, she asked me to get up and wash up.

Because I haven't had a hangover for a long time, I feel dizzy and uncomfortable after waking up, and I still want to go back to sleep.

So after eating the noodles, I fell asleep again and didn't wake up until after eight o'clock in the evening.

Organize yourself, the pointer of time has jumped to around nine o'clock.I followed the route I remembered and went to Xiaoya's nightclub to find her.

I walked along the road. There were few pedestrians on the road, but the traffic on the street was bustling.

When I stopped on the road to think which route would be closer, an electric car drove slowly in front of me.

I didn't care, I was still thinking about the route in my mind.

But the man who was driving suddenly stretched out one of his arms, stretched out his palm towards my chest, followed the speed of the car, touched my chest hard, and then passed lightly.

Driving away, the man whistled cheerfully, obviously on purpose.

I didn't expect this kind of thing to happen, and when I realized it, the electric car had already driven a long distance, and the man was still holding his arm and waving it, as if showing off his obscene success just now .

I suddenly felt some fear in my heart. I stood there not knowing whether to move forward or return to my residence. Everything in front of me suddenly became strange, making me feel fearful and helpless.

Just when I was at a loss, I remembered the thing that once gave me strength.

I opened the bag in a panic, took out the black and white ring again from the interlayer of the bag, and put it on the ring finger of my left hand.

I clasped my hands together, and the index finger of my right hand stroked the ring on the ring finger of my left hand, feeling the warmth and strength from above.

But at this time, the fear in his heart miraculously settled down, as if the ring really had magical powers.

I have been standing on the side of the road wearing that ring, as if Liu Shu was standing beside me, my heart is peaceful and peaceful.

It wasn't until my mind gradually cleared up and calmed down that I went to Xiaoya's nightclub according to the originally planned route.

Until now, the ring is still in the bottom of my suitcase, and I haven't thrown it away.

Whenever I see it, I will think of it, in the countless days and nights without Liu Shu, when I can't bear the longing in my heart, or encounter something unbearable, I always wear it on my ring finger On it, it seems that everything can be healed.

Just like the Liu Shu who once loved me deeply lives in that ring, which can bring me endless power.

A few days later, Xiaoya and Xiaoqiu were on vacation at the same time. We played around outside, and when we returned to our residence, we brought back some barbecue and beer.

While drinking, Xiao Qiu, who was slightly drunk, talked about her beloved ex-boyfriend, almost shed tears when she talked about the pain.

But I can't tell anything, I can only silently grieve my own story.

Xiao Qiu calmed down for a long time, and her tone returned to normal, "I heard that if you have dated many boyfriends and want to know which one you like the most, just have a drink and you will understand."

I asked in a daze, "How do you understand? Is it the person you think about after drinking? Is whoever you think about is the one you love the most?"

Xiaoqiu shook her head and replied: "Not entirely, it should be said that after you finished drinking, you felt a lot of grievances in your heart and wanted to tell someone that you were going crazy thinking about him, and you wanted to call him right away. People must be the ones you love the most."

Although it doesn't make sense for me to ask this question, because I haven't loved anyone before, and Liu Shu is the only one from the beginning to the end. Whether I drink or not, I pretend to think about her.

But there is one thing Xiaoqiu said is right, because after drinking, I really miss her, and I especially want to call her.

So under the influence of alcohol, I really took out my mobile phone and wanted to call her.

But I quickly suppressed the impulse in my heart, threw the phone aside, and started looking for the ring that I took off and put away when I came back a few days ago.

I quickly found the ring, put it on my ring finger quickly, and let it comfort my eager heart.

But the ring soon couldn't suppress the crazy thoughts that popped up in my heart. Regardless of the last trace of rationality in my heart, I crawled to the location of the mobile phone, grabbed it in my hand, and saw Xiaoya and Xiaoqiu's surprised eyes. In the middle, rush out the door.

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