The accident in my life is only you

Time can't stand careful calculation, and half a year has passed before we can plan in the future.

It's already summer, I'm lying on the bed in the dormitory, looking at the hot sun outside the window, my eyes are sleepy, I don't want to get up.I also remembered that there was no class scheduled for the first session in the afternoon, so I pulled the quilt next to me, continued to close my eyes, and fell asleep.

I haven't contacted Aning and Liu Shu for a long time, and Aning is still studying in No. [-] Middle School in high school, and never dreamed of it once.

And Liu Shu is just the opposite, just like how he often appeared before my eyes in high school, appearing in my dreams from time to time.

In the dream of deep sleep, I can't choose. I often dream of arguing with her, and then watching her step by step away from me.

But for the dream in shallow sleep, I can choose the beginning, and choose the way I will meet her again.

So today, what should I dream about her?

Otherwise, let's start with the text message from years ago.

The two text messages in the mobile phone are still saved in the favorites, and the pain from half a year ago has finally become shallow after the baptism of time.

It's not obvious, but it's a bit shallow, at least it proves that time is indeed useful.

But when Liu Shu saw the text message I sent, he was silent for a few days, and soon he didn't care.

She even leaned in front of me, looked at my nervous expression, and smiled triumphantly: "I saw your text message. I was a little scared at first, but I thought you had said many times before Leave me, and it's not that you didn't leave in the end, I know you can't insist on anything, and it's the same in the matter of leaving me. "

I was still a little nervous because of her approach, but after hearing what she said, my heart gradually lost its temperature.

I hate myself for being like this, no matter how I struggle, how much I swear to myself, I still can't escape the distance she locked my heart.

I know that text message is of little use to her, but it is of little use to me.

Because it records my broken mood at that time, because it has sprinkled a handful of salt on the wound we had torn open, making the wound bigger.

Yes, it is useful after all.

I thought to myself, in the future, maybe it will be more useful.

When I returned to my hometown years ago, I once again came to my relatives' house to spend the night.

But this time, my mother just came to the county, and had already stayed at a relative's house for a day, and when I arrived, they went home together.

I came out of the station in the afternoon, and just arrived at my relative's house, before I had dinner, I received a text message from Aning.

I found a secluded place before opening the text message to watch the content, fearing that I would lose my composure in front of my relatives.

The content of the text message is not terribly scary, but the things that the text message can cause make me daunted.

The text message read: Are you back?free tonight?Come out and talk.

I remembered the last night when she first came back to Jiangcheng, we stood alone in the small park, facing each other.

She asked me what was going on with Liu Shu.

At that time, I was pretending to be perfunctory, but Ah Ning, who has always been steady and easy-going, frowned slightly in an instant, lost his poise, and spoke harshly, asking me to speak clearly.

But at that time, I didn't say anything, and Liu Shu came to the rescue soon.

At that time, I always thought that the reason why Liu Shu was with Aning was more passive, and I always thought that Liu Shu didn't take the initiative to be with Aning.

But in fact, I found that in the love letter Aning wrote to Liu Shu, Liu Shu not only took the initiative, but it can even be said that they are in love with each other.

And I seem to be a third party from beginning to end, a third party who is immoral and tries to separate them.

Today, everything has to be resolved, this "chat" should be said, and it should be finished at once.

As night fell, the sky was getting late, but there was still a little light. Aning and I made an appointment to meet at the edge of the moat.

When I arrived, Ah Ning was already waiting there, she still looked easy-going, and when she saw me, she still had crooked eyebrows and smiled softly.

"Your speed is quite fast, I thought it would take a while."

I also smiled, as if there was no barrier between us, and we were still friends in junior high school.

"How can I make you wait? I've already made you wait for so long when I came back by car. This time, I came here at a gallop."

Although they and I bought tickets to return to our hometown at the same time, due to the delay on the road, they returned to our hometown first before me, and I arrived at my hometown three or four hours later than them.

We stood side by side by the moat and chatted about some homely things, as if we had a tacit understanding with each other, and wanted to ease our emotions before such a serious topic.

However, homework without fun and small talk without emotion are ultimately boring.

Soon, we fell silent and stopped talking to each other.

After a long time, Aning said, "Do you like Liu Shu?"

Yes, she was so direct and clear, she asked blatantly, her tone was plain, but with a sense of oppression.

And she knew the answer clearly, but she was sure that I dare not admit it.Or she is not sure that I dare not admit it, but she has the confidence to let me retreat in spite of the difficulties.

I suppressed all the emotions in my heart and tried to keep a light tone, "I don't like her."

I thought of the contents of that letter, and the earring that suddenly appeared, and the temperature at the tip of my heart cooled down a little bit, so I refused completely, no longer perfunctory, and gave away the only warmth in my heart.

When Ah Ning heard my reply, one corner of her mouth curled up, with slyness, not at all the softness and intimacy of the past.

Then he sneered, as if he was laughing at my cowardice, and seemed to have guessed my answer a long time ago.

With the pride and ridicule of the winner on his face, he approached me with a sharp look of contempt, "Okay, then from now on, the prince and princess will live happily together forever."

She didn't say so, but I knew what she meant by prince and princess.

I was slightly surprised that Aning would express to me so bluntly the fact that she wanted to be with Liu Shu forever.

For such a long period of time before, due to Liu Shu's affection and oppression, she did not dare to mention the slightest emotional entanglement between them in front of me, but now she finally opened up everything and stood in front of me as a victor.

Ever since she heard the negative answer from me, all the expressions on her face have run counter to her previous image.

Those gentle and easy-going appearances leave nothing behind.

She stood in front of me, looking at the moat below, with an unprecedented indifference and pride on her face, as if she was a victor looking down on the world.

I stared blankly at her side face that used to be quite similar to Liu Shu, and Liu Guang felt all about the warmth she once gave in my heart.

And her appearance at this time completely destroyed all the images left by Aning when I was young, which was the only thing in my heart, and never left behind.

At night, I went back to my relative's house and received a message from Liu Shu. I didn't reply, but deleted it after reading it.

Before the phone was turned off, he hung up a call from Liu Shuzheng.

It's not that I didn't hesitate, but a few hours ago, Aning's expression is still vivid in my memory.

It hurts my heart, as if I have always been a third party, provoking everything between her and Liu Shu for no reason.

At this time, I also want to try whether I can break away from Liu Shu's shackles, completely cut off all attachment to her, and leave her.

I was lying on the simple bed, looking at the suitcase I put in the corner, the earring that suddenly appeared in the trousers in the suitcase was no longer there, it was smashed by me, Throw it in the grass under the steps outside the dormitory.

The grass has not been taken care of for a long time, and it grows to a height of more than one meter, and it is impossible to enter.

Now that its owner has given up on it, it can stay there without being disturbed by anyone, which is its best destination.

The story of that earring starts from the morning when I was drunk.

09:30 The time for class was getting closer. After I got up and got dressed, I found that the left earring was missing.

Finally, after Liu Shu and I searched for it in turn, we finally found it on Liu Shu's bed.

Liu Shu put the earring in the palm of her hand and handed it to me, and I looked at the earring in her palm, thought about it, and joked: "It seems that this earring likes you very much, look, I'm looking for it." I haven’t found it for so long, but you just found it after flipping through it casually, which shows that it wants to stay with you.”

"You mean, I don't want it anymore, do you want to keep it with me?" Liu Shu's expression was relaxed. Maybe it's been a long time since I saw me joking with her, and she also became interested in making fun of me.

"Yeah, I don't want it anymore. Who told it to be so capricious and won't let me find it. Since you found it, I'll give it to you, as it wished." I pretended to be angry and twitched my lips.

In fact, when I first joked about the earring, I didn't think too much about it, but after Liu Shu asked me if I wanted to keep the earring, I suddenly wanted to test whether Liu Shu would really keep the earring. Next, then Liu Shu must still have feelings for me.

Thinking of this, before I could speak in the future, Liu Shu spoke first, teasing: "Do you mean to leave it here as a token of love? If so, then I will accept it."

After Liu Shu finished speaking, he sat down on the stool next to him, put the earrings on the edge of the table, and waited for my answer.

I knew that Liu Shu was just joking with me, but my heart was still throbbing for no reason. I was disturbed by Liu Shu's words "Love token", "Then you should return it to me, I will throw it in the Go in the trash can outside."

While I was talking, I reached out and grabbed the earrings on the table, but Liu Shu didn't stop, just stood up with a smile, and continued to do other things.

In the end, before I left, I put the earring called a token of love on Liu Shu's bedside table and did not take it away.

I think she will understand what I mean.

The author has something to say: Thank you for watching, next is Lin Ying's text, and there are some other contents, thank you for your patience in watching.