The accident in my life is only you

Soon, Liu Shu, who had gone out to buy breakfast, had returned. She put the breakfast on the small table, her expression was startled, and she quickly returned to normal, but this subtle expression of hers fell into my eyes.

I sat at the small table, smiled, and joked, "Is this a token of love left by your lover? It was kept so hidden, but I still found it."

Liu Shu's expression eased when he heard the word "lover" I said.

She pulled over the stool next to her and sat down. The corners of her mouth curled up slightly, and she jokingly said, "Which lover? What other lovers can I have? You killed just one lover."

Then he smiled and said: "This earring is Yingying. Once she was drunk and dropped the earring on the bed. I planned to return it to her, but then I forgot to tell her, and I didn't remember to put it in my hand. Where is it, and then you found it."

Liu Shu didn't hide it at all, and told me all the sensitive words such as Lin Ying's "drunk" and "bed" at her house, and she was not afraid that I would misunderstand them.

Hearing this, my heart suddenly became desolate. She didn't hide these things. Does it mean that she doesn't care about our relationship?

I was afraid that what I imagined would become reality, so I pouted my mouth and pretended to be angry: "When did you drink with Yingying and get her drunk, and then you went to bed, hmph, you think I don't know what Yingying's drinking capacity is?" Very good, how much wine did you use to get her drunk? Tell me, are you doing something bad behind Yingying and me. "

I tugged on Liu Shu's arm, coquettishly asking her to give me an explanation, after all, I am her real girlfriend now.

In fact, when Liu Shu said so frankly that Lin Ying lost her earring on her bed, and her expression was not evasive, I knew that nothing happened to them, but I just wanted her to say something to comfort me .

As a real girlfriend, if she doesn't even want to appease her when she's jealous, then this relationship is indeed at the end of a blow, and I'm sure my position in Liu Shu's heart won't be reduced to this point, so I want her to say something herself.

Seeing how I was eating, Liu Shu really laughed out loud, "Okay, okay, Yingying is really drunk, we didn't do anything, it's pure and really just sleeping, really."

I tentatively asked, "Then do you still want to keep this earring? Or return it to her sometime?"

Liu Shu looked calm, thought for a moment, and immediately replied: "Forget it, it's been such a long time, it's better not to give it to her."

Will there be hidden secrets that I don't know about not returning it to her, and I still want to force her to make a decision, so I further probed, "Then do you still want to keep it? If you don't keep it, I can throw it away." oh?"

"Then you can deal with it." After Liu Shu finished speaking, he took a sip of the soy milk in the cup next to him, and turned his head away from looking at me.

In the end, instead of throwing away the earrings, I put the earrings in a pair of Lin Ying's pants, and finally returned them to Lin Ying.

Regarding this pair of pants, I asked Lin Ying to borrow them when I came to Jiangcheng for the second time.

Because the trousers I brought back had been changed and washed, and the one I was wearing was accidentally spilled with soup when I was eating, and because I was closer in height to Lin Ying, Lin Ying suggested lending a pair of trousers to me. I.

Now, the trousers have been cleaned and dried by me, and I plan to return them to Lin Ying tonight.

This earring appeared at the right time, just enough to put it in the trousers and return it to her together, and it was not easy for Liu Shu to see the clue.

And I also have selfish intentions. No matter what the reason is for this earring to stay in Liu Shu's room, I hope that Lin Ying can understand that Liu Shu has long chosen me when she sees this earring that I returned together. .

In our anticipation and waiting, the whole New Year's time passed very quickly, and during this period of time in this hometown, Liu Shu was always indifferent to me.

I thought, maybe Liu Shu still cared about my previous affairs with Cheng Ya. Although I tried my best to deny it, Liu Shu still seemed a little unconvinced.

Sometimes I even thought, is it because of Lin Ying's sudden indifference that Liu Shu started to panic about her leaving?

But Liu Shuming chose me, and I was the one who could give her love and warmth, so why would she never forget Lin Ying.

Liu Shu's hesitation made me have to admit the fact that she still loves Lin Ying the most, and during these two long years, the tenderness and affection for me were nothing more than It was the ones that Lin Ying had rejected that would reach me.

Soon, the school start time is coming, and the night before I was going to go back to school, I asked Liu Shu to go to Wenqing Park.

It has been a long time since we sat side by side under the tree like this. How many times we used to sit here and look up at the sky, how many times I have been here looking forward to our future.

In the past two years, I finally occupied a place in her heart, and finally completely repelled the person in her heart. Finally, now, she only belongs to me.

But she doesn't seem to be the same as she was two years ago, her eyes are no longer pure and sincere, and the affection I saw for the first time under the moonlight two years ago no longer exists.

Liu Shu concentrated on drinking the milk tea in his hand, and only replied a few words to what I said, showing an indifferent look.

I finally couldn't bear the depression in my heart for many days, and asked, "Liu Shu, why are you always so indifferent to me recently? Didn't we promise to be together well before?"

Liu Shu was a little surprised by my sudden words, she finally looked up at me, with some disbelief in her eyes, "I'm not indifferent to you, I've always been like this, you don't know."

Yes, she has never given me those affectionate appearances, and she has never looked at me affectionately, and the efforts I have made over the years have only caused a little bit of waves in her heart, Maybe not even to the bottom of her heart.

"Xiao Shu, don't you know how much I love you along the way? Can you stop treating me like this?" This is the first time I call her Xiao Shu. Turn your gaze to me, and I have already boasted in front of Lin Ying that I will be happily with Liu Shu forever.

I have squeezed Lin Ying out of this game, and I want to prove to her that only I can give Liu Shu happiness, and at this time, I must not bow my head and admit defeat.

Before Liu Shu could speak in the future, I put on her favorite easy-going look and confessed further, "Liu Shu, only I am the one who loves you the most."

"I know, I know how good you are to me." Liu Shu paused, only muttered this sentence, then lowered his head, and said nothing more.

The unwillingness in my heart slowly emerged again, as if Lin Ying's departure took away all her enthusiasm, and what was left to me was a body that was no longer affectionate.

I looked at her, and tried to keep the gentleness in my voice, "The only person who understands you best is me, everything you want, she can't give you, only I can give you."

I actually want to say that Lin Ying can't even admit that she likes you, what can I use to love you, but I dare not mention the word Lin Ying, for fear that this name that follows us like a shadow will puncture the precarious relationship between us emotion.

Liu Shu took a sip of milk tea and looked at the iron gate far away in the park with a lonely expression, as if he had compromised with his fate, "I know, I know what you said."

"Since you know what I said, let me be with you forever, okay? Liu Shu, I really love you." I turned around and pulled her arm, wanting her to look back at me, wanting her to hold back To get rid of the loneliness in her eyes, I want her to know that I will always be with her.

Liu Shu finally turned to look at me with sincere eyes, just like her two years ago, "A Ning, are you happy with me? Are you unhappy with someone like me?"

The look in her eyes made me flustered instantly, as if I was ready to let go of everything at any time.

I eagerly answered: "No, I love you, I am very happy with you, really."

"Really? Does my personality make you unhappy? That's why you..." Liu Shu looked at me with a hint of sadness in his eyes.

I quickly took her words, I didn't want her to bring up the matter between me and Cheng Ya again, "I am very happy Liu Shu, we are very happy when we are together."

Liu Shu was silent for a while, looked at the moon in the sky, and said quietly: "I must have made you and Yingying unhappy, that's why she always wants to distance herself from me. I used to pester her like that, she Still thinking about how to push me away."

As for whether Lin Ying was tempted, I was very clear in my heart. From the very beginning, maybe Lin Ying had already been tempted, but she just chose to ignore Liu Shu's efforts because of the secular world.

But at this moment, I don't need to tell her that Lin Ying, who has decided to leave, has had much affection. I just need to express my own determination.

I smiled and replied sincerely: "Liu Shu, since you think she is not happy with you, then you should stay with me well. Being with me is the best choice."

Liu Shu turned to look at me again, smiled calmly, and only said a simple sentence.

But that sentence opened a hole in our already fragile emotions like a sharp knife. The hole was slowly torn open in my heart, and the tearing sound wailed and cried in my heart, crying over the past few years. The humbleness and enthusiasm she gave never filled the wound in Liu Shu's heart.

She said: "Yeah, being with you is also my last choice, but you are different from her."

The author has something to say: Thank you for watching, this is the last chapter of Aning's autobiography, next, I will enter the main text of Lin Ying.