The accident in my life is only you

The breeze is getting cooler, and the nights in H Province are getting colder and colder.

After Lin Ying made two phone calls, she didn't call again, and Liu Shu's heart, which had been gradually warmed by me, gradually cooled down again, and her words gradually became colder and less, not as warm as before.

That night, we wandered around the supermarket to buy snacks, but Liu Shu's interest was gloomy and he didn't have much interest.

I took the plastic chicken legs on the shelf and shook them in front of her, trying to attract her attention, "Student Liu Shu, do you want to eat this?"

Liu Shu didn't look up, but glanced at it out of the corner of his eye, "I don't want to eat this."

I was surprised and asked: "Why don't you want to eat this? You ate it a few days ago and said it was delicious."

"I always feel that this taste is much different from ours. This spicy taste is too fishy. It feels weird after eating it a few times." Liu Shu responded casually, a little absent-minded.

I changed one from the shelf and held it in front of her eyes, "Then what do you think of this one?"

The corner of Liu Shu's mouth twitched, "It's not that good!"

Is this guy spoiled by me?Eat this or that, if Lin Ying takes it now, I think she can eat even the shells in her stomach, hum!

I Wen Yan came up with a bad idea, "Why don't we ask Lin Ying to buy some and send them over?"

I was just talking casually, but Liu Shu agreed aloud, "Okay, then send her a message."

I:"......."

I was dumb, a sentence was stuck in my throat and I couldn't say it, but the soreness in my heart slowly crawled out.

A week later, we did receive something from Lin Ying. It was a small box, and it was some simple plastic food such as dried chicken feet and tofu.

But Liu Shu was very happy. She unpacked and ate several of them. However, she complained to Lin Ying while eating, "Yingying is so stingy, she only sent such a small amount of things."

But the tiny starlight in her eyes ran counter to the complaint in her mouth.

The next day, we planned to reciprocate, and went to the supermarket together to buy a small box of snacks for Lin Yingye, and sent them back to the address she sent them by the same route.

That night, Liu Shu seemed to be in a good mood. She said some more witty things to me than usual, and my mood gradually brightened. No matter what the reason for her happiness was, at least I was standing by her side now.

The sun is fading, the temperature of the sun is getting thinner day by day, and Liu Shu is gradually returning to the past. Like all lovers, we are attached to each other and entangled until the conflict breaks out again.

I remember that it was a sunny and warm afternoon, we were wrapped in quilts and lay side by side on the bed to keep warm.

We chatted about each other's interesting stories, and the voices of joy were endless.

I suddenly wanted to hear a love story from Liu Shu, so I asked softly, "Liu Shu, do you love me?"

I waited cautiously, and finally when the answer came, Liu Shu hesitated a little, and replied softly: "I think I should fall in love with you."

I was happy in my heart, but I still wanted more, so I asked the question knowingly, "Then do you still love her?"

After thinking about it for a while, Liu Shu still said the answer that would never change. She said, "I love her."

She said this sentence so simply that she didn't even hesitate too much.

But women are like this, even if they humiliate themselves, they still want to hear that hurtful words. I smiled and continued to ask: "Then do you love me more, or love her more?"

Obviously, this question is almost a suicide question, but I asked it anyway, with a faint expectation.

This time Liu Shu didn't answer. We all understand that the answer is so obvious.

Her eyes gradually lost focus, as if she was caught in memories, and she didn't speak for a long time.

I looked at her dazed look, and finally asked the question that had been on my mind for a long time, "Liu Shu, do you want to go back?"

In fact, what I want to ask in my heart is whether you still miss your Lin Ying.

Liu Shu didn't answer, just turned her head and looked at me, but her eyes answered everything.

Finally, I personally sent her home and sent her to Lin Ying's side. The cold wind at the end of October blew through my clothes and took away the only warmth in my heart, and she also stepped on my heart Up, farther and farther.

She finally arrived in Jiangcheng, beside Lin Ying, but she didn't want to go home.

When she told me on the phone that she was going to find a job in Jiangcheng to support herself, my heart seemed to be broken into countless pieces.

After all, I still can't compare to her. It's ridiculous to say that I thought I would never be so humble in front of a relationship, but now facing this relationship, I have become so restless.

Time passed like water, and half a month had passed in the blink of an eye. Liu Shu found a job in Jiangcheng and got busy.

I call her almost every night and ask her about her work during the day. I am afraid that Liu Shu will gradually become alienated from me in the busy work. hot heart.

The winter vacation time is slowly approaching, and my uneasiness is getting deeper and deeper. I even thought about giving up this relationship, but I couldn't bear it.

She is the one I hold in my hands to warm her, and the roots she has planted are particularly deep, and I can't bear the pain of uprooting her.

As the holiday approached, Liu Shu told me that she also wanted to resign and return to her hometown. I thought she was just mentioning it to me casually, after all, there are still more than two months before the Chinese New Year.

But a few days later, Liu Shu told me on the phone that she had resigned and that she would soon return to her hometown for the New Year.

This news made me happy for a long time, and I began to look forward to the winter vacation and to meet her again.

That night, after nine o'clock, Liu Shu and I texted each other, and the more we talked, the more urgent our thoughts became.

I asked her if she missed me, she replied yes, I wanted to give her a call, but she quickly declined.

She didn't say the reason, but I know that she must have been with Lin Ying after she resigned, and Lin Ying must be beside her at this moment.

My heart was sour, and it turned into unwillingness. In the end, the weeds of revenge grew wantonly. I just wanted to know, what would happen if I hit her now?

Thinking followed action, I decisively pressed the dial button, I stared at the screen, one second, two seconds, three seconds, the call was connected.

I yelled out the three words I love you as a prank, and then the phone was hung up quickly.

I thought, if Lin Ying was here right now, it must be a bloodbath.

Liu Shu is so vacillating between me and Lin Ying. Although my chances of winning are not great, I have to take a gamble because I hate hidden love. The more she wants to hide Lin Ying, the more I want to tell Lin Ying .

The next day, in a state of anxiety, Liu Shu finally called.

As soon as I picked it up, the cold voice over there jumped in first, "Lin Xining, what do you mean?"

I pretended to be innocent and said, "I don't mean anything, can I just call you to confess my love?"

Liu Shu over there paused, and his voice softened a bit, "I told you to call you later, why did you do that?"

"When will we be able to be together openly and aboveboard? When are you going to tell Lin Ying?" After all, I still asked this question. I never wanted to put pressure on her, but Lin Ying's existence made me feel more uneasy. .

For a long time, Liu Shu did not speak, nor did I, waiting quietly for her answer.

Then she sighed and said, "Now is not the time, I will tell her sometime."

I know what she said about finding a time, it may be infinitely long, but what can I do, I don't mind what I said, but I don't have enough courage to let go of all this, so I can only wait quietly for an opportunity. All this is made public.

I understand that I can no longer do such provocative things, it will only make Liu Shu farther and farther away from me.

So I wrote a diary in my own space to confess Liu Shu. Although I didn't name names and the content was cryptic, I think Liu Shu would be moved when he saw it. Of course, if Lin Ying saw it, then it would be another Another scene.

Time passed slowly, and I finally returned to my hometown on vacation. With excitement, I contacted Liu Shu on the second day after I came back. As expected, Liu Shu's attitude towards me was much colder.

Although I was mentally prepared, I still felt a sharp pain in my heart when I confirmed it, which was hard to accept.

Of course, this is someone I have warmed before, and she is familiar with my temperature, so she will definitely be able to warm her up again, which I am very confident about.

I would ask her out for a walk every other day, just like last summer, our relationship quickly eased, and slowly returned to a natural fit.

People often say that feelings are cultivated. This sentence is obviously very reasonable. The tacit understanding of feelings also needs to be gradually developed. Only when we are together often can we have a better temperature.

A few days before Chinese New Year, I brought Liu Shu home again, wanting to show her a few gadgets I bought at school.

Liu Shu didn't refuse, and asked her family for leave, planning to stay overnight at my house.

It was past nine o'clock in the evening, and we were listening to music in the room, sitting on the bed and playing with those little toys.

When Liu Shu wasn't paying attention, I rolled over and held her down.

She didn't struggle, but still held the toy in her hand, her eyes were full of peace and tranquility.

Seeing her looking at me so calmly, her eyes were clean and even without love, the sour taste in my heart came out wantonly, "Liu Shu, tell me quickly, do you miss me?"

"Yes." It was a very simple word, and the tone was light and not too turbulent.

I was not reconciled to her answer, so I said coquettishly: "You don't miss me, you will forget me when you are around her, right?"

Liu Shu smiled slightly, stroked my hair with the other hand and said, "How could I forget you? When did I not answer your call?"

After Liu Shu finished speaking, he was slightly stunned. Obviously, we all remembered the call that was connected for a few seconds.

I don't like her expression now, because she must be thinking of Lin Ying, so she sinks into her thoughts and frowns slightly.

I quickly lowered my head and kissed her lips, trying to pull her back from her thoughts, but Liu Shu's response was very shallow and never enthusiastic.

After a while, I raised my head and continued to act like a baby, "I don't care, anyway, when you are with me, you are not allowed to get close to Lin Ying, I am your girlfriend."

Liu Shu smiled, but did not answer.

"Liu Shu, it's impossible for you and Yingying. If she really loves you, why didn't you tell me before? Since she wants you to give her up, why don't you let her go? This will make it easier for both of you, right?" I tried my best to speak softly, telling her what she believed to be the truth.

Liu Shu's slightly frowned brows did not relax. Obviously, what I said hit her mind and put the reason she had been struggling in front of the facts.

She didn't answer for a long time, and she seemed to have compromised with the fate of the two of them.

But I knew she wouldn't answer me, so I lowered my head and kissed her lips again, and this time, Liu Shu finally responded.

The author has something to say: Thank you for watching.

The food incident happened in Chapter 42 at the same time.

Aning's phone call "I love you" happened in Chapter 49 at the same time.

The confession letter written by Aning is the one that Lin Ying saw in Chapter 76.