The accident in my life is only you

During the whole summer vacation, I didn't contact Liu Shu, and she didn't contact me again, as if we were complete strangers.

Even when I got home, there was not a single greeting message on my phone.

Every day I warned myself not to miss her, to forget her, and to press that miss back to the bottom of my heart, day after day, and finally got through to the beginning of school.

On the second night when I arrived in Jiangcheng, I went to find Yang Han. I called her on the bus going to Yang Han's shop, and the happy voice on the other end of the phone almost overflowed the phone.

Hearing her voice, the gloom in my heart was instantly reduced.

After a long time, I got off the bus, and before I reached the door of Yang Han’s shop, I saw Yang Han standing at the door of the shop from a distance, looking around, my originally hard heart became soft, I haven’t been expected so much for a long time, As if I were her treasure.

Twenty steps away, Yang Han ran up to me and took my arm, "Yingying, I miss you so much, you finally know to come and see me."

I chuckled lightly and said, "I came here on the second day of school, I'm already the fastest."

Then he continued to tease her, "Now that life is not easy, did you get into trouble during the summer vacation?"

Yang Han said coquettishly: "Where is it? How could such an obedient person like me get into trouble?"

"Are you saying you are good? Did I get it wrong? You are the one who dared to run the college entrance examination." I continued to tease.

"Oh, I won't tell you this anymore. I just asked for leave. Let's go out for a stroll at night. Yingying, you want to treat me to dinner."

"Okay, my eldest lady." I agreed with a smile.

We arrived at a snack bar where we often eat light meals. We came a little late, and there were only a few customers sitting in the store, so we still walked to the window and sat down.

After Yang Han ordered the menu, he lay down on the table and looked at me, "Yingying, I miss you so much, and no one has played with me for more than two months."

I wiped the table and replied casually: "Where's your Jian Xi? Won't you play with me?"

Yang Han twitched the corner of his mouth, "She also has to go to work, and our rest time is different. I take her rest to go to work, and she takes a rest to go to work. It's hard to rest together."

"That's it, that's really boring, it's okay, I'll be with you from now on." I smiled dotingly at her.

Yang Han didn't speak, so I decided to test whether she would like to go back again.

I heard her mention many times before that her family wanted her to go back to school, arranged for her a school, and arranged for her job after graduation, just waiting for her to go back to school, but she has never been willing to go back.

I asked cautiously, "Have you called your family recently?"

"Yes, I didn't hit me a few times. They beat me every day, and I'm so annoyed." After speaking, Yang Han changed his posture, resting his chin with his hands, with a troubled look on his face.

I continued to probe, "Then why don't you think about going home? You see, it's not an option for you to be a waiter all the time?"

"Who said I'm going to be a waiter forever?"

"You give me the feeling that you will always be a waiter?" I continued to stimulate her.

Yang Han was choked by my words, unable to speak, and leaned back on the table again, looking listless.

I corrected my voice and said softly: "Yang Han, I suggest you go home and study. Do you really want to work all the time? You have the conditions to study, why don't you go? No one else has the opportunity to want you, You are obedient, will you go home?"

As I expected, Yang Han blocked his ears, "Oh, Yingying, you're here again, you're so long-winded, I will be read to death by you one day."

I was going to add a handful of firewood and continue to persuade, but at this time, the waiter came to the table with the food we ordered.

Yang Han felt relieved, "Yingying, you have been talking for a long time, you are thirsty, come and drink some soup, and have a meal."

While talking, he brought out a bowl of rice from the waiter's plate and placed it in front of me.

I couldn't help but shake my head helplessly, and stopped the further persuasion I had planned.

After dinner, we still came to Antique Pedestrian Street, Yang Han pointed to the gazebo in one of the yards and said.

"Yingying, look at that pavilion. During these days of summer vacation, I went here to sleep every day when I was bored at noon, and sat here at night when I was bored and watched the people on the street. That pavilion is really comfortable. I will take you there to experience it. "

As Yang Han spoke, he grabbed my arm and dragged me to a yard not far away.

The courtyard is the original residential house, no one lives in it now, but it is cleaned neatly, and some ancient living tools are placed, such as some wooden barrels, wooden pots and bowls, which seem to be the architectural style of the Republic of China period.

The pavilion Yang Han mentioned is the outermost corridor of the yard, which is made into an antique pavilion for the visiting guests to rest. Sitting in the pavilion, it happens to be diagonally opposite to the gate, and one can see the bustling flow of people outside the gate.

"Yingying, isn't the wind blowing here very comfortable? This place is so nice, I like it so much."

I looked at her happy face, and felt distressed in my heart. She was supposed to study hard in college and have a better future in the future, but now she can only take a nap in this kind of place and make a living in the restaurant.

I held her palm and said softly: "Yang Han, listen to me and go back to study, okay? You should have a better future, and your future shouldn't be in this kind of place."

Yang Han, who was originally happy, gradually lost the smile on his face after hearing my words.

I thought she would say that I was very long-winded, or that I didn't want to hear something like that, but Yang Han just looked at the people coming and going on the street in front of him calmly, and replied softly, "Thank you, Yingying, I will considerate."

I suddenly felt a little uncomfortable, and stared blankly at her side face.

I seem to see Yang Han who has grown up after many years. She can face everything bravely and no longer needs my comfort and persuasion. She may gradually forget me as a friend and go to a higher place.

Thinking of this, I feel inexplicably sad.

In fact, many years later, Yang Han became a medical worker under the training of his family.

Facing the world bravely by herself, facing birth, old age, sickness and death, she can stand alone. She has many friends, and she will never keep asking Yingying what to do on the phone.

At that time, she was even strong enough to protect me, and she finally left my world and went to a more exciting place.

We watched the flow of people in front of us for a long time, Yang Han suddenly turned his head and said to me: "Yingying, I suddenly want to thank you, you have been with me for so many years, without you, the whole sky is gray, I miss you so much Be with me forever, I wish we would be together forever."

I saw the familiar starlight in her eyes, like the stars in the sky, like Liu Shu looked at me every time, gentle and quiet.

Did Liu Shu start from that time, when she was isolated and helpless, she thought that I was her whole world, so she fell in love with me.

A trace of panic rose from the bottom of my heart, and I slapped the back of Yang Han's hand hard to force myself to be calm, pulling her out of the fantasy.

Regardless of whether she is in the same situation as Liu Shu, I will never allow this to happen a second time, I will never allow it.

"You have a good idea. I won't be with you forever. In the future, I will get married and have a baby. Do you want to go with me?"

Yang Han seemed to wake up in an instant. She didn't care about the pain on the back of her hand. She smiled a big smile with a bit of bitterness in it, "Then you get married and have children, then I'll get married and have children too."

I secretly breathed a sigh of relief and said: "That's necessary, you must marry me in the future, and you must be happy."

After a pause, he continued: "I will stay with you for the rest of my life and be good friends with you for a lifetime."

After hearing what I said, Yang Han was slightly startled, and then a bright smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, "Okay, then we will be good friends for life."

A week later, it's Saturday night again.

Yang Han said that she found an interesting place nearby and said she would take me there. When we arrived, it was crowded with people, just like an antique pedestrian street. In Jiangcheng summer night, there are far more people on the street than during the day.

Here is a small square, surrounded by shaded banyan trees. The square is full of people dancing square, the sound of music is deafening. In the center of the square are several model lamps in the shape of animals, each about four or five meters tall. It looks very lively and beautiful from a distance.

We watched for a while nearby, and then walked to a place where the music was slightly quieter.

There is a large banyan tree over there, and there are many stone benches under the banyan tree, full of people enjoying the shade.

We chose a seat and sat down, looking at the dancing crowd not far away. Yang Han didn't speak for a long time, not as cheerful and active as usual, as if he wanted to tell me something.

I didn't ask her either, I just waited quietly for her to speak.

After a long time, Yang Han finally spoke, "Yingying, I've thought it over and decided to go home."

"Really? Great." I turned and grabbed her arm excitedly.

My joy is real, but there is still a trace of melancholy in my heart. If Yang Han leaves Jiangcheng, then no one else can bring me true happiness except Xiaoya.

"Yingying, you're right. I should go back to study hard and find a job. I shouldn't waste my time here." Yang Han seemed to have made up his mind, his tone serious and firm.

"Yes, you are right to think so, then when do you decide to go back?"

"Next month, I've already resigned, I'm leaving next month, Yingying, can you come and see me off then?"

I put aside the melancholy in my heart, and responded happily: "Okay, as long as you are willing to go back to study, it doesn't matter if I skip class to send you off."

"really?"

I smiled and replied, "It must be true, truer than pearls."

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