The accident in my life is only you

The author has something to say: the text of the first volume is over, the following is Liu Shu's self-report, which is a supplement to the content of the first volume.

That day, when I saw Chen Jing talking to Lin Ying, I felt like I missed something important.

When I grabbed her hand and looked into her eyes, there was a hint of panic on her expression, and she took a small step back.

Although it is trivial to check, it was still discovered by me.

Before I could speak, she quickly pulled away the hand I was holding.

His voice trembled slightly, and his back was a bit panicked, and he disappeared from my face as if running away.

I have asked Chen Jing many times, but Chen Jing never explained what happened that day, just chatted about the daily life.

Unexpectedly the next day, I didn't meet Lin Ying all day.

It was the same on the third day, and it was still the same on the fourth day. I finally couldn't bear to wait for her in the corridor of her class.

But when I arrived, she was no longer there, but her classmates said that she had come to class these days, but she just left after class.

On the afternoon of the fourth day, I still didn't meet her, and I faintly felt that things were not that simple.

So I went upstairs to look for her every time after class, and I met her once.

On the fifth morning, during the break between classes, I stayed at the intersection outside her classroom, with the corridor on one side and the stairs on the other, and she would always pass by when she came back.

The students on the road returned to the class one after another, and there were only a few people talking in the corridor.

I heard a slight footstep at the stairway, walking up one by one, I stared at the corner, waiting for the person who appeared.

It was really Lin Ying. She looked panicked when she saw me, and then quickly disappeared and regained her composure.

I saw her take another small step back, afraid that she would turn around and run away.

I rushed in front of her and grabbed her arm. I was afraid of scaring her again, so I tried to soften my voice and asked her why.

There was an imperceptible tremor in her voice, and she said insignificant excuses.

I knew she was perfunctory, but I didn't delve into it, and the moment of panic was clearly evident in my mind.

When the bell rang, she wanted to avoid me and go up the stairs. I felt a little sad and annoyed, so I didn't finish my sentence even if I was perfunctory?

You haven't finished your perfunctory treatment to me, are you leaving like this?Even if you are just perfunctory, but I want to hear it.

In a hurry, I stretched out my hand to stop her. Unexpectedly, with too much force, the back of her head hit the landline and then hit me.

Finally, I pissed her off again, and she ran straight back to class without looking back.

What exactly happened, Lin Ying seemed to be avoiding me, and when I thought about it, it drove me crazy.

Don't you even want to stand by my side now?But I haven't done anything yet, the more you try to avoid me, the more I want to know what happened.

During the lunch break at noon, I was finally caught again.

I sat next to her and looked at her. Her expression was a bit awkward, but she seemed to be pretending to be calm, and she said a few witty words to me, saying that she was making progress every day.

The serious tone at the end told me to stop looking for her in the future.

It turns out that she just started to get bored with me. It must be my inadvertent joy that has affected her study.

I feel a little uncomfortable, but I still comfort myself, at least she hasn't discovered the secret in my heart yet.

If she finds out, maybe it's not about finding her less, or maybe it's just that the two don't meet each other.

Since I caught her twice, I have met her a few times, but the number of times is only a handful. Every time she sees me, she doesn't seem very happy, and her smile is forced.

Today I finally found an excuse to look for her. I happily took a few photos that I thought were good, and prepared to show them to Lin Ying.

She looked impatient when she saw me, and finally said that she wanted me to disappear immediately, and she felt disgusted when she saw me.

Maybe Lin Ying really knew my secret, so she really wanted to keep away from me.

Thinking of this, my heart ached.

Lin Ying has never said such harsh words to me, and she must not be able to accept this secret.

I used to probe step by step, trying to get her to let go of her inner guard step by step, and slowly accept this matter.

But it seems that things are over before they start.

Am I making you sick?Does my liking for you really make you sick?

But I haven't said anything, I haven't done anything, just put this love in my heart, does it make you feel sick?

But what can I do, it's out of my control.

This matter has been suppressed in my heart for a long time. I don't know what to say to Lin Ying in order to ease the current relationship. Facing her, I really can't do anything.

When crossing the road after school that day, a private car ran into it without braking in time.

Nothing serious, just a few scrapes on the arms, a bit of bleeding on the knee, a dislocated ankle, and a bruise on the calf bone.

But I still asked for leave from school for more than half a month to recuperate in the hospital. I couldn't move every day and could only lie in bed.

The mobile phone was confiscated, and there was no way to contact Lin Ying, only incoming calls or text messages could be answered.

What's more, I didn't have the courage to contact her again. I remember she said that I made her feel sick.

Maybe she doesn't want to know any information about me at all. I think of her over and over again in the hospital every day, remembering the memories of us being the same table, thinking of my heartache, and thinking of my heartache.

For the past half month, Lin Yingzhen didn't call me or send me a text message.

I don't believe that she still doesn't know that I'm not in school, even as an ordinary classmate, she wouldn't be so indifferent.

I went to catch her in the corridor at noon on the first day of school, trying to punch her.

I didn't expect that she wanted to run away as soon as she saw me. It seems that she really did something wrong. The more you don't want to see me, the more I will show up.

I followed her footsteps down the stairs, rushed in front of her and blocked her in a few strides.

Sure enough, her expression was a little unnatural, more precisely, a little panicked.

The stairway is very quiet, there are no classmates coming and going at noon.

I approached her step by step, slowly approached her, and asked her why she didn't contact me.

At first I planned to scold her, but after seeing her, I couldn't even say anything harsher.

I got closer and closer to her, and my heartbeat slowly accelerated. I felt that Lin Ying was also a little bit at a loss, and her voice was a little stammered due to nervousness.

Finally cornered her, but she moved to the other side of the wall.

Do you really hate me so much?Don't even look at me, the more you are like this, the more I want to know what will happen to you when I am close to you.

But this is just my thought, and I don't dare to push her too hard, because she has already escaped at this moment.

And I didn't chase her, I smiled wryly, and walked to the upper corridor, what am I still expecting, it's ridiculous.

It's been another winter vacation, and it's been a long time since I saw her. I don't know if this winter vacation has made her relax.

I dare not force her, the college entrance examination is only half a year away for such an important day.

When I asked her about the books she borrowed, I didn't dare to write too many words, for fear of making her angry, so I took homework paper and wrote some lyrics or something and put them in the book.

I hope she can see it, and I hope she can understand my sad mood now.

But she never asked me to borrow the book again, and her handwriting is no longer in my book.

I'm a little sad, I don't want her to leave me like this, my beloved, I haven't done anything, I haven't told you how much I like you, did I just separate like this?