The accident in my life is only you

The author has something to say: the text of the first volume is over, the following is Liu Shu's self-report, which is a supplement to the content of the first volume.

Lin Ying's fragrance has been there for a long time. At first, I thought it was the fragrance of her shower gel, but then I knew it was not.

But I can smell this thing and really didn't lie to her.

I asked Lin Chun specifically that day, but Lin Chun didn't smell it either.

I was very curious, so I went to the Internet cafe alone. This time I didn't play games, but quietly searched for things about body fragrance.

After reading the content of the analysis one by one, I seem to understand a little bit.

Some people are born with an imperceptible fragrance, but there is an explanation that makes me a little excited.

There are some people's fragrances that only certain people can smell, so if a person likes another person, then he may be able to smell some fragrances on her body that others cannot smell, and like this smell.

At this moment, I suddenly realized that maybe I fell in love with Lin Ying.

All my previous behaviors were because I fell in love with Lin Ying, so it turned out that I fell in love with Lin Ying.

Although I had a hard time accepting that I fell in love with a girl at first, but when I remembered that it was Lin Ying, I felt a little happy.

After thinking about this, my heart suddenly became a little sour. I understand that my heart will never receive a response, but as long as she can stand by my side, no matter what the name is.

Lin Ying ignored me for several days, so I followed Lin Chun to their dormitory. When I arrived, Lin Ying hadn't come back yet.

I was sitting on the bed of Lin Ying's lower bunk, and I happened to be a classmate of mine. We were having a good chat when I saw Lin Ying walking towards the dormitory.

As if he didn't see me, his face was expressionless.

I suddenly panicked, was it because I didn't tell her when I came, so she got angry.

I didn't dare to talk to her, for fear that she would ignore me in front of so many people.

Before I could think of the first sentence to say to her, Lin Ying simply packed up a few books and left the dormitory.

After she left, I lost interest in chatting, so I simply responded with a few words, bid farewell to my classmates and Lin Chun, and went back to class.

Evening self-study has not yet started, I decided to explain to Lin Ying, but she didn't seem to want to talk to me, leaning her back against the wall with a cold expression on her face.

I was a little sad, so I wanted to scare her and break the silence.

I pressed one hand to the wall next to Lin Ying, and slowly approached her, my heart beating slightly faster. If it wasn't for being in the corridor, I'm afraid I couldn't help but want to pounce on her and hug her.

Finally, I angered her, Lin Ying pushed me away and walked to the corridor next to her.

It turned out that she was angry because I told Lin Chun about Body Fragrance. After I explained it for a while, she finally smiled and lit up my heart.

My mood also instantly became clear.

It turns out that if you like someone, you will be happy because she is happy, and you will be unhappy because she is sad.

In the second semester of high school, during that time, I often quarreled with my mother.

A few days after school started, I was in a bad mood all the time, and I didn't dare to go to Lin Ying, for fear that my bad mood would affect her.

But I still met Lin Ying in the corridor, she waved her hand at me, tilted her head and smiled, she looked a little silly and cute.

My heart suddenly became soft, this lovely woman in front of me, I am very glad that the person I like in my heart is her.

I still spoke to her, hoping she could stay with me for a while.

I know this request is a bit extravagant, but Lin Ying didn't refuse, but nodded.

Someone once said that loving someone will make you humble into the dust, but it turns out that this feeling is so subtle, and her smile can light up everything.

I watched her back as she walked towards the stairs, and I suddenly felt a sense of reluctance.

I know, my thoughts are very dangerous, I began to hope that I am not only her good friend, I want all her good things to be for me alone.

I know this is really a luxury, but I can't help but think about it.

I know friendship lasts longer than love, but I just can't let her stand beside anyone but myself.

She said she would be sad when I died.

She said I was very important to her.

But my heart seems to want more than that.

It kept urging me to ask Lin Ying for more, and I suppressed this thought fiercely, exhausted.

The next day I begged her to accompany me to go online again. I knew she was going home on Friday night, and I didn't give her a chance to say no.

Lin Ying thought for a moment, and finally agreed.

I was happy all afternoon, waiting for her at the school gate as soon as school was over.

She still sits and watches movies in the Internet cafe, but as long as I think of her by my side, my heart slowly becomes calm.

But the second time I asked her to accompany me, she refused. I was very sad, sad for no reason.

She handed me a letter and explained it over and over again.

I actually understand that every time she disagrees, but every time I pull her away, I know it's hard for her.

I also wrote her a letter, pretending to blame her for not treating me as a good friend.

And she sent me a letter back, and just like that, we started writing letters.

So in the days when I was writing letters, I seldom went to see her. I knew she was very busy, and her letters also vaguely reminded me not to go to her.

This semester is very important to her, and the results of the final exam are the key to entering the key class of the third year of senior high school.

During the time when I was arguing with my mother, I didn't expect that after Chen Jing persuaded me, Lin Ying would come to persuade me.

When I saw that Lin Ying was so angry about my not coming home, I felt a little distressed. I didn't want to see her feel sad because of my affairs.

I also regret a little bit, not because I regret not going home, but because I regret not warning Chen Jing not to let Lin Ying know about it.

I couldn't resist every request she said. She told me to go home, and I went home. She told me to go home and talk to my mother, and I went home to talk to my mother.

I thought to myself, even if she stretches out a finger to me, if she wants my life, I can give it to her.

It's a pity I know she doesn't want anything, not even me.

Since I accepted the fact that I like Lin Ying in my heart, I dislike Yang Han even more. When I saw her, a fire burned in my heart for no reason, and it became more and more intense.

In the middle of the night, I actually dragged Lin Ying to stay overnight, and I couldn't bear to let her stay overnight.

Although I found out later that Lin Ying just took her to her grandmother's house.

But my heart is still slightly sour. I haven't been there yet, and Lin Ying hasn't taken me there, and I'm still sleeping with her. I'm unhappy, especially unhappy.

I wrote a letter to Lin Ying, asking her to comfort me, but unfortunately that little fool didn't know what I wanted to hear, so he just explained the process when he came and went.

The next time, when I went to the dormitory to look for Lin Ying, I was in vain again.

I know that Lin Ying doesn't belong to me alone, and I'm just her good friend, but I just can't help myself and want her to be closer to me, even if she cares a little bit more for me.

I wrote her a letter, asking her to choose me and Yang Han.

But she still didn't give me a positive answer, a vague explanation.

Sometimes I feel that I am really ridiculous, knowing that there will be no response, why can't I not help but always try it out, and always want to humiliate myself.

When I received the necklace that Lin Ying gave me, although I knew it was worthless, I was still happy for a long time.

It was the first time that Lin Ying officially gave me a gift, does it mean that she also likes me a little bit?

It's a pity that I still think too much. It turns out that Yang Han has exactly the same one.

I knew that if I wanted to touch Lin Ying, the stone, the fire wouldn't be able to melt it.

I imagined that she would respond.

I had just passed the monthly exam, and my grades were ridiculously poor, so I quarreled with my mother again, and I was extremely depressed.

The bottom of my heart guided me to walk towards Lin Ying's class step by step. I watched Lin Ying bury her head in her homework, and felt a little reluctant to disturb her. Finally, I asked her to stay with me for a while.

Lin Ying didn't refuse, and said she was going to her secret base, and took me all the way to the beach.

In fact, I know that place, but I seldom come, and I never feel so comfortable to lean on this place and listen to the sound of the waves.

Lin Ying's voice was mixed with the sound of the sea waves, and the chaos in my heart gradually became calm.

Lin Ying suddenly asked me, when did I start calling her Yingying, and when she asked, I also seriously thought about the past.

Maybe it was the day I fell in love with her, maybe it was the first time she brought me warmth.

I didn't know it very well myself, so I pretended not to hear it, but that fool wanted to break the casserole and ask the bottom line.

She moved closer to me and touched my arm, I almost couldn't hold back, I wanted to turn around and hug her.

Tell her how much I like her, so much that I can't help myself.