The accident in my life is only you

The author has something to say: the text of the first volume is over, the following is Liu Shu's self-report, which is a supplement to the content of the first volume.

Don't panic, the second volume will start soon, with sugar and meat.

My name is Liu Shu. The first time I noticed Lin Ying seriously in my memory was after I had been transferred to their third class for a while.

She sits at the table next to Chen Jing and me. When she is in class, she seldom gets up and moves around, and she seldom hears her talk, so I often see her sitting down whether in class or after class.

Of course, that's not the point, nor the main thing I noticed about her.

What really made me notice her was that during several breaks, she tilted her head and looked in my direction, and finally she was in a daze with no expression on her face.

I made her look a little embarrassed, although I knew she was just in a daze and didn't look at me.

But the eyes are always looking at me, which always makes me feel a little uncomfortable.

So I learned her name from Chen Jing, and it turned out that her name was Lin Ying.

A name that fits her look, but I never knew what she meant by looking at me.

Did she already know me?Or did I owe her money and didn't pay it back?

Not long after, the teacher switched positions, and I was replaced by Lin Ying's deskmate.

I packed my things and sat next to her, carefully exploring the reason.

And she didn't seem to understand what I wanted to know. After many times, I still didn't know the reason why she was always in a daze with me, and finally nothing happened.

When she was at the same table, she seldom talked to me. Sometimes she would turn her head to look at me during class breaks, and then turn back after a while.

Once I couldn't help but asked directly, "Lin Ying, did we know each other before? Did I forget you? Or did I not pay you back what I owed you?"

Finally, a hint of panic appeared on her expression, she opened her mouth slightly, and after a while, she replied in a muffled voice: "No, we didn't know each other before."

She has a somewhat introverted personality, doesn't like to talk, and looks very well-behaved, she looks like a good student.

Sometimes I want to play tricks on her, and when I see her ignorant and serious expression, I feel a little guilty, and feel that playing tricks on her is such an outrageous thing.

In that monthly exam, I just wanted to throw a ball of paper at her to scare her, but the teacher didn't look this way anyway.

Sure enough, after she received my ball of paper, her face changed slightly, as if she was frightened.

I suddenly felt a little regretful. I shouldn't have joked with her during the exam. If she fails the exam, wouldn't I be committing a heinous crime?

After the exam, I was a little embarrassed to talk to her, but she didn't seem to want to talk to me.

He also said that my handwriting was ugly and I couldn't read it. Well, my handwriting is really not very good.

In the next few exams, I threw balls of paper to her a few times. To make up for it, I wrote more neatly when copying.

I didn't want to tease her again, but I really wanted to pass the answer to her.

Of course, I know she didn't copy either, but my attitude is still important.

When Lin Xi refused my gift, I was very sad.

I originally wanted to ask Chen Jing to comfort me, but I didn't want Chen Jing to see me being rejected by Lin Xi and hurt face in front of my friends.

So I wandered around by myself, and finally went back to the class, but I didn't expect that Lin Ying was still in the class.

Lin Ying, who never spoke much, comforted me a lot and gave me a trace of warmth that I had never had before. In Lin Ying's soft comforting voice, I slowly told the reason why I didn't want others to know.

That day when I went online with Chen Jing and the others, I just casually asked Lin Ying for a QQ number, but I didn't expect that she really had one.

Knockout was not very popular at that time, I thought she didn't have a Knockout number.

The next day, she wrote the button number and password on the note in neat handwriting. I was very happy, as if I had peeped into some secret.

After arriving at the Internet cafe, I couldn't wait to log in to her button, but to my disappointment, there were only a dozen or so people on the button, and they looked like ordinary classmates from the name notes.

There were one or two other names I recognized, and the space was empty, empty.

I saw Chen Jing next to her staring at her penguin in a daze, so I also applied for a penguin pet for Lin Ying, named Yingying.

From then on, every time I came to the Internet, I would help Lin Ying log in. Looking at the pet named Yingying under the computer, I would sit and act like a baby with me for a while, calling me master happily, and I felt inexplicably happy and satisfied in my heart.

Speaking of Yang Han, the person I didn't like at first sight.

Later, I finally knew why I didn't like her, because I hated the way she looked at Lin Ying, full of trust and reverence.

The second time I met her on the road, I didn't want to pay attention to her and stood far away.

When I saw her for the third time, she was standing outside the corridor waiting for Lin Ying. I felt a faint displeasure in my heart, but I didn't show it.

In the days to come, the more I didn't want to meet her, the more I met her.

Every time I see her standing with Lin Ying, Lin Ying always smiles at her and looks at her with doting eyes, the tension in my heart is faintly about to break.

The time she came to return the book, she put a pack of snacks for Lin Ying in the book, but Lin Ying just slightly refused, and quickly accepted it.

I was a little angry. Every time I gave her a lollipop, she refused in various ways, and she didn't regard me as a friend at all.

What was even more annoyed was that Yang Han didn't expect that Yang Han knew my name, and even shared the dormitory with Lin Ying.

I must have been crazy at the time, I was so angry that my heart ached, fuck your childhood sweetheart, I don't care, seeing Yang Han's happy expression made me unhappy.

I must snatch Lin Ying from her hand and let her taste what I am now.

Speaking of the next exam, I just wanted to laugh. Originally, I just casually said that I wanted to read the test paper. Unexpectedly, during the exam, I knocked on the table and gestured the numbers. She actually hung down the test paper for me to read.

I looked at her nervous eyes and blushing little face, and an inexplicable sense of guilt crept into my heart.

I don't understand why I always want to tease Lin Ying. I know she is timid, but I just want to see her nervous for no reason.

Gradually, I found that I had become somewhat dependent on Lin Ying.

When I quarreled with Zhou Qin, I didn't want to go out, but I was afraid that Lin Ying would get angry, so I let her drag me out.

I trust her inexplicably, as long as she says, I am willing to listen to it in my heart.

The first time I saw Lin Ying buying lollipops, I was very surprised. I rarely saw Lin Ying eating snacks. It turns out that she likes to eat such sweet and greasy things.

In the days to come, whenever I saw lollipops in small shops, I thought of Lin Ying.

I just wanted to buy lollipops of all flavors and give them to her. I wanted to see her looking at me with joy, and I felt very excited just thinking about it.

If one day she sees me with a happy expression, then I will fly happily.

But I know that this is impossible, if I give it to her, she will definitely not accept it.

So I decided to buy one lollipop of each flavor, give it to her in batches, and see her reaction.

It's a pity that she has never been surprised every time she sees a lollipop, and what she is best at is refusing, so I have to secretly stuff it in various places every time.

I never get tired of doing this kind of behavior, as if this way I can slowly develop some connection with her.

Lin Ying didn't want to take the photo, but I dragged her over and stood in front of me.

That was the only group photo other than a group photo. Even though many people took the photo together, I was still very happy.

I thought that when the photos came out, I must take them back and store them, and take them out to make fun of her after many years.

But where did this photo go in the end, I have never been able to find it.

A few days after it was posted, someone secretly tore it up, causing me to complain to Lin Ying for several days, but she didn't say a word, and she didn't have any regrets, which made me feel slightly lost for many days.