The accident in my life is only you

During the day, in the pavilion of the small square, I met Liu Shu and her cousin who were gradually approaching this direction, and I hurriedly left the path.

Until now, seeing her during the day still lingers in my mind.

The years are quiet and happy each other, that is our best choice, maybe, you are also living well, then do you still remember your high school deskmate Lin Ying?

I was lying on the bed, thinking about these things, gradually fell asleep, and heard Liu Ruoying's song in a daze.

---Later, I finally learned how to love, but it's a pity that you have already gone far away and disappeared into the sea of ​​people.

---Later, I finally understood in tears that some people will no longer miss it once they miss it.

"Lin Ying, wake up, Lin Ying."

I heard a noisy sound in my ears, from far to near, the sound became louder and louder, and it exploded in my ears instantly.

I raised my head in a daze, and what I saw was Liu Shu, followed by the classroom seats, and finally the blackboard with chalk dust that had not been wiped off.

Wait a moment!What is the situation, I feel something is wrong.

Why am I still in school, I remember I graduated from college for several years, didn't I?And this scene seems to be a high school!

Surprised, I turned my head and looked out the window, only to realize that the song by Liu Ruoying I heard just now was actually the ringtone of the school radio. In other words, this time is actually the time for classes to start in the afternoon?

Moreover, what was even more strange was that Liu Shu in front of me had long hair tied into a ponytail, and she was looking at me suspiciously, "Is this look telling me that you want to continue sleeping? So you're not going to step aside and let me walk in?"

When I heard this familiar voice, my heart tightened, and suddenly I sat up straight, keeping a distance between my back and the back table for Liu Shu to pass through.

After watching her pass, I started to look at her seriously.

Liu Shu was carrying a schoolbag, her appearance was young, and she was different from the Liu Shu I saw during the day, but her appearance was indeed the Liu Shu I first remembered in high school.

Oh My God!I must be a demon, how could I meet Liu Shu so early.

I patted my face and found that I was unconscious, so I pinched my arm vigorously, but there was no pain at all.

Well, it turns out that this is really a dream, let’s be at ease if it comes, the dream will end anyway.

Since the dream will end, let's get along well with Liu Shu in the dream.

Then, when is it?Wait, let me think about it, the song of milk tea, this means that Comrade Guangliang has not yet appeared, that is to say, the plot of us learning that song together has not yet appeared.

Ouch, I finally remembered an important thing. At this time, there seems to be an important event, which is the midterm exam. Is the exam over now?If you haven't taken the exam yet, don't you have to take the exam again?

I have to take an exam in my dream, my life is a bit bitter.

So I started to look through my drawers and schoolbags, ready to look through to see if there were any mid-term papers.

As I was flipping through, Liu Shu next to me looked at me as if he saw a mentally retarded person, and said in surprise: "Student Lin Ying, the first period is math class, and the book is on your own desk, not in the drawer."

I turned my head to look at the long-haired Liu Shu, and felt a little terrified. I'm still not used to her like this.

Well, Liu Shu with short hair looks better, at least her aura has improved a few notches, I tried to smile as easy-going as possible, "Liu, Liu Shu, can I ask you a little question?"

Liu Shu nodded and didn't speak, but his eyes signaled me to continue.

"Do you think we will do well in the midterm exam?" I applaud my wit. This is a double meaning question. Although she is my dream, I always feel that her thoughts are not under my control.

Liu Shu frowned, as if to say, have you lost your memory? "Didn't I finish the test papers? You asked me if I could take the test, don't you know? I don't think it's easy to take the test anyway."

There is no one who can give such a cold answer. Liu Shu's personality should be subjectively influenced by my own dreams, and her indifferent aura is quite similar to her six years later.

"Oh, I remember, I just woke up and I'm a little confused." I replied weakly.

However, I dreamed of the scene where I just sat at the same table in high school, what was I planning to do?It has been a long, long time since I dreamed of the time when we first met. What does the dream suggest to me?And the things in this dream are too clear.

While I was thinking wildly, the class bell rang soon.

This time, I finally discovered the benefits of the dream, that is, the lecture time of the subject teacher is very fast, and the class is over in a flash.

The afternoon passed without knowing it.

During this afternoon, Liu Shu still communicated harmoniously with Comrade Zhang Yong at the front desk, and the class time was no exception, which was not much different from what he remembered.

And I still turn my head to look at her from time to time, looking at her side face, but this time, what I think about in my mind is not the Ah Ning who is still studying in No. [-] Middle School, but Liu Shu six years later.

At that time, she didn't have so many smiles now, but there is an innocence in her smiles that she didn't have at that time.

But maybe it's because in the dream, most of the things that happened between Liu Shu and I can't remember very clearly, I only remember some vague fragments. It's like a new life.

Time flew by again, at noon the next day, when the class was about to start, the story finally developed according to the historical track in memory.

Comrade Guangliang's songs slowly spread to every corner of the school, melodious and melodious.

I sat in my seat staring at the Chinese document in a daze, wondering if the next plot would be different from the story in my memory, would my subconscious mind change the dream on its own?

While I was thinking about this, Liu Shu walked in slowly from outside the classroom, walked around me leisurely under my gaze, and put the schoolbag on the table.

"Lin Ying, listen to this song. It's become popular recently. It's really nice to listen to." Liu Shu said to himself, and put the headset into my ear close to her.

My heart trembled for a while, but there was no great pain in my heart.

I know that this is just a dream, it does not allow me to have too much pain perception, I can only look at my own story from the perspective of others like a bystander.

"I've heard this song many, many times, and I can sing it, do you want to learn it?" I calmly said something different from the lines in the storybook, and was going to tease Liu Shu in my dream. Look at my Will the dream continue to be interpreted according to the original content?

Liu Shu really opened his eyes wide, and said in disbelief: "You've heard it before, and you can sing it. It's amazing. I've listened to it several times, but I still can't remember the melody."

I covered my mouth and smiled, and continued to tease her, "Then I'll copy the lyrics to you and teach you to sing, but I want a reward, will you pay?"

Liu Shuman had a heroic expression, as if to say, I can agree to whatever you ask, and then leaned closer and asked seriously, "What reward do you want?"

"I want a lollipop." I finally turned the conversation back to the original track, because in the original story, she just offered a lollipop and asked me to help her copy the entire lyrics.

When Liu Shu heard what I said, the reward was only a lollipop, so he looked at me and soon couldn't hold back, as if he felt that I was really stupid all this time, "Are you sure you only need a lollipop?" Lollipops? Want something else?"

I don't know if it was my illusion, but I actually felt that Liu Shu's eyes showed some inexplicable expectations, as if he was expecting me to say something more.

I pursed my lips, and the corners of my mouth still raised unconsciously, feeling relieved that I just teased Liu Shu in the story, "Yes, do you think I'm particularly nice?"

Liu Shu's eyes seemed to be slightly sad, looking at me thoughtfully, and finally focused on her songs.

During the break in the afternoon, I only listened to the song once and remembered all the lyrics.

I took out a piece of exquisite letter paper, copied the lyrics on the letter paper, and handed it to Liu Shu next to me. In her surprised eyes, she said coolly: "You keep this paper, just learn from it, don't have to return it." , and there is no need to re-copy, I have the lyrics in my mind."

Liu Shu was stunned, as if he hadn't reacted, and then he said happily: "I'll bring you two lollipops tomorrow, Comrade Lin Ying, don't let me impress you for two hours at noon, don't you?"

Comrade Liu Shu, we are not two hours apart, but 13 years.

The next morning, as expected, I listened to her humming that was out of tune all morning.

But this long-lost voice did not make me feel bored, but instead gave me an indescribable sense of peace in my heart.

In the afternoon, I walked to the classroom according to the normal story track, and when I walked to the door of the classroom, I heard Liu Shu's voice calling me as promised: "Lin Ying, you came just in time, why do I always feel like singing to him when I'm learning?" It’s not the same, there are always a few places that feel wrong.”

With a thought in my mind, I covered my mouth and smiled, ready to continue molesting Liu Shu in my dream, "Is that what you said, I'd better go back to this place and close my eyes, this place doesn't sing well, right?"

Liu Shu looked surprised, and almost knelt down to me, "Lin Ying, you are a fortune teller, how do you know that I can't sing well here."

I choked for a moment, so I had to explain indiscriminately, "Because when I learned it myself, I also learned it after studying here for a long time, um, yes, that's how it is."

I convinced myself of this unreliable reason, and by the way convinced Liu Shu.

After a pause, while Liu Shu was still in a daze, I grabbed her lines and said directly: "Then I'll sing it for you, listen to it, and then learn it again, okay?"

Before Liu Shu could react, I didn't watch the lyrics, but sang directly from the lyrics in my memory.

I first hummed the difficult lyrics twice, and then sang the whole song from the beginning. After finishing singing, I waited quietly for Liu Shu to ask me to sing it again for her.

Because I remember it was like this before, I sang this line at least dozens of times.

But when Liu Shu reacted from my singing, he didn't beg me to sing it again, but took two steps forward and hugged me into his arms, "Wow, Comrade Lin Ying, you are really amazing, no Thinking that you sing very well, and your memory is still so good."

Liu Shu just gave me a light hug, then let go, chirping and admiring me, asking me to teach her some singing skills.

But in fact, what skills do I have? The reason why I am familiar with this song is only because, in the time you have not experienced, I have already learned it with you at that time, and I am familiar with it by heart.

And from the moment I was hugged by her, my heartbeat suddenly became inexplicably faster, my whole body instantly petrified, and my head was a little messy.

No!How do I remember that she didn't want to hug me here? Comrade Liu Shu, why don't you follow the historical script?You made me panic like this. Could it be that I played too long and made Liu Shu's movements too aggressive?

The dream was muddled and the time passed quickly for a few days, and the time suddenly slowed down. I knew that during the slowed down time, there should be some important scenes to happen.

Sure enough, in the afternoon, when I was still worrying about the words to recite the full text on the back of the Chinese document, Liu Shu, who had cute short hair, appeared in front of me in Shi Shiran.

She walked in front of me, looked at me with a dull expression, and smiled slightly, "Does it look good? Are you going to be dazzled by me?"

Classmate Liu Shu, you are still very self-aware. Because of your short hair, I sank to the bottom of the lake and wasted several years.

So I pretended to be joking and said: "Yes, I'm dizzy, do you want to make a promise with your body?"

I think, I am shameless enough, after all, Lin Ying 13 years ago would not have said such things, at that time Lin Ying was quiet enough, even dull, and she was belatedly aware of Liu Shu's many efforts.

But now, looking at such a young face, I actually openly molested Liu Shu, who is only 16 years old. Thinking about it, I feel heinous.

Who knows, Liu Shu bypassed me, paused, blushed slightly, and said back: "Then do you want it? If you dare to want it, I dare to promise you with my body."

Now, I always feel that Liu Shu's situation is not quite right. There is a gap between Liu Shu in my memory at that time. Is it too deeply influenced by my subjective consciousness?

At this time, I suddenly remembered the important plot in the afternoon, oh!I want to persuade a fight.

Sure enough, after two classes, Liu Shu was looking at the comic book in front of him in high spirits, without any sleepiness. At this time, I was really sleepy, even more sleepy than in the previous storyline.

I looked up at Chen Jing and Zhou Qin outside the corridor, waited for a long time, and found that Chen Jing had no intention of coming over, and I was about to collapse.

I had no choice but to support my cheeks, and leaned towards Liu Shu, "Liu Shu, did you quarrel with Zhou Qin, go out and make up."

I thought to myself: Anyway, Zhou Qin will chase you round and round later, why don't you agree, can you omit the middle and let me sleep well.

"How did you know that I had a fight with Zhou Qin? Who told you?" Liu Shu frowned slightly, with a gloomy expression on his face.

Um, did I show my stuff?

But I really want to sleep now, I'm so sleepy, Liu Shu, please help me, "That's not the point, the point is that you guys reconcile, what's the big deal that you have to fight in the afternoon?"

This is very disturbing to clear the dream, everyone in the dream, the dream, can you feel my needs.

Liu Shu snorted and snorted, and didn't reply to me again.

At this time, classmate Chen Jing finally came over, and in the anticipation of my eyes, she finally spoke her lines. She looked at Liu Shu and said, "Come out, let me tell you something."

Liu Shu didn't turn his head, as if he didn't see it. "No."

Seeing that Chen Jing was about to turn her head and start tormenting me, and I really didn't want to go out in the corridor, I quickly grabbed Liu Shu's arm and said coquettishly: "Liu Shu, you can go out for a while, maybe Zhou Qin really Is there anything I want to tell you?"

Unexpectedly, Liu Shu looked at me who was drowsy, his cheeks turned red instantly, and he said in an unnatural voice: "Don't let me care about this matter, you should go to sleep quickly."

I turned my head and glanced at Chen Jing who was still standing at the window, and felt her begging look on me, so I had no choice but to continue: "Liu Shu, just go out for a while, okay?"

As I was talking, my eyes would soon be closed, and I felt that I would soon fall on Liu Shu, just when I was still thinking about how to continue to persuade Liu Shu.

Liu Shu standing next to him instantly stood up and left without saying a word.

I:.......

No, how could I remember that Liu Shu had to struggle for a while, it was not so fast last time.

Could it be that my behavior just now was too intimate?Oops, I forgot that at this time, Liu Shu and I were still relatively strangers, and she didn't seem to have started calling me Yingying yet.

Well, now I'm really awake, and I don't have to sleep anymore.

The author has something to say: Note: The day when the article begins is Chapter 1 when the main text begins. Lin Ying saw Liu Shu in the small square.

Note: As mentioned in Chapter 5 of the main text, the song on the previous broadcast was Liu Ruoying's song, but it was suddenly replaced by Guangliang one day, and the brain hole started from Chapter 5.

Note: Lin Ying still doesn't quite understand Liu Shu's various reactions from Lin Ying's point of view, but those of you who have read Liu Shu's self-report should understand.