The accident in my life is only you

The production time of this product is finally over. In the days to come, I will not often check other large products, but occasionally check a few pieces. Gu Cheng does not need to stop the cart every time to remind me to check the product.

Without deliberate arrangements, the number of times I met Gu Cheng continued to decline, and even met only occasionally.

Every time I meet Gu Cheng who is pushing a product, he still asks me with a smile, "Small random inspection, do you need to check this car today? If you don't check it, I will push it away."

Sometimes, I would ask him to stop and chat with him when sampling products. If I don’t have free time, I would directly refuse and let him go directly to the warehouse.

Day after day, the end of August is fast approaching.

After get off work that evening, I walked out of the factory gate, ready to go to a big supermarket not far away to buy some daily necessities.

As soon as I left the door, I saw a large group of boys of the same age sitting on the stone steps at the door. They were chatting and laughing endlessly. At this time, each of them had a cigarette in their hand, smoking Skillful, as if he has been working hard in society for many years.

As for Gu Cheng, sitting in the middle of this group of people, with a cigarette between his fingers and his legs crossed, he is far from the boy in my heart.

I frowned unconsciously, but I knew in my heart that boys would go through such things when they grow up to a certain age, but I was still a little disappointed in my heart, maybe because I was used to Gu Cheng being shy and clean. It was difficult to accept him like this for a while.

So I had no choice but to pretend that I didn't see him, and prepared to walk forward, out of sight.

Just when I was about to turn around and leave, Gu Cheng finally found me. He quickly put down his crossed legs, and then threw the cigarette in his hand on the ground and stamped it out. The whole process was done in one go, as if he was afraid that I would hold my The knife stabbed him right through.

After he finished these, he smiled flatteringly at me, turned sideways and said something to the boy next to him, then stood up, trotted a few steps, and walked to my side.

Gu Cheng may know that I have seen his appearance just now, so he scratched the back of his head a little shyly, and asked cautiously: "Small spot check, where are you going?"

"I'm going to the supermarket ahead." I replied coldly without even turning my head.

Gu Cheng's interest didn't fade away, instead he quickened his pace to keep up with me, "What a coincidence, I happen to be going to the supermarket too, shall I go with you?"

I was noncommittal and walked on by myself.

Gu Cheng leaned forward again and asked, "Shall I treat you to something? What do you want to eat? How about I treat you to watermelon?"

"I don't want to eat, and I don't like to eat watermelon." I refused directly, not giving him room to continue pestering.

Who knows, Gu Cheng still didn't give up, and said flatteringly: "Watermelon is delicious, I like watermelon very much, you can try it, the watermelon sold over there is the best in the stall here. "

The relationship between Gu Cheng and I has always been harmonious and harmonious, but maybe because I saw him in such a big contrast today, I felt a little unacceptable, so my attitude was unconsciously cold.

I didn't stop, treated him like air, and continued to say bluntly: "I said, I don't want to eat watermelon!"

Gu Cheng smiled awkwardly, and continued: "Okay, okay, then I will accompany you to the supermarket, what do you want to buy?"

"Can't you just go shopping without buying anything?"

"Alright alright."

......

We asked and answered, and it didn't take long to walk to the door of the supermarket.

In the end, Gu Cheng bought some snacks and returned to the factory with me. When we walked downstairs to the dormitory, he insisted on giving me the snacks in his hand.

Just when I was unprepared, he dropped those snacks and ran away. No matter how I called out behind him, he didn't look back.

In the next few days, the frequency of meeting Gu Cheng seems to have increased. On the way to the dormitory, or in the cafeteria, or at the gate of the factory, I always meet by accident.

Whether it is accidental or artificial, I have no interest in the tricks used by these young people, I can only let him go.

On Friday night, a food festival was held near the supermarket not far from the factory, which was extremely lively.

A group of our colleagues made an appointment to join in the fun, but near the supermarket, we met Gu Cheng and a group of his colleagues again. Several of our colleagues were familiar with Gu Cheng’s colleagues, so we had to hang out with a group of people.

Late at night, a group of us returned to the factory, walking in twos and threes.

Gu Cheng and I were at the end. Seeing that the gate of the factory was not far away, Gu Cheng suddenly called my name, "Lin Ying, wait a minute."

I unconsciously turned around and said, "What's wrong?"

Unexpectedly, Gu Cheng behind him suddenly took a step forward, and hugged me into his arms without any precautions. He tightened his arms and said in a tense voice, "Lin Ying, that, I, I like you, You can be my girlfriend."

I was stunned for a moment and didn't react, so I had to let him hold him stiffly, but my mind still quickly understood the confession he said, so I said indifferently: "You let go first, let go if you have something to say. "

Gu Cheng didn't intend to let go, and said in a shameless way: "No, I can't let go. If you let go, you won't agree to me. If you say you promise, I will let go."

I had no choice but to comfort me patiently: "Is there anything we can let go of before we talk about it? Can you let go first, only if you let go can there be room for negotiation."

In my heart, he is just like the former Liu Shu, he is just a child, he will act like a spoiled child to me occasionally, and even play tricks on me occasionally, but their original intention is not to intentionally cause harm.

Gu Cheng didn't retort, but sniffed at my neckline with the tip of his nose, sniffed, and quickly let go of me and took a step back, "This is what you said, if I let go, then I will treat it as if you have already Promise me."

The way he leaned towards my neck and sniffed lightly was very similar to Liu Shu in the past.

My heart trembled, and those past events quickly rushed into my heart, ready to rush out of my eyes at any time.

I took a deep breath, suppressed the repressed sorrow in my heart, and replied as calmly as possible: "Gu Cheng, this matter is not a joke, we have only known each other for how long, you said you like me, what do you like about me?"

"I don't know, but I just like you very much. The first time I saw you, I liked you very much, and you have a particularly good smell on your body. I can't describe it. Anyway, I really like you. Yes, really."

I looked at Gu Cheng's anxious look, and smiled wryly in my heart: You are late, you have been late for six full years, there is a person who also smells my fragrance, and during these six years, he hurt me a lot A hundred holes, leaving no room.

But I didn't express too much on the surface, I just smiled slightly and said, "Then, I'll think about it and get back to you in a while."

After I finished speaking, I turned around and walked towards the factory. Gu Cheng behind me complained in a low voice, "That's not what you said just now. You clearly said that I would let you go and you agreed to me. You have to consider When? You..."

He rambled on and on a lot, but he didn't dare to speak too loudly, as if he was afraid that I in front would hear it, but also seemed afraid that I wouldn't be able to hear it.

In the past week, on a Saturday night, Gu Cheng asked me to go to an Internet cafe to surf the Internet, and I agreed without hesitation.

Because the next day is Sunday, the whole factory is on holiday, and there is not much time to bear.

When I arrived at the Internet cafe, Gu Cheng had already turned on two computers, the adjacent seats, he was sitting on the chair playing games, saw me walking beside him, grinning silly at me , and moved the snacks he bought in front of my seat, "I bought this for you, see if there is anything you like, or what you like, I'll buy it for you."

I don't know where Gu Cheng got the love scriptures, every time we meet, he forces me to eat, and he has to ask me to eat something to be happy.

I smiled, noncommittal, pulled out the chair and sat down.

Facing Gu Cheng, I didn't feel nervous at all, I was as natural as a friend, whether I was sitting next to him, or being approached by him, or even when he confessed, I didn't feel too much turmoil in my heart.

Maybe it was because I regarded him as a junior student who was younger than me from the beginning to the end, and never really regarded him as a man who could bear the wind and rain.

The most common reason is that I haven't fallen in love with him yet.

Gu Cheng took off the headset, turned around, and said a little shyly: "Yingying, the suit you are wearing today is really beautiful, it looks so quiet, I like it very much."

I looked at what I was wearing, an ordinary cotton top, a simple pair of jeans and a pair of canvas shoes, which couldn't be more simple, and I didn't know what he said was good-looking.

I'm afraid this Gu Cheng is not a fool, is he?

Thinking of this, I burst out laughing, and joked: "Brother Gu Cheng, so you like schoolgirls, I just realized now that my sister may not be the type you like."

Gu Cheng anxiously explained: "No, no, I just like you, I have never liked anyone else."

I seemed to recognize the hidden meaning in his words, so I joked: "Is your previous girlfriend like me? I can't be your first love, right?"

Unexpectedly, when Gu Cheng heard my teasing, his cheeks flushed instantly, and he said shyly: "I have never had a girlfriend before, you are the first one."

My God, I actually harmed the position of this younger brother's first love, and instantly felt that I was guilty of a heinous crime.

So I quickly retracted my words and found a movie to watch.

At this time, the time displayed on the lower left corner of the computer was just past nine o'clock in the evening, which was not very late. In the buttons I logged, Liu Shu's profile picture was always on.

After thinking about it for a long time, I clicked on Liu Shu's profile picture and sent a greeting, "How are you?"

Liu Shu over there quickly replied with a sentence, as if she had been waiting for my greeting, "That's it, are you still intern? Is the internship almost over?"

"En." After I typed this word, there was a brief silence in the dialog box.

"A few days ago, a boy confessed his love to me." I don't know what kind of response I wanted to get from Liu Shu when I typed this sentence, but I still clicked send, maybe I wanted to spy on myself in Liu Shu The remaining weight in my heart, or maybe, I just want to get her blessing, so that each other's hearts can be relieved.

It seems that only with her personal blessing can I truly let go in my heart, truly fulfill myself and let go of myself.

Liu Shu over there didn't reply for a long time, but finally sent a sentence, "Then, do you accept it?"

"Not yet, but I feel tired, and I want to have someone I can rely on and a stable life." I honestly expressed my thoughts and wanted to communicate with her as a confidant.

This time, Liu Shu replied quickly, and a sentence without much emotion quickly popped up, "You can have a stable life with your own hard work, why do you have to find a man to rely on?"

Looking at this sentence, I can't understand her understanding of my inner feelings at all, and she can no longer resonate with me.

So I typed out a more detailed explanation, hoping that she could understand what I was thinking and agree with my choice, "Maybe I feel that I am weak, and it will be easier for the two of us. I think that in the future, someone will work hard to make money together, buy a house, Settle down in this city, and find a quiet place to grow old together."

"Just want to retire? I also have a piece of land in my hometown, which is very suitable for retirement, haha." Unexpectedly, she sent a sentence similar to a joke, but no matter whether it is true or not, at this time, in my opinion, it is the same as her and me. Like those jokes, there is no nutrition.

Liu Shu over there saw that I didn't reply for a long time, so he typed another sentence, "True love and marriage are not child's play, you have to think clearly."

This sentence is as if a parent is educating a daughter who has a puppy love, telling her how terrible men in this world are.

But I am no longer a little girl, my youth that has been wasted is enough for me to recognize the pros and cons of this world again, and everything you can’t give me, this creature called a man, they can give me.

I replied with an "um" in the dialog box, paying for all my future choices.

"Just think about it clearly." Liu Shu only replied these six words with a hint of indifference, without blessing or retention.

I looked at the six words on the screen, covered my mouth and burst out laughing instantly, smiling, teeth trembling and biting my lower lip, tears flowed down unconsciously, and flowed into my fingers covering my mouth , into the mouth, a burst of bitterness.

The thin choked sound was suppressed in my throat, and only a small sound leaked out. It was small, but it crushed the last attachment I had left in my heart all these years.

In the end, the small suppressed cry still reached Gu Cheng's ear with the headset on. He turned his head and found that I couldn't help myself, and he was a little flustered for a moment.

He hurriedly took out a tissue from his bag and handed it to me, and said with concern: "What's the matter, what's the matter, why are you crying suddenly, tell me what's the matter."

I took out a tissue, wiped away my tears, looked at the screen on the computer screen that I had already switched to a movie, and said with a smile: "It's okay, but this movie is so touching, I feel a little uncomfortable, it's okay."

Gu Cheng looked at me, then watched the movie, and said cautiously: "Then why don't you watch another movie, and don't watch this one."

"No, no, no, this movie is good. You can play games and leave me alone." While refusing, I forced Koukou to quit, silently suppressing the lingering sorrow in my heart.

Gu Cheng was thoughtful, but finally said nothing, and quickly turned around to continue playing the game.

In the end, in order not to disturb my interest in watching movies, he charged the cost of our two machines and changed it to overnight.

I just sat in front of the computer and watched a movie all night, but most of the plots in the movie didn't impress me.

I just remember how in the memory in my mind, my eager heart was cooled a little bit, and how those cold scenes abruptly cut off the nostalgia that I once held on to Liu Shu and vowed to die and never let go.

After a night of chaos like a battlefield, the sky finally dawned.

At dawn, Gu Cheng and I walked out of the Internet cafe side by side.

The rising sun was high in the sky, sending out warm rays, piercing through the clouds and hitting me directly.

Gu Cheng bought some breakfast and two cups of soy milk on the side of the road, and trotted towards me. He ran up to me and handed me a cup.

Looking at his appearance, I felt an inexplicable sense of peace and tranquility. Instead of taking the soy milk cup from his hand, I asked, "I'm the first girl you like, right?"

Gu Cheng was taken aback, then nodded foolishly, "Yeah, I haven't had any other girlfriends before."

I smiled slightly and whispered: "Then you will soon become the first boy I start to like."

Maybe it was because my voice was too low, Gu Cheng didn't hear it, he still raised his cup and approached and asked: "I didn't hear what you said clearly, please say it again."

I approached his ear and said loudly: "I didn't say anything, I said, I promise you."

Gu Cheng opened his mouth slightly, as if he heard some shocking words, he even forgot to drink the soy milk in his hand, "What did you just say, did you promise to be my girlfriend?"

Liu Shu, you will be the only girl I have ever loved in my life, the only accident in my life, but today, I decided to set sail again, leave you, and go to a distant place without you alone.

I smiled, turned my head to look at the rising sun in the sky, turned my head against the light and said: "Yes, I agree."

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