The accident in my life is only you

The next day, I returned to the school to hand in the internship materials. After handing in the materials, I sat by the school lake for a long time.

There is nothing that attracts me by the lake, but when I used to be confused because I missed Liu Shu, I would always sit here alone and let myself go.

The tranquility by the lake allows me to sort out the chaotic thoughts in my mind, and let my inner hopelessness and sadness gradually sink down.

I just sat there dumbfounded, looking straight at the calm lake, until the sun was slanting to the west, and my classmates came out of the handicraft room one after another, then I stood up and walked along the path to the school gate.

I spent the whole day depressed, and the two paragraphs Liu Shu typed completely disrupted the order in my head.

What makes me even more uncomfortable is that Yingying in the bottom of my heart seems to be awakening again soon, and those extravagant thoughts that have dissipated in the past are revived in my heart, eager to try, as if ready to overthrow my strong suppression at any time. lust.

They seem to be rising soon, and can no longer be suppressed.

On Monday, I was still in a daze all day, and I had no intention of going to work, so I got off work early and clocked in, packed up and went back to the dormitory to sleep.

When I woke up, it was past nine o'clock in the evening, and other members of the dormitory finally came back from get off work one after another.

But when I just woke up, I still felt dizzy, so I couldn't help but take out my phone again, click on the button in the phone, and then click on Liu Shu's profile picture, to check the two amazing words Liu Shu sent me a few days ago .

While I was staring at the two messages, the phone suddenly vibrated, and then a ringing sound rang through the dormitory. I was instantly surprised and almost threw the phone out.

After I calmed down, I realized that it was the ringing of someone's phone.

But when I calmly turned the screen of the phone back into my line of sight, my heartbeat almost skipped a beat. The phone number that was beating on the phone screen without notes turned out to be Liu Shu's phone number, which was not on the screen. It kept shaking, as if urging me to answer the phone as soon as possible.

But at this time, my heartbeat matched the ringtone of the mobile phone, and each sound became more cheerful. I actually felt a little nervous and timid, and dared not reach out to answer it rashly.

The classmate who was sitting on the next bed and playing with his mobile phone finally noticed my abnormality.

She raised her eyes from the phone to look in my direction, and said in doubt: "Lin Ying, your phone has been ringing, why don't you answer it?"

"No, no, I, what I want to answer is that the keypad of the mobile phone suddenly fails and I can't press it, haha." I didn't know how to explain it to her, so I had to smile awkwardly and answer a perfunctory sentence indiscriminately.

The classmate frowned, as if he didn't hear my answer just now, and was deeply suspicious of the explanation I gave, "Then you answer it quickly, it has been ringing for so long, should I hang up over there? Why is it inconvenient to answer?" phone?"

Under the suspicious eyes of my classmates, I had no choice but to get out of bed, put on my slippers, walked out of the dormitory, and pressed the answer button before the phone rang and hung up.

Before I could speak in the future, Liu Shu's voice rushed out, "Yingying, where are you now?"

Liu Shu's opening remarks were a bit strange, and instantly made my expression tense, giving me an ominous premonition, "I'm in the factory, in the dormitory of the factory, what's wrong?"

I let out a sigh of relief, fortunately, our opening was quite natural, without tweaking or strange tone.

I was also sweating because I was able to speak a complete sentence smoothly just now.

"Oh, that's good, I'm near your factory now, do you want to come out and meet?" Liu Shu's words disrupted the tension I had just calmed down in an instant.

"Ah? What are you doing here at night? This place is so remote." I still asked the question in my heart while my head was in a daze.

The factory where I practiced is located in the outskirts of the city. It is a relatively remote town. After midnight, few buses pass here.

Liu Shu over there seemed to have paused, and said in a calm tone, "I just passed by and wanted to see you."

Although I don't have much thought about Liu Shu now, we were once close friends because of emotion and reason, and I am no longer the young girl I used to be, and I will no longer choose the method of refusing to see each other to solve the problem.

"Then where are you now?"

Liu Shu's voice was mixed with the sound of passing cars, and came to the other end of the phone, "I'm on the stop sign outside, I don't know if it's far from your factory, the name of the stop sign is Chengnan Calling Station. "

The site Liu Shu mentioned is the site outside our factory, and it is also the nearest bus stop to our factory. It is actually about 10 minutes walk from the factory.

"Oh, then, how about I pick you up, then do you want to come into the factory? Or..."

"it is good."

I actually want to say, or do you have something to do nearby, we will meet and you are leaving?But before I could say it, Liu Shu stopped me and replied with a good word.

I pursed my lips and suppressed the tension in my heart, "Okay, then just stand there and wait for me, I'll be there in about half an hour."

After I hung up the phone, I still felt that the content of the call was a bit untrue, so I dug out the call records just now on my phone, and confirmed that it was Liu Shu's call, and we had a 3-minute call just now, so I was relieved Return to the dormitory.

In the dormitory, the classmate in the next bed had just changed her pajamas and was lying on the bed. Seeing me suddenly start changing clothes and shoes, she looked at me in surprise, "Lin Ying, it's almost ten o'clock now, you are so late What do you go out for, the factory will lock the gate later.”

I didn't think much about it, so I casually gave a perfunctory reason, "I'm suddenly a little hungry, and I want to go out to eat something."

After a pause, I remembered that Liu Shu appeared so late, if I need to find a place to stay later, then I can't leave her alone in this unfamiliar place, I still have to do my best as a landlord. of.

So he continued: "A friend of mine just invited me to have a supper. If I come back later and the factory gate is locked, then I won't come in. Just find a place to spend the night. Go to bed first, don't wait for me .”

Afterwards, he quarreled with his classmates for a few more words, quickly tidied up, and walked towards the direction of the bus stop sign that Liu Shu had mentioned in his heart.

Along the way, my head was like a muddy mess. I don't know how to start after seeing Liu Shu later so as not to embarrass each other.

In my mind, I kept switching the opening lines of the strike-up, but I still felt that the atmosphere didn't seem quite right.

The short 10-minute journey soon came to an end.

I walked out of the corner, and at a glance I saw the bus stop sign more than [-] meters away, and Liu Shu, whom I hadn't seen for a long time, stood under the bus stop sign.

Her standing upright figure seemed to be a little nervous, and she stepped on the steps on the side of the road with her toes, stepping up and down casually to pass the time.

At this time, it was already past nine o'clock in the evening, and the trees on the side of the road shrouded the surroundings in a bit of darkness, only the dim yellow lights of the street lamps were slightly illuminated, and those lights passed through the gaps between the branches and leaves of the trees, casting mottled patches on the ground. of light and shadow.

Liu Shu stood under the tree, looking across the road, but didn't notice me approaching in the distance.

Seeing our distance getting closer and closer, I didn't know what to say first. The opening words I just wanted to say over and over in my heart suddenly lost all strength and became pale.

I originally thought that after such a long time, when we meet again, I can at least say something in relief, long time no see.

But I found that I couldn't make a sound at this time.

As I was getting closer and closer to the bus stop, I was finally spotted by Liu Shu under the tree. She turned around, her eyes locked on me, her face was calm, without much ups and downs.

When I walked in front of her and was still about to say something, she actually spoke first, "It's so late, is it bothering you?"

I was slightly stunned, I didn't expect her to speak first, then I hid my embarrassment and smiled lightly, "No, I was supposed to rest at night."

Liu Shu also had an easy-going smile, with a slight brightness in his smile, "Are you going to work tomorrow? What time do you go to work in the morning?"

"It's about eight o'clock when I have to go to work." I didn't expect Liu Shu to ask me about the working time, and I was stunned again, but I still answered honestly.

After saying these words, we seemed to be a little cautious with each other, and in the end it was Liu Shu who broke the condensed atmosphere again.

"Is there any place to eat outside your factory? I'm a little hungry."

Hearing Liu Shu's words, I realized that we had chatted for a long time at this unmanned stop sign, so I hurriedly replied: "Oh, there are some, then I will take you there Bar."

I took Liu Shu to the direction of the factory. At this time, the snack street outside the factory was very lively, because the assembly line employees in the factory just got off work earlier, and the flow of people flocked to the direction of the snack street one after another. The atmosphere warmed up.

I took Liu Shu to the nearest barbecue stand not far away, "There is nothing to eat around here, can I have some barbecue?"

Liu Shu was noncommittal, but quickly opened the stool on the booth and sat down, looking around, "Your side is also quite lively at night, with so many people."

I was also sitting opposite Liu Shu, and took out a tissue to wipe the table, "Well, the factory assembly line has just finished get off work, so it's a bit more lively."

Liu Shu nodded, then looked down at the menu on the table.

Then she ordered some food on her own, and didn't ask for my opinion. Maybe she knew in her heart that I was actually a person who didn't know much about barbecue.

But after she finished ordering, she still politely handed the menu in my direction, "If you want to eat something, order some."

I smiled, cooperated with her understanding, and politely refused.

But in fact, you already know that after more than a month of summer vacation with Xiaoya and Xiaoqiu, the food of barbecue has come and gone in my stomach many, many times. I am no longer the Lin Ying who knew little about barbecue. up.

But at this time, I still have another matter pressing down on my heart, which makes me unable to arouse too much appetite for the barbecue in front of me.

Because so far, Liu Shu has not indicated her intention to come.

Maybe, just as she said, she just happened to pass by here, and contact me, an admirer who has been indifferent to her for a long time, by the way.

Or because of the guilt in her heart, she came here specially to express her humble intentions of repentance to me, and disturb the calm lake in my heart by the way, so as to prove that my indifference is just a momentary intention.

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